firstly, one piece of BIGG news to announce.
I GOT INTO VIP!(:
fine. i know many ppl will sae that im bragging and that i shud not be like telling every one abt it. but really im very happy lar. as for the people who've not gotten in yet or not had their interviews yet, the only thing i can sae now i good luck. and i dun mean to haolian or anything. what will be will be. no use worrying so much anyways. yupps. jiayou barhs.
newaes. im now kinda like a victorian liao barhs. i dno leh. i mean. i dont hv to pia so much liaos. but i still feel lke working hard. cos i want to know whr i stand. i will feel v disappointed at myself if i get bad results when i end my sec2 yrs. yupps. i must be a hardworking and guai student(: LOL.
i really wna give a big thank you to the people who were TRULY HAPPY for me when i got into vip. really, without yall the support. i prolly wuldnt have gotten so far. & a special thank you to my dearest laogong! dont know wad i will do without you. LOL(:
today had maths test. lol. the killer test as everyone said. im gna flunk it anyway. lol. nvm, everyone's gna flunk it too. -.-''' so much for the amt of work i put in trying to study for the dumb maths lor. LOL. to think that i even roped in rayrin to help me. but in the end it came to no use at all. great. absolutely great. but thanks shifu anyways. you arent shifu for nth!(: LOL.
yupps. chinese was a laugh todae. i tink its partially cos i was so high. i mean, it was after i realised i got into vip. yeah. so during chinese we were all screaming lar. yeah. scream and scream and scream. LOL. i tink that's why i could reach high A todae. LOL. the chinese sub teacher is damn GAY and spastic lar. i can talk across the aisle to viv and he doesnt even care. i mean, its so evident that he saw us. but he doesnt care at all. i mean. lke wth rites. what sort of teacher is he?
ohwells. todae was quite a happy day lar. i mean yeah. i got into vj, and the prospect of going choir later was really a happy thing lar. but yeah i got damn pissed off during choir. which kinda spoiled my day. but i felt better after singing mamamia. cos its such a long an tiring song. i kinda vented all my frustrations. yupps and after dat went off to learn on rising wind. LOL. on rising wind is SUPER nice oks. i love it lots lar. yupps(: and weirui solo SUPER nice! yeah. when she solo i can feel the goosebumps one leh. wasia. so pro rites. LOL(:
hmm. after dat we sang to everything there is a season. sat beside wen. i sang better than i usually did. LOL. dno why oso. den after dat just slack arnd in the music rm until lke 6.45. yeah. the usual bunch of ppl lar. louis, weirui, rayrin, diane, brandon, amelia, me, sherry, jiawen. yupps. den just played, sang, acted spastic and laughed and slackked arnd lar. yeah. stranger is SUPER farnie oks. i dun uds how he can be so farnie de larhs. he shud go be in eds since he acts so well. LOL. but its a good thing he's in choir, otherwise, i wudnt have know him! LOL.
after dat went to eat lors. yupps. went to bedok the burger king. den just ate le jiu went home. a typical day lars. yupps.
something impt to take note of:
-DHSCHOIR CONCERT-
I'M GONNA SING
one heart. one passion. one voice.
19th August 2005
Dhs Auditiorium
6.30 - 8 pm
Tickets priced at $8.
*flowers will be sold at the venue. no outside flowers allowed.
Prices: $1.50 - $2
Saturday, July 30, 2005
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
frenships >.<
frenships are very fragile.
this is not only happening to me, its happeninning to all those arnd me. we must really cherish all the times that we have together as good frens, for you will never know when they may end.
was scolded by leelaoshi todae. she said that my chi was getting worse and worse. and that i hardly paid attention in class. she sounded really angry. and for a moment there, i felt ashamed of myself. of course, she din scold me in front of the whole class, she had confiscated my oral presentation script just cos i left them on the table and had not taken out my ke ben. so i had went to get them back from her. WADEVERR. but really, wad she said struck a chord in me. i realised that my studies are really deproving. and yet i dont know how to get them back. yeah a lot of ppl will sae that im good in studies and stuff. but really, looking at my chinese results, im ashamed of myself. yet, i dont know how to improve. she asked me why my chinese results were liddat. i said that chinese is difficult. she said that it was not difficult. den she asked me whether i understood the kewens. den i said yeah. den she said, she only teaches kewen and not some chim chim stuff in class. so how can it be difficult. and how can i not understand. yeah. true. but the fact is that i just do not understand. what do you want me to do? i dont even know how to improve. also, wad is worrying me is also my maths. ESPECIALLY INDICES. i got back alot of my maths assignments todae. and for all of them, i had less than half the questions correct. sometimes, i wonder why this is happening. i am not someone to be weak at maths. even though maths has not been and will never be my stongest subject. i can generally do alright in maths. however, this time. im really getting worried for my maths now. my maths is an A1. and i want it to stay an A1. i cannot afford to fail another indices test. i really cannot. there's remedial with miss seow tmr. i think she might be able to help me. but really, seeing all those maths questions, my head starts to swirl. i really cant take it. i need help. SERIOUSLY. ive decided to study hard. but i somehow just cant seem to concentrate in class. going into class every morning fills me with a kind of sadness. and somehow it leaves me thinking abt choir and how happy i am in choir. it really distracts me. i feel so miserable in class. everyday, i look forward to recess and to after school. just so i can leave the saddening class. i guess what is saddening me is the people and not the class. but really. i just cant stand some people in class. i feel so miserable. i really should concentrate in class. but somehow i know that if i dont solve this problem with my class, i will never be able to concentrate. and that will only earn me more scoldings from teachers. but one thing i appreciate is that leelaoshi have woken me up. true, no one likes to be scolded. but really, im not someone to be scolded often, so being scolded by leelaoshi have made me seen what i am behaving in class. i write postcards the whole day long in class. if not, i spend my time daydreaming abt choir. this is really bad. and my work is getting from bad to worse.
someone help me.
i hate this. i really do. i hate my class. i will be glad to leave my class. i really will.
this is not only happening to me, its happeninning to all those arnd me. we must really cherish all the times that we have together as good frens, for you will never know when they may end.
was scolded by leelaoshi todae. she said that my chi was getting worse and worse. and that i hardly paid attention in class. she sounded really angry. and for a moment there, i felt ashamed of myself. of course, she din scold me in front of the whole class, she had confiscated my oral presentation script just cos i left them on the table and had not taken out my ke ben. so i had went to get them back from her. WADEVERR. but really, wad she said struck a chord in me. i realised that my studies are really deproving. and yet i dont know how to get them back. yeah a lot of ppl will sae that im good in studies and stuff. but really, looking at my chinese results, im ashamed of myself. yet, i dont know how to improve. she asked me why my chinese results were liddat. i said that chinese is difficult. she said that it was not difficult. den she asked me whether i understood the kewens. den i said yeah. den she said, she only teaches kewen and not some chim chim stuff in class. so how can it be difficult. and how can i not understand. yeah. true. but the fact is that i just do not understand. what do you want me to do? i dont even know how to improve. also, wad is worrying me is also my maths. ESPECIALLY INDICES. i got back alot of my maths assignments todae. and for all of them, i had less than half the questions correct. sometimes, i wonder why this is happening. i am not someone to be weak at maths. even though maths has not been and will never be my stongest subject. i can generally do alright in maths. however, this time. im really getting worried for my maths now. my maths is an A1. and i want it to stay an A1. i cannot afford to fail another indices test. i really cannot. there's remedial with miss seow tmr. i think she might be able to help me. but really, seeing all those maths questions, my head starts to swirl. i really cant take it. i need help. SERIOUSLY. ive decided to study hard. but i somehow just cant seem to concentrate in class. going into class every morning fills me with a kind of sadness. and somehow it leaves me thinking abt choir and how happy i am in choir. it really distracts me. i feel so miserable in class. everyday, i look forward to recess and to after school. just so i can leave the saddening class. i guess what is saddening me is the people and not the class. but really. i just cant stand some people in class. i feel so miserable. i really should concentrate in class. but somehow i know that if i dont solve this problem with my class, i will never be able to concentrate. and that will only earn me more scoldings from teachers. but one thing i appreciate is that leelaoshi have woken me up. true, no one likes to be scolded. but really, im not someone to be scolded often, so being scolded by leelaoshi have made me seen what i am behaving in class. i write postcards the whole day long in class. if not, i spend my time daydreaming abt choir. this is really bad. and my work is getting from bad to worse.
someone help me.
i hate this. i really do. i hate my class. i will be glad to leave my class. i really will.
Monday, July 25, 2005
Friday, July 22, 2005
thingschange//
ive realised that things change very quickly
conflicts can be dissolved within days;
conflicts can ignite in just a few seconds
that special feeling can come in days;
it can go in miliseconds
you can go from being a favourite;
to being a hated in a matter of minutes
things might be great today;
it might not be tomorrow
things really change easily and it is very important to cherish everything that you have and experienced, all the wonderful memories;
for you dunno if you will be able to have these feelings back.
-confused
conflicts can be dissolved within days;
conflicts can ignite in just a few seconds
that special feeling can come in days;
it can go in miliseconds
you can go from being a favourite;
to being a hated in a matter of minutes
things might be great today;
it might not be tomorrow
things really change easily and it is very important to cherish everything that you have and experienced, all the wonderful memories;
for you dunno if you will be able to have these feelings back.
-confused
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
thamtham(:
im sorry. im really really sorry.
just wanna tell you that i really luv you alot. really.
forgive me):
LURVE YA
muackks
just wanna tell you that i really luv you alot. really.
forgive me):
LURVE YA
muackks
Sunday, July 17, 2005
concert(:
hmm. todae no choir. hahas. cos sec3s had listening. yeah. they said it was quite hard. but nevertheless, JIAYOU! <3>
hahas. got my bdae prezzie todae! whee. hahas. its this really cute piglet cushion lar. dat rayrin bought at mini toons. whee. THANKS RAYRIN. THANKS SO MUCH. i lurve the piglet cushion! hahas. im gna hug it to slp everyday(:
brought my dahling no.1 to sch todae. and its the golden shit! hahas. those who've seen my CUTE shit will know. hahas. its as cute as me! hahas. meant to bring it todae to like play lar. hahas. budden in the end no use. hahas. oh ya. ive got a dahling no.2 le. hahas. and its the piglet cushion! ohmans. so CUTES(:
yupps. den me and jw went to vj to submit our application form. met this TOTALLY ap teacher who was saying that we last min hand up and everything. like WALAU lar. this really is going to be a factor on me deciding to go vj if i can get in. like wth. she v de asshole lar. BLEAH.
yupps. den me and wen tok alot lar. hahas. and crapped abt the different schls lor. and which one to go to. wen still doesnt noe. for me, its either vip or dhp. can get into vip den go, cant get into den go dhp lor. actly, dhp aint that bad also, and since choir's getting a new conductor. mayb staying will be worthwhile. yupps.
den after dat reached kfc at arnd 2 plus? hahas. yeah. den the rest of the sistas were already there le. hahas. den already eating le ymy. yeah. den after dat sher wanted us to help her refill her water wid sprite. den after dat when we refilling, nottie wen go and put plain water inside. den we laugh until wanna die lor. hahas. so farnie lars. and to think that sher din even noe lar! hahas. den afterdat erm me and wen went to buy our food and just like eat lor. hahas. den everyone finish eating le den we two still slowly eating. hahas. sher and da v cute lor. sae they are the 'siao' pair. sae me and wen the 'seh' pair. sae xuan and fei the 'shu nu' pair. hahas. so we make up the 'S' pairs. hahas. so funny lar. like so spastic cans. hahas. yeahs.
yeah. den after dat we just crapped and played and tokked lor. hahas. den went back to sch to see the nanjing ppl perform. yeah. was singing jian ao wid sher. hahas. me as the guy and her as the gurl. lke duh. hahas. i cant sing gurl pop! hahas. yeah. den after dat saw rayrin and bobby first. like 0.0! i mean. we were like RAYRIN and BOBBY? ohmans. hahas. serious lar. yeah. den after dat tok abit wid rayrin then we went to go and like assemble in the foyer lor. yupps. den after dat we went into the auditorium. cos me and wen went toilet. so when we went in everyone seated le lor. den afterdat erm xuan them got chope seats for us lar. yeah. so we got to seat on the seats. budden hor. some of the guys had to sit on the floor. like so poor thing lor. den we felt so bad. hahas.
the performance was v sian lar. i mean. i see until i wanna sleep liao lors. bud dun dare to lie down cos of ribena marhs. yeah. hahas. den me and wen crap and crap lors. den after dat crap wid sher oso. hahas. hmm. our sch the CO and BAND rocks! STAND BY ME ROCKS!(: and the cuidazu izzit? the one wid the cymbals and everything. yeah. that one rocked too. the guy holding the largest cymbals were CHAO seh lar. i mean. like he was really expressive and everything. PROKIA lors. hahas. hmm. after dat wen had to go for the TJ funnight. yeah. den erm was trying to think of a way to get out without feeling paiseh. in the end i decided to go toilet. den erm i got sher to go wid me lors. so we pei wen go out and den we came back to the audi lor. wasia. wen is SUPER CHIO oks. walau she looks so sexy in her home clothes lar. hahas. really. me and sher see until our salive dripped. hahas. nah its exaggerated. but really v sexy lar. she looks so chio lar. hahas.
den went back to the auditorium. den pass by rayrin them. decided to just sit wid them. cos they sitting in the back. then like down there v dark. can play marh. den can tok oso and no one will hear. yeah. den yeah lor. we just sat down there and tok abit lors. after dat rayrin told me to go and get my piglet to play. hahas. so i had to chiong down to my seat and get the piglet. and chiong up again. so maluated oks! hahas. budden i havnt open my piglet yet. den rayrin told me to just open lor. i mean. so kexi! hahas. wanted to keep it closed until i go home. hahas. but nvm lar. open the piglet le den can play wid it marh. so cutes! whee. i lurve my dahling no.2! hahas. after dat started toking porno again. hahas. was asking rayrin how gurls can get horny. hahas. den he was trying v hard to explain? hahas. den the situation is like a parent trying to tell his daughter about like the birds and bees liddat. HAHAS. den he was like quite malu lar. budden i appreciate the effort(: hahas.
no wait. before yall think im like an RA person. i din think of the horny question one. is actly ruixian ask me one. he was like, how do gurls get horny? den i was like, i dno leh. i nv got horny before. hahas. den he was so shocked? hahas. i mean. gurls need to get horny de meh? dun get horny cannot arh. den i was oso wondering. dat's why went to qing jiao rayrin oks. hahas. so spastic lar.
yeah. den after dat tokked and played sommore. den the concert ended le. den i asked sherry whether wanna go payarlebar eat or not marhs. den erm she was like not sure. den i ask louis and rayrin lor. den they sae ok. den sher called her parents and asked and they said ok too. so we all went to eat tgt lar. yeah. den its like we went to eat long john's. O.O! hahas. tmr we got choir and we are like eating FRIED food? hahas. aiyo. yeah. den we ate and toked and yeah. just basically played lor. den after dat louis and sher decided to play their burping game again. den rayrin kept telling them to observe table manners and to stop burping den he like refused to join in their burping game, although rayrin is pro at burping too. hahas. like EEE so smelly lor. they were like burping all arnd the place. wasia. so disgusting. hahas. den rayrin dno because of wad den he laugh and laugh. den he was saying he dun have six pack. but at the rate he laughing can laugh out a six pack liaos. HAHAS. liddat oso can de arh? i really din noe leh. hahas. yeah. den we were just like listening to them burp? den after dat i decided to take out my dahling no.2 to play again while they continue their burping game. hahas. so funny oks. den the rayrin keep laughing lar. i tink he todae chao hyper. dunno why oso. hahas. mayb he drank coffee in the morn? just like ms. yeo. that's why became so hyper. hahas. yeah.
after dat we went popular. den went browsing through those stuffs lor. den the popular close at like 9. den we were like, how come so early de. yeah lar. den rayrin bought some colour pens. yeah. cost 15 dollars? so ex rites. like siao lar. and i realised that he likes pink! yeah. PINKS NICE. but PURPLE nicer lar. hahas. yeah. den after dat went to take mrt and went home lors. yeah.
went home. go and bathe le den decided to call louis. den just crap lor. hahas. tokked abt some things lar. den he oso dno wad to do abt wad i told him lar. yeah. hahas. den he just sae let things shun qi zi ran lor. instead of worrying so much. aiya. dno leh. den he sae he got something one. told me to call him at 12. yeah. so we tokked for already like 2 hrs liao. yeah. den i came online, den just started typing out some stuffs for the elearn proj. and went to the asknlearn portal to go and check my assignments. yeah. den after dat called louis again at 12.30. tokked all the way until 1.50. yeah. so basically i like tokked to him for 3 hrs 20 mins liddat. like siao lar. hahas. den went to brush teeth and everything. den after dat pack bag for choir tmr. den after dat i decided to come online to blog. and yeah. its so great, ive to wake up at SIX AM tmr. nows like 2.45 am. GREAT. 3hrs of sleep. ABSOLUTELY GREAT. yeah i tinl i'll need coffee tmr. even though i dun drink coffee. how am i going to survive choir todae/tmr? OH NO! haii. good luck to me then.
gtg le. ciaos(:
hahas. got my bdae prezzie todae! whee. hahas. its this really cute piglet cushion lar. dat rayrin bought at mini toons. whee. THANKS RAYRIN. THANKS SO MUCH. i lurve the piglet cushion! hahas. im gna hug it to slp everyday(:
brought my dahling no.1 to sch todae. and its the golden shit! hahas. those who've seen my CUTE shit will know. hahas. its as cute as me! hahas. meant to bring it todae to like play lar. hahas. budden in the end no use. hahas. oh ya. ive got a dahling no.2 le. hahas. and its the piglet cushion! ohmans. so CUTES(:
yupps. den me and jw went to vj to submit our application form. met this TOTALLY ap teacher who was saying that we last min hand up and everything. like WALAU lar. this really is going to be a factor on me deciding to go vj if i can get in. like wth. she v de asshole lar. BLEAH.
yupps. den me and wen tok alot lar. hahas. and crapped abt the different schls lor. and which one to go to. wen still doesnt noe. for me, its either vip or dhp. can get into vip den go, cant get into den go dhp lor. actly, dhp aint that bad also, and since choir's getting a new conductor. mayb staying will be worthwhile. yupps.
den after dat reached kfc at arnd 2 plus? hahas. yeah. den the rest of the sistas were already there le. hahas. den already eating le ymy. yeah. den after dat sher wanted us to help her refill her water wid sprite. den after dat when we refilling, nottie wen go and put plain water inside. den we laugh until wanna die lor. hahas. so farnie lars. and to think that sher din even noe lar! hahas. den afterdat erm me and wen went to buy our food and just like eat lor. hahas. den everyone finish eating le den we two still slowly eating. hahas. sher and da v cute lor. sae they are the 'siao' pair. sae me and wen the 'seh' pair. sae xuan and fei the 'shu nu' pair. hahas. so we make up the 'S' pairs. hahas. so funny lar. like so spastic cans. hahas. yeahs.
yeah. den after dat we just crapped and played and tokked lor. hahas. den went back to sch to see the nanjing ppl perform. yeah. was singing jian ao wid sher. hahas. me as the guy and her as the gurl. lke duh. hahas. i cant sing gurl pop! hahas. yeah. den after dat saw rayrin and bobby first. like 0.0! i mean. we were like RAYRIN and BOBBY? ohmans. hahas. serious lar. yeah. den after dat tok abit wid rayrin then we went to go and like assemble in the foyer lor. yupps. den after dat we went into the auditorium. cos me and wen went toilet. so when we went in everyone seated le lor. den afterdat erm xuan them got chope seats for us lar. yeah. so we got to seat on the seats. budden hor. some of the guys had to sit on the floor. like so poor thing lor. den we felt so bad. hahas.
the performance was v sian lar. i mean. i see until i wanna sleep liao lors. bud dun dare to lie down cos of ribena marhs. yeah. hahas. den me and wen crap and crap lors. den after dat crap wid sher oso. hahas. hmm. our sch the CO and BAND rocks! STAND BY ME ROCKS!(: and the cuidazu izzit? the one wid the cymbals and everything. yeah. that one rocked too. the guy holding the largest cymbals were CHAO seh lar. i mean. like he was really expressive and everything. PROKIA lors. hahas. hmm. after dat wen had to go for the TJ funnight. yeah. den erm was trying to think of a way to get out without feeling paiseh. in the end i decided to go toilet. den erm i got sher to go wid me lors. so we pei wen go out and den we came back to the audi lor. wasia. wen is SUPER CHIO oks. walau she looks so sexy in her home clothes lar. hahas. really. me and sher see until our salive dripped. hahas. nah its exaggerated. but really v sexy lar. she looks so chio lar. hahas.
den went back to the auditorium. den pass by rayrin them. decided to just sit wid them. cos they sitting in the back. then like down there v dark. can play marh. den can tok oso and no one will hear. yeah. den yeah lor. we just sat down there and tok abit lors. after dat rayrin told me to go and get my piglet to play. hahas. so i had to chiong down to my seat and get the piglet. and chiong up again. so maluated oks! hahas. budden i havnt open my piglet yet. den rayrin told me to just open lor. i mean. so kexi! hahas. wanted to keep it closed until i go home. hahas. but nvm lar. open the piglet le den can play wid it marh. so cutes! whee. i lurve my dahling no.2! hahas. after dat started toking porno again. hahas. was asking rayrin how gurls can get horny. hahas. den he was trying v hard to explain? hahas. den the situation is like a parent trying to tell his daughter about like the birds and bees liddat. HAHAS. den he was like quite malu lar. budden i appreciate the effort(: hahas.
no wait. before yall think im like an RA person. i din think of the horny question one. is actly ruixian ask me one. he was like, how do gurls get horny? den i was like, i dno leh. i nv got horny before. hahas. den he was so shocked? hahas. i mean. gurls need to get horny de meh? dun get horny cannot arh. den i was oso wondering. dat's why went to qing jiao rayrin oks. hahas. so spastic lar.
yeah. den after dat tokked and played sommore. den the concert ended le. den i asked sherry whether wanna go payarlebar eat or not marhs. den erm she was like not sure. den i ask louis and rayrin lor. den they sae ok. den sher called her parents and asked and they said ok too. so we all went to eat tgt lar. yeah. den its like we went to eat long john's. O.O! hahas. tmr we got choir and we are like eating FRIED food? hahas. aiyo. yeah. den we ate and toked and yeah. just basically played lor. den after dat louis and sher decided to play their burping game again. den rayrin kept telling them to observe table manners and to stop burping den he like refused to join in their burping game, although rayrin is pro at burping too. hahas. like EEE so smelly lor. they were like burping all arnd the place. wasia. so disgusting. hahas. den rayrin dno because of wad den he laugh and laugh. den he was saying he dun have six pack. but at the rate he laughing can laugh out a six pack liaos. HAHAS. liddat oso can de arh? i really din noe leh. hahas. yeah. den we were just like listening to them burp? den after dat i decided to take out my dahling no.2 to play again while they continue their burping game. hahas. so funny oks. den the rayrin keep laughing lar. i tink he todae chao hyper. dunno why oso. hahas. mayb he drank coffee in the morn? just like ms. yeo. that's why became so hyper. hahas. yeah.
after dat we went popular. den went browsing through those stuffs lor. den the popular close at like 9. den we were like, how come so early de. yeah lar. den rayrin bought some colour pens. yeah. cost 15 dollars? so ex rites. like siao lar. and i realised that he likes pink! yeah. PINKS NICE. but PURPLE nicer lar. hahas. yeah. den after dat went to take mrt and went home lors. yeah.
went home. go and bathe le den decided to call louis. den just crap lor. hahas. tokked abt some things lar. den he oso dno wad to do abt wad i told him lar. yeah. hahas. den he just sae let things shun qi zi ran lor. instead of worrying so much. aiya. dno leh. den he sae he got something one. told me to call him at 12. yeah. so we tokked for already like 2 hrs liao. yeah. den i came online, den just started typing out some stuffs for the elearn proj. and went to the asknlearn portal to go and check my assignments. yeah. den after dat called louis again at 12.30. tokked all the way until 1.50. yeah. so basically i like tokked to him for 3 hrs 20 mins liddat. like siao lar. hahas. den went to brush teeth and everything. den after dat pack bag for choir tmr. den after dat i decided to come online to blog. and yeah. its so great, ive to wake up at SIX AM tmr. nows like 2.45 am. GREAT. 3hrs of sleep. ABSOLUTELY GREAT. yeah i tinl i'll need coffee tmr. even though i dun drink coffee. how am i going to survive choir todae/tmr? OH NO! haii. good luck to me then.
gtg le. ciaos(:
Friday, July 15, 2005
crazee ppl
hahas. had choir todae. din wna go for it one actly. like i wun pon lar. of course. -.- but just felt a bit sick of choir. hahas. imagine that coming from ME! hahas. wen was like 'wah, you oso will say this kinda things?' hahas. den i laugh and laugh lor. i mean like. choir is turning v draggy and tiring. haii. everytime i go choir i will have a backache. cos i had to stand straight. rayrin said that im shaky marhs. so have to stand up straight. den keep getting backache. haii.
yupps. den the bloody ribena came. [louis, if you are reading this, dont laugh! -.-] walau lar. i mean like. haii. but at least its a relief. hahas. lucky nxt week is TLTM! hahas. not so bad yeah. good timing LOL.
hmm. had choir. den i was like forced to stand in the front row. den i was like. siao lar. die liao. cos i stand in the front row like i dun dare to sing. and i din dare to blast. and yeah. just dun dare to do everything. dun dare to sing expressively all that. haii. yeah. den i totally wasnt myself lor. got lost a few times, even though sherr was behind me. just felt weird standing in front. hahas. so ironic. i used to love standing in front. cos like got no one to block me and everything. budden now cos too used to standing behind. den felt weird standing in front. den couldnt concentrate and kept singing wrong. so after the break i decided to tell yuxuan lor. so decided to just let me stand second row. and not to be bhb, i sounded MUCH better. like mayb din sound nice lar. but at least i din get lost so easily and i could concentrate. felt more like myself! hahas. and we sang lion sleeps tonight! whee. hahas. so nice like cans. my favourite! whee. hahas. and out of the 12 songs we are singing in the concert. the sistas are singing 10 of the songs! hahas. whee. cos the other 2 songs are sec1 and sec3 songs lar. whee. get to perform so many times! hahas. YEAH.
after dat had small group! hahas. it rocked. seriously. like it was so much more fun then full choir prac lor. hahas. we sounded much better, and we really had alot of fun together. hahas. that's wad i would call a good choir prac ba. hahas. i mean. dno leh. i tink we sounded nice? hahas. not sure. must ask rayrin. he stand in the centre can listen better. hahas. but i tink shud be nubbad. but ive gotta go mug my songs liao. have to memorise and get the pitching correct lol.
yupps. after choir walked to the 30 bus stop with wen, xuan, sher, da, weirui, louis, rayrin. yeah. rayrin so nice yknows, bought lemon coke for us! hahas. SO NICE. we have such a nice godpapa/sc! whee. lurve godpapa loads. hahas. yeah. den afterthat heard somethings from xuan lar. yupps. feel rather sad. cos all the sisters have problems in their classes. sher oso have, da oso have, wen oso have. i also have lar. like duh. i mean like. why are our classes becoming liddat? haii. so sad lor. why are our friends in class being liddat? haii. lucky we still have choir ba. i mean lke, yeah lor.
hahas. den we reached the 30 busstop. den da, xuan and weirui went to catch 12. hahas. yupp. then they went off lors. den after dat sher, wen, me, louis, rayrin combined lion sleeps tonight! whee! so nice! i lurve lion sleeps tonight! hahas. YEAH. den after dat ruixian was there? hahas. den i kinda like suan-ed ruixian lar. hahas. den he was like so DIAO-DED. den rayrin and louis cos they never see this way of suaning ppl, den they laugh and laugh and like give the diao look lor. den after dat we each took turns 'stepping' on 'rx'. hahas. den afterdat dunno why we ended up stepping on each other's shoes! hahas. so funny lars. den erm mdm sim saw. den she was like 'yall wanna play play inside, later one of you fly out onto the road how? den make a mess of the road. if yall wanna make a mess go furthur away and make lar' and blah blah blah. den i was like -.- MAN SHE SUCKS. ok nvm shant go on abt her. BLEAHH.
yupps. after dat the bus came. hahas. den me and wen got louis to help us carry our bags. hahas. ONCE AGAIN. papa rocks! hahas. so nice lor. owaes help his daughters carry bags. haha. the PERFECT gentleman! thanks papa! hahas. den i think sher got rayrin to help her carry her file for awhile? hahas. not sure oso. yeah. den when we got onto the bus, cos rayrin had many files and books on his hands. than there were 6 seats. den he put those books one by one onto the different seats. den he like 'fake' din wanna let us seat liddat. hahas. den we were all laughing like crazee. hahas. den we were like, ok all dun seat lor. den rayrin went to just seat down lorr. hahas. SO UNGENTLEMENLY! hahas. no lar. he's plain old LAME. hahas.
den on the bus, rayrin and louis decided to ransack our bags. den we were like 'dun anyhow open, later see something you shouldnt see'. den after they dun care and just opened our bags lor. den go and lke RANSACK. den finally they found the pads [if either of you are reading this, DONT LAUGH] ok like so great lar. den they see le laugh and laugh. den i was like DIAO. hahas. den after dat we started talking about menses. HAHAS. so funny like cans. den one of them were like do yall flush it down the toilet bowl? den we were like CANNOT LAR. like DUH. who will lor. den we were saying later the toilet bowl choke den the plumber come and unchoke the toilet bowl see all the blood and everything. hahas. den the guys were like laughing and laughing. den sae wad 'orh the toilet bowl is bleeding!' hahas. so toopid lar.
yupps. den actly wanted to go eat wid rayrin and louis lar. den they said they were going TAMP. like HELLO? tamp? siao arh. SO FAR! hahas. den was trying to persuade them to go like payarlebar or someting. hahas. but in the end din succeed, cos i decided to just go home and not eat lor. LOL. hahas. yeah. den we were just playing and laughing and talking lar. v fun lar. and btw rayrin, IM NOT A XIAO HAI ZI OKS! hahas. and louis, IM NOT A NV REN OK. im a NV HAI ZI! hahas. ok that's crap! hahas.
yeah. had fun todae. choir wasnt as bad as i tot lar. YAY. hahas. tmr going to go for lunch wid yx them. YAY! hahas. but me and wen and da hv to submit the application form for vj lar. yeah. hahas. hope tmr will be as fun as todae! hahas. and yeah. sat have vocal training, by the renowned jennifer tham. hahas. siao. if she dun like us we die liao. but really looking forward to vocal training, just hope she doesnt malu me! hahas. yeah.
cant wait.
lurve the choir famm(: WOOTS!
yupps. den the bloody ribena came. [louis, if you are reading this, dont laugh! -.-] walau lar. i mean like. haii. but at least its a relief. hahas. lucky nxt week is TLTM! hahas. not so bad yeah. good timing LOL.
hmm. had choir. den i was like forced to stand in the front row. den i was like. siao lar. die liao. cos i stand in the front row like i dun dare to sing. and i din dare to blast. and yeah. just dun dare to do everything. dun dare to sing expressively all that. haii. yeah. den i totally wasnt myself lor. got lost a few times, even though sherr was behind me. just felt weird standing in front. hahas. so ironic. i used to love standing in front. cos like got no one to block me and everything. budden now cos too used to standing behind. den felt weird standing in front. den couldnt concentrate and kept singing wrong. so after the break i decided to tell yuxuan lor. so decided to just let me stand second row. and not to be bhb, i sounded MUCH better. like mayb din sound nice lar. but at least i din get lost so easily and i could concentrate. felt more like myself! hahas. and we sang lion sleeps tonight! whee. hahas. so nice like cans. my favourite! whee. hahas. and out of the 12 songs we are singing in the concert. the sistas are singing 10 of the songs! hahas. whee. cos the other 2 songs are sec1 and sec3 songs lar. whee. get to perform so many times! hahas. YEAH.
after dat had small group! hahas. it rocked. seriously. like it was so much more fun then full choir prac lor. hahas. we sounded much better, and we really had alot of fun together. hahas. that's wad i would call a good choir prac ba. hahas. i mean. dno leh. i tink we sounded nice? hahas. not sure. must ask rayrin. he stand in the centre can listen better. hahas. but i tink shud be nubbad. but ive gotta go mug my songs liao. have to memorise and get the pitching correct lol.
yupps. after choir walked to the 30 bus stop with wen, xuan, sher, da, weirui, louis, rayrin. yeah. rayrin so nice yknows, bought lemon coke for us! hahas. SO NICE. we have such a nice godpapa/sc! whee. lurve godpapa loads. hahas. yeah. den afterthat heard somethings from xuan lar. yupps. feel rather sad. cos all the sisters have problems in their classes. sher oso have, da oso have, wen oso have. i also have lar. like duh. i mean like. why are our classes becoming liddat? haii. so sad lor. why are our friends in class being liddat? haii. lucky we still have choir ba. i mean lke, yeah lor.
hahas. den we reached the 30 busstop. den da, xuan and weirui went to catch 12. hahas. yupp. then they went off lors. den after dat sher, wen, me, louis, rayrin combined lion sleeps tonight! whee! so nice! i lurve lion sleeps tonight! hahas. YEAH. den after dat ruixian was there? hahas. den i kinda like suan-ed ruixian lar. hahas. den he was like so DIAO-DED. den rayrin and louis cos they never see this way of suaning ppl, den they laugh and laugh and like give the diao look lor. den after dat we each took turns 'stepping' on 'rx'. hahas. den afterdat dunno why we ended up stepping on each other's shoes! hahas. so funny lars. den erm mdm sim saw. den she was like 'yall wanna play play inside, later one of you fly out onto the road how? den make a mess of the road. if yall wanna make a mess go furthur away and make lar' and blah blah blah. den i was like -.- MAN SHE SUCKS. ok nvm shant go on abt her. BLEAHH.
yupps. after dat the bus came. hahas. den me and wen got louis to help us carry our bags. hahas. ONCE AGAIN. papa rocks! hahas. so nice lor. owaes help his daughters carry bags. haha. the PERFECT gentleman! thanks papa! hahas. den i think sher got rayrin to help her carry her file for awhile? hahas. not sure oso. yeah. den when we got onto the bus, cos rayrin had many files and books on his hands. than there were 6 seats. den he put those books one by one onto the different seats. den he like 'fake' din wanna let us seat liddat. hahas. den we were all laughing like crazee. hahas. den we were like, ok all dun seat lor. den rayrin went to just seat down lorr. hahas. SO UNGENTLEMENLY! hahas. no lar. he's plain old LAME. hahas.
den on the bus, rayrin and louis decided to ransack our bags. den we were like 'dun anyhow open, later see something you shouldnt see'. den after they dun care and just opened our bags lor. den go and lke RANSACK. den finally they found the pads [if either of you are reading this, DONT LAUGH] ok like so great lar. den they see le laugh and laugh. den i was like DIAO. hahas. den after dat we started talking about menses. HAHAS. so funny like cans. den one of them were like do yall flush it down the toilet bowl? den we were like CANNOT LAR. like DUH. who will lor. den we were saying later the toilet bowl choke den the plumber come and unchoke the toilet bowl see all the blood and everything. hahas. den the guys were like laughing and laughing. den sae wad 'orh the toilet bowl is bleeding!' hahas. so toopid lar.
yupps. den actly wanted to go eat wid rayrin and louis lar. den they said they were going TAMP. like HELLO? tamp? siao arh. SO FAR! hahas. den was trying to persuade them to go like payarlebar or someting. hahas. but in the end din succeed, cos i decided to just go home and not eat lor. LOL. hahas. yeah. den we were just playing and laughing and talking lar. v fun lar. and btw rayrin, IM NOT A XIAO HAI ZI OKS! hahas. and louis, IM NOT A NV REN OK. im a NV HAI ZI! hahas. ok that's crap! hahas.
yeah. had fun todae. choir wasnt as bad as i tot lar. YAY. hahas. tmr going to go for lunch wid yx them. YAY! hahas. but me and wen and da hv to submit the application form for vj lar. yeah. hahas. hope tmr will be as fun as todae! hahas. and yeah. sat have vocal training, by the renowned jennifer tham. hahas. siao. if she dun like us we die liao. but really looking forward to vocal training, just hope she doesnt malu me! hahas. yeah.
cant wait.
lurve the choir famm(: WOOTS!
Friday, July 08, 2005
friends. urghh. >.<
its time ive blogged. yeah. have been too busy with the sistas blog.
i really wanna leave dhs. i really wanna. dhs brings back unhappy memories. i hate the teaching style in dhs. i really wanna leave. before, i was unsure of why i wanted to leave. but now, after thinking it through, i really wanna leave because of a few reasons. ive sorted out my thinking. i know what i want now.
1) i hate dhs' teaching style. i am sick of the way dhs teachers teach. we just sit down in class and we listen to the teachers spoonfeed us the knowledge and the information. they will only teach us the topics that are going to be tested in exams. we are expected to MEMORISE our notes and everything. we only learn the theory, we NEVER know why we learn these theories. yes, we are taught HOW we can apply all these theories to daily use, but once again, its all tok and no play. we dont get to do hands-on work. once again, those explanations are theories again. all we get are theories, theories and more theories.
also, we do everything for exams. i want to learn because i want to acquire knowledge. i dont want to do everything just for exams and in the end forget everything that ive learnt. if that's the case, what's the point? i dont see how and why i should do all these. i dont want a repeat case of wad happened during psle. i mugged so hard. yeah. i got the results i wanted, but in the end, ive already forgotten everything ive learned in primary sch. what is the whole point? i'd rather be smart than be intelligent. i think mr kelvin kew is a real DEEP person and i really agree with wad he says.
anyways, back to dhs. i really hate the way teachers are so uncaring. yeah. i agree, some teachers are good, but it doesnt mean that they are caring. the teachers dont really care for their pupils. they just want their pupils to do well so that they can 'show off' to the other teachers to tell them that they are able to produce such capable students. i think this is really stoopid. i hate this type of teachers.
also, i want an interesting and fun learning experience, i want a lesson which can really let me absorb all the knowledge during class. i normally dont listen to the teachers in class, mainly cos it so boring. they dont command my attention at all. i really cant stand this type of learning. i dont want to go home and mug so hard just for the exams. i want to be able to absorb all the info during lessons and that i dont have to really mug for exams. i just want to revise. yeah. the diff between MUG and REVISE.
2) dhs brings back unhappy memories. i dont uds how friends can fall out in such a short span of time. i dont uds how some ppl in dhs can be so fake. i dont uds how they can deceive other ppl just for their own uses/benefits. i dont uds how they can get past their conscience when they betray their friends and throw them aside when they no longer need them. i dont uds how frenships can change in the blink of an eye. i dont uds why some people enjoy breaking ppl up. i dont uds why some ppl cant get it that the issue is abt THEM and not abt other ppl. i dont uds why they are always so egoistic. i dont uds why people must possess this type of character. i dont uds why the world must be so real. i dont uds why i feel so unhappy in class. i dont uds why frens must be seperated into cliques. i really dont understand everything.
i feel that i hv a sad sad life. the only happy times ive had are with my choir frens. they are the only factor pulling me back. but even so, ive decided to 'sacrifice' choir for vip, nothing matters more to me than vip [other than choir] now.
VIP, HERE I COME!
i really wanna leave dhs. i really wanna. dhs brings back unhappy memories. i hate the teaching style in dhs. i really wanna leave. before, i was unsure of why i wanted to leave. but now, after thinking it through, i really wanna leave because of a few reasons. ive sorted out my thinking. i know what i want now.
1) i hate dhs' teaching style. i am sick of the way dhs teachers teach. we just sit down in class and we listen to the teachers spoonfeed us the knowledge and the information. they will only teach us the topics that are going to be tested in exams. we are expected to MEMORISE our notes and everything. we only learn the theory, we NEVER know why we learn these theories. yes, we are taught HOW we can apply all these theories to daily use, but once again, its all tok and no play. we dont get to do hands-on work. once again, those explanations are theories again. all we get are theories, theories and more theories.
also, we do everything for exams. i want to learn because i want to acquire knowledge. i dont want to do everything just for exams and in the end forget everything that ive learnt. if that's the case, what's the point? i dont see how and why i should do all these. i dont want a repeat case of wad happened during psle. i mugged so hard. yeah. i got the results i wanted, but in the end, ive already forgotten everything ive learned in primary sch. what is the whole point? i'd rather be smart than be intelligent. i think mr kelvin kew is a real DEEP person and i really agree with wad he says.
anyways, back to dhs. i really hate the way teachers are so uncaring. yeah. i agree, some teachers are good, but it doesnt mean that they are caring. the teachers dont really care for their pupils. they just want their pupils to do well so that they can 'show off' to the other teachers to tell them that they are able to produce such capable students. i think this is really stoopid. i hate this type of teachers.
also, i want an interesting and fun learning experience, i want a lesson which can really let me absorb all the knowledge during class. i normally dont listen to the teachers in class, mainly cos it so boring. they dont command my attention at all. i really cant stand this type of learning. i dont want to go home and mug so hard just for the exams. i want to be able to absorb all the info during lessons and that i dont have to really mug for exams. i just want to revise. yeah. the diff between MUG and REVISE.
2) dhs brings back unhappy memories. i dont uds how friends can fall out in such a short span of time. i dont uds how some ppl in dhs can be so fake. i dont uds how they can deceive other ppl just for their own uses/benefits. i dont uds how they can get past their conscience when they betray their friends and throw them aside when they no longer need them. i dont uds how frenships can change in the blink of an eye. i dont uds why some people enjoy breaking ppl up. i dont uds why some ppl cant get it that the issue is abt THEM and not abt other ppl. i dont uds why they are always so egoistic. i dont uds why people must possess this type of character. i dont uds why the world must be so real. i dont uds why i feel so unhappy in class. i dont uds why frens must be seperated into cliques. i really dont understand everything.
i feel that i hv a sad sad life. the only happy times ive had are with my choir frens. they are the only factor pulling me back. but even so, ive decided to 'sacrifice' choir for vip, nothing matters more to me than vip [other than choir] now.
VIP, HERE I COME!
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