My previous post very emo meh?! Haha I thought it sounded like more of a recap. Don't worry okay people, I'm not emo :D
The 06v11 Christmas/New Year Class Party is tomorrow, and I'm looking forward to it! It'll be good to see everyone again. I've missed you guys! After the Class Party, I'll have to chiong down to Oliver's house to join them for countdown to the New Year, just like how we did last year :D After that, I'll go home to sleep, and then I'll go out again the next day for the Year Zero turn Year One Movie Marathon! Yay I'm excited for that too! :D
The next two days are gonna be super packed and happening. Can't wait!
Oh and on the day after the next, school will be starting. I dunno if I should be :) or :(.
Ah ha, at least I've got Cherissa as my OGL, and Wayne and Reuben will probably be crashing my OG too. I'll have company :D Don't disappoint me ah you two tenors haha.
It's time for a fresh start.
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Saturday, December 29, 2007
Farewell 2007
There was Farewell today for the Year Twos.
I cried when I was expressing my thanks to them. I hadn't expected myself to actually. It's been a rather long time since I cried (since Pattaya actually) haha. Yeah so I was quite surprised. Was talking gibberish too because I kinda didn't prepare what I wanted to say haha.
I feel that the Farewell this year was quite well planned. Really thoughtful of the current Exco to have made the whole place look so beach-y =P and everything. The decorations were really good too :D The only problem was that we didn't get to play games, but that wasn't the Exco's fault as most of the Year Twos were late. So yeah, Well Done Exco! :D
Mr Kwei started off the Tealight Session with a recap of the whole two years the Year Twos had with him. It was really a walk down memory lane.
The first major event most of the Year Twos attended was really SEAMOE. It was crap, but it allowed us (the Year Ones at that time) to bond quite a lot. The 'Choir Family' was formed during that period. It was rather lame, what with Johnnie as the Father, Wan Ting as the Mother, and Shu Wei, Yu Ting, Yi Zha and I as the children. There were even people who were the butler, gardener and stuff. Haha it was really lame but it helped us to bond :D
Choir BBQ 06 was fun too. I remember the Year Ones all had fun dunking each other. The girls were all wet and we played lotsa spastic games, like Killer Move and Ji Niu Nai. It was really fun :D and it was also then that I started feeling the camaraderie of the choir.
Next was Choir Camp 06. I remember Oliver and Kenny in my group, not sure about the rest sorry =/ Well it was a fun time! And it was then that we started to really improve for our songs. I remember the Musico were very strict with us and small group started at that time. Lotsa groups failed the voice tests and all, but it was our 'never say die' attitude that pulled us through. I remember we were all very tired by the second day of choir camp. Most of us were falling asleep during sectionals in the morning. Haha but looking back now, Choir Camp 06 was really a very good experience :D It taught me the importance of voice tests and small groups (music-wise) and how important it is for us to have a strong spirit and to bond with each other (people-wise).
Due to our preparation for the Riva Del Garda competition, there were many really intensive practices. Much as the practices were tiring, it was fun too, even till now, the Riva Del Garda songs are some of my favourite choir songs of all time. Binnamma, Pamugun, Confite, Ad Dominum, Hear My Prayer; all these are my favourite songs :D I even remember us having practices early in the morning before assembly when it was nearer to the date of the competition. Even though our morning voices all sucked, but those practices helped a lot because we used that time to practice our Gregorian Chant.
Soon, it was Italy time for most of the choir. I'm proud to say that for the people who didn't go with them to Italy, we practised all the way to the end with them, right till the day before they left for Italy. I would have practised with them even if these songs were not SOV songs too, because I feel that it's the practices which help the whole choir to bond.
Italy time was one lonely period for me in Singapore. I remember meeting up with Yi Zha, Francesca and Karen everyday to clean up the choir room. It took us one whole week to clean out the choir room properly! Yeah, but it was then that I got to know Francesca and Yi Zha better too :D
After they returned from Italy (with the Grand Prize, no less :D), it was time for SOV practices. We had approximately one month to learn and perfect 10 more new songs. It was fun singing songs like Rock Around the Clock and Sit Down, You're Rocking the Boat because it was fun doing the choreo! Martin was my partner for the couple dance in Rock around and I must say it was really fun dancing with him! SOV was a really fun time and a truly great experience, mainly because we had both impressive and fun songs to showcase, with a lot of choreographed songs :D
After SOV, we had a long break during the June Holidays. So during the one month break, I remember meeting up with many of them for studying sessions at Marine Parade Library. There was also once when we went all the way to Ang Mo Kio library :D There were also studying/swimming/cooking sessions at Dawn's house :D
After the Year One's Midyears, practice resumed for SCO songs, and the DSAs/Appeals joined us soon after. It was cool getting to know the Year Zeros at that time. We had a few really beautiful songs to sing, like 白光.
After SCO, the Year Twos of 2006 left the choir, and it was left to us to improve on our own. I remember we used to suck quite a lot, because the singers in this batch all had very different tones and all. There was once when we restarted a song during a performance! Sinsin I think, during the FamilyTree performance. However, I'm glad to say we all pulled through that sucky period! :D
After that, it was roughly time for End-of-Years, but even then, we were not given the chance to rest. There was the Singapore Idols finals in which we had to sing with the two Singapore Idol finalists, Jonathan and Hady for their 'set piece'. Although many of us were unhappy about having to practise when it was time for us to study, it was still undeniably a great experience. Getting star-struck, camwhoring in the holding room, studying in those little 'cubicle' thingys, chasing stars for photographs, all these are experiences that can never be found elsewhere. And for that, I'm glad to say I had a chance to attend this Singapore Idols performance, even if it meant sacrificing some of our studying time.
After End-of-Years, it was practise time again. This time, it was for carols, SYF songs, and Les Miserables songs. This period of time was really the crucial period of time in which the entire batch managed to improve together significantly.
Les Miserables was an amazing experience. I still remember the pride and joy I felt when we were performing that musical. It made all the time and effort spent into practising for the Musical worth it. It was really tiring and stressful preparing for the Musical because I remember we had full day practices almost everyday. Much as those practices were irritating and tiring at that time, it was all worth it in the end :D Thanks must go especially to Debbie, Oliver and Shixuan for making this happen. Debbie especially, she really did a terrific job for this musical :D
After a day of rest, it was off to Malacca for us! Malacca was really fun and relaxing. It felt great to be going off with the choir people just to relax and not for a competition. Most of the time was just spent relaxing, and chilling out at each other's apartments. I remember we kept buying Secret Recipe cakes too because they were just SO CHEAP! Malacca also helped many of us bond with each other :D
After Malacca, it was time for carols! I don't remember much of caroling practices, but we had quite a lot of Marina Square sessions before, so hotel caroling wasn't so bad. I remember going out a lot with the Year Ones and Year Zeros at that time too. We used to see each other almost everyday, because we'd go out on the days when there were no choir practices! Well those were great experiences :D
New Year's Eve/Day last year was also a memorable one for me. A lot of Year Zeros and Year Ones gathered at Dawn's house for a stayover to countdown to the new year. It was super cool, I remember we threw open the windows and sang Joy to the World at the stroke of Midnight haha :D The planning of the trail for Yu Ting's birthday suprise was a fun one too :D
School reopened after that and the Year Ones officially became Year Twos! Haha, we spent quite a lot of time preparing for SYF and also for SOV. SYF was one stressful period because it fell down to the Year Twos to make sure the choir will maintain its standard. I know it was really stressful for everyone, and practices were intensive too (though not as intensive as the Italy practices). I remember being stressed about it with the Year Twos, wondering if we would actually be the batch to cause the choir to fall. I'm glad we did well in the end :D Thank you so much to the Year Twos who bothered to take time out to give voice lessons to the Year Ones :D
SOV 07 was rather rushed too, we even got terribly scolded just one or two days before the concert itself=/ Oh well I'm glad our concert was still a success :) Oh and I must say, the Senior Exco did a great job of planning the outfits for the second half. The choir looked really cool on stage, and it was all due to the careful guidelines set by the Senior Exco so thanks so much for the great job. :D
Choir camp and choir BBQ 07 were not as memorable in my opinion, probably due to the fact that I wasn't a junior anymore, so I don't feel the same sense of wonder that I did during my early days in VJchoir. Well, they were still enjoyable though :)
After SOV, many of the Year Twos didn't join us for Pattaya. That was rather saddening though, but I really wanna thank the Year Twos who actually bothered to join us for Pattaya. Thank you all so much for your dedication and commitment to the choir :D
Well, that's most of the 'official' events that the Year Twos have enjoyed together. It's a long list =/ And well, now that VJchoir life is coming to an end for them, I want to take this chance to thank each and everyone of them for having been such wonderful batch mates. Even though I am younger than them, I still believe that we are all of the same batch, after all, we've all been through the same events. So yeah, the past two years were really great with all of you. Thank you all for having shown me what it means to be in VJchoir, and allowing me to experience the feeling of being in a big bonded family. Thank you Year Twos for everything. These two years have made me into a stronger and more mature person (both voice-wise and character-wise) and that can not be possible without all of you there for me. So once again, thank you all so much. :D I'll really miss all of you, so please do come back to visit. Thank you all so much once again for the memorable times the past two years, these are memories that will stay with me forever.
Many thanks especially to The Usual People, thanks for putting up with all my nonsense the past two years. It must not have been easy to put up with such a wilful 15/16 yearold, so thanks so much for all your patience :D You all have taught me a lot, and I have grown and learnt much from all of you, so thank you all :D I'll really miss you guys a lot, so please do come back okay? Do remember to plan more outings too okay? Thank you all for the memorable outings, I'll never forget them. Love you all my dears :D
Sorry you're not in the pic WEE BABA. Haha Couldn't find one with everyone inside, so this is the next best alternative. You're still loved though :D
I cried when I was expressing my thanks to them. I hadn't expected myself to actually. It's been a rather long time since I cried (since Pattaya actually) haha. Yeah so I was quite surprised. Was talking gibberish too because I kinda didn't prepare what I wanted to say haha.
I feel that the Farewell this year was quite well planned. Really thoughtful of the current Exco to have made the whole place look so beach-y =P and everything. The decorations were really good too :D The only problem was that we didn't get to play games, but that wasn't the Exco's fault as most of the Year Twos were late. So yeah, Well Done Exco! :D
Mr Kwei started off the Tealight Session with a recap of the whole two years the Year Twos had with him. It was really a walk down memory lane.
The first major event most of the Year Twos attended was really SEAMOE. It was crap, but it allowed us (the Year Ones at that time) to bond quite a lot. The 'Choir Family' was formed during that period. It was rather lame, what with Johnnie as the Father, Wan Ting as the Mother, and Shu Wei, Yu Ting, Yi Zha and I as the children. There were even people who were the butler, gardener and stuff. Haha it was really lame but it helped us to bond :D
Choir BBQ 06 was fun too. I remember the Year Ones all had fun dunking each other. The girls were all wet and we played lotsa spastic games, like Killer Move and Ji Niu Nai. It was really fun :D and it was also then that I started feeling the camaraderie of the choir.
Next was Choir Camp 06. I remember Oliver and Kenny in my group, not sure about the rest sorry =/ Well it was a fun time! And it was then that we started to really improve for our songs. I remember the Musico were very strict with us and small group started at that time. Lotsa groups failed the voice tests and all, but it was our 'never say die' attitude that pulled us through. I remember we were all very tired by the second day of choir camp. Most of us were falling asleep during sectionals in the morning. Haha but looking back now, Choir Camp 06 was really a very good experience :D It taught me the importance of voice tests and small groups (music-wise) and how important it is for us to have a strong spirit and to bond with each other (people-wise).
Due to our preparation for the Riva Del Garda competition, there were many really intensive practices. Much as the practices were tiring, it was fun too, even till now, the Riva Del Garda songs are some of my favourite choir songs of all time. Binnamma, Pamugun, Confite, Ad Dominum, Hear My Prayer; all these are my favourite songs :D I even remember us having practices early in the morning before assembly when it was nearer to the date of the competition. Even though our morning voices all sucked, but those practices helped a lot because we used that time to practice our Gregorian Chant.
Soon, it was Italy time for most of the choir. I'm proud to say that for the people who didn't go with them to Italy, we practised all the way to the end with them, right till the day before they left for Italy. I would have practised with them even if these songs were not SOV songs too, because I feel that it's the practices which help the whole choir to bond.
Italy time was one lonely period for me in Singapore. I remember meeting up with Yi Zha, Francesca and Karen everyday to clean up the choir room. It took us one whole week to clean out the choir room properly! Yeah, but it was then that I got to know Francesca and Yi Zha better too :D
After they returned from Italy (with the Grand Prize, no less :D), it was time for SOV practices. We had approximately one month to learn and perfect 10 more new songs. It was fun singing songs like Rock Around the Clock and Sit Down, You're Rocking the Boat because it was fun doing the choreo! Martin was my partner for the couple dance in Rock around and I must say it was really fun dancing with him! SOV was a really fun time and a truly great experience, mainly because we had both impressive and fun songs to showcase, with a lot of choreographed songs :D
After SOV, we had a long break during the June Holidays. So during the one month break, I remember meeting up with many of them for studying sessions at Marine Parade Library. There was also once when we went all the way to Ang Mo Kio library :D There were also studying/swimming/cooking sessions at Dawn's house :D
After the Year One's Midyears, practice resumed for SCO songs, and the DSAs/Appeals joined us soon after. It was cool getting to know the Year Zeros at that time. We had a few really beautiful songs to sing, like 白光.
After SCO, the Year Twos of 2006 left the choir, and it was left to us to improve on our own. I remember we used to suck quite a lot, because the singers in this batch all had very different tones and all. There was once when we restarted a song during a performance! Sinsin I think, during the FamilyTree performance. However, I'm glad to say we all pulled through that sucky period! :D
After that, it was roughly time for End-of-Years, but even then, we were not given the chance to rest. There was the Singapore Idols finals in which we had to sing with the two Singapore Idol finalists, Jonathan and Hady for their 'set piece'. Although many of us were unhappy about having to practise when it was time for us to study, it was still undeniably a great experience. Getting star-struck, camwhoring in the holding room, studying in those little 'cubicle' thingys, chasing stars for photographs, all these are experiences that can never be found elsewhere. And for that, I'm glad to say I had a chance to attend this Singapore Idols performance, even if it meant sacrificing some of our studying time.
After End-of-Years, it was practise time again. This time, it was for carols, SYF songs, and Les Miserables songs. This period of time was really the crucial period of time in which the entire batch managed to improve together significantly.
Les Miserables was an amazing experience. I still remember the pride and joy I felt when we were performing that musical. It made all the time and effort spent into practising for the Musical worth it. It was really tiring and stressful preparing for the Musical because I remember we had full day practices almost everyday. Much as those practices were irritating and tiring at that time, it was all worth it in the end :D Thanks must go especially to Debbie, Oliver and Shixuan for making this happen. Debbie especially, she really did a terrific job for this musical :D
After a day of rest, it was off to Malacca for us! Malacca was really fun and relaxing. It felt great to be going off with the choir people just to relax and not for a competition. Most of the time was just spent relaxing, and chilling out at each other's apartments. I remember we kept buying Secret Recipe cakes too because they were just SO CHEAP! Malacca also helped many of us bond with each other :D
After Malacca, it was time for carols! I don't remember much of caroling practices, but we had quite a lot of Marina Square sessions before, so hotel caroling wasn't so bad. I remember going out a lot with the Year Ones and Year Zeros at that time too. We used to see each other almost everyday, because we'd go out on the days when there were no choir practices! Well those were great experiences :D
New Year's Eve/Day last year was also a memorable one for me. A lot of Year Zeros and Year Ones gathered at Dawn's house for a stayover to countdown to the new year. It was super cool, I remember we threw open the windows and sang Joy to the World at the stroke of Midnight haha :D The planning of the trail for Yu Ting's birthday suprise was a fun one too :D
School reopened after that and the Year Ones officially became Year Twos! Haha, we spent quite a lot of time preparing for SYF and also for SOV. SYF was one stressful period because it fell down to the Year Twos to make sure the choir will maintain its standard. I know it was really stressful for everyone, and practices were intensive too (though not as intensive as the Italy practices). I remember being stressed about it with the Year Twos, wondering if we would actually be the batch to cause the choir to fall. I'm glad we did well in the end :D Thank you so much to the Year Twos who bothered to take time out to give voice lessons to the Year Ones :D
SOV 07 was rather rushed too, we even got terribly scolded just one or two days before the concert itself=/ Oh well I'm glad our concert was still a success :) Oh and I must say, the Senior Exco did a great job of planning the outfits for the second half. The choir looked really cool on stage, and it was all due to the careful guidelines set by the Senior Exco so thanks so much for the great job. :D
Choir camp and choir BBQ 07 were not as memorable in my opinion, probably due to the fact that I wasn't a junior anymore, so I don't feel the same sense of wonder that I did during my early days in VJchoir. Well, they were still enjoyable though :)
After SOV, many of the Year Twos didn't join us for Pattaya. That was rather saddening though, but I really wanna thank the Year Twos who actually bothered to join us for Pattaya. Thank you all so much for your dedication and commitment to the choir :D
Well, that's most of the 'official' events that the Year Twos have enjoyed together. It's a long list =/ And well, now that VJchoir life is coming to an end for them, I want to take this chance to thank each and everyone of them for having been such wonderful batch mates. Even though I am younger than them, I still believe that we are all of the same batch, after all, we've all been through the same events. So yeah, the past two years were really great with all of you. Thank you all for having shown me what it means to be in VJchoir, and allowing me to experience the feeling of being in a big bonded family. Thank you Year Twos for everything. These two years have made me into a stronger and more mature person (both voice-wise and character-wise) and that can not be possible without all of you there for me. So once again, thank you all so much. :D I'll really miss all of you, so please do come back to visit. Thank you all so much once again for the memorable times the past two years, these are memories that will stay with me forever.
Many thanks especially to The Usual People, thanks for putting up with all my nonsense the past two years. It must not have been easy to put up with such a wilful 15/16 yearold, so thanks so much for all your patience :D You all have taught me a lot, and I have grown and learnt much from all of you, so thank you all :D I'll really miss you guys a lot, so please do come back okay? Do remember to plan more outings too okay? Thank you all for the memorable outings, I'll never forget them. Love you all my dears :D
Sorry you're not in the pic WEE BABA. Haha Couldn't find one with everyone inside, so this is the next best alternative. You're still loved though :D
Friday, December 28, 2007
dejavu.
我也很想他 -孙燕姿
那时我们总有好多话
什么事都可以讲
我的爱情比你早
却一直放在心上
后来你们之间的变化
我不想再多说话
经过了相遇挣扎
我还是无法将他放下
那是多久后的事了
有一天你突然问我
在那个时候 是否也爱着他
我也很想他 我们都一样
在他的身上 曾找到翅膀
只是那时的他
是因为你 而开始飞翔
我也很想他 在某个地方
我少了尴尬 你少了肩膀
而夏天还是那么短
思念却很长
那时我们总有好多话
什么事都可以讲
我的爱情比你早
却一直放在心上
后来你们之间的变化
我不想再多说话
经过了相遇挣扎
我还是无法将他放下
那是多久后的事了
有一天你突然问我
在那个时候 是否也爱着他
我也很想他 我们都一样
在他的身上 曾找到翅膀
只是那时的他
是因为你 而开始飞翔
我也很想他 在某个地方
我少了尴尬 你少了肩膀
而夏天还是那么短
思念却很长
还记得 那年我们三人许下的愿望
星星骗了我们 我们却因此上了一课
成长必修的学分
我也很想他 我们都一样
在他的身上 曾找到翅膀
只是那时的他
是因为你 而开始飞翔
我也很想他 在某个地方
我少了尴尬 你少了肩膀
而夏天还是那么短
思念却很长
我们都一样
Busy day.
Met up with two girls today, haha. Met one after the other consecutively, so talked quite a lot.
Was talking to Pu En over dinner at KFC today. It was a nice talk thank you puey!
Talking made me feel much better, less emo I must say haha. Thank you dears :D
& OMGXZXZ I'm so excited because I'm meeting Philip, Ivor and Pock Thong for lunch tomorrow before meeting the Sops for farewell and there's also gonna be an outing for the Year Zeros turning Year Ones on 1st Jan :D We're going to Ivor's house for a movie marathon haha. And attendance is gonna be quite good. Yay can't wait! :D
I must say, the Year Zeroes are the only reason why I'm looking forward to next year haha.
Was talking to Pu En over dinner at KFC today. It was a nice talk thank you puey!
Talking made me feel much better, less emo I must say haha. Thank you dears :D
& OMGXZXZ I'm so excited because I'm meeting Philip, Ivor and Pock Thong for lunch tomorrow before meeting the Sops for farewell and there's also gonna be an outing for the Year Zeros turning Year Ones on 1st Jan :D We're going to Ivor's house for a movie marathon haha. And attendance is gonna be quite good. Yay can't wait! :D
I must say, the Year Zeroes are the only reason why I'm looking forward to next year haha.
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Picked all my weeds.
And I don't know
This could break my heart or save me
Nothing's real
Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me
Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
But I know it's never really over
And I don't know
I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me
So I won't worry about my timing, I want to get it right
No comparing, second guessing, no not this time
Three months and I'm still breathing
Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know
It's never really over, no
Wake up
Three months and I'm still standing here
Three months and I'm getting better yeah
Three months and I still am
Three months and it's still harder now
Three months I've been living here without you now
Three months yeah, three months I hurt
Three months and I'm still breathing
Three months and I still remember it
Three months and I wake up
Three months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
and I'm being stupid again.
Why am I thinking of all these?
Why? When I know that it won't work out.
Things are already bad enough as it is, why am I still hoping?
Why am I thinking about something that I know cannot happen?
I even have to hesitate to say I miss you.
Why? When I know that it won't work out.
Things are already bad enough as it is, why am I still hoping?
Why am I thinking about something that I know cannot happen?
I even have to hesitate to say I miss you.
OMGXZXZXZ!
I LOVE THE YEAR ZEROS HAHAHA!
I'm serious, the Year Zeros are one bunch of crazy people. We've been having Year Zero mass convos the past two nights and it's always been damn funny. We're talking about really random stuff now, like acting twitxzxz to each other haha!
Year Zero lunch today was super fun too :D Had lunch with Wan Ping, Rhoda, Phillip, Cheryl, Wen Siu, Pock Thong, Ivor and Jia Sheng at Carl's Junior, after which we walked around aimlessly trying to decide what to do( for a really long time I must say haha). In the end, we went to the foodcourt and played asshole daidee :D
Caroling today was fine, Shu Wei came back for me! Haha I had a fun time talking to Wei Jie my BEST FRIEND too haha!
Okay the Year Zeros just decided to have a Year Zero breakfast tomorrow :D Gonna have to wake up super early cause we're meeting at 9.30am! Haha. So I'm going off! :D
Today was a really fun day! :D Ooh and Phillip was super sweet too cause he gave me a Christmas Hug :D
I'm Happy! Ciao People :)
I'll treasure every little bit of you.
I'm serious, the Year Zeros are one bunch of crazy people. We've been having Year Zero mass convos the past two nights and it's always been damn funny. We're talking about really random stuff now, like acting twitxzxz to each other haha!
Year Zero lunch today was super fun too :D Had lunch with Wan Ping, Rhoda, Phillip, Cheryl, Wen Siu, Pock Thong, Ivor and Jia Sheng at Carl's Junior, after which we walked around aimlessly trying to decide what to do( for a really long time I must say haha). In the end, we went to the foodcourt and played asshole daidee :D
Caroling today was fine, Shu Wei came back for me! Haha I had a fun time talking to Wei Jie my BEST FRIEND too haha!
Okay the Year Zeros just decided to have a Year Zero breakfast tomorrow :D Gonna have to wake up super early cause we're meeting at 9.30am! Haha. So I'm going off! :D
Today was a really fun day! :D Ooh and Phillip was super sweet too cause he gave me a Christmas Hug :D
I'm Happy! Ciao People :)
I'll treasure every little bit of you.
Monday, December 24, 2007
dash.
It's just one of those moments, in which you know nobody understands you. It's always good not to expect too much from people, for the disappointment can be too overwhelming at times.
Everything will be fine in the end though, you've just gotta have Trust.
For you, I will.
Everything will be fine in the end though, you've just gotta have Trust.
For you, I will.
Saturday, December 22, 2007
ritz carlton and timbre.
There was hotel caroling today, finally!
Met up with Althea at 4pm to go to City Hall together, since Alicea was soooo late, we went to Soup Spoon first so that I could get my dinner. Yep was catching up with her about many things, it was rather fun :D And thank you dear for the nice bracelet! Elroy came at 5pm, and we met up with Alicea after that. They walked me all the way to the side door of Ritz Carlton :D
So, we carolled at the lobby in Ritz Carlton. Hmm I thought we sounded alright, not fantastic but alright. After that session, we went to the other side- Raffles Hotel. Oh thank you Alicea, Althea and Elroy for coming down to support me :) I appreciated it!
After the session at Raffles, all the Year Twos decided to go to this place called Timbre for drinks. So, Shu Wei, Wan Ting, Yu Ting, Dawn, Francesca, Yi Zha, Danny, Jerrold, Shi Xuan and Enoch walked all the way to Timbre. Cheryl didn't come along though :( As we had to wait for seats, Enoch and Shi Xuan decided to go home.
Yeah so after waiting for a long time, we were finally seated. And all the 18-year-olds bought a drink, and shared a pizza. I didn't buy anything, just kupped a few sips here and there. This caused a mixture of different alcohols in my stomach though, so now I've got a slight headache. The night was quite fun, we had a nice time suaning Jerrold (as always), and Danny, Yu Ting, Shu Wei and I were talking about relationships, having to shout to make ourselves heard amidst the noise.
Cabbed home with Shu Wei, Wan Ting and Jerrold, with my head hurting more and more as the uncle drove.
**
'Falling in love with the idea of love.'
I agree with that.
Met up with Althea at 4pm to go to City Hall together, since Alicea was soooo late, we went to Soup Spoon first so that I could get my dinner. Yep was catching up with her about many things, it was rather fun :D And thank you dear for the nice bracelet! Elroy came at 5pm, and we met up with Alicea after that. They walked me all the way to the side door of Ritz Carlton :D
So, we carolled at the lobby in Ritz Carlton. Hmm I thought we sounded alright, not fantastic but alright. After that session, we went to the other side- Raffles Hotel. Oh thank you Alicea, Althea and Elroy for coming down to support me :) I appreciated it!
After the session at Raffles, all the Year Twos decided to go to this place called Timbre for drinks. So, Shu Wei, Wan Ting, Yu Ting, Dawn, Francesca, Yi Zha, Danny, Jerrold, Shi Xuan and Enoch walked all the way to Timbre. Cheryl didn't come along though :( As we had to wait for seats, Enoch and Shi Xuan decided to go home.
Yeah so after waiting for a long time, we were finally seated. And all the 18-year-olds bought a drink, and shared a pizza. I didn't buy anything, just kupped a few sips here and there. This caused a mixture of different alcohols in my stomach though, so now I've got a slight headache. The night was quite fun, we had a nice time suaning Jerrold (as always), and Danny, Yu Ting, Shu Wei and I were talking about relationships, having to shout to make ourselves heard amidst the noise.
Cabbed home with Shu Wei, Wan Ting and Jerrold, with my head hurting more and more as the uncle drove.
**
'Falling in love with the idea of love.'
I agree with that.
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Botaks.
Met up with Hu Ping, Shu Wei, Oliver, Yi Zha, and Wan Ting today.
This outing was meant to meet up with the two botaks who booked out yesterday. Kenny couldn't make it though, and Dawn came after I left.
Hu Ping looks so much shorter without his hair! Haha he looks like a tortoise now :D
Today was quite fun I guess, we didn't laugh hysterically, but the company was pleasant :) Ate at some Fin's Seafood Restaurant, the food was great but the portions were very small. Poor Oliver and Hu Ping didn't feel full at all haha. After lunch we went to get Munchy's Donuts at Millenia Walk. The donuts were, in one word, Shiok! I don't know why but the donuts today tasted better than usual haha.
Okay, so the rest went to watch National Treasure 2 while I went home with Hu Ping. It was quite fun on the way back, talking about crap and all. :D
Hotel caroling starts tomorrow, and I'm sick. Sigh.
This outing was meant to meet up with the two botaks who booked out yesterday. Kenny couldn't make it though, and Dawn came after I left.
Hu Ping looks so much shorter without his hair! Haha he looks like a tortoise now :D
Today was quite fun I guess, we didn't laugh hysterically, but the company was pleasant :) Ate at some Fin's Seafood Restaurant, the food was great but the portions were very small. Poor Oliver and Hu Ping didn't feel full at all haha. After lunch we went to get Munchy's Donuts at Millenia Walk. The donuts were, in one word, Shiok! I don't know why but the donuts today tasted better than usual haha.
Okay, so the rest went to watch National Treasure 2 while I went home with Hu Ping. It was quite fun on the way back, talking about crap and all. :D
Hotel caroling starts tomorrow, and I'm sick. Sigh.
Monday, December 17, 2007
theodore and the chipmunks!
Met up with Sherry at 1230 today, I was only late for 10 mins! However, I wasn't the latest- Jia Wen came at 1305. Hmm but it's not entirely her fault because Sherry told her we were meeting at 1pm! How blur is that hurhur.
We went to Phin's Beerhaus(spelling?) for lunch. There was this Indian waiter who could speak a bit of Mandarin, i the way he was trying to add in bits of Mandarin into what he said was quite cute haha. The three of us stayed there for quite a long time talking about many many things :D
After lunch, we went to buy movie tickets, and we were having a hard time deciding between Alvin and the Chipmunks and The Warlords. In the end, we chose Alvin and the Chipmunks after the super nice counter guy recommended it to us. It's so cool to work in Golden Village- he actually gets to watch shows for free! And he caught both movies twice each, how lucky it that man. Oh Sherry, Jia Wen and I were all fighting to be Simon cause he looks SUPER CUTE with the nerdy specs in the poster. In the end, Sherry was Alvin and Jia Wen got to be Simon, while I became Theodore. It sounds so childish! Haha fighting to BE a cartoon character. I used to be like that with my sisters too. :D
While waiting for the movie, we went to Toys R Us and Popular. Oh I saw this guitar book, which teaches beginners how to play the guitar properly. It looks quite useful, and since I'm not getting a guitar teacher, the next best alternative is a guitar book. Didn't buy it because I was broke though, haha so who's nice enough to get it for me as a Christmas present? I don't mind a new tuner, or new strings too :D HAHA okay I'm joking.
We also went around looking for Jia Wen's pumps and to Sheer Romance where Sherry was being hiao and checking out the bikinis heh!
At 5 o'clock, we entered the cinema to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks. The show was quite okay; super cute with good music. After the show, we went back to Mondo to get Jia Wen's pumps. Due to her indecision, she decided to buy BOTH pairs. Ain't that cool? She bought two pairs of shoes in one day. I wished I could do that too haha!
Walked around for a while before Jia Wen and I went home and Sherry went for her drum lessons. So, today was a fun day again. I love going out with these girls, it's just so comfortable and all. Haha love you all dears:D
Theodore rocks!
We went to Phin's Beerhaus(spelling?) for lunch. There was this Indian waiter who could speak a bit of Mandarin, i the way he was trying to add in bits of Mandarin into what he said was quite cute haha. The three of us stayed there for quite a long time talking about many many things :D
After lunch, we went to buy movie tickets, and we were having a hard time deciding between Alvin and the Chipmunks and The Warlords. In the end, we chose Alvin and the Chipmunks after the super nice counter guy recommended it to us. It's so cool to work in Golden Village- he actually gets to watch shows for free! And he caught both movies twice each, how lucky it that man. Oh Sherry, Jia Wen and I were all fighting to be Simon cause he looks SUPER CUTE with the nerdy specs in the poster. In the end, Sherry was Alvin and Jia Wen got to be Simon, while I became Theodore. It sounds so childish! Haha fighting to BE a cartoon character. I used to be like that with my sisters too. :D
While waiting for the movie, we went to Toys R Us and Popular. Oh I saw this guitar book, which teaches beginners how to play the guitar properly. It looks quite useful, and since I'm not getting a guitar teacher, the next best alternative is a guitar book. Didn't buy it because I was broke though, haha so who's nice enough to get it for me as a Christmas present? I don't mind a new tuner, or new strings too :D HAHA okay I'm joking.
We also went around looking for Jia Wen's pumps and to Sheer Romance where Sherry was being hiao and checking out the bikinis heh!
At 5 o'clock, we entered the cinema to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks. The show was quite okay; super cute with good music. After the show, we went back to Mondo to get Jia Wen's pumps. Due to her indecision, she decided to buy BOTH pairs. Ain't that cool? She bought two pairs of shoes in one day. I wished I could do that too haha!
Walked around for a while before Jia Wen and I went home and Sherry went for her drum lessons. So, today was a fun day again. I love going out with these girls, it's just so comfortable and all. Haha love you all dears:D
Theodore rocks!
Sunday, December 16, 2007
a few random thoughts.
Heroes made me cry.
I just finished Heroes Season 1.
I've got a blister on my 4th fingertip on my left hand.
My guitar's strings are friggin hard to press.
There's hardly anybody from 06v11 online nowadays.
I finished America's Next Top Model Cycle 9 too.
I managed to sort-of tune my guitar.
I just finished Heroes Season 1.
I've got a blister on my 4th fingertip on my left hand.
My guitar's strings are friggin hard to press.
There's hardly anybody from 06v11 online nowadays.
I finished America's Next Top Model Cycle 9 too.
I managed to sort-of tune my guitar.
I'm starting to not care about leelee.
I find that a good sign.
I don't have enough discipline to continue doing maths.
My sister's newly baked cheesecake dropped on the floor today.
I miss choir practices.
I can't wait for hotel caroling to come.
I'm beginning to find the kick in 02jam again.
Ok I think I'm being really random.
I have about 7-8 DVDs from Wan Ting that I haven't even touched.
There's only about 2 weeks left till JC1 life starts and my wholly IP life ends.
I think I'm going to watch a DVD now.
My sister's newly baked cheesecake dropped on the floor today.
I miss choir practices.
I can't wait for hotel caroling to come.
I'm beginning to find the kick in 02jam again.
Ok I think I'm being really random.
I have about 7-8 DVDs from Wan Ting that I haven't even touched.
There's only about 2 weeks left till JC1 life starts and my wholly IP life ends.
I think I'm going to watch a DVD now.
Friday, December 14, 2007
joy to the world!
OHMYGOODNESS YOU KNOW WHAT?
I've just got a guitar!
Someone gave it to me, so now, I have a beautiful accoustic leaning peaceful in the corner of my room. It's out of tune, and the strings are a bit rusty, but WHO CARES?
Muahahaha I have a guitar of my own now :D
I've just got a guitar!
Someone gave it to me, so now, I have a beautiful accoustic leaning peaceful in the corner of my room. It's out of tune, and the strings are a bit rusty, but WHO CARES?
Muahahaha I have a guitar of my own now :D
Thursday, December 13, 2007
determination.
I promised myself, and the test begins now.
Let it all fade away, till nothing matters anymore.
Let it all fade away, till nothing matters anymore.
without a trace.
Okay this is outdated news, but who cares I'll still blog it anyway.
I finally managed to borrow the whole of Heroes Season 1, and so I spent my whole day yesterday watching Heroes. Yay so I've progressed to Episode 12(I know it's still rather slow already but hey it's better than nothing).
At around 7pm, I stopped couch-potato-ing and went to Poline's house for dinner. Aww how nice of her to invite me over for dinner right? Thanks woman. I'll get you your birthday present soon. So we basically caught up with each other and went out to auntie places like NTUC after dinner, where she didn't manage to get her Mochi ice-cream haha! Okay I'm digressing.
Oh and I managed to get my sister to borrow her boyfriend's guitar. So now there's a guitar sitting at home! Isn't that cool? Well the downside of this is that my left fingertips are all red and swollen now and hurt even when I type, so I don't exactly get to play the guitar very much. How I wish I had metal fingertips, or something similar which allows me to play the guitar all day long without feeling any pain.
Okay so that's all for yesterday.
I woke up super early today to make Egg Mayo Sandwiches for the 'Sistas Picnic' today. 9am is the earliest I ever woke up for this holiday okay(other than the days when we have choir practices), because most of the time I actually wake up at around 12nn - 1pm.
Well, despite all my efforts to make sure that I was on time today, I was still late due to the wretched cap from the new can of mayonnaise. I spent at least 10 minutes trying to open it -.- how pathetic is that. Haha but oh well I managed to open it in the end :D
Met the rest of them at 11am at Simei MRT (we decided not to go to the beach in case it rained), it turned out that I wasn't the latest! Zhuo Fei was even later than me! Yes so that was a first for everybody heh. We proceeded to Jia Wen's house and because Sherry the Pig was hungry, we decided to have our 'picnic' first (okay fine, I was hungry too :P). The food was quite good as all of us made different food for this 'picnic'.
There were Egg Mayo Sandwiches(from me), Toasted Cheese Sandwiches(from Yu Xuan), Fruit Salad (from Zhuo Fei), Buffins(from Sherry) and tidbits(from Jia Wen). Well Sherry's Buffins require special mention as they're supposed to be muffins, but they turned out to be 'unmuffin-like'. It tasted more like bread instead, so she decided to call it Sherry's Buffins. According to her sister, the Buffins were 'bread 不像 bread, muffins 不像 muffins' HAHA.
After pigging out for ages, we decided to play board games! Jia Wen's brother bought this game called Muchkin Fu, which is really a kind of card game in which the fun comes from sabotaging your friends. We played this game for a really really long time, and Zhuo Fei had to leave halfway. I WON in the end :D
After that, we went downstairs to play bridge, where I discovered that sitting in the sun makes people drowsy. Well anyway, the four of us played bridge for about an hour before going back upstairs.
Soon, we left Jia Wen's house and Jia Wen and Yu Xuan left for City Hall together- Jia Wen for her caroling and Yu Xuan to her mum's office. Sherry and I, on the other hand, went to Starbucks to slack around. So, I had my regular fix of Java Chip Frappucino :D After that, Sherry and I walked around Eastpoint, where I finally managed to persuade(exploit :D) her to buy me some crackers as a show of her love for me.
So basically, it was a rather fun day for me. Not in the crazy laughing kind of fun, but in a happy-to-see-old-friends and comfortable kind of fun :)
Oh thank you Sherry for the Musical Note Clips from Taiwan and thank you Yu Xuan for the (reused) Christmas Card! heh :D
Love the Sistas!
I finally managed to borrow the whole of Heroes Season 1, and so I spent my whole day yesterday watching Heroes. Yay so I've progressed to Episode 12(I know it's still rather slow already but hey it's better than nothing).
At around 7pm, I stopped couch-potato-ing and went to Poline's house for dinner. Aww how nice of her to invite me over for dinner right? Thanks woman. I'll get you your birthday present soon. So we basically caught up with each other and went out to auntie places like NTUC after dinner, where she didn't manage to get her Mochi ice-cream haha! Okay I'm digressing.
Oh and I managed to get my sister to borrow her boyfriend's guitar. So now there's a guitar sitting at home! Isn't that cool? Well the downside of this is that my left fingertips are all red and swollen now and hurt even when I type, so I don't exactly get to play the guitar very much. How I wish I had metal fingertips, or something similar which allows me to play the guitar all day long without feeling any pain.
Okay so that's all for yesterday.
I woke up super early today to make Egg Mayo Sandwiches for the 'Sistas Picnic' today. 9am is the earliest I ever woke up for this holiday okay(other than the days when we have choir practices), because most of the time I actually wake up at around 12nn - 1pm.
Well, despite all my efforts to make sure that I was on time today, I was still late due to the wretched cap from the new can of mayonnaise. I spent at least 10 minutes trying to open it -.- how pathetic is that. Haha but oh well I managed to open it in the end :D
Met the rest of them at 11am at Simei MRT (we decided not to go to the beach in case it rained), it turned out that I wasn't the latest! Zhuo Fei was even later than me! Yes so that was a first for everybody heh. We proceeded to Jia Wen's house and because Sherry the Pig was hungry, we decided to have our 'picnic' first (okay fine, I was hungry too :P). The food was quite good as all of us made different food for this 'picnic'.
There were Egg Mayo Sandwiches(from me), Toasted Cheese Sandwiches(from Yu Xuan), Fruit Salad (from Zhuo Fei), Buffins(from Sherry) and tidbits(from Jia Wen). Well Sherry's Buffins require special mention as they're supposed to be muffins, but they turned out to be 'unmuffin-like'. It tasted more like bread instead, so she decided to call it Sherry's Buffins. According to her sister, the Buffins were 'bread 不像 bread, muffins 不像 muffins' HAHA.
After pigging out for ages, we decided to play board games! Jia Wen's brother bought this game called Muchkin Fu, which is really a kind of card game in which the fun comes from sabotaging your friends. We played this game for a really really long time, and Zhuo Fei had to leave halfway. I WON in the end :D
After that, we went downstairs to play bridge, where I discovered that sitting in the sun makes people drowsy. Well anyway, the four of us played bridge for about an hour before going back upstairs.
Soon, we left Jia Wen's house and Jia Wen and Yu Xuan left for City Hall together- Jia Wen for her caroling and Yu Xuan to her mum's office. Sherry and I, on the other hand, went to Starbucks to slack around. So, I had my regular fix of Java Chip Frappucino :D After that, Sherry and I walked around Eastpoint, where I finally managed to persuade(exploit :D) her to buy me some crackers as a show of her love for me.
So basically, it was a rather fun day for me. Not in the crazy laughing kind of fun, but in a happy-to-see-old-friends and comfortable kind of fun :)
Oh thank you Sherry for the Musical Note Clips from Taiwan and thank you Yu Xuan for the (reused) Christmas Card! heh :D
Love the Sistas!
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
& i'm confused.
Is it possible to look forward to something and yet dread it at the same time?
I don't know what to do anymore.
If I am disappointed again, I will finally make the promise to myself. Tomorrow is the last day. The last day of all this indecision.
I shall resolve to forget all about it if you prove that you're not worth it.
I don't know what to do anymore.
If I am disappointed again, I will finally make the promise to myself. Tomorrow is the last day. The last day of all this indecision.
I shall resolve to forget all about it if you prove that you're not worth it.
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Caroling
Today was a fun day.
I was a good girl and went for practice at 1pm. So we had practice. Hu Ping, Shu Wei and Oliver came for practice too. How nice of them right :D
Okay so after practice, the Year Twos and the Year Zeros went for lunch together at Thaipan. HAHA isn't that funny? Well the atmosphere was kinda laocai cos the Year Zeros guys were all stoning, except for Joshua, who was asking a lot of lame questions. I'm still glad we went for lunch together though, because I got to know some of them a bit better, like Wan Ping(who was the only other girl Year Zero).
Jerrold came to meet us after lunch while Shu Wei and Hu Ping went to Vivocity to go and buy some things. Jerrold, Oliver and I went with the Year Zeros to Marina Square to sit in the foodcourt and talk cock. So, we met the Exco along the way, along with Faith. Saw Jeremy Yeo at Marina Square too. Random fact: He's leaving for Japan today, haha.
Before long, it was caroling time! Today's session was better as compared to yesterday. Reuben Gaudete solo was, WOAH. :D I was grinning like an idiot when he was singing! I'm so proud of my papaya!
After that, Shu Wei, Hu Ping, Oliver, Yi Zha, Jerrold, Kenny, Shi Xuan, Hong Sheng, Si Ying, Wei Ling, Samantha and Stephanie went for lunch at Cafe Cartel. We had to split into two groups though, because there wasn't a table that was big enough. So it was a rather laocai dinner too, probably because we were all feeling exhausted from the singing earlier on.
Oh Jerrold, Shu Wei and I went to G2000 to look at some office clothes so that Shu Wei could get something to wear for her interview on Thursday.
After camwhoring for a while, we decided to go home. And along the walk back, we met a huge group of Year Ones, so, we all went home together! The long walk back to City Hall MRT was super fun. I think it was because I was busy terrorizing Sedric (Cedric?) the Small Boy. He's my good friend because he's my height! HAHAHA. I remember laughing crazily with a few other people too.
So, I had fun today. That's all.
I was a good girl and went for practice at 1pm. So we had practice. Hu Ping, Shu Wei and Oliver came for practice too. How nice of them right :D
Okay so after practice, the Year Twos and the Year Zeros went for lunch together at Thaipan. HAHA isn't that funny? Well the atmosphere was kinda laocai cos the Year Zeros guys were all stoning, except for Joshua, who was asking a lot of lame questions. I'm still glad we went for lunch together though, because I got to know some of them a bit better, like Wan Ping(who was the only other girl Year Zero).
Jerrold came to meet us after lunch while Shu Wei and Hu Ping went to Vivocity to go and buy some things. Jerrold, Oliver and I went with the Year Zeros to Marina Square to sit in the foodcourt and talk cock. So, we met the Exco along the way, along with Faith. Saw Jeremy Yeo at Marina Square too. Random fact: He's leaving for Japan today, haha.
Before long, it was caroling time! Today's session was better as compared to yesterday. Reuben Gaudete solo was, WOAH. :D I was grinning like an idiot when he was singing! I'm so proud of my papaya!
After that, Shu Wei, Hu Ping, Oliver, Yi Zha, Jerrold, Kenny, Shi Xuan, Hong Sheng, Si Ying, Wei Ling, Samantha and Stephanie went for lunch at Cafe Cartel. We had to split into two groups though, because there wasn't a table that was big enough. So it was a rather laocai dinner too, probably because we were all feeling exhausted from the singing earlier on.
Oh Jerrold, Shu Wei and I went to G2000 to look at some office clothes so that Shu Wei could get something to wear for her interview on Thursday.
After camwhoring for a while, we decided to go home. And along the walk back, we met a huge group of Year Ones, so, we all went home together! The long walk back to City Hall MRT was super fun. I think it was because I was busy terrorizing Sedric (Cedric?) the Small Boy. He's my good friend because he's my height! HAHAHA. I remember laughing crazily with a few other people too.
So, I had fun today. That's all.
Monday, December 10, 2007
Singing Marathon
Today was the first caroling session in 2007.
Well, we didn't do very well. Most people didn't know their notes and their lyrics, so there were quite a few rough moments here and there. Oh well, let's hope the subsequent sessions will be better.
After caroling, we went to kbox! We meaning Hu Ping, Yi Zha, Oliver, Jerrold, Shi Xuan, Shu Wei, Jia Ling. It was quite fun:D We sang many different songs, and got high for some songs like First Day. Oh I got to sing my favourite songs like 雨天， 我怀念的 and 你是我心中的一首歌. And we laughed a lot too, which is something I like. :)
Hu Ping and Shi Xuan left after kbox. And so, the rest of us went to Carl's Junior for lunch. It was fun just sitting there and talking about random things.
Kenny, Jolencia, Isabelle, Nicholas and Pei En were having dinner at Swensen's too, so they came to look for us after they were done and we all went home together.
It was nice talking to Isabelle, as always haha :D
Kenny's enlisting on Thursday, and Hu Ping next week. Sigh, I'm gonna miss them! :( 
Well, we didn't do very well. Most people didn't know their notes and their lyrics, so there were quite a few rough moments here and there. Oh well, let's hope the subsequent sessions will be better.
After caroling, we went to kbox! We meaning Hu Ping, Yi Zha, Oliver, Jerrold, Shi Xuan, Shu Wei, Jia Ling. It was quite fun:D We sang many different songs, and got high for some songs like First Day. Oh I got to sing my favourite songs like 雨天， 我怀念的 and 你是我心中的一首歌. And we laughed a lot too, which is something I like. :)
Hu Ping and Shi Xuan left after kbox. And so, the rest of us went to Carl's Junior for lunch. It was fun just sitting there and talking about random things.
Kenny, Jolencia, Isabelle, Nicholas and Pei En were having dinner at Swensen's too, so they came to look for us after they were done and we all went home together.
It was nice talking to Isabelle, as always haha :D
Kenny's enlisting on Thursday, and Hu Ping next week. Sigh, I'm gonna miss them! :(
P.S. Jerrold is damn gay. :D
Sunday, December 09, 2007
unreciprocated
Ever felt that certain people, the people who you hold in high regard and love so much, don't actually feel the same way about you?
I have.
I have.
hopes and dreams
Hoping, dreaming and wishing.
Isn't that something we all do?
What if you know it is pointless to do so, knowing that when reality sets in you'll just be disappointed? Do you just harden up your heart and stop hoping, dreaming and wishing? Or do you continue to hope, dream and wish, telling yourself that you can do that if and only if you are prepared to be disappointed? Putting only half of ourselves into hoping, dreaming and wishing for what we what, does it even count as hoping, dreaming and wishing?
Should we actually let disappointment turn us into heartless and world-weary creatures who do not even dare to hope, dream or wish?
I hope not. But alas, I'm hoping again.
Isn't that something we all do?
What if you know it is pointless to do so, knowing that when reality sets in you'll just be disappointed? Do you just harden up your heart and stop hoping, dreaming and wishing? Or do you continue to hope, dream and wish, telling yourself that you can do that if and only if you are prepared to be disappointed? Putting only half of ourselves into hoping, dreaming and wishing for what we what, does it even count as hoping, dreaming and wishing?
Should we actually let disappointment turn us into heartless and world-weary creatures who do not even dare to hope, dream or wish?
I hope not. But alas, I'm hoping again.
Saturday, December 08, 2007
the usual people
So, I've just returned home from Jerrold's house.
It was a truly fun day :D And I haven't had such a fun day in a long time. Today's gathering was to celebrate Shu Wei and Wan Ting's birthday. We were supposed to meet at Shing Song(I'm not sure about the spelling) to buy foodstuffs to cook. I only met them near that Shing Song because I didn't know how to go there in the end.
So I hopped onto the bus to met Yizha, Hu Ping, Wan Ting and Shu Wei. I remember laughing a lot on the bus, but I can't recall the reason why now that I think about it. I guess it's just that they are plain retarded. :D
After walking to Jerrold's house, we realised that Jerrold was still at Simei MRT waiting for people to come. So we were just wondering around a bit aimlessly. Jerrold returned soon with Shi Xuan after that. The rest were LATE haha. Our initial plan was to swim, but seeing the bad weather, we decided not to. What a pity! I had been wanting to swim since a long time ago, but oh well, it's the monsoon season now. It'll be pretty hard to plan a swimming outing.
So, we slacked around the house, watching TV and playing cards. Shu Wei(or was it Shi Xuan?) was watching 黄金年华! What an old person show haha! I can't really remember what we did, we spent the most part lazing around the house. Dawn, Kenny and Oliver arrived after some time.
At around 4 plus, we started to do one of our favourite activities- COOK! Some food on the night's menu included toasted nuggets, toasted crabsticks, toasted taiwanese sausage, vegetarian hotdogs and prawns(due to the presence our dear VEGGIE Shi Xuan), vegetarian sushi, non-vegetarian sushi, vegetarian pasta, non-vegetarian pasta(with both tomato and cream sauce), fruits, and ice-cream with waffles.
At 7pm, we settled down in front of the TV to watch this TV serial called 老婆大人 and also camwhored (another favourite pastime of ours). There was lots of laughter, I like :D Yu Ting came at about 8plus if I'm not wrong. Most of us went out to scare Yu Ting as she was coming up, just like how we did for her birthday!
After a while, we decided to play this name-changing game. It was super dumb and most of us got very high, laughing and screaming at each other. We played polar bear after that. I love polar bear, because we get to play mind games! Watching people trying to convince each other that they are innocent is so very fun :) After that we played this action guessing game. It was kinda retarded. Oh well, but most games that we play are always retarded :D
I had to leave after that, the rest are still there, because they're all staying over. It's kinda sad to hear talks of this stayover being the 'Last Stayover'. Sigh :(
Nevermind, I'm still seeing most of them for caroling! There's still time to treasure them :D
Oh I guess Yu Ting and Hu Ping will be posting up the pictures on their blogs soon.
Well, I really had fun today. Thank you, the usual people :D
Oh a side note,
I feel that when one is a leader of a certain organization, he or she should try to put that organization's welfare and interests before his or her own. He or she should also be a role model for the members of the organization. However, recently, certain irresponsible decisions were made that reflected badly on a person's(or persons') commitment to that organization. It is rather disappointing to hear of such selfish actions.
I shall not comment anymore on this matter, for most people will just say that it is 'none of my business'. And what have I got to say to defend myself? Well I've already said my piece, and I hope that the persons involved will reflect on their actions. That's all.
It was a truly fun day :D And I haven't had such a fun day in a long time. Today's gathering was to celebrate Shu Wei and Wan Ting's birthday. We were supposed to meet at Shing Song(I'm not sure about the spelling) to buy foodstuffs to cook. I only met them near that Shing Song because I didn't know how to go there in the end.
So I hopped onto the bus to met Yizha, Hu Ping, Wan Ting and Shu Wei. I remember laughing a lot on the bus, but I can't recall the reason why now that I think about it. I guess it's just that they are plain retarded. :D
After walking to Jerrold's house, we realised that Jerrold was still at Simei MRT waiting for people to come. So we were just wondering around a bit aimlessly. Jerrold returned soon with Shi Xuan after that. The rest were LATE haha. Our initial plan was to swim, but seeing the bad weather, we decided not to. What a pity! I had been wanting to swim since a long time ago, but oh well, it's the monsoon season now. It'll be pretty hard to plan a swimming outing.
So, we slacked around the house, watching TV and playing cards. Shu Wei(or was it Shi Xuan?) was watching 黄金年华! What an old person show haha! I can't really remember what we did, we spent the most part lazing around the house. Dawn, Kenny and Oliver arrived after some time.
At around 4 plus, we started to do one of our favourite activities- COOK! Some food on the night's menu included toasted nuggets, toasted crabsticks, toasted taiwanese sausage, vegetarian hotdogs and prawns(due to the presence our dear VEGGIE Shi Xuan), vegetarian sushi, non-vegetarian sushi, vegetarian pasta, non-vegetarian pasta(with both tomato and cream sauce), fruits, and ice-cream with waffles.
At 7pm, we settled down in front of the TV to watch this TV serial called 老婆大人 and also camwhored (another favourite pastime of ours). There was lots of laughter, I like :D Yu Ting came at about 8plus if I'm not wrong. Most of us went out to scare Yu Ting as she was coming up, just like how we did for her birthday!
After a while, we decided to play this name-changing game. It was super dumb and most of us got very high, laughing and screaming at each other. We played polar bear after that. I love polar bear, because we get to play mind games! Watching people trying to convince each other that they are innocent is so very fun :) After that we played this action guessing game. It was kinda retarded. Oh well, but most games that we play are always retarded :D
I had to leave after that, the rest are still there, because they're all staying over. It's kinda sad to hear talks of this stayover being the 'Last Stayover'. Sigh :(
Nevermind, I'm still seeing most of them for caroling! There's still time to treasure them :D
Oh I guess Yu Ting and Hu Ping will be posting up the pictures on their blogs soon.
Well, I really had fun today. Thank you, the usual people :D
Oh a side note,
I feel that when one is a leader of a certain organization, he or she should try to put that organization's welfare and interests before his or her own. He or she should also be a role model for the members of the organization. However, recently, certain irresponsible decisions were made that reflected badly on a person's(or persons') commitment to that organization. It is rather disappointing to hear of such selfish actions.
I shall not comment anymore on this matter, for most people will just say that it is 'none of my business'. And what have I got to say to defend myself? Well I've already said my piece, and I hope that the persons involved will reflect on their actions. That's all.
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
when you say nothing at all
there are just so many things that i should blame myself for.
there's no point in feeling upset about anything.
but there's this myriad of emotions that i can't control.
i should really appreciate what i already have.
there's no point in feeling upset about anything.
but there's this myriad of emotions that i can't control.
i should really appreciate what i already have.
solitude
I realise I've been staying at home pretty much lately. It's probably due to the fact that I'm currently taking a break from choir right now and that I've been limiting myself to using the computer only during the day (thus no chance to go online at night when everyone is online to make plans for any outings.) Also, even when I do go out, I return home pretty early. I don't know why I'm becoming so anti-social all of a sudden. Oh well, hope more people will plan some outings soon.
So due to my recent state of solitude, I've borrowed 8 books from the library. And I've also cleaned up the mess in my room. Besides that, I've started on revising maths. Yes I feel like such a good, hardworking kid now. I'm planning to revise maths properly, such that when next year comes, I'll have a solid enough foundation to catch up with the horribly tough JC maths.
Actually, I feel rather comfortable being reclusive. It feels good to have some alone time to read books and to catch up on some work. Yes and the fact that I'm preventing myself from going online at night allows me to sleep earlier (because I won't stay up late talking to people).
Anyway, I went out today for lunch. Although I only met the person for about one hour, I still had fun. At least I'm not totally cut off from my friends. It feels good to anticipate meeting someone and knowing that you'll have fun no matter what. It's a really comforting feeling and I feel that that's what being friends is all about. I know you won't be reading this anytime soon but when you do, I wanna say THANK YOU for being such a great friend. :D
Well, I'm looking forward to meeting the YearTwos again. I realised that I didn't go out with them for the past three outings. No wonder it feels like I haven't seen them for ages. Oh well, I'll make sure I turn up for the next few outings.
And also, I want to meet the class again! I know I just saw them last Saturday, but one can never get too much a good thing, right? :D Well, hope to catch The Golden Compass with them. Let's see how the response goes.
Sometimes I really hate blogging because I've to be careful about what I say(knowing that therer are many people who are reading this). Having to use veiled words and hidden meanings to convey a message to another person is really torturous. Sigh.
I shall be off to read my numerous books again. Goodbye.
So due to my recent state of solitude, I've borrowed 8 books from the library. And I've also cleaned up the mess in my room. Besides that, I've started on revising maths. Yes I feel like such a good, hardworking kid now. I'm planning to revise maths properly, such that when next year comes, I'll have a solid enough foundation to catch up with the horribly tough JC maths.
Actually, I feel rather comfortable being reclusive. It feels good to have some alone time to read books and to catch up on some work. Yes and the fact that I'm preventing myself from going online at night allows me to sleep earlier (because I won't stay up late talking to people).
Anyway, I went out today for lunch. Although I only met the person for about one hour, I still had fun. At least I'm not totally cut off from my friends. It feels good to anticipate meeting someone and knowing that you'll have fun no matter what. It's a really comforting feeling and I feel that that's what being friends is all about. I know you won't be reading this anytime soon but when you do, I wanna say THANK YOU for being such a great friend. :D
Well, I'm looking forward to meeting the YearTwos again. I realised that I didn't go out with them for the past three outings. No wonder it feels like I haven't seen them for ages. Oh well, I'll make sure I turn up for the next few outings.
And also, I want to meet the class again! I know I just saw them last Saturday, but one can never get too much a good thing, right? :D Well, hope to catch The Golden Compass with them. Let's see how the response goes.
Sometimes I really hate blogging because I've to be careful about what I say(knowing that therer are many people who are reading this). Having to use veiled words and hidden meanings to convey a message to another person is really torturous. Sigh.
I shall be off to read my numerous books again. Goodbye.
Saturday, December 01, 2007
Boy & Linda
went for mr boy's wedding today! i must say it was cool watching your own teacher getting married. the girls were all oohing and ahhing over the photos that were displayed during the wedding. it was really really sweet.
it was my first time attending a church wedding too, there was a lot of singing haha. yeah and i must say the highlight was when mr and mrs boy exchanged their wedding vows. haha the tone of mr boy's voice was so gentle! and it was very obvious that he was nervous too. aww we all felt so happy for him! it's pretty obvious he cares a lot about her. he was always by her side, super sweet.
it was a short day, but it was nice nonetheless. saw many people whom i havent seen in 2 weeks. haha since class chalet that is. we had wanted to go out, but most people left after a while, so i left too. haha, back at home now but im still feeling that sweetness that lingers after attending a wedding.
:D
it was my first time attending a church wedding too, there was a lot of singing haha. yeah and i must say the highlight was when mr and mrs boy exchanged their wedding vows. haha the tone of mr boy's voice was so gentle! and it was very obvious that he was nervous too. aww we all felt so happy for him! it's pretty obvious he cares a lot about her. he was always by her side, super sweet.
it was a short day, but it was nice nonetheless. saw many people whom i havent seen in 2 weeks. haha since class chalet that is. we had wanted to go out, but most people left after a while, so i left too. haha, back at home now but im still feeling that sweetness that lingers after attending a wedding.
:D
Thursday, November 29, 2007
sistas!
met the sistas today! yes we went to watch Enchanted.
it's seriously very nice. everybody should go and catch it. i wont talk about it cause i dont wanna spoil anything for anyone. but everyone should just watch it :D
yeah i had fun with the sistas today! we had wanted to go for dhs choir chalet initially. and we did go, but i guess we were turned off by the price, and the location, so we left after being there for about half an hour? yeah. decided to go to sherry's house after that.
yeah so we played an intellectual board game. CLUEDO! xuan won once and i won once! yay. yeah went for dinner at loyang point after that. had a girl talk after that. yeah i really enjoyed it:D i love how we're able to share so many things with each other even after so long.
friends for four years and counting. many <3s :D
uhhuh so today was a relatively good day.
& 我不要
it's seriously very nice. everybody should go and catch it. i wont talk about it cause i dont wanna spoil anything for anyone. but everyone should just watch it :D
yeah i had fun with the sistas today! we had wanted to go for dhs choir chalet initially. and we did go, but i guess we were turned off by the price, and the location, so we left after being there for about half an hour? yeah. decided to go to sherry's house after that.
yeah so we played an intellectual board game. CLUEDO! xuan won once and i won once! yay. yeah went for dinner at loyang point after that. had a girl talk after that. yeah i really enjoyed it:D i love how we're able to share so many things with each other even after so long.
friends for four years and counting. many <3s :D
uhhuh so today was a relatively good day.
& 我不要
a tribute to samuel ting
well, the concert today was quite good. i had fun singing on stage, esp 远念 and The Lord's Prayer. i think Samuel Ting writes nice songs. and yeah like Huping and Elroy pointed out, the chordings for all the songs sound similar, but i feel that it doesnt matter, because ultimately, it's still nice. i felt like crying after singing The Lord's Prayer. and that's the first time i ever felt so. i remember i was very touched when i saw Mr Kwei conduct, cos he was really putting everything he had into that song. so i put in every last ounce of my strength into feeling and singing that song too. :D it was a really good experience.
anyway, jeremy yeo came backstage during the song. after intermission. haha talked to him for a while. it was quite fun talking to him. finally got to catch up with him after so long. yeah talked to xianyong and rayrin before that. i felt happy. haha. it was a nostalgic happy kinda feeling. yeah. oh the yearones played some random and stupid games while i was talking to jeremy yeo. didnt join in cos i was feeling lazy and didnt want to move. haha but this batch of yearones are really damn crazy :D heh.
i remember laughing a lot today, which caused me to be unable to sing properly. due to all the phlegm that lodged in my throat after laughing. yeah had lunch with the mcmuggers too. haha it was funny too. they're really damn crazy, just listening to all the crap they say makes you laugh like mad. :D
oh the yeartwos came back today too, to watch the concert. we all went for supper afterthat. haha had fun singing all those carols and funny weird songs :D
ah ha and we celebrated nguyen's birthday after the concert. yeah we each held one candle and went out to stand with our best friend stamford raffles. haha and after nguyen walked out of VCH, we turned around and sang happy birthday for him. after that, we made him blow out all of the candles. haha and cherissa presented him with a wastepaper basket filled with pingpong balls. haha and she said, 'we know youre full of rubbish and you've got no balls, so we're giving some to you now:D' haha! yeah after that we took out a set of photoframes. each of us had taken a picture beforehand, posing a different letter. so we stood in a line and shouted out the letters that we had posed. yeah and we gave him the photoframes one by one. haha the whole set spells 'HELLO KEITHY' haha! yeah and each photoframe was personalised too, with messages from each of us and stuff. :D yeah anyway, nguyen if youre reading this, i know you're really touched by what we did. haha. so anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again! :D
okay so today is a day of mixed feelings. watching enchanted tmr! let's hope i can wake up in time =/ haha ciao!
anyway, jeremy yeo came backstage during the song. after intermission. haha talked to him for a while. it was quite fun talking to him. finally got to catch up with him after so long. yeah talked to xianyong and rayrin before that. i felt happy. haha. it was a nostalgic happy kinda feeling. yeah. oh the yearones played some random and stupid games while i was talking to jeremy yeo. didnt join in cos i was feeling lazy and didnt want to move. haha but this batch of yearones are really damn crazy :D heh.
i remember laughing a lot today, which caused me to be unable to sing properly. due to all the phlegm that lodged in my throat after laughing. yeah had lunch with the mcmuggers too. haha it was funny too. they're really damn crazy, just listening to all the crap they say makes you laugh like mad. :D
oh the yeartwos came back today too, to watch the concert. we all went for supper afterthat. haha had fun singing all those carols and funny weird songs :D
ah ha and we celebrated nguyen's birthday after the concert. yeah we each held one candle and went out to stand with our best friend stamford raffles. haha and after nguyen walked out of VCH, we turned around and sang happy birthday for him. after that, we made him blow out all of the candles. haha and cherissa presented him with a wastepaper basket filled with pingpong balls. haha and she said, 'we know youre full of rubbish and you've got no balls, so we're giving some to you now:D' haha! yeah after that we took out a set of photoframes. each of us had taken a picture beforehand, posing a different letter. so we stood in a line and shouted out the letters that we had posed. yeah and we gave him the photoframes one by one. haha the whole set spells 'HELLO KEITHY' haha! yeah and each photoframe was personalised too, with messages from each of us and stuff. :D yeah anyway, nguyen if youre reading this, i know you're really touched by what we did. haha. so anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again! :D
okay so today is a day of mixed feelings. watching enchanted tmr! let's hope i can wake up in time =/ haha ciao!
Monday, November 26, 2007
BLISTERS!
i've got blisters! :(
not one, not two, but THREE blisters!! ahhh.
i know this might sound noob-y, but this is the first time i've got blisters. the ones that havent burst and the skin is still attached, and its soft and squishy type.
i got it from the darn ice skating shoes(?)/boots(?). there's one blister that's huge. like, 5cent - 10cent coin sized. arghhh.
i'm very worried now, cos my sister said that it'll be painful when i bathe after it bursts. ahh. im scared of pain. damnnit.
nvm i shall stop complaing.
anyway, i didnt go for choir today! :( cos i woke up at 7.30am (there was supposed to be sectionals at 9am) and i had a splitting headache. the kind that doesnt even allow you to turn your head. so i had to go back to sleep.
woke up at 1pm and felt much better, though the pain was still there. yep, so just slacked around the house till 4pm. went to meet debby, jing, alicea, yiling, althea, esmond, elroy at kallang cineleisure(?) or is it the leisure park. yeah we had linner and went to iceskate. lol it was fun! i managed to learn to iceskate. i think its much easier than rollerblading. :D yeah, iceskated for 2 hours roughly.
went for dinner after that. it was uneventful but fun :D im glad i decided to go iceskating, though it came at a high price. both literally and figuratively. it cost me $16.50 alright! :( burnt such a big hole in my pocket. plus 3 blisters of different sizes. SIGH.
but all in all, it was a good experience.
yay there's siglap practice tmr. :D
not one, not two, but THREE blisters!! ahhh.
i know this might sound noob-y, but this is the first time i've got blisters. the ones that havent burst and the skin is still attached, and its soft and squishy type.
i got it from the darn ice skating shoes(?)/boots(?). there's one blister that's huge. like, 5cent - 10cent coin sized. arghhh.
i'm very worried now, cos my sister said that it'll be painful when i bathe after it bursts. ahh. im scared of pain. damnnit.
nvm i shall stop complaing.
anyway, i didnt go for choir today! :( cos i woke up at 7.30am (there was supposed to be sectionals at 9am) and i had a splitting headache. the kind that doesnt even allow you to turn your head. so i had to go back to sleep.
woke up at 1pm and felt much better, though the pain was still there. yep, so just slacked around the house till 4pm. went to meet debby, jing, alicea, yiling, althea, esmond, elroy at kallang cineleisure(?) or is it the leisure park. yeah we had linner and went to iceskate. lol it was fun! i managed to learn to iceskate. i think its much easier than rollerblading. :D yeah, iceskated for 2 hours roughly.
went for dinner after that. it was uneventful but fun :D im glad i decided to go iceskating, though it came at a high price. both literally and figuratively. it cost me $16.50 alright! :( burnt such a big hole in my pocket. plus 3 blisters of different sizes. SIGH.
but all in all, it was a good experience.
yay there's siglap practice tmr. :D
Sunday, November 25, 2007
im having this heavy feeling right now, depressing and sad. maybe it has something to do with the book i read.
there's choir again tmr, tmr's tmr, and the day after tmr's tmr.
oh well, at least im getting to wear my gown and court shoes again soon.
ah, like i promised myself, i will not talk abt it.
but i'm giving up hope alr.
it's been 5 days.
on a different note,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YILIANG YOU BIG BABY :D
there's choir again tmr, tmr's tmr, and the day after tmr's tmr.
oh well, at least im getting to wear my gown and court shoes again soon.
ah, like i promised myself, i will not talk abt it.
but i'm giving up hope alr.
it's been 5 days.
on a different note,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YILIANG YOU BIG BABY :D
Saturday, November 24, 2007
dug this out from an old message convo, this guy's a classic! haha. but to protect his identity i'll call him X. :D
seriously retarded. :D
may i think you'll be a good father next time
X ..
may i dunno!
X we shall see la..
may how to see leh
may when you become a father we wont be in contact le lor ):
X nvrmind..i dun want to let u see either
X haha..
may LOL WHAT DONT WANT LET ME SEE LOL
may why leh!
X !!!!!!!!!!
X WHY U WANT TO SEE MY THAT ONE..
may HUHHHHHHHHHHHHH
X u siao arh?
may LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
X ..
may what talking you!!!
may I SAY I WANNA SEE WHEN YOU ARE A FATHER LAH!
may LOL!
may NOT SEE YOUR THAT ONE LOL
X oh..haha..paiseh..
X misinterpretation
X hahaha
may LOLLLLLLL
may YOU SICK LAHHH
X sry la..i am a guy what
X haha
may LOLLL!
seriously retarded. :D
choir
yesterday was a horrible day, but today's alright again! :D
had choir for the whole day, tea party in the morn. hm i guess the turnout was quite bad, so we didnt exactly get to fool a lot of people. ohwell. haha how fast one year passes. just last year the yearones were here for tea party. i still remember we all went pooling after that. i shared a table with the triplets. haha dhs vs 'the rest' :D haha fond memories i must say. :)
yeah so the yeartwos came today! some of them lah haha. went for lunch with them after tea party. all the yeartwos who came for the tea party went for lunch together :) aww how nice. went thaipan! sat at the round table and yeah i think lunch was not bad. haha it was fun and nolstagic sitting there and having lunch with everyone. oh the yearthrees came back too! jeremy yeo came back muahaha, my eyecandy! :D
yeah anyway, went back for prac after lunch. i was looking forward to singing actually. singing is the one thing that never fails to cheer me up. yep i thought we sounded horrible but the feedback from the seniors was that it was quite nice. hm.
yeartwos left after a while, i think it was too boring for them. jeremy gan was falling asleep! how obvious. yeah so there was only irvin (yearthree) left. weijie came after a while! haha imagine my excitement. my BEST FRIEND came back! :D havent seen him for a while so i was really quite happy. yeah went to talk to them with isabelle during break. it was fun talking to them luh :D
came home after choir, and bleached! yes so today was a good day. a bit emo (the nolstagic kind), but yeah i felt much better than i did yesterday.
okay i think i sound very high in my post. what with all the exclamation marks.
on a different note,
i think that sometimes there's no point in vocalizing emo-ness. it just makes one feel a hundred times worse. in fact, when one doesnt vocalise at times, the sadness might just go away.
hmm that's just a theory, let's see if it works for say, two weeks. if it does, it can be.. a law? haha okay nvm. the scientific approach woo!
anyway, i think the lyrics for 远念 (a concert song) is(are?) really very nice.
远念
这是个温且柔的月夜
微风在轻轻吻着山颠
星星紧依 这明亮的月
让我深深的怀想
柔和黑发 黏着朝露
忧郁双眸 流露爱情的光
但愿星星是你晶莹眼睛
好让给我夜夜诉出衷情
永远的仰望 永远的怀想
直到我们再相见
had choir for the whole day, tea party in the morn. hm i guess the turnout was quite bad, so we didnt exactly get to fool a lot of people. ohwell. haha how fast one year passes. just last year the yearones were here for tea party. i still remember we all went pooling after that. i shared a table with the triplets. haha dhs vs 'the rest' :D haha fond memories i must say. :)
yeah so the yeartwos came today! some of them lah haha. went for lunch with them after tea party. all the yeartwos who came for the tea party went for lunch together :) aww how nice. went thaipan! sat at the round table and yeah i think lunch was not bad. haha it was fun and nolstagic sitting there and having lunch with everyone. oh the yearthrees came back too! jeremy yeo came back muahaha, my eyecandy! :D
yeah anyway, went back for prac after lunch. i was looking forward to singing actually. singing is the one thing that never fails to cheer me up. yep i thought we sounded horrible but the feedback from the seniors was that it was quite nice. hm.
yeartwos left after a while, i think it was too boring for them. jeremy gan was falling asleep! how obvious. yeah so there was only irvin (yearthree) left. weijie came after a while! haha imagine my excitement. my BEST FRIEND came back! :D havent seen him for a while so i was really quite happy. yeah went to talk to them with isabelle during break. it was fun talking to them luh :D
came home after choir, and bleached! yes so today was a good day. a bit emo (the nolstagic kind), but yeah i felt much better than i did yesterday.
okay i think i sound very high in my post. what with all the exclamation marks.
on a different note,
i think that sometimes there's no point in vocalizing emo-ness. it just makes one feel a hundred times worse. in fact, when one doesnt vocalise at times, the sadness might just go away.
hmm that's just a theory, let's see if it works for say, two weeks. if it does, it can be.. a law? haha okay nvm. the scientific approach woo!
anyway, i think the lyrics for 远念 (a concert song) is(are?) really very nice.
远念
这是个温且柔的月夜
微风在轻轻吻着山颠
星星紧依 这明亮的月
让我深深的怀想
柔和黑发 黏着朝露
忧郁双眸 流露爱情的光
但愿星星是你晶莹眼睛
好让给我夜夜诉出衷情
永远的仰望 永远的怀想
直到我们再相见
distance
two choices,
1. believe that everything will right itself in the end.
2. just forget it.
i dont know.
it's hard to hold on when things arent going right.
1. believe that everything will right itself in the end.
2. just forget it.
i dont know.
it's hard to hold on when things arent going right.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
choirrr.
haha had choir today, 9am - 3.30pm. wah, damn tiring. haha like i was saying to novabelle, squeeze like shit! lol. cos had to support all the way.
oh but practice was cool lah, as in, its been quite some time since we had intensive prac. lol, this reminds me of my first practice with vj. i remember how overwhelmed i felt. now, it just feels kinda okay, but the the mental and physical drain is somewhat similar. haha.
but anyway, i really miss the yeartwos! shixuan came back today haha. felt kinda happy to see him. yeah guess im meeting the usual people tmr for movie, yay cant wait!
oh i miss the yearthrees too. like, weijie, jeremy yeo, jon gan etc. ah cant wait to see them again during caroling.
haha oh, i felt so proud of myself today cos i finally went to talk to each and everyone of the yearzeros. i bet the cat high guys were like -.- when they talked to me but WHO CARES! haha, at least i fufilled my agenda of being as friendly as i was last year.
yay okay life's gonna be boring the next two days cos nobody's dating me. haha. so, im up for grabs! anybody free? i dont mind going running! or shopping haha.
oh but practice was cool lah, as in, its been quite some time since we had intensive prac. lol, this reminds me of my first practice with vj. i remember how overwhelmed i felt. now, it just feels kinda okay, but the the mental and physical drain is somewhat similar. haha.
but anyway, i really miss the yeartwos! shixuan came back today haha. felt kinda happy to see him. yeah guess im meeting the usual people tmr for movie, yay cant wait!
oh i miss the yearthrees too. like, weijie, jeremy yeo, jon gan etc. ah cant wait to see them again during caroling.
haha oh, i felt so proud of myself today cos i finally went to talk to each and everyone of the yearzeros. i bet the cat high guys were like -.- when they talked to me but WHO CARES! haha, at least i fufilled my agenda of being as friendly as i was last year.
yay okay life's gonna be boring the next two days cos nobody's dating me. haha. so, im up for grabs! anybody free? i dont mind going running! or shopping haha.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Two cures for love
how to cure the pangs of unrequited love,
from wendy cope's two cures for love.
#1 dont see him. dont phone or write a letter.
#2 the easy way; get to know him better.
hahahahaha. how true :D
from wendy cope's two cures for love.
#1 dont see him. dont phone or write a letter.
#2 the easy way; get to know him better.
hahahahaha. how true :D
guitars!
went out today for lunch.
yay had pepper lunch! :D i managed to finish one plate by myself, a first for me. heh cos i never managed to finish a pepper lunch by myself before. well, at least i had my craving for pepper lunch satisfied for the time being heh.
ooh i had my craving for starbucks satisfied yesterday! :D but i bet its gonna come back soon haha.
yeah went to see guitars at sweelee (aljunied) after that. the prices were.. nice. lol! but there were manymanymany guitars there. 看到眼花缭乱。lol yeah, shall drag my sister there one day so we can buy one together. haha.
went to stone at a coffee shop after that. lol the uncle was like.. staring at us cos we didnt buy anything! lol. im surprised he didnt say anything.
yep so left after a while. an uneventful day i guess haha, but at least i got to go out. staying at home everyday is b-o-r-i-n-g.
yay had pepper lunch! :D i managed to finish one plate by myself, a first for me. heh cos i never managed to finish a pepper lunch by myself before. well, at least i had my craving for pepper lunch satisfied for the time being heh.
ooh i had my craving for starbucks satisfied yesterday! :D but i bet its gonna come back soon haha.
yeah went to see guitars at sweelee (aljunied) after that. the prices were.. nice. lol! but there were manymanymany guitars there. 看到眼花缭乱。lol yeah, shall drag my sister there one day so we can buy one together. haha.
went to stone at a coffee shop after that. lol the uncle was like.. staring at us cos we didnt buy anything! lol. im surprised he didnt say anything.
yep so left after a while. an uneventful day i guess haha, but at least i got to go out. staying at home everyday is b-o-r-i-n-g.
Saturday, November 17, 2007
happy :D
im happy today! met up with many people.
haha first, met the sistas :D everyone was there! haha. first time in ages please:) haha yeah so we went ikea and camwhored like mad. had lunch there too! we all ate either meatballs or spaghetti. haha yummy. i had a really nice lunch. haha yes and we all just camwhored around the place. took soooo many pictures. haha. yeah and we planned subsequent outings.
there's gonna be a sista picnic and we're also going to watch enchanted together! :D yay, omg im so excited haha. oh we're going for choir chalet together too. yay. haha.
i think its really cool that we're still so close after being seperated for 2 years. i had lotsa fun with them today, laughed like mad. love you all :)
went to meet up with the year2s after that. haha 'the usual people'. LOL! everyone was here too :D yeah was listening to them talk about enlisting into the army and stuff. time really flies eh! it seems like yesterday when they were all still wearing their secondary school uniform. ahh, how sad they're not gonna be around next year anymore :(
yeah but anyway, i had a nice time with them too! it was to celebrate huping's and kenny's birthday haha. so after that we went to esplanade rooftop to sing birthday song haha. yeah so we were just there sitting in a circle and talking. we ended up singing carols. haha and we were singing our old sov songs too. aww it was a nice feeling :D haha.
oh we camwhored a lot too. haha did all those dumb jumping shots. heh. omg i really love these people:D haha.
okay a few more papers left. jiayou all of you! xD
20:10, 20102010, the singapore flier(flyer?)!
yay happy happy day!
haha first, met the sistas :D everyone was there! haha. first time in ages please:) haha yeah so we went ikea and camwhored like mad. had lunch there too! we all ate either meatballs or spaghetti. haha yummy. i had a really nice lunch. haha yes and we all just camwhored around the place. took soooo many pictures. haha. yeah and we planned subsequent outings.
there's gonna be a sista picnic and we're also going to watch enchanted together! :D yay, omg im so excited haha. oh we're going for choir chalet together too. yay. haha.
i think its really cool that we're still so close after being seperated for 2 years. i had lotsa fun with them today, laughed like mad. love you all :)
went to meet up with the year2s after that. haha 'the usual people'. LOL! everyone was here too :D yeah was listening to them talk about enlisting into the army and stuff. time really flies eh! it seems like yesterday when they were all still wearing their secondary school uniform. ahh, how sad they're not gonna be around next year anymore :(
yeah but anyway, i had a nice time with them too! it was to celebrate huping's and kenny's birthday haha. so after that we went to esplanade rooftop to sing birthday song haha. yeah so we were just there sitting in a circle and talking. we ended up singing carols. haha and we were singing our old sov songs too. aww it was a nice feeling :D haha.
oh we camwhored a lot too. haha did all those dumb jumping shots. heh. omg i really love these people:D haha.
okay a few more papers left. jiayou all of you! xD
20:10, 20102010, the singapore flier(flyer?)!
yay happy happy day!
Friday, November 16, 2007
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
<3 class chalet!
haha had class chalet the past two days. it was quite fun :D
didnt go for choir in the morning cos felt sick and had a sorethroat.
yeap after resting for a while, i went to join the class at the chalet!
although the chalet itself wasnt exactly up to the standards that we had wanted, the whole experience was indeed priceless. it's the first time i was allowed to stay overnight at a chalet and i found that the memories formed are really quite precious.
from the guitar and sing-along sessions, to mahjong, to talking under the stars, to walking along pasir ris park at 4 in the morning, to getting kicked awake in the morning, to walking to whitesands to shop for bbq stuff, to getting disappointed by basic instint2, to walking with puen to the spider web in pasir ris park, to climbing the playgrounds in pasir ris park together, to the bbq, to the delicious cheesecake that miss low bought for us, to the asshole daidee game, to the talks i had with the different people in the chalet..
well all these will be precious memories that will stay with me and i am really happy that the chalet was fun. yeah, im gonna miss 06v11! :( thank you everyone for the beautiful memories. well it was really a great experience, and even though some of them are still at the chalet now, im happy enough with what i've experienced and so yeah i really wanna thank 06v11 for all these.
hope there'll be more class outings! yeah, if there are, please try to go. we still have the gelare voucher that miss low gave us, which means at least 1 more class outing? haha :D
didnt go for choir in the morning cos felt sick and had a sorethroat.
yeap after resting for a while, i went to join the class at the chalet!
although the chalet itself wasnt exactly up to the standards that we had wanted, the whole experience was indeed priceless. it's the first time i was allowed to stay overnight at a chalet and i found that the memories formed are really quite precious.
from the guitar and sing-along sessions, to mahjong, to talking under the stars, to walking along pasir ris park at 4 in the morning, to getting kicked awake in the morning, to walking to whitesands to shop for bbq stuff, to getting disappointed by basic instint2, to walking with puen to the spider web in pasir ris park, to climbing the playgrounds in pasir ris park together, to the bbq, to the delicious cheesecake that miss low bought for us, to the asshole daidee game, to the talks i had with the different people in the chalet..
well all these will be precious memories that will stay with me and i am really happy that the chalet was fun. yeah, im gonna miss 06v11! :( thank you everyone for the beautiful memories. well it was really a great experience, and even though some of them are still at the chalet now, im happy enough with what i've experienced and so yeah i really wanna thank 06v11 for all these.
hope there'll be more class outings! yeah, if there are, please try to go. we still have the gelare voucher that miss low gave us, which means at least 1 more class outing? haha :D
Monday, November 12, 2007
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Friday, November 09, 2007
Thursday, November 08, 2007
went cycling with the class today. okay or rather, 'class'. haha there was only elroy, debby, althea, cephas and kelvin. haha. but oh well it was rather fun i must say.
but cycling on a public hol is really :S haha. ECP was FLOODED with people! but haha it was fun. i like to cycle, though i cycle slowly. and they kept saying that i was the limiting reagent =/ made me feel so bad. oh but we cycled for 2 hrs, and only stopped for a while. haha so i think that's not bad already. :D
yeah after that we stood around talking for a while. after which kel suggested that we went to some swimming club place to eat, and he said that it was his treat. haha. we were like 0.0! haha, but seeing that there was free food, we all agreed.
alicea, being the typical her, zoomed to the country club upon hearing that it was kel's treat. haha. so yeah we all went for dinner. sat there and talked for quite long too. it was nice :D
haha, i like gatherings like these, we must all meet up more often lah! :)
but cycling on a public hol is really :S haha. ECP was FLOODED with people! but haha it was fun. i like to cycle, though i cycle slowly. and they kept saying that i was the limiting reagent =/ made me feel so bad. oh but we cycled for 2 hrs, and only stopped for a while. haha so i think that's not bad already. :D
yeah after that we stood around talking for a while. after which kel suggested that we went to some swimming club place to eat, and he said that it was his treat. haha. we were like 0.0! haha, but seeing that there was free food, we all agreed.
alicea, being the typical her, zoomed to the country club upon hearing that it was kel's treat. haha. so yeah we all went for dinner. sat there and talked for quite long too. it was nice :D
haha, i like gatherings like these, we must all meet up more often lah! :)
Saturday, November 03, 2007
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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Monday, October 29, 2007
ah, the soul society arc in bleach has come to an end.
how sad :(
I LIKE AIZEN!
shant spoil it for people.. but ahh! lol.
i love bleach :D the first 20 episodes werent that good, but the next 40 were like, WOAH. the many different battles, and watching the ryoka growing and becoming stronger.. it was so cool. haha. now i know why so many people are addicted to bleach. heh.
ah im really sad that the whole soul society bit is over for now :(
i loved the soul society bit lah! the captains are all so cool, and it was damn exciting to watch them releasing their bankai. haha. yes and i loved how there are so many stories behind the different characters in the show, and how they are all interconnected.
lol okay i know its weird to blog about bleach.. but i just wanted to okay! haha. yeah everyone, go watch bleach! im serious you wont be disappointed :D
how sad :(
I LIKE AIZEN!
shant spoil it for people.. but ahh! lol.
i love bleach :D the first 20 episodes werent that good, but the next 40 were like, WOAH. the many different battles, and watching the ryoka growing and becoming stronger.. it was so cool. haha. now i know why so many people are addicted to bleach. heh.
ah im really sad that the whole soul society bit is over for now :(
i loved the soul society bit lah! the captains are all so cool, and it was damn exciting to watch them releasing their bankai. haha. yes and i loved how there are so many stories behind the different characters in the show, and how they are all interconnected.
lol okay i know its weird to blog about bleach.. but i just wanted to okay! haha. yeah everyone, go watch bleach! im serious you wont be disappointed :D
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
omg i am so tired now.
yawn.
watched bleach from 7pm to about 10.45 pm. close to 4 hrs. watch until my eyes so pain and everything. lol but its good cause im at episode 31 now! 2 episodes away from jerald, and im ahead of althea already :D heh.
okay so anyway, there's chinese mock tmr! rah. need to go read some fan wens later.. although im very sure i'll fall asleep. ah but who cares lah i shall try at least.
today was a good and a bad day.
i dont really know.
sigh.
**
i think its back to how it was like.
ah how naive i was to have thought that perhaps i was different.
i guess im just one of the lot afterall.
eurgh.
yawn.
watched bleach from 7pm to about 10.45 pm. close to 4 hrs. watch until my eyes so pain and everything. lol but its good cause im at episode 31 now! 2 episodes away from jerald, and im ahead of althea already :D heh.
okay so anyway, there's chinese mock tmr! rah. need to go read some fan wens later.. although im very sure i'll fall asleep. ah but who cares lah i shall try at least.
today was a good and a bad day.
i dont really know.
sigh.
**
i think its back to how it was like.
ah how naive i was to have thought that perhaps i was different.
i guess im just one of the lot afterall.
eurgh.
Monday, October 22, 2007
sometimes i wish things were different, that circumstances are not what it's like today.
if i had done things differently in the past, would things have been different? would it have progressed to be how i want it to be? it sucks that i've to sit here and watch, knowing that what i want is so distant and untouchable.
there's little time left now. what's going to happen next year? will everything just fade off? much as i try to drive everything out of my mind, there's this small part of me that doesnt want things to go away. its stupid i know, but that dumb part is hoping for something to happen, that what i want will come true.
i dont even know what in the world is happening right now. its just on and off. i hate having to play mind games, but im doing that everyday.
its exciting i agree, but tiring too. i dont want this to end, but i dont want it to continue too. ah im stupidly contradicting myself. its been going on for a whole year. when will it finally stop? will i have to be the one to put a stop to it, or will you be kind enough to stop everything?
ah i dont know.
if i had done things differently in the past, would things have been different? would it have progressed to be how i want it to be? it sucks that i've to sit here and watch, knowing that what i want is so distant and untouchable.
there's little time left now. what's going to happen next year? will everything just fade off? much as i try to drive everything out of my mind, there's this small part of me that doesnt want things to go away. its stupid i know, but that dumb part is hoping for something to happen, that what i want will come true.
i dont even know what in the world is happening right now. its just on and off. i hate having to play mind games, but im doing that everyday.
its exciting i agree, but tiring too. i dont want this to end, but i dont want it to continue too. ah im stupidly contradicting myself. its been going on for a whole year. when will it finally stop? will i have to be the one to put a stop to it, or will you be kind enough to stop everything?
ah i dont know.
Sunday, October 21, 2007
does he see what i see,
does he feel what i feel?
in my life,
im no longer alone..
now the love of my life is so near.
find me now,
find me here.
in my life,
she has burst like the music of angels,
the light of the song.
and my life,
seems to stop as if something is over
and something has scarcely begun.
**
things are going well now,
but how long would it last?
does he feel what i feel?
in my life,
im no longer alone..
now the love of my life is so near.
find me now,
find me here.
in my life,
she has burst like the music of angels,
the light of the song.
and my life,
seems to stop as if something is over
and something has scarcely begun.
**
things are going well now,
but how long would it last?
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
cyber space
sometimes i really marvel at the powers of the computer screen. especially how it helps you to hide your feelings so well. the computer screen provides a safe place for you to talk without betraying your feelings, because more often than not, what you feel is shown through your expression and your tone. and the computer screen is something you can hide behind, to prevent others from reading exactly what you are thinking, for we can only try to infer more about a situation only by the other party's diction, which doesnt really tell much.
for example, you might be holding your head in your hands one moment, and in the next, youre showing a huge smiley face (:D) to the person you are talking to, even though you probably have tears in your eyes. see how the computer screen helps you to stow away all those excess expressions and what not that give away what certain feelings that you want to hide from the other party?
you see, even right now, you dont know what i am feeling. i might be happy and high and yet im pretending to be serious while i might just be sad and emo and trying to express what i feel through this blogpost.
i think nobody will ever know. so, happy guessing. :D
for example, you might be holding your head in your hands one moment, and in the next, youre showing a huge smiley face (:D) to the person you are talking to, even though you probably have tears in your eyes. see how the computer screen helps you to stow away all those excess expressions and what not that give away what certain feelings that you want to hide from the other party?
you see, even right now, you dont know what i am feeling. i might be happy and high and yet im pretending to be serious while i might just be sad and emo and trying to express what i feel through this blogpost.
i think nobody will ever know. so, happy guessing. :D
i dunno what the hell i was thinking today.
i dunno why i did what i did.
i dunno why i said what i said.
i shouldnt have. argh now its gonna be damn weird i agree. but being weird is much better than talking about all these and making things go even worse. i know i shouldnt have even mentioned it, cos i bet it sucks that i left things hanging.
well i didnt want to continue partly cos i didnt know how to phrase what i feel. and i realised there's no point in me talking about all these because its just a problem on my part.
im sorry.
**
'youre reminding me of last year'
ah i still havent grown up. childish and immature and unreasonable. that's what i am. a leopard never changes its spots. im such a failure.. no matter how much i try to change myself, to stop being so unreasonable. i just cannot do it. im still that same person from two years back. and im ashamed of that. seeing that comment really hurt. :(
i dunno why i did what i did.
i dunno why i said what i said.
i shouldnt have. argh now its gonna be damn weird i agree. but being weird is much better than talking about all these and making things go even worse. i know i shouldnt have even mentioned it, cos i bet it sucks that i left things hanging.
well i didnt want to continue partly cos i didnt know how to phrase what i feel. and i realised there's no point in me talking about all these because its just a problem on my part.
im sorry.
**
'youre reminding me of last year'
ah i still havent grown up. childish and immature and unreasonable. that's what i am. a leopard never changes its spots. im such a failure.. no matter how much i try to change myself, to stop being so unreasonable. i just cannot do it. im still that same person from two years back. and im ashamed of that. seeing that comment really hurt. :(
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Friday, October 12, 2007
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Monday, October 08, 2007
OH MY GOSH.
I AM FREEEEEE!
ive been looking forward to this day since 1 mth again. OMG, its been really long. all those days of endless studying, ALL GONE! muahaha.
yeah so i had class outing today, it was really really fun (: we were supposed to go cycling at first, but the rest of the class zoomed off straight after physics ended. so it was left with only the girls. and as it was raining, we decided to go bugis and have lunch before catching a movie. i was rather disappointed at first cos i expected everyone to go for class outing but the response turned out to be so =/
haha but im glad i still went for it cos it was really fun being out with the girls! puen, alicea, althea, jingjing, debby, jolyn, yiling. haha yeah i really thought it was very very fun. we talked and talked and got high and laughed like mad women hahaha! (: i love these girls man, seriously damn fun!
yeah so spent a lot of time sitting around and walking around gossiping. also went to kinokuniya for quite long. haha we were just talking about all the different books and stuff. haha intellectual ip talk :D
went for the nc16 movie- lust, caution. i thought it was really really good (: haha its got a really good plot. everybody, go catch it!
yeah the guys came to join us after that. yiliang, kelvin, jerald, alvin, cephas. haha puen, debby and yiling had to leave though. so it was left with the 10 of us. went to siam kitchen for dinner in the end cos the other places were packed.
i had fun during dinner too. what with the whole 'speed dating seating arrangement' and stuff. haha. and all the crap talk. damn fun. (:
okay so all in all, i really really had fun today. thank you to all those who made my day such a great day (: we should have more class outings, and include more people. it'll be much more fun. haha.
i love 06v11. (:
I AM FREEEEEE!
ive been looking forward to this day since 1 mth again. OMG, its been really long. all those days of endless studying, ALL GONE! muahaha.
yeah so i had class outing today, it was really really fun (: we were supposed to go cycling at first, but the rest of the class zoomed off straight after physics ended. so it was left with only the girls. and as it was raining, we decided to go bugis and have lunch before catching a movie. i was rather disappointed at first cos i expected everyone to go for class outing but the response turned out to be so =/
haha but im glad i still went for it cos it was really fun being out with the girls! puen, alicea, althea, jingjing, debby, jolyn, yiling. haha yeah i really thought it was very very fun. we talked and talked and got high and laughed like mad women hahaha! (: i love these girls man, seriously damn fun!
yeah so spent a lot of time sitting around and walking around gossiping. also went to kinokuniya for quite long. haha we were just talking about all the different books and stuff. haha intellectual ip talk :D
went for the nc16 movie- lust, caution. i thought it was really really good (: haha its got a really good plot. everybody, go catch it!
yeah the guys came to join us after that. yiliang, kelvin, jerald, alvin, cephas. haha puen, debby and yiling had to leave though. so it was left with the 10 of us. went to siam kitchen for dinner in the end cos the other places were packed.
i had fun during dinner too. what with the whole 'speed dating seating arrangement' and stuff. haha. and all the crap talk. damn fun. (:
okay so all in all, i really really had fun today. thank you to all those who made my day such a great day (: we should have more class outings, and include more people. it'll be much more fun. haha.
i love 06v11. (:
Sunday, October 07, 2007
Saturday, October 06, 2007
Monday, October 01, 2007
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