:)

I had fun today dears. Haha thanks so much for always being there. Dunno what I'd do without the two of you :) It was great just sitting there and chatting and laughing our heads off at silly random things haha. It's been 2years and counting! Heh, many many many LOVES :D


And Year1s and Mcmuggers, thank you all too:)

You are, Sunlight, and I Moon.

Midyears are over! And it's the worst exams I've ever had. Am not looking forward to getting back my papers :(

Anyway, yesterday was one of the happiest days I've had in a long time.

DSA AUDITIONS IN THE MORNING!
I find the junior batch rather cute, it's nice to talk to them. And they seem like fun people too, so yeah I can't wait for them to come in next year! :)

GREAT CHOIR PRAC :D
The practice on Saturday was one of the best we've had so far :) Think Mr Kwei's warm ups worked wonders for me heh. The choir sounded quite good I must say:) See choir, we can do it if we all put in that extra effort! WE CAN BE CHOIR OF THE WORLD, JIAYOU CHOIR :) And I love my new quartet position! Haha with Wayne and Desmond beside me, Si Ting behind me, Rachel and Novabelle on the other side of Wayne and Desmond (all zai singers), plus the fact that I can hear the Sop1s quite clearly when singing Il Married Women, well, I can only say there isn't a better position than mine :D



THE YEAR THREES CAME BACK!
Yeah Yizha, Oliver, Shixuan, Kenny and Dawn came back to visit us! It's cool seeing them sitting there listening to us. They said we were good anyway :) Went to pig out with the army guys at HongKong Cafe after that haha. Camwhored a bit, and Oliver treated me to Bo Lo Bao. And the others treated other desserts heh! It was pretty nice sitting there and bitching/chatting with them heh. It'll be long till I get to see them again, so take care my dears(all ten of you), and see you all in 3 weeks' time alright!



WENT OUT WITH THE YEAR TWOS :)
Met them at cityhall after the yearthrees went off. Haha it was damn fun going out with them. They are damn spastic people, and they never fail to make me laugh hahaha. It was super fun lah, so thank you dears :)

Okay so that's all, heh for yesterday. It was really a great day haha, exciting and fun from the start till the end heh!





Great day today too :)
Met up with my didi and meimei-in-law today. They treated me to Pizza Hut omg haha. And it was a damn fun outing, thanks dears for listening to me go crazy over anything and everything hahaha. Found out at night that it was their anniversary today! Omg and they chose to spend it with me! And treated me! OMG ON THEIR ANNIVESARY. I feel damn bad please, so THANK YOU MY DEARS. I FEEL REALLY HONOURED THAT YOU TWO CHOSE TO SPEND YOUR ANNIVERSAY WITH ME. I LOVE YOU TWO :D

Met up with some of the years ones after that to shop. I bought a pair of gray skinnies, so YAY I'm happy :) It was fun being out with them too. :D

Heh it's been a great postexam weekend! And bleah school starts again tmr! Sigh.

Well, one week later at this time, I'll be at the airport, thinking of what movies to spam on the plane MUAHAHA.

Just think:
Westminster Abbey
Buckingham Palace
Trafalgar Square
St Paul's Cathedral
Hyde Park
River Thames
Tate Modern
Madame Tussauds
The West End
Oxford Street

Plus,
Leeds Castle!
Beautiful Scenery in Llangollen

AND MUCH MUCH MORE :D:D:D
OMGOMG I CAN'T WAIT :)

Can't wait!

OMGOMGOMG. I can't wait for Wales.

It's only 2weeks away!
I can't believe it hahahaha, after waiting for so long, it's gonna be here soon.

Reading through the tour booklet made me even more excited, OMGOMGOMG.
I can't stop thinking of Wales yknow :D

Yay let midyears hurry up be over, then we can all concentrate on Wales.
Oh and DSA auditions too ;P Heh, if you guys know why I'm so excited for it HEH!

WALES; CHOIR OF THE WORLD,
HERE WE COME.

How things have changed.

Wow, it's been (almost) a year.

Thank you for having been such a wonderful friend, you've brought much joy to my life, really. Things feel so, familiar yet distant at the same time. Thank you for the phonecalls, the enjoyable nonsensical conversations, for everything. Thank you for being there for me when I needed someone.

Somehow, I never guessed that things will turn out this way. I don't know whose fault it is, well, I feel it's nobody's. Different expectations, different goals, that's what happened isn't it. I really miss this friendship, but I know that things are different now, and there's no point trying to reconstruct something that will never come back. All the happy memories will be tucked in a little corner of my mind, and when I feel nostalgic, I'll pull them out and experience the long forgotten again.

It's not easy learning to let go; who doesn't want something good to last forever? But at the very least, I'm content enough to have had such an amazing friend. It's been a good one year, full of ups and downs, and now that it's coming to a close, I will accept all changes and be content with what I've had.

I'll never forget you.

Cream of the crop.

Never doubt your own ability.

However, sometimes, you just can't help but feel as though you're not good enough. How do you believe in yourself when everyone seems to think that you're not good enough?

It's a hundred times worse when you've reached a certain level, thinking 'yes that's not bad but you're probably gonna get better', only to realise that that level was your peak, that it's the best you can ever be. It gets worse, when you realise that you're dropping, falling back to how you originally were, knowing that there's hardly any time for you to improve anymore.

It feels so horrible, and demoralizing, and you just want to give up.

Most people just tell you that all these don't matter at the end of the day, but, who doesn't want to excel in whatever they do?

To have gotten a taste of being near the top, only to have everything crashing down on you, knowing you that you'll never be anywhere near that anymore. Learning that you've disappointed those people who tried so hard to help you and have placed high hopes on you. Man, that really feels horrible.

Random.

Thank you Sherwin for the 2hrplus talk on yesterday at Gelare, it's really nice to rant everything out. We talked/discussed/gossipped/bitched about anything and everything haha. I haven't had a really good talk with anyone in a freakishly long time, so it feels really good to just let everything out. <3 you girl!

I miss DOTA-ing!
And I miss the continuous Bleach-ing.
Bleah.

On the other hand, I'm looking forward to Wales! Super exciting omg. Just gotta mug hard in the meantime.

Oh no I'm getting disjointed cause I don't feel like blogging anymore. Ciao.

OhSixVeeOneOne

Ah, I miss IP.

Especially the end part of my IP2 life. What with Inv!gorate, the preparation for the IP symposium, and my IP2 december holidays. That was seriously the best.


Inv!gorate was well, an invigorating experience HAHA. It's nice to just cheer and cheer for your class even when you know you can't play well enough to stand on the court to represent the class. Even then, I still enjoyed myself very much. I remember the scene after the first day of Inv!gorate, when every one returned to class. All of us looked like.. burnt charcoal haha, I could literally smell the burning smell coming from all of us. And I remember how a few guys were injured quite badly, and some people had to rush to get ice for them and stuff. It's not a typical scene, like, how often do you get to see the whole class burnt as charcoal, with perspiration streaming down their faces and looking dead tired. I felt really proud of my class then, haha, kinda weird to feel that at that point of time, but I was just really happy that we went through Inv!gorate as a class. Of course, we emerged Champions :) But that's not the point, the point was how Inv!gorate managed to draw the class, if possible, more closely together than ever.


And then there was the preparation for the IP symposium. That was the first time I presented for any IP functions and frankly speaking, I was terrified. But that week, even though it was stressful, was oddly relaxing at the same time. I remember I spent the entire week inside the Electives hub, with my groupmates, eh I think they were Cephas, Pu En, Pooja, and JT, (plus Ian of course haha). Yi Liang and Kelvin visited from time to time, bringing the guitar along with them. That's when I learnt how to play the guitar. I remember the DI group was beside us too, so I had Althea to keep me company at times too haha. It felt quite nice to laze around, and to sit at the staircase to play the guitars and all that. I remember how I would go to that staircase to sing when I felt that the stress of presenting was overwhelming me. Haha I really treasure those memories cause I know this scenario will never happen again, haha but well those were happy memories. :)


Of course, there was also the class chalet and various class outings during the IP2 december holidays. Those were happy memories too.


Haha oh well, it's kinda sad that we haven't really had a class outing in such a long time. I really love 06v11, and I miss everyone like crazy haha. Hopefully the outing on tuesday will really happen, it'll be nice to see everyone again, haha. Any 06v11-ers reading this, please try to go for the class gathering/outing on Tuesday 10th June alright. Go check your emails, Alicea sent an email. :)

Fall for You ; Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breathe

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oh
But hold your breathe

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find