And I bid You Adios.

06v11 Outing on Sunday to catch DimSum: A History of Singapore. The play was okay, the company made it great though :) I had fun that day, really missed 06v11. It just feels so comfortable being there, that sense of belonging is something I haven't felt in a long time. It was fun catching up with the girls at New York New York, with us all camwhoring, and suaning each other :) I had fun snatching the DS from Jerald at Macs and Elroy said some funny things again ;) and the way Jerald and I were trying to niao Quek to go to Bedok with us was just plain stupid haha. I know this sounds incoherant, but it was just all the small things that made my day. Yeap hope there'll be more chances for class outings. 06v11 is the love.

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Sistas Outing yesterday to celebrate Zhuofei's birthday :) Ate at central. It was fun how Sherry and I kept suaning each other.. 看脸的。。HAHA :) And it was really nolstagic how we still kept to our tradition of calling each other to eat and saying grace before eating. Yeah the whole 大姐吃，二姐吃。。 thing was cheesy but heart warming at the same time. It was just really cool how we can still have fun together after being seperated for 2 whole years now. Hope we'll really have our barcelona trip :) <3

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The only thing constant is Change, how cliche.

And yet, that is absolutely true, for you, of all people, are changing. You, whom I've always thought to be steadfast in your opinions and thinking, are changing, changing into this person that I feel is exactly the kind of person you abhorred in the past. Why is this happening to you? I thought you were special, that you were not like them at all, but now, it seems that you're becoming more and more like them. It's disappointing, and what's worse is that I feel so helpless, because there's nothing I can do to stop this.

It took us such a long time to build up this friendship, and now it's going to waste, cos you've change, and you don't care anymore. Perhaps it was all one-sided, maybe I painted too perfect a picture of you, and I thought you cared when you didn't. Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.


And you. Perhaps I've never known you for who you are, that I only knew a side of you. And now, it doesn't feel good to hear so much about you, to hear that you are not the person whom I knew you to be. I don't want to hear one-sided stories, I want to hear what you've got to say, but how? How do I do that when we hardly talk anymore, when we seem like strangers? You don't seem to want to try, so what am I supposed to do?


Goodbye my friends.

Ice Cream Chefs.

Today was a good day again.

I woke up SLIGHTLY later than I was supposed to, so was about 20mins late for sectionals. Haha, but still, I wasn't late for the actual practice so YAY. haha.

I think I sang quite well today, as in, my voice was actually pretty warmed up, as compared to previous times when I could hardly hit the high notes (not that I actually hit those notes well today, but at least I could hit them). Zhi Yang does good warm-ups :)

Siglap practice was good also (even though almost all the Year 2 basses weren't there), yay so proud of the Year 1 basses. Mr Kwei was happy today, so he started talking about all the different schools with 'extra social activities' haha. Eg, St Nick's and Cat High, VS and Cedar(?!) etc. It's been ages since I heard him digress so much so I guess we're finally sounding good enough for him to start talking about random stuff again instead of worrying about our notes haha.

Went out to Ice Cream Chefs again today after choir. Out of the six guys who went out with us today, five them were from Cat High. Oh Man so terrible right, Cat High overflow haha. Anyway Steven, Zhi Yang and KaSheng are really damn spastic, their 'Lus Trans, Universa' really made me laugh like crazy haha. So yeah I had fun laughing today heh.

Grandma's house today was good too. My two nephews are super cute haha. Jaedon has a huge tummy, so nice to touch :) Toddlers are really very cute heh heh.

And now, I gotta go do my work.
GP Essay intro and Chem Redox & Bonding and Bio Lipids and Maths Trigo and Econs Essay.
There's still DimSum dollies tmr. Best man I think I'm gonna die.
Ciao Bella.

& I missed you, only a Teeny Weeny bit though.

Slow Dancing.

It was a relatively good day.

Class was zzz and kinda sad now cause quite a lot of people from the original S34 left. aw, so yeap think we all gotta take some time to get used to the new S34.

Lightning risk!
Ahhhh..
4.. 3.. 2.. 1..
Tree, Tree, Tree, Tree will Fall,
Tree, Tree, Tree, Tree will Fall,
Tree, Tree, Tree, Tree will Fall,
不三不四 S34!

Okay anyway went to do the Choir Board after school. At least it's not SO under construction anymore haha. It was fun doing the board with the CBC haha, Philip wasn't here today though. Yep we had lotsa fun, just laughing and screaming away (or maybe it's just me heh). But yeah the company was very pleasant so yeah I had quite a nice time.

So sorry okay my dear fellow CBC-ians cos I went to watch the MusicFest band auditions and pangsehhed you guys for so long. I made a promise, so gotta keep it yeah, SORRY DEARS. Anyway, the bands were quite good. Haha Desmond's band was good, the Shoulders and Down sound quite good also haha. I love the songs that both bands played, haha Won't Go Home Without You (Maroon 5) and Slow Dancing in a Burning Room (John Mayer). Yay hope they both get through! :)

Okay after that.. I went home! First time in a long time that I went home so early haha, so I'm kinda happy. Yeap Choir tomorrow, and DimSum on Sun :) Glad to finally be able to see v11 again and I'm pretty excited cause I've never been to the Esplanade for a play before so yep!

Hope tomorrow's prac will be fine, shall go rest in case I can't wake up tomorrow haha.


Random Fact:
Today I saw a girl in the canteen who looked like Wan Ting. I was really excited at first when I caught the first glimpse of that girl and was about to squeal and run to hug her when I looked closer and realised that she wasn't Wan Ting. Ah, that incident made me miss having the Year Threes around, in their VJ uniforms. Now everyone's All Grown Up and I hardly get to see them cause of school and all that.

Year Threes, I haven't forgotten you all ah! :) Sorry if I can't make it for dinner tmr, I'll try to go next time! See You ALL soon! <333

Nothing more, nothing less.

There was O2 today and obviously I ponned the whole thing, think my OG never even saw my face today haha!

Well, reached school at 10plus and climbed in, think I landed wrongly though, hurt my ankle a bit. It doesn't hurt now, and I hope it won't get worse tomorrow=/

Mainly slacked around the place and helped out for the choir booth during CCA walk about. After that, the Choir Board Comm went to start on the choir board :) Yep basically we spent the whole afternoon drawing out the styrofoam words and wrapping them with gold foil. Many people came to help too, and it was quite fun to just sit there and work with everyone else. We were singing while we were working and it was just a really nice and pleasant experience. :)

After finishing some of the things, we decided to go cycling! So Jia Sheng, Wan Ping, Cedric, Philip, Rhoda, Pock Thong and I proceeded to ECP to rent bikes. We were singing chinese songs along the way there haha, so it felt nice too :)

It felt good to cycle. The feeling of having the wind in your face is really relaxing and nice. Even though my knees were killing me, and my butt felt numb after cycling for so long, I still felt happy. Also, there weren't many people at ECP, so it felt like we had the whole park to ourselves :)

The highlight of the cycling trip was Bedok Jetty. I never really went there to sit before, but today, we all just decided to go there and rest out butts haha.

Bedok Jetty is really a very relaxing place. It felt so good to just sit there and feel the wind blowing in your face, and to hear it blowing into your ears. After a while, you start to hear notes coming from the sea, random musical notes that resonate in the distance. At first I thought there was music coming from some place that was far off in the distance and that it was just carried to us by the wind, but apparently, the physics students explained that those notes were sounds created by the passage of wind over the water surface. Those sounds were really magical. To me, they sounded like a symphony of voices, like a mermaid's song coming from the sea. Admist the raging sea waters and wind, I felt that tranquil and peaceful feeling deep within me that was caused by the musical notes emanating from the sea. It was really relaxing and the music from the sea just made me want to sit there forever to ponder about and appreciate life as it is.

Well, after sitting there for about 15 - 20 mins and just listening to the sound of the sea, we decided not to waste our cycling time and continued cycling. So yeap we cycled for quite some time and after about 40 mins we decided to stop cycling.

Yeap had dinner with Jia Sheng, Pock Thong, Ivor, Roger and Victor. It was a nice dinner with LOTS (think 15 pieces of Garlic n Lemon Mussels from Victor, and kuppable Mos Chicken from Pocks and KaSheng, Yummy!) of food and laming around. Haha I had a fun time :)

How I wish everyday could be as carefree and peaceful as today. School's starting soon, :(

& I'm Sorry.

frustrated.

WHY DON'T YOU JUST TELL IT TO MY FACE?

P.S I Love You

Today was a good day.

Went out with my dears (Jing Alicea Althea Puen) to watch P.S I Love You. I think I cried for almost the whole show. It's really saddening, :(

Went to Jing's house after that while Althea and Puen left. Our plans to watch Sweeney Todd failed and so Jing and I decided to sleep while Alicea watched her Romantic Princess.

Alicea and I went to meet the class afterwards at Marina Square.

The day was a fun day generally :)

Like in a Cosine curve, when there's a max, there's a min.
I'm at Min Amplitude now, and I've a feeling it's gonna stay there.
I must thank you, for bothering to comment. Now I finally know what you think, and although it hurts, at least it helps me to move on. It hurts, really badly. But thank you, for finally saying something. Now I know what to do. Give me some time, it'll take time before things can go back to when all these didn't happened. In the meantime, just let me go cry about it.

My dear,
We're slow dancing in a burning room.

smile.

Today is a happy day :)

Choir was alright today, sectionals was fun haha. Had dinner with the bedok people plus some northies (pockthong kahsheng and victor(not sure if he's an eastie or northie)). Dinner was fun too haha.

Watched MusicFest auditions today, Sherwin, Novabelle and Melodie were good. So were Wayne, Jian and Keith. Oh the best today were Victor, Jiasheng, Abel, PockThong, and Randy though haha. Seriously they're all good :)

I don't know why I'm so happy today haha. I think it's cause I got to sleep a lot yesterday, so I didn't fall asleep during any of my lessons today, which is why I don't feel so stupid. Gossiped abit with the class girls too haha so it was fun :) Haha and of course, spillover from yesterday too :)

Oh and I'm excited for tomorrow, P.S I Love You in the morning, probably Sweeny Todd in the afternoon and class outing in the evening. Coupled with the fact that I get to sleep in more than usual, YAY :)

I'm at Max Amplitude now haha.
I can see the way, I see the way you look at me.

ARGH!

JANE LOO, IF YOU'RE READING THIS,
GO AWAY.

I wanna run.

Sometimes I keep trying to guess what you're thinking.
And I realise I can never do it.
I never know what you're thinking, and what the reasons behind your actions are.

And I keep pondering, thinking of all the possibilities, if you ever feel the same way as I do, or if everything meant nothing to you. Or maybe I was over thinking everything.

Sometimes I really wish I could dig my heart out, and stop feeling all these emotions. That heavy and depressing feeling, it really suffocates me. And when I try to approach you, the words don't seem to come out too.

I've been trapped for one year already, it really is time to get out of it. But how?

Maybe you're just seeking for attention, but I never believed that of you, not once. But maybe, just maybe, thinking that of you might help me to forget.

'Since when are normal friendships like sine and cosine curves?' Yeah I really agree with that.

I wish everything was simple, and that I'd stop trying to guess.
But I know it's impossible.

Argh, depressing! And no May is not being an emo emu, she is just ranting.
Goodbye.

Life.

I've been pretty moody nowadays, and frankly speaking, I can't quite place why.
I still don't understand why such a small matter can affect me so much.

But it's okay I guess, everything will be fine soon.
It always will be.

No, no I'm not emo. :)

And I should stop procrastinating and do my work haha ciao.

A Few Things

1. I'm supposed to be studying for the Bio Lecture Test now.

2. I miss LeeLee.

3. I wore 2 and a half inch heels out for the whole day without dying or spraining my ankle.

4. I must must must tidy my room soon.

5. My siblings suddenly got addicted to mahjong and it's just nice cos all four of us can play.

Chinese New Year this year was alright, not good but not bad either.

I wanna say sorry for not replying all the New Year well wishes because my phone was dying on that day so I didn't bother haha.

I guess the Third Day was the highlight for this year.

Met the Year Threes at Dawnie's house.

Had fun chatting, evaluating and camwhoring.

Shall let the pictures do the talking!

Proceeded to Jia Sheng's house after that. And then to WenSiu's house. And then to Ivor's house.

It was pretty alright at all three houses. Ah I really don't have the mood to type so much haha. So I guess there's no need to describe what happened.

Anyway,

Wu Zun is the Prince of all time.