blogger hates me! it seriously does ok, ive not been able to get into it for the past 4 days and thus the stagnant blog. bleah. so therefore i shall blog about something worthy. heehee.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUAN!!
LOVE YOU TO THE MAXEST CORE! (:
yuppies today is xuan's bdae, yay yay! we gave her some nice nice nice presents! whoots(:
hmm, was thinking through stuffs abit ytd, and i got kinda sad larhs. was thinking about the sec4s. haii. i realised that i miss them alot. its like, ages since we've all been in the music room together and having the sec4s sing with us. well frankly, i really miss syf. i feel that that was the ONLY time when we had all strived towards the same goal. sure there were people whom i disliked, but overall, i pretty much loved everyone else. it was only at that point of time when we really tried hard and sang our hearts out. i rmb the few practices just before syf, the one where we sounded super duper nice. the sound was like so 'WOW'. i think everyone really gave it their all. i could feel the elation when i was singing, i really enjoyed myself while singing at that point of time. sure i do still enjoy myself, but there are so many other things on my mind. those pracs before syf were the only ones that i feel were thoroughly enjoyable and fufilling. it felt so good to hear perfect chords coming out of us. i still rmb that time we were slacking, and xueling started playing sunset, we just anyhow sang, and in the end, we had this perfect 'SUN' chord. jerrold and jas.lin were so surprised. LOL. i could still rmb their look. i rmb that time when we sang muranokajiya really really well with miss poh conducting, i could feel all the hairs standing up and everything, and everyone was like really letting it all out, we were all singing expressively and i think we all enjoyed it very much. its just all these little things that makes our times enjoyable.
i rmb all the syf bonding sessions too, although they were not VERY wellplanned, cos they were all sports, but i still rmb how we'll sit around at the basketball courts and talk and just crap. i rmb how we all played volleyball together, the whole lot of us. it was so very fun. i rmb how the snrs were teaching us how to serve, and that's why now, the only thing i can do is to serve XP and i rmb once we had this indoor bonding session where we played murderer(the hold hands one) in the music room. lol, the whole syf choir was playing! although it wasnt exactly very fun, but thinking back, it was quite interesting, imagine playing murderer with 46 ppl? although im sure there are less than that. but still, it was a very unique experience.
and i rmb us going to tuan bai, but it was more of a whole choir thing lar. we went diane's house and slacked for awhile. we were all playing in the play ground and everything and that was actly how the choir famm started. LOL. yeah den afterdat we went to rayrin's hse. the snrs went out to buy food while we childish lil kids just played in the playground again. LOL. afterthat we played mahjong and like daidi and ate some fried stuff for dinner. that was the first time i reached home after 10 am. it was like so super fun. and since there is a first, there will be a second, and a third, and a fourth.. sure enough there were. LOL.
i rmb syf day, when we were all rushing with the makeup, all the gown stuff and everything. and we altos actly sounded horrible on that day, we kept going sharp i think. den like kinda hai the whole choir ldat. and i rmb at the singapore conference hall or something, how we were all so nervous, how we were edging each other on. i rmb that we din sing very well on stage and still rmb that i almost cried when i came out. rmb how the sec4s were so relieved, rmb how ms poh told us to get ready for a silver. i rmb how we were all so dejected and everything. i think everyone thought we'll get a silver. i rmb how me and dada went to long john's to eat and slack our time away, and then someone called and told us we got a gold. i rmb how we ran outside longjohn's and started screaming and screaming. ahh all those memories, good and bad, i feel like its all coming back to me nowadays.
oh and the outing to celebrate the gold for syf. lol. it was very very fun. one of the most fun outings ive ever had. we went jack's place at bras basah(dunno the spelling) to eat. i rmb over 20 of us going in there and eating. and i rmb how we four gurls sat at the long tables with the guy snrs and how we were so sian cos we were so isolated. and i rmb jerrold ordering his steak and offering pieces of it to everyone. i rmb how huping broke a cup when he was trying to make 'fruit punch'. LOL. it was all very fun. and i rmb weirui treating us to neoprints, the altos(: i think we took 3 machines other machines at least [with our own money larhs duh]. it was all so cool. although alot of things also happened on that day, it was really very fun.
its all these small things that is coming back to me, i dont even realise that i had forgotten so many things. i hardly even remembered all these outings we had and everything. it was really very very fun. now, ive realised that i wun be able to add on to my memories with the sec4s any more. i realised that we wun get to sing with the sec4s and the syf choir anymore. its like all very sad, because it really didnt strike me as anything big. i guess i just felt that i could still see the sec4s in school and all, but thinking about it now, its like theyve been a part of choir ever since ive joined. its hard to think that i'll never ever get to sing with them anymore. i mean, yeah i felt this before handover. but during the period after handover, i didnt really feel sad. i was touched for the sake of being touched. i wasnt like sad because i realised all these things. i just did everything for the sake of doing it. but now, i feel this incredible sense of sadness. haii. i guess you might say that im slow hurh, for realising things so slowly. but i really really miss the sec4s. choir feels so different without them around. haii. i guess somethings are really inevitable. i kept saying that i'll treasure them and cherish them, but i feel that i din treasure and cherish them enough. now im so regretting. haii.
and thinking about it, im leaving myself too. into this totally new and different environment. i wun be able to sing with dhschoir again from next year onwards, not as a dhschorister anymore. i'll really miss all the getting ready for concert stuff and everything. i keep saying that i'll cherish and treasure all these things. but seriously, a few months down the road. im sure i'll look back and lament about why i didnt cherish dhschoir and everything enough. i guess when you really miss something, even cherishing it in the past wouldnt help.
ohwell im sorry for boring yall out. LOL. i know many of you think that entries are long and draggy. and since your names are not inside, its pointless for yall to read so much rites? LOL. youre right. heehee. paiseh that yall actly bother reading this whole chunk out. heehee. its actly just me reminscing the past. LOL. just for my own personal pleasure. im sorry if i bored anyone out ks. no more such entries anytime soon. LOL. promise(:
and you hardly ever think about me anymore hurh. do i even matter to you? i dont know if you will be reading this, i guess you will. we used to be quite close, but now, you dont even bother smsing anymore. maybe you just got sick of me hurh, maybe i was just this 'new thing' that you could get to know more about. i dont even know what to do now. i dont know how things can change so much in just a few days. but even though i want to continue being friends with you, what can i do? i dont want to be that pestering thing that keeps hanging on to you. if you really feel that im irritating and have no more wish to talk to me, you know what? i wont talk to you too.
oh and incase i dun get to come online tomorrow,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHER!
<3 !
SISTAS RAWWKS!
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
IDIOT!
im sorry. but this post will be somewhat vulgar and angsty and basically just berating a particular person. im in the com lab now btw. anyone who does not want to view vulgarities, pls go away.
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FUCK you man. wad's your bloody problem. cant you tell that everything is about you? AND YET you dont know wad is happening. i think you know wad is happening. you are just faking it, trying to act innocent so that no one will blame you for anything. yeah rite. can you just totally like FUCK OFF? stop sticking around so much, no one wants you. stop sticking around and causing so much trouble. you just so suck. i think you dont even know that so many people hate you. i think you dont even know that i am talking about YOU. you are the cause of everything, you are a total wrecker. just totally get lost. ive been trying to bear with you all day. its a wonder i dint blow my top at you. just totally SHUT UP and get your FUCKING HELL ASS out of here. you should just reflect on yourself. FUCK OFF.
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FUCK you man. wad's your bloody problem. cant you tell that everything is about you? AND YET you dont know wad is happening. i think you know wad is happening. you are just faking it, trying to act innocent so that no one will blame you for anything. yeah rite. can you just totally like FUCK OFF? stop sticking around so much, no one wants you. stop sticking around and causing so much trouble. you just so suck. i think you dont even know that so many people hate you. i think you dont even know that i am talking about YOU. you are the cause of everything, you are a total wrecker. just totally get lost. ive been trying to bear with you all day. its a wonder i dint blow my top at you. just totally SHUT UP and get your FUCKING HELL ASS out of here. you should just reflect on yourself. FUCK OFF.
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
cry day!
ohmans today is such a cry day. LOL. so funny cans. ok maybe it aint really that funny. but i guess im happy about today. yeah. to an extent..
hmm, firstly, a big THANK YOU to all those who have showed me concern about my last two episodes (?) LOL. yeah, but really thanks for all the concern. i really love yall! and yeah, sistas ROCK! ((:
ok, so today i solved the majority of my problems. only left with one more, which concerns me indirectly. hmm yeah. and today lotsa people cry lar. its such an emotional day can. so sad ymy. haii.
but yeah, i guess everyone should just sort everything out. cos we care for one another rites? we shouldnt just let an individual break us up. we will always stay the same, be it this year or next. we'll might not always be the same, but our feelings will always be there! please, dont let this individual just break us up lidat. its not worth it. please. and i really dont wanna see more people getting hurt. two is enough. please just let this thing be over and we'll go back to the old days. i really love yall(: p.s. this is not targeted at the sistas. (:
yupps. and anyways ive found out today that things should really be sorted out before they take a turn for the worse. for it'll only hurt people.
hope that things will improve. and that everything will go back to normal. (:
hmm, firstly, a big THANK YOU to all those who have showed me concern about my last two episodes (?) LOL. yeah, but really thanks for all the concern. i really love yall! and yeah, sistas ROCK! ((:
ok, so today i solved the majority of my problems. only left with one more, which concerns me indirectly. hmm yeah. and today lotsa people cry lar. its such an emotional day can. so sad ymy. haii.
but yeah, i guess everyone should just sort everything out. cos we care for one another rites? we shouldnt just let an individual break us up. we will always stay the same, be it this year or next. we'll might not always be the same, but our feelings will always be there! please, dont let this individual just break us up lidat. its not worth it. please. and i really dont wanna see more people getting hurt. two is enough. please just let this thing be over and we'll go back to the old days. i really love yall(: p.s. this is not targeted at the sistas. (:
yupps. and anyways ive found out today that things should really be sorted out before they take a turn for the worse. for it'll only hurt people.
hope that things will improve. and that everything will go back to normal. (:
Sunday, September 18, 2005
bleah ><
so, it has resorted to slamming each other on our blogs. if that's wad you want, fine.
i dont hate you. im just pissed, if you want to think i hate you, den go ahead. fine.
how do you expect me to tell you to your face. yeah you said 'would you mind?' wad did you expect me to say? 'yes i do mind'?! and besides, i think you knew i was pissed. i had to act as if nothing happened, if not the rest will feel so awkward. i told her that i wasnt going to affect the rest. i promised. so i had to act like nothing happened. and seriously, i wasnt angry yesterday already, just pissed. you know i dont fake. i can be polite, but i wont fake. you wont expect me to be hugging you when im still pissed.
yeah you went cos of your fren. and what about me? im a piece of shit? something that you dont even care for? yeah the rest had other things to do, but i didnt have. i know i shouldnt expect you to just give up everything for me. but look, you were the one who was organising the thing with me. if its not called pangseh then wad is it called?
besides, you PROMISED to go with me, i was the one who asked first. not your fren. you can say you are pangsehing your fren, but what about me?
i know your reasons. i know why you went there. she told me. i told her that i wont forgive you so soon. not so soon. but i will. you should know my 'sui bian ni la' you should know it wun mean anything good. wad was i supposed to say? 'NO I FORBID YOU TO GO!'? was i supposed to say that huh? what could i say?
i was looking so forward to that outing, but in the end everything was spoiled, everything fell apart. this shows i cant really rely on yall for anything. yeah i had fun with my classmates. i dont regret going out with them, but still its disappointing. you had let me down. if you werent comfirm going with me, you shouldnt have promised me.
and you said that i accused you, i dint. he WAS a factor of your decision. maybe not the final deciding one. but he afterall WAS a factor. and you know what? he knows that himself. no one told him anything, he just KNEW. i told him you were going there, and he said that he knew why. he said that it was cos of him. like please, even HE thinks that way. im not wrong to think that way too.
and you said that i din give you a chance to explain. i was online just now, i came to talk to you, you said that you didnt want to disturb me. so what's that? you were given the chance, you din bother to explain. you should have explained right from the start. and that day when we were walking together, you just acted sian, i waited for you to explain. you dint. and that's when i went home and wrote the previous entry. dont blame me for not giving you the chance. you din grab hold of it.
ytd, i waited the whole night for your call, your sms, what did you do? NOTHING.
i do love you too. that's all i can say. but i am pissed. you should know what to do. i wont eat you up. you know i wont. if you choose to leave me alone, then fine. things REALLY wont be the same anymore.
i dont hate you. im just pissed, if you want to think i hate you, den go ahead. fine.
how do you expect me to tell you to your face. yeah you said 'would you mind?' wad did you expect me to say? 'yes i do mind'?! and besides, i think you knew i was pissed. i had to act as if nothing happened, if not the rest will feel so awkward. i told her that i wasnt going to affect the rest. i promised. so i had to act like nothing happened. and seriously, i wasnt angry yesterday already, just pissed. you know i dont fake. i can be polite, but i wont fake. you wont expect me to be hugging you when im still pissed.
yeah you went cos of your fren. and what about me? im a piece of shit? something that you dont even care for? yeah the rest had other things to do, but i didnt have. i know i shouldnt expect you to just give up everything for me. but look, you were the one who was organising the thing with me. if its not called pangseh then wad is it called?
besides, you PROMISED to go with me, i was the one who asked first. not your fren. you can say you are pangsehing your fren, but what about me?
i know your reasons. i know why you went there. she told me. i told her that i wont forgive you so soon. not so soon. but i will. you should know my 'sui bian ni la' you should know it wun mean anything good. wad was i supposed to say? 'NO I FORBID YOU TO GO!'? was i supposed to say that huh? what could i say?
i was looking so forward to that outing, but in the end everything was spoiled, everything fell apart. this shows i cant really rely on yall for anything. yeah i had fun with my classmates. i dont regret going out with them, but still its disappointing. you had let me down. if you werent comfirm going with me, you shouldnt have promised me.
and you said that i accused you, i dint. he WAS a factor of your decision. maybe not the final deciding one. but he afterall WAS a factor. and you know what? he knows that himself. no one told him anything, he just KNEW. i told him you were going there, and he said that he knew why. he said that it was cos of him. like please, even HE thinks that way. im not wrong to think that way too.
and you said that i din give you a chance to explain. i was online just now, i came to talk to you, you said that you didnt want to disturb me. so what's that? you were given the chance, you din bother to explain. you should have explained right from the start. and that day when we were walking together, you just acted sian, i waited for you to explain. you dint. and that's when i went home and wrote the previous entry. dont blame me for not giving you the chance. you din grab hold of it.
ytd, i waited the whole night for your call, your sms, what did you do? NOTHING.
i do love you too. that's all i can say. but i am pissed. you should know what to do. i wont eat you up. you know i wont. if you choose to leave me alone, then fine. things REALLY wont be the same anymore.
Friday, September 16, 2005
a bad start to a bad day.
im utterly disappointed in you. you can actly just pangseh me ldat for him. it wouldnt have mattered so much if you HAD to go, it wouldnt have mattered so much if it was cos of something else. but the fact that you pangseh me for him, it pisses me off. my life doesnt revolve around him, but clearly, YOURS do. wld it matter if he was going with us? no it wont. fine. wadever. im going wid my class ppl anyways, its been a long time since i went wid them. maybe its time for me and them to bond, ppl who will appreciate me. you can just go and do wadever you want. cos i dont care anymore.
i know i shouldnt be slamming you on my blog. but i dont care, you see it sooner or later. i was so damn miserable for the whole day, and poor fee, am and wendy had to endure my rantings. its not their fault, why should they endure all these?
i dont care anymore.
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im excited about tmr anyways, hope it'll be as fun as last yr. anyways, im starting to love my class ppl. yay. yall rock!
btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!
love you! <3
im utterly disappointed in you. you can actly just pangseh me ldat for him. it wouldnt have mattered so much if you HAD to go, it wouldnt have mattered so much if it was cos of something else. but the fact that you pangseh me for him, it pisses me off. my life doesnt revolve around him, but clearly, YOURS do. wld it matter if he was going with us? no it wont. fine. wadever. im going wid my class ppl anyways, its been a long time since i went wid them. maybe its time for me and them to bond, ppl who will appreciate me. you can just go and do wadever you want. cos i dont care anymore.
i know i shouldnt be slamming you on my blog. but i dont care, you see it sooner or later. i was so damn miserable for the whole day, and poor fee, am and wendy had to endure my rantings. its not their fault, why should they endure all these?
i dont care anymore.
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im excited about tmr anyways, hope it'll be as fun as last yr. anyways, im starting to love my class ppl. yay. yall rock!
btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!
love you! <3
Sunday, September 11, 2005
leanne's house
helllo everyone, im currently at leanne's hse with 2/3 of the sexy famm. LOL. with ching, neh, and chuck. apparently just now they were flooding my tagboard. LOL.
came to la's house at 2 oclock today. like so early ks. LOLOL. den we were just crapping and doing our dumb chinese kou yu biao da. LOL. den ching and chuck came and joined us at 5 pm. LOL. den ching the drama queen was like we are at street 21!! ohmygod, we're LOST! omg! omg! and me and la were fooled ks. maybe she can just win the oscarand then we were going to go meet them at pasir ris interchange. LOL. we are so innocent cans. LOL.
den afterdat we ate our dinner. and chuck and ching hadnt wanted to IMPOSE on neh. LOL. but they succumbed to the temptation in the end. so in the end they IMPOSED on neh too. LOL.
and me who got even lower than neh for the art landscape, im actly doing all the drawing cans? LOL. they must so thank me ks! yeah babeh yeah.
and neh says that im hogging her com!
ok they are like so hammering me now. esp ching!! arhh. help!! omg...
ching says: maymay has been RAPED!!ive gt the evidence
may says: and they are now looking at my hp! and reading my sms. bleah.
came to la's house at 2 oclock today. like so early ks. LOLOL. den we were just crapping and doing our dumb chinese kou yu biao da. LOL. den ching and chuck came and joined us at 5 pm. LOL. den ching the drama queen was like we are at street 21!! ohmygod, we're LOST! omg! omg! and me and la were fooled ks. maybe she can just win the oscarand then we were going to go meet them at pasir ris interchange. LOL. we are so innocent cans. LOL.
den afterdat we ate our dinner. and chuck and ching hadnt wanted to IMPOSE on neh. LOL. but they succumbed to the temptation in the end. so in the end they IMPOSED on neh too. LOL.
and me who got even lower than neh for the art landscape, im actly doing all the drawing cans? LOL. they must so thank me ks! yeah babeh yeah.
and neh says that im hogging her com!
ok they are like so hammering me now. esp ching!! arhh. help!! omg...
ching says: maymay has been RAPED!!ive gt the evidence
may says: and they are now looking at my hp! and reading my sms. bleah.
i love singing!
omg i love singing. i really do. i dont know how im gna live without singing. i mean, i really enjoy myself thoroughly when im singing. and when im angry, singing calms me down. like real effectively. singing really means the world to me. im so so so glad i joined choir. joining choir has let me discover my passion for singing. i really dont know what i am going to do without singing. i cant imagine a world without singing.
I LOVE SINGING! (:
whoopi!
I LOVE SINGING! (:
whoopi!
Friday, September 09, 2005
chicken invaders2
LOL. so i played chicken invaders 2 again. LOL. but poo! i finished up my twenty minutes. :( looking on the bright side, at least i got to wave 74. and YAY i got past mars and reached earth ks. so i kinda fufilled my wish! yayay. like happiness can. LOL.
chicken invaders 2 is really really nice. and oh, my score was 4 million plus plus plus. so rocks rite? hahas. i rock man. pro sia. hehehe. but on the downside, my fingers are hurting. and wads worse is that my right wrist's hurting too. sad mans. i need my right wrist to do lotsa things. i cant afford to let anything happen to it! hahas. i guess all these are signs of me using the comp too much. guess i should cut down.
oh and i got other games to recommend. yall should try pizza frenzy, diner dash, and barnyard invasion! haha. most importantly, should try chicken rush. its something like chicken invaders 2! only its more cartoon and vibrant and more messy. heehee. but i prefer chicken invaders lar. simple and fun! yay!
ohmans why am i blogging about games? shows how sianded i am like can.
hahas. ok shall blog about hwk. xP
i managed to finish my last maths paper and finish up all my newspaper articles. hahas. this means that im only left with my section C of the last sci paper, zhou ji and most importantly, my art thumbnails. of course im still have to meet neh to do the kou yu biao da and the rest to draw out the final version of the art piece.
hahas. im quite proud of myself, although i din do much. but at least i did something everyday. LOL. finally im no longer SUCH a procrastinator. hahas. but poo, i dont think i have the time to mug liaos. heehee.
basically spent my last few days sleeping late and waking up late. LOLOL. and i holed myself up in another room during the day and finished up my homework while listening to the discman and ocassionally taking breaks and figuring out lyrics. hahas. i also played com and gameboy and slacked around lar. oh and i also read my harry potter books! yay.
what a boring holiday i have, but at least its not too busy. x)
whoopi!
chicken invaders 2 is really really nice. and oh, my score was 4 million plus plus plus. so rocks rite? hahas. i rock man. pro sia. hehehe. but on the downside, my fingers are hurting. and wads worse is that my right wrist's hurting too. sad mans. i need my right wrist to do lotsa things. i cant afford to let anything happen to it! hahas. i guess all these are signs of me using the comp too much. guess i should cut down.
oh and i got other games to recommend. yall should try pizza frenzy, diner dash, and barnyard invasion! haha. most importantly, should try chicken rush. its something like chicken invaders 2! only its more cartoon and vibrant and more messy. heehee. but i prefer chicken invaders lar. simple and fun! yay!
ohmans why am i blogging about games? shows how sianded i am like can.
hahas. ok shall blog about hwk. xP
i managed to finish my last maths paper and finish up all my newspaper articles. hahas. this means that im only left with my section C of the last sci paper, zhou ji and most importantly, my art thumbnails. of course im still have to meet neh to do the kou yu biao da and the rest to draw out the final version of the art piece.
hahas. im quite proud of myself, although i din do much. but at least i did something everyday. LOL. finally im no longer SUCH a procrastinator. hahas. but poo, i dont think i have the time to mug liaos. heehee.
basically spent my last few days sleeping late and waking up late. LOLOL. and i holed myself up in another room during the day and finished up my homework while listening to the discman and ocassionally taking breaks and figuring out lyrics. hahas. i also played com and gameboy and slacked around lar. oh and i also read my harry potter books! yay.
what a boring holiday i have, but at least its not too busy. x)
whoopi!
Thursday, September 08, 2005
chicken invaders 2
ok, so i finally admit, chicken invaders 2 IS very nice. but i only have the trial version :( so i can only play it for like twenty minutes more. LOL. so i shall make full use of the twenty minutes and get to MARS! whoots.
lol. i use to hate chicken invaders when the rayrin told me to play it, he said it was fun, i thought it was super lame and boring, like you just hit and shoot and shoot those damn coo-coo chickens. LOL. so stupid sia. but i guess ppl change, right - ? ;) its actly quite fun to like shoot the chickens and to avoid the eggs. LOL.
i got to wave 47 and died. like so sad :( my score was over a million plus plus plus. SO LOUSY. argh. i shall do better. but i can only play it for 20 mins. after that i'll have to buy the thing. so sad :( anyone knows the registration key?
i turned on the com in the middle of the night just to play chicken invaders 2. ohh and my fingers are hurting due to overexertion cos i pressed on the mouse too many times. lol. this shows when you are getting addicted. LOL.
LOL. why am i blogging about chicken invaders 2? shows how bored and coo-coo im turning.
maymay's a coo-coo kia!
LOL. its 1.33am now. should i sleep?
guess not.
maybe i shall go and find other games x)
but ciao anyways. LOL.
ohh and one last thing. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! to my youngest sister! (:
whoots we are going to go jack's place in the evening. yehman!((:
lol. i use to hate chicken invaders when the rayrin told me to play it, he said it was fun, i thought it was super lame and boring, like you just hit and shoot and shoot those damn coo-coo chickens. LOL. so stupid sia. but i guess ppl change, right - ? ;) its actly quite fun to like shoot the chickens and to avoid the eggs. LOL.
i got to wave 47 and died. like so sad :( my score was over a million plus plus plus. SO LOUSY. argh. i shall do better. but i can only play it for 20 mins. after that i'll have to buy the thing. so sad :( anyone knows the registration key?
i turned on the com in the middle of the night just to play chicken invaders 2. ohh and my fingers are hurting due to overexertion cos i pressed on the mouse too many times. lol. this shows when you are getting addicted. LOL.
LOL. why am i blogging about chicken invaders 2? shows how bored and coo-coo im turning.
maymay's a coo-coo kia!
LOL. its 1.33am now. should i sleep?
guess not.
maybe i shall go and find other games x)
but ciao anyways. LOL.
ohh and one last thing. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! to my youngest sister! (:
whoots we are going to go jack's place in the evening. yehman!((:
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
noth
todae went for a sistas mugathon. LOL. but a pity only me sher xuan and fei were there. dada and wen couldnt make it. so sad. boo. but anyways, we saw tingpei, bernice, jiahui and zhiqian there. they left for their CO later anyways. haha.
i think studying together is so cool oks. i finished two and 1/3 papers todae within 6 hours! that's so pro lar cans. hahas. and i did EVERY SINGLE QUESTION ok. NO BLANKS! (: haha. yupps. if i did those papers at home, i would have taken 6 hrs to do less than one paper. cos i'll be so distracted by the harry potter books, the tv and the comp. hahas. so a sistas mugathon is VERY effective. LOL.
fei wear until so sexy today cans. hahas. sphaghetti straps. hahas. seh! haha. i tie my hair until so high todae can. tied at like 10am? now is 2.16 am and im still not taking them off. and its a VERY tight ponytail somemore. argh my poor head. LOL. yeah and i just really really miss choir ppl. i miss dada and wenwen and weirui and rayrin and louis and mama and stanger. haii. so long never hang out with them ler.
hmm after i went back home, my dad told me we were going swensens. LOL. seh man! and i was so damn excited can. haha. get to eat expensive food again. after such a long long time. hahas. yeah i ate my beloved sirloin steak. and i ate 1/5 of my sister's pasta and i ate a bigg chocolate icecream. LOL. i rock cans. my appetite is increasing! whoots. (:
yeah and reached home at 10? been online since then, until now. tmr i shall attempt to finish a maths paper and the remaining science paper. oh and 5 pages of zitie. LOL. i shall be a guai kia and mug!
oh and ching and chuck, if you are reading this, we have to meet up for the art! so how arhs? maybe we go neh's house? cos i need to go her house for chi oral. den i go her house in the morn, den yall go meet us in the afternoon cans? LOL. love yall! <3 ((:
ok shall go sleep so that i can wake up bright and early to mug. oh and can ppl gimme some suggestions on how to mug? LOL. im a guaikia. CHEERS! (:
i think studying together is so cool oks. i finished two and 1/3 papers todae within 6 hours! that's so pro lar cans. hahas. and i did EVERY SINGLE QUESTION ok. NO BLANKS! (: haha. yupps. if i did those papers at home, i would have taken 6 hrs to do less than one paper. cos i'll be so distracted by the harry potter books, the tv and the comp. hahas. so a sistas mugathon is VERY effective. LOL.
fei wear until so sexy today cans. hahas. sphaghetti straps. hahas. seh! haha. i tie my hair until so high todae can. tied at like 10am? now is 2.16 am and im still not taking them off. and its a VERY tight ponytail somemore. argh my poor head. LOL. yeah and i just really really miss choir ppl. i miss dada and wenwen and weirui and rayrin and louis and mama and stanger. haii. so long never hang out with them ler.
hmm after i went back home, my dad told me we were going swensens. LOL. seh man! and i was so damn excited can. haha. get to eat expensive food again. after such a long long time. hahas. yeah i ate my beloved sirloin steak. and i ate 1/5 of my sister's pasta and i ate a bigg chocolate icecream. LOL. i rock cans. my appetite is increasing! whoots. (:
yeah and reached home at 10? been online since then, until now. tmr i shall attempt to finish a maths paper and the remaining science paper. oh and 5 pages of zitie. LOL. i shall be a guai kia and mug!
oh and ching and chuck, if you are reading this, we have to meet up for the art! so how arhs? maybe we go neh's house? cos i need to go her house for chi oral. den i go her house in the morn, den yall go meet us in the afternoon cans? LOL. love yall! <3 ((:
ok shall go sleep so that i can wake up bright and early to mug. oh and can ppl gimme some suggestions on how to mug? LOL. im a guaikia. CHEERS! (:
Monday, September 05, 2005
miss you
sch hols are here! hahas. im quite happy actly. cos like i was so sick and tired of going to school. but haii, so what if sch hols are here? cant even go out lar. have to spend the hols piaing and doing homework.
but anyways, im just happy to be at home lar. hahas. den can wake up late late.(:
i have like a whole STACK of homework lar. should list them down here:
homework:
1) geog newspaper articles. one review, two highlight
2) art thumbnails.
3) art landscape [optional]
4) chi wsh [which i cant find]
5) read animal farm [halfway through]
6) do animal farm overview
7) past year maths exam papers, 2002 and 2004
8) past year geog exam paper
9) past year sci exam paper
10) chi zi tie
11) chi jian bao
12) chi zhou ji
projects/groupwork:
1) chinese oral with leanne
revision:
1) chinese test
2) sci test
3) revise for exams
oh mans. SO MUCH! but seriously speaking, with a little determination, all these homework can be completed within the first half of the week. HOWEVER, i lack the determination and willpower to do it. LOL. so i guess i shall have to take a much longer time to do these homework. hmm i think im gonna tackle one geog article and one jian bao today. plus 5 pages of zi tie, 10 pages if i can manage. oh and i shall finish animal farm today. LOL. wish me luck! if i manage to complete, it'll be GREAT. hahas. im gna be like so proud of myself mans. hahas.
tmr gna go out to white sands and do the exam papers with the sistas. LOL. or rather, half of the sistas? dunno who can go yet larhs, but at least i get to meet them. hahas. sigh i miss the choir famm. ARGH. really miss them lots, its been ages since we all went out. and i meant went out to shopping centres and all that. NOT places like kampong arang, which we went for the very last choir prac. haii. hopefully, we'll get to go out more often after exams. ahh. so sad.
and thinking of it now, i'll NEVER get to go overseas with dhschoir. i'll never get to take the aeroplane with them, i'll never get to see sleeping faces on the coach, i'll never get to stay in the same hotel as choir fam, i'll never get to share rooms with one of the sistas. i'll never get to do so many things with them. really regret it, but what can i do? i cant possibly stay here just for the italy trip. i know i'll regret. haii, thinking of it, there are pros and cons with every choice you make. you just know how to let go and take things easy, but somehow, i just cant let go.
i'll really miss the choir fam, really. this year has been the BEST. really. i mean, as sectwos, we are like kinda the young ones. but we have one year of jnrs to bully xP [joking nia] and like two years of snrs to dote on us and to like teng wo men. den most of us are not in the comm? lol.
even if some of us are in the comm, we dont have to take up the leading roles and to decide on so many things, so things arent so stressful. the snrs were right when they told me that sec2 year was going to be the best year. yeah true, there were some ups and downs, but in choir, i really really enjoyed myself. now im leaving, and i really cant bear to. the people i'll really fang bu xia are going to be the choir fam.
but my mind is set, im comfirm leaving, its been like my dream since sec1. but seriously, sometimes i cant help but wonder why such things as ips existed. why couldnt the whole level like go mainstream together? why cant we lke all just do the same thing as the sec4 batch. why must they like spilt us up and everything? now we have to endure the pain of leaving and the dilemma of choosing where to go. what a lousy thing. bleah.
oh, and the teachers, they more or less suck. but whatever, shant rant and rave about them. they deserve my respect! (: or rather, i should respect them.
what if i dont get into vjchoir? i'll totally like die lar. and i KNOW i'll regret ever going to vj. cos like, choir is my direction in life, if i dont have choir i dont know what i'll do. haii. i cant stand all these lor. and im so nervous about whether or not i can get into vj choir. i know that im not a very strong singer, just maybe average. so its like, haii, there'll be so much competition. i really wanna get into vjchoir, cos its the thing that kinda pulled me to vj. but thinking about it now, what if i cant get in? haii.
guess i shall go and do my work now instead of like sitting here and spouting nonsense. off to my mugger world. ciao.
i miss you. really.
but anyways, im just happy to be at home lar. hahas. den can wake up late late.(:
i have like a whole STACK of homework lar. should list them down here:
homework:
1) geog newspaper articles. one review, two highlight
2) art thumbnails.
3) art landscape [optional]
4) chi wsh [which i cant find]
5) read animal farm [halfway through]
6) do animal farm overview
7) past year maths exam papers, 2002 and 2004
8) past year geog exam paper
9) past year sci exam paper
10) chi zi tie
11) chi jian bao
12) chi zhou ji
projects/groupwork:
1) chinese oral with leanne
revision:
1) chinese test
2) sci test
3) revise for exams
oh mans. SO MUCH! but seriously speaking, with a little determination, all these homework can be completed within the first half of the week. HOWEVER, i lack the determination and willpower to do it. LOL. so i guess i shall have to take a much longer time to do these homework. hmm i think im gonna tackle one geog article and one jian bao today. plus 5 pages of zi tie, 10 pages if i can manage. oh and i shall finish animal farm today. LOL. wish me luck! if i manage to complete, it'll be GREAT. hahas. im gna be like so proud of myself mans. hahas.
tmr gna go out to white sands and do the exam papers with the sistas. LOL. or rather, half of the sistas? dunno who can go yet larhs, but at least i get to meet them. hahas. sigh i miss the choir famm. ARGH. really miss them lots, its been ages since we all went out. and i meant went out to shopping centres and all that. NOT places like kampong arang, which we went for the very last choir prac. haii. hopefully, we'll get to go out more often after exams. ahh. so sad.
and thinking of it now, i'll NEVER get to go overseas with dhschoir. i'll never get to take the aeroplane with them, i'll never get to see sleeping faces on the coach, i'll never get to stay in the same hotel as choir fam, i'll never get to share rooms with one of the sistas. i'll never get to do so many things with them. really regret it, but what can i do? i cant possibly stay here just for the italy trip. i know i'll regret. haii, thinking of it, there are pros and cons with every choice you make. you just know how to let go and take things easy, but somehow, i just cant let go.
i'll really miss the choir fam, really. this year has been the BEST. really. i mean, as sectwos, we are like kinda the young ones. but we have one year of jnrs to bully xP [joking nia] and like two years of snrs to dote on us and to like teng wo men. den most of us are not in the comm? lol.
even if some of us are in the comm, we dont have to take up the leading roles and to decide on so many things, so things arent so stressful. the snrs were right when they told me that sec2 year was going to be the best year. yeah true, there were some ups and downs, but in choir, i really really enjoyed myself. now im leaving, and i really cant bear to. the people i'll really fang bu xia are going to be the choir fam.
but my mind is set, im comfirm leaving, its been like my dream since sec1. but seriously, sometimes i cant help but wonder why such things as ips existed. why couldnt the whole level like go mainstream together? why cant we lke all just do the same thing as the sec4 batch. why must they like spilt us up and everything? now we have to endure the pain of leaving and the dilemma of choosing where to go. what a lousy thing. bleah.
oh, and the teachers, they more or less suck. but whatever, shant rant and rave about them. they deserve my respect! (: or rather, i should respect them.
what if i dont get into vjchoir? i'll totally like die lar. and i KNOW i'll regret ever going to vj. cos like, choir is my direction in life, if i dont have choir i dont know what i'll do. haii. i cant stand all these lor. and im so nervous about whether or not i can get into vj choir. i know that im not a very strong singer, just maybe average. so its like, haii, there'll be so much competition. i really wanna get into vjchoir, cos its the thing that kinda pulled me to vj. but thinking about it now, what if i cant get in? haii.
guess i shall go and do my work now instead of like sitting here and spouting nonsense. off to my mugger world. ciao.
i miss you. really.
Friday, September 02, 2005
teacher's day celebration
rahhs this is so sick lar. two consecutive entries disappeared! rahh. sick mans!
shall blog about teacher's day den. lol. i mean teacher's day eve. heh. the celebration was super funny lar like can. i mean, really, this celebration is prolly the best celebration i had in dhs so far.
the performances were all real cutes. and man, i LOVE the retro theme. miss seow looked so cute! (: hahas. now the retro theme's got me, sher and wen crazy. hahas. everywhr we go,when we see something retro, we'll go 'SO RETRO! so CUTE!' hahas.
i like the chinese dance. was v dazzling and like vibrant. hahas. i think that was prolly their best dance so far. i mean, it was bright enough to capture my attention. LOL. eds dance was also nubbad lars. i mean, was quite energetic and all. hahas. and i think this year's sec1s are like SUPER enthu lar. i mean, almost all the class performances come from them de lor. they did nubbad anyways.
like the sec4 guys de performance best. cos i think it was SUPER spastic. lol. i mean, its a nice change to see those 'seh' guys acting spastic for once. and somemore they having their prelims, and still took the time to come perform, quite thoughful barhs. LOL. bleah why am i like praising them?! so sick. heh. and i think the 2F03 performance was v cute too. i mean, their class must be very united lors. all sec4s now and in diff classes, but still took the time to come and arange for a performance lar. i mean, the performance wasnt perfect, but none of the performances were perfect anyways. i just really admire their class spirit. so sweet lar.
im like super happy? haha. cos like this is my last year in dhs, and they had such a great celebration, so cools like cans. (: this teacher's day ROCKED. hope next yrs will be like this too! (:
and anyways, went to catch a cab back to red swas wid shirleen, angmian and shirleen's fren. waited damn long like can. so sick lar. hmm reached red swas and walked around. sian lor. had practically nothing to do. saw some people lar. like tracy, lisa, zhengyi, ginn min, felicia, kevin, thongen. after that i left lor. cos was so sianded lar.
went to meet wen and sher at tm. lol. walked arnd toys r us. heh. so fun lar cans. den we all like going gaga over those cute children stuffs. yeaps. hahas. like so funny can. den we went to pastamania to eat. sher was like PILING her cheese on her food lar. hehe. so disgusting. wen tried cheese for like the second time in her life? hehe. and she quite liked it yeah. hehe. den we spent over an hour plus there, talking about stuffs and all. heh. remember our RAINBOWWW? lol. not referring to my chiobu rachel please, referring to SOMEONE else. hehe. so dun get the wrong idea. den we just walked and walked and walked lor. hehe. afterdat went to cs to like eat at the foodcourt.
hahas. a total coincidence, but i saw kevin, thongen, khaicheong, dunyang, shirleen, yahan, jiajun, yangsheng. LOL. big coincidence, when i saw them i got the shock of my life. din expect them to come here barhs. LOL. i think they were quite shocked to see me too? lol. and like wen and sher totally embarrassed me infront of them like can?! heh. so sad mans.
hahas. so i waited for wen to finish her food den we went home. cos wen wanted to catch her superstar. LOL. (:
hmm overall, it was a fun day lar. loved it! hahas. one of the funnest please. hehe.
due to the demand of my dearest CHING, i shall write a special dedication to the sexy fam.
heh. i had a minor fake argument wid ching in the audi on mon i think. LOL. and she said, that i din love the sexy fam? lol. that is NOTNOTNOT true! hehe. i love the sexy fam alot ks. and its like although i dont talk about yall that much, but yall still do stand for something in my heart. yall were the ones that pulled me through my toughest times in twobee, perhaps yall dont even know that. but yall were the ones who gave me the support to get through class times and all. really love yall alot. the times i had with yall are some of my most precious memories and i really wont forget yall ks. love yall lots. thanks for everything! muachs! (:
to ching: i shall schedule a sexy fam outing in my heart, but i might not be able to go out because of my dad. LOL. (:
hmm. felt abit sad yesterday. i think its time i changed, i mean, im really quite an idiot lor. like im bossy and irritatin and like acts like a know it all? i think it just has to do with myself not being able to keep my mouth shut. if i were able to keep my mouth shut and not complain about like EVERYTHING in the world, maybe i wont be so irritating. and im like quite mean sometimes lar. just like wad wen said, people already say sorry already, wad else do you want them to do? yeah that's very true. i guess i always like hold grudges to people and all. maybe i should just learn to forgive and forget barhs. yeah. and i should smile more. LOL. so people wun misunderstand. and im like offending people everywhere and making enemies. maybe i should just learn to be fake. haii. so sad. im such a failure. bleah.
shall blog about teacher's day den. lol. i mean teacher's day eve. heh. the celebration was super funny lar like can. i mean, really, this celebration is prolly the best celebration i had in dhs so far.
the performances were all real cutes. and man, i LOVE the retro theme. miss seow looked so cute! (: hahas. now the retro theme's got me, sher and wen crazy. hahas. everywhr we go,when we see something retro, we'll go 'SO RETRO! so CUTE!' hahas.
i like the chinese dance. was v dazzling and like vibrant. hahas. i think that was prolly their best dance so far. i mean, it was bright enough to capture my attention. LOL. eds dance was also nubbad lars. i mean, was quite energetic and all. hahas. and i think this year's sec1s are like SUPER enthu lar. i mean, almost all the class performances come from them de lor. they did nubbad anyways.
like the sec4 guys de performance best. cos i think it was SUPER spastic. lol. i mean, its a nice change to see those 'seh' guys acting spastic for once. and somemore they having their prelims, and still took the time to come perform, quite thoughful barhs. LOL. bleah why am i like praising them?! so sick. heh. and i think the 2F03 performance was v cute too. i mean, their class must be very united lors. all sec4s now and in diff classes, but still took the time to come and arange for a performance lar. i mean, the performance wasnt perfect, but none of the performances were perfect anyways. i just really admire their class spirit. so sweet lar.
im like super happy? haha. cos like this is my last year in dhs, and they had such a great celebration, so cools like cans. (: this teacher's day ROCKED. hope next yrs will be like this too! (:
and anyways, went to catch a cab back to red swas wid shirleen, angmian and shirleen's fren. waited damn long like can. so sick lar. hmm reached red swas and walked around. sian lor. had practically nothing to do. saw some people lar. like tracy, lisa, zhengyi, ginn min, felicia, kevin, thongen. after that i left lor. cos was so sianded lar.
went to meet wen and sher at tm. lol. walked arnd toys r us. heh. so fun lar cans. den we all like going gaga over those cute children stuffs. yeaps. hahas. like so funny can. den we went to pastamania to eat. sher was like PILING her cheese on her food lar. hehe. so disgusting. wen tried cheese for like the second time in her life? hehe. and she quite liked it yeah. hehe. den we spent over an hour plus there, talking about stuffs and all. heh. remember our RAINBOWWW? lol. not referring to my chiobu rachel please, referring to SOMEONE else. hehe. so dun get the wrong idea. den we just walked and walked and walked lor. hehe. afterdat went to cs to like eat at the foodcourt.
hahas. a total coincidence, but i saw kevin, thongen, khaicheong, dunyang, shirleen, yahan, jiajun, yangsheng. LOL. big coincidence, when i saw them i got the shock of my life. din expect them to come here barhs. LOL. i think they were quite shocked to see me too? lol. and like wen and sher totally embarrassed me infront of them like can?! heh. so sad mans.
hahas. so i waited for wen to finish her food den we went home. cos wen wanted to catch her superstar. LOL. (:
hmm overall, it was a fun day lar. loved it! hahas. one of the funnest please. hehe.
due to the demand of my dearest CHING, i shall write a special dedication to the sexy fam.
heh. i had a minor fake argument wid ching in the audi on mon i think. LOL. and she said, that i din love the sexy fam? lol. that is NOTNOTNOT true! hehe. i love the sexy fam alot ks. and its like although i dont talk about yall that much, but yall still do stand for something in my heart. yall were the ones that pulled me through my toughest times in twobee, perhaps yall dont even know that. but yall were the ones who gave me the support to get through class times and all. really love yall alot. the times i had with yall are some of my most precious memories and i really wont forget yall ks. love yall lots. thanks for everything! muachs! (:
to ching: i shall schedule a sexy fam outing in my heart, but i might not be able to go out because of my dad. LOL. (:
hmm. felt abit sad yesterday. i think its time i changed, i mean, im really quite an idiot lor. like im bossy and irritatin and like acts like a know it all? i think it just has to do with myself not being able to keep my mouth shut. if i were able to keep my mouth shut and not complain about like EVERYTHING in the world, maybe i wont be so irritating. and im like quite mean sometimes lar. just like wad wen said, people already say sorry already, wad else do you want them to do? yeah that's very true. i guess i always like hold grudges to people and all. maybe i should just learn to forgive and forget barhs. yeah. and i should smile more. LOL. so people wun misunderstand. and im like offending people everywhere and making enemies. maybe i should just learn to be fake. haii. so sad. im such a failure. bleah.
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