Sunday, March 30, 2008
I remember this.
Someone (randomly) says: I will =)
Awww.
Btw, don't freak out when you see this. :D
People have the right to fly
And will when it gets compromised
Their hearts say "Move along"
Their minds say "Gotcha heart"
Let's move it along
Let's move it along
And airports
See it all the time
Where someone's last goodbye
Blends in with someone's sigh
Cause someone's coming home
In hand a single rose
And that's the way this wheel keeps working now
That's the way this wheel keeps working now
And I won't be the last
No I won't be the last,
To love her
And you can't build a house of leaves
And live like it's an evergreen
It's just a season thing
It's just this thing that seasons do
And that's the way this wheel keeps working now
That's the way this wheel keeps working now
And you won't be the first
No you won't be the first
To love me
You can find me, if you ever want again
I'll be around the bend
I'll be around the bend
I'll be around,
I'll be around
And if you never stop when you wave goodbye
You just might find if you give it time
You will wave hello again
You just might wave hello again
And that's the way this wheel keeps working now
That's the way this wheel keeps working now
You can't love too much, one part of it
I believe that my life's gonna see
The love I give
Return to me
I believe that my life's gonna see
The love I giveReturn to me
I believe that my life's gonna see
The love I give
Return to me
Friday, March 28, 2008
TGIF :)
This week has been a draining one, am really glad it's finally the weekend! Even so, there's still many things to do over this weekend, and that mainly involves writing the dreaded PI and catching up with the tutorials, plus the concert booklet contents. Well I'm sure I can pull through :)
Today was a relatively good day though, I didn't sleep during GP today, which is a first. Ah but I must qualify this, Dax Young is an extremely interesting and funny teacher, it's just the GP is a subject which turns me off =/
Oh during the double period break today, I decided to go to the choir room to hang out for a while, instead of sticking to my class. And to my surprise I found a lot of people inside there, when I was expecting it to be empty haha. Had a nice, retarded chat with Rhoda, Isabelle and Jian. Haven't had this kind of chat in a long time, guess everyone's busy and all that, so yeah I felt rather happy :)
Wan Ting came back today too, so that made me even happier :) Even though I didn't get to hang out with her, I'm happy enough to see her haha. Okay that makes me sound super les, but I don't care :D
Went to join some of the class people at the igloo afterwards. Played Alyssa's guitar, card tricks, pool for a while. Had a long chat after that with Benjamin and TengHui, haha it was pretty funny cause we were talking about gangsters, and then about TengHui being 'like a girl', and then about break-ups and stuff. It was pretty nice, like I said, TengHui is a talkative guy haha.
Yeah went home relatively early today, so I'm happy:) Watched the first episode of Wish You Were Here Again (recommended by Fong Sun). Haha yeah it's quite an okay show, shall watch more of it when I have the time.
I still have loads more stuff to do. Tutorials, research for PI, designing the posters etc.
Bleah.
I miss 06v11 :(
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Sistas! and other random things.
Taken during our latest outing to celebrate Wen's birthday :D Haha didn't manage to get a group picture, and Fei and Dada didn't come anyway. Oh notice the black and white things? They're Subway cookies. Haha we're pretty ingenious eh ;)
Saying I love you
Is not the words
I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Thursday, March 20, 2008
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for the moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with your crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
Wondering could you stay my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No she can't, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....
Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Baby would you get them if i did?
No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....
When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
Beautiful song, and I didn't copy Yiliang okay, I was the one who sent him the song.
He just posted it up earlier than me. Tsk.
Arts Day etc.
Maths lecture in the morning and I was talking throughout the whole thing with TengHui haha. It was kinda fun though, talking about all the CO/Choir things and about how his grandma was a gangster before etc haha! I think TengHui is really talkative for a guy haha.
And we were supposed to have PE afterwards, but Mr Seet cancelled it, so went up the tree house with some class people. Haha Jia Min helped me to evolve my Kadabra and Alakazam, and he gave me Feebas too yay:) That makes my pokemon experience so much more exciting now heh.
Yeah and after that, Arts day started. I think The Danger Show was really retarded and full of crap. They made us sit outside at the Parade Square when the sun was was strong, I was practically dying under the sunlight, PLUS the sun was shining from one side, so I was like, tanning HALF of my face! Argh, uneven tanning! Rah nvm shan't bother to talk about it anymore, that show was just plain lame.
Went for Year One practice after that. I think we sucked in LT AVA, so was feeling kinda sad cause we sounded fine in the concourse during the holidays. Well it turns out that LT AVA has bad acoustics =/ Feedback from the Year Twos was that we sounded fine(during the performance itself), so that's good heh! Yay great job Year Ones :)
Roamed around after that with some of the Year Twos. We were watching Stellastory and totally going gaga over the keyboardist with the bandana. Haha he is totally hot omg, but too bad he's married(or so we think) haha!
Went to find S34 people after that. And so I found some of them in the Hall. I think it was prettaye fun in the hall cause the bands were okay, as in at least they could create a bit of the atmosphere. The second one was good haha, can't remember what that band's called. I like some of their songs haha :) Oh and the Lead Singer has a good voice, and HE'S CUTE TOO omg haha! I'm totally going gaga over those guys heh! BUT, that's just for today haha.
Had Choir after that. Well I was pretty down cause I was feeling very tired, plus I couldnt sing properly because my back muscles were aching. Luckily, choir ended early so I had some time to rest. Went for Exco interview after that.. it was fine I guess haha, they were being really serious though so it was a tad scary haha!
Sat around with Wan Ping and Pocks after that and chatted a bit while waiting for everyone to be done with their own things. Haha it was quite nice chatting with them aww haha.
After everyone was done, went with some of the McMuggers to have dinner. I must say it was really fun haha. We were all chatting about random stuff and jumping from one topic to the other haha. Laughed a lot too so that's great :) Had a lot of fun today with them haha yay.
Oh I think Novabelle's sick, Get Well Soon yeah? :)
Anyway, I heard things today that made me go o.O !@#$%^&*!!!!!
I feel sad for you sigh.
And you, stop being a bitch rawr.
Monday, March 17, 2008
Choir People :)
Thank you Year Ones for all the support and love and encouragement that you all have been giving me. I really really am very thankful for everything. Thanks for always being there for me:)
Thank you Rhoda for being there, it's been 4 years! :) Haha and there's still more to come. Thank you my dear :)
And Twinny! Thank you so much for all your encouragement and understanding too:)
And all the rest of you; Cedric, Pocks, KaSheng, Angel Zhi Yang, Steven, Abel, Philip, thank you all too.
I really love all of you very much, and I think I'm the luckiest person to have gotten to know this batch of fantastic people. I'm sorry for making you guys worry all the time okay? I'll be fine soon, thank you all for helping me through this rough patch. And don't worry okay, I wasn't crying cause I miss the Year Threes! You all are more than enough for me! Haha okay not that I don't love the Year Threes too but you all are not any lousier than them okay:) I think words really cannot express how grateful I am that I got to know all of you. There's still about, 1 3/4 years ahead, hope our friendship will last long and strong:) Oh and of course, I'm not forgetting all the other potential good friends that I can make in this Year One batch:)
Not everyone's here though haha.
Also there's this bunch of Year Twos that have always been there for me for the longest time. Thank you Isabelle my dearest Senior:) Thanks for always being there to give me a hug when I need one, and for lending me a listening ear :)
And also, a whole lot of people that I'm too lazy to list out, like Sherwin, Melodie, HoHo etc. I'm just really thankful to have gotten to know all of you, because you all are really wonderful people. Haha thanks for welcoming me into your batch last year:) And of course, I'm really glad to have gotten to know a few more Year Twos better this year, like Novabelle, ChingChieh, Lix etc:) Haha I'm gonna treasure each and every one of you Year Twos, you all rock :)
And one last thing,
LAYLIN SAO,
May always always always loves you okay? Even though sometimes we might not talk very often, but I've never forgotten our friendship. Thanks for giving me a hug today, it meant a lot to me. And I really hope to get a chance to talk properly to you, cause I really miss you haha. I'm always here alright, :)
Ah anyway I really feel quite bad that I made everyone worried. I'll be fine eventually okay? Thank you all for caring, I really really really appreciate it.
Yay Choir people rock :)
And yeah,
'这种人,不值得!'
I totally agree.
Nervous.
And tmr will be a triple blow to me.
1) MOE INTERVIEW AHHH.
2) MATHS TEST which I'm totally screwed for.
3) Something I would rather not talk about.
I wonder how everything's gonna go.
Sigh.
Don't even think about it.
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Friday, March 14, 2008
I hate to see you cry
Lying there in that position
There's things you need to hear
So turn off your tears
And listen
Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But I know the heart of life is good
You know, it's nothing new
Bad news never had good timing
But, then your circle of friends
Will defend the silver lining
Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But I know the heart of life is good
Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
Fear is a friend who's misunderstood
But I know the heart of life is good
I know it's good
Thursday, March 13, 2008
May feels Loved :)
There was Year 1 prac today, and I'm really glad that we all sounded pretty alright. Not fantastic, yeah, but it wasn't horrible too. Sectionals helped cause we sang one by one and finally figured out all our weaknesses and problem areas :) And I think morale today during practice was kinda high so prac sounded quite okay heh.
JIAYOU YEAR ONES WE CAN DO IT :)
After prac, went with some of the Year Ones for lunch at Thaipan. Lunch was fun cause we were all talking about random stuff, like what cartoons we used to watch. Haha :) Had fun laughing and being random about everything with all these people haha.
After that, some of the Cat High guys went to the airport to study/send EBChoir off. The rest of us went to Wan Ping's house! Anyway, a big thank you to Pocks, Wan Ping, Abel, and Philip for your concern yah, May is fine :) After reaching Wan Ping's house, we all started our mugging haha. It wasn't very productive, but the company was fun and we all talked a lot about random things haha. After that, Jia Sheng and Jia Ling joined us, and we all started playing Wii! Haha, Wii is super fun okay, I played the Boxing game, and I was swinging my arms around madly like a crazy woman haha. Oh Wan Ping's mum's very nice too. And Wan Jun (Wan Ping's Sis) is very cute haha! She's the 'same pattern' as Wan Ping heh.
So at around 6.30pm, I left to go look for the YearThrees at City Hall cause they wanted to go for the Food Fair at Suntec. Met Hu Ping, Yi Zha, Oliver and Jerrold, and we all started walking to Suntec for the Food Fair. Shu Wei was supposed to be there too but she didn't come in the end due to her OT so I was stuck with the 4 army boys in the end haha. The outing was pretty nice though :) I realised army boys can be quite nice. Oliver carried my bag for me because I complained that it was too heavy, AWW so nice right :) And then they all donated 2bucks to me because I was broke, so I had a lot of money to get stuff to eat, I was pretty touched haha xD Yeah and I had fun talking to Yi Zha about POKEMON haha. Damn fun to hear all the strategies and all that heh.
Yep so basically, it was a fun day! :) Not productive though, and I really have to get down to studying already! Maths test on Mon, Die =/
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Choir Camp 2008
I guess the biggest difference is that I had a more major role to play this year, because I was in the Day Games Comm. I must say I've learnt a lot, and it was truly pleasurable to work with my dearest comm members; Olivia, Pin Lang, Priscilla and Edmond:) I'm really glad everything turned out fine, even though there were minor hiccups such as the rain, and us running out of masking tape. It felt really nice to hear people telling me that they had fun during the station games, it made the late nights all worth it, thank you people :)
I also helped out during night games with Deborah haha and it was pretty boring waiting there for people to come haha. The company made it bearable though, so yep it's my pleasure to help you Deborah!
Another thing was the singing of No Man. I cried after singing No Man. I guess I'm finally starting to realise the importance of No Man and how much VJchoir means to me. And also, it made me realise that I'll miss the Year Twos a whole lot after they're gone. I never thought I'd miss them, but I guess they've really grown on me, I'll really miss this bunch of super retarded people. :( I'm gonna treasure the remaining 2 months or so with all of you, please go for Wales okay? It will really be a good experience, and you all can treat it was a time for you all to relax and recharge before going full speed for Prelims and A levels.
One thing that needs to be improved is the practices though. I feel that everyone is still not taking Practices seriously. Yes Choir camp's about fun and bonding, but the technical aspect is still important. This Choir camp, everyone's so complacent about the singing. The purpose of small group is to act as a wake-up call for everyone to start working hard on their singing, but I feel that nobody really cares that we sounded so bad for small group. Doesn't that defeat the purpose of small group? There's only two months left to SOV, and I think we've still got a few more songs that we haven't even touched. We should all pull up our socks and do our best for the remaining two months. And look, we're even releasing a CD, shouldn't that tell us that we really need to sound our best? Let's all work hard okay and not be complacent okay? We can do it :)
Also, I've gotten to know a few more people through this choir camp :) And I really think the Year Ones are really nice people, love you all :) Haha so basically, choir camp was pretty alright, and although there were some sian moments, I'm glad I got to know a few more people. And yes, I'm glad I got to catch up with some of my favourite people too :)
Love Vjchoir :)
Anyway, I was really tired so I slept till 1.30pm today. Pig right =/ I've got loads to do this holiday, and they're mainly about mugging and packing my room. Oh and I've got two more things coming up, the first one is the MOE Pre-U Scholarship which is on 17 March. And the second thing is to complete the choir board, yay Cedric did a really good job of drawing up the figures :) I think the Choir Board's gonna look pretty nice :)
Yay okay that's all, I shall go play some games on the comp before mugging, and after which I'll resume playing Pokemon again! Muahaha, I'm at the 4th gym already! Heh okay that's random.
I miss you, and I can do nothing about it.
Sunday, March 09, 2008
Is that it?
I bet you know what to do, you just want to let it go to waste don't you?
I'm sorry but it's not a silly little moment.
Well anyway,
I love the YearThrees :)
I wished you could put your arms around me.
Friday, March 07, 2008
Major Irritant.
I don't know if it's you or me, but one of us has gotta stop.
Either stop caring, or stop being indifferent.
*
A Level results out tomorrow! I'm very excited cause I'll be seeing the Year 3s again, all of them in one place. :) Can't wait! I hope they all do well so we can go out afterwards haha, all the best to all of you :)
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Class has been alright so far, with the Exploding Man being our major source of entertainment. Haha! It's kinda fun to keep laughing, even though it's mean sometimes haha. And this is where indifference comes in- indifference to other's feelings. Oops haha.
Monday, March 03, 2008
Of Laogongs and Laopos.
X says:
hihi "lao po"
may says:
AHAHAHAH!
may says:
go do your gp essay!
X says:
lolx
X says: lazy leh...
may says:
go do lar
may says:
finish it this time round
may says:
then no need ot worry alr!
X says:
anyway he not teach us the next term wad...
X says:
dun do he also cannot chase...
may says:
but just do to ease your own conscience!
may says:
hahaha
may says:
i your lao po
may says:
ask you go do, you better go do!
may says:
ahaha
X says:
zzz
X says:
i dun wan play liaoz...
X says:
haha
X says:
u are not my lao po anymore =P
may says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAA
may says:
whr got like that one
X says:
divorce
may says:
want divorce must divorce properly!!!
may says:
hahaa
may says:
must got papers and all that
may says:
dont care, so we're not officially divorced
X says:
foolscap paper?
may says:
you still gotta listen to me!
may says:
HHAHA
may says:
you go write divorce cert lah
may says:
tmr i sign
X says:
zzz
may says:
BUT TODAY YOU STILL MY LAOGONG SO MUST LISTEN TO ME
X says:
then it will be like writing gp essay...
may says:
GO DO GP ESSAY!
may says:
hahahahaha
X says:
lazy lar...
may says:
go larh
may says:
go crap something up
may says:
better than doing nothing!
X says:
nope
X says:
doing nth is better
X says:
he is not gonna give any constructive comments anyway
may says:
ahha you dont feel guilty one ah
may says:
aiya but at least practice?
X says:
doubt he can grade the stupid work properly...
X says:
how to learn if we dunno wad are our mistakes?
may says:
hahaha
X says:
he's too lousy to tell us that...
may says:
but you should still attempt it!
may says:
like you'll know roughly what are some of the things you might need to read up more on
X says:
i no conscience de...
may says:
that kinda thing
may says:
hahaha i be your conscience
X says:
wadever the spelling...
may says:
that's what a laopo is for
may says:
so GO DO YOUR WORK!
X says:
nononononono!!!
X says:
U ARE NOT MY LAOPO!!!
may says:
DONT CARE
may says:
GO DO
X says:
WE ARE NOT MARRIED!!!
may says:
just now you say hi to me
X says:
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!
may says:
lol!!!
X says:
pls note the " "
may says:
dont care!
X says:
T_T
may says:
you got say there alr
X says:
i wanna go jump down the building and die
may says:
finish your gp essay first
may says:
LOL
X says:
'The use of violence is unjustifiable in a civilised society.' Discuss.
may says:
you doing htis one?
X says:
dunno
may says:
define first
may says:
what you mean by violence
may says:
and what you mean by civilised society
X says:
so ma fan...
may says:
JUST DOOOOOOO
may says:
haha
X says:
dun wan do le...
may says:
OMGG SO LAZY
may says: next time how to earn money to support our family??!
X says:
zzzzzzz
X says:
nonononononononononono i wont be married to u!!
X says:
i'll rather die!Woots, the art of Jitsiao-ing and Nagging combined :)
It's not a silly little moment,
It's not the storm before the calm.
This is the deep and dying breath of
This love that we've been working on.
Can't seem to hold you like I want to
So I can feel you in my arms.
Nobody's gonna come and save you,
We pulled too many false alarms.
We're going down,
And you can see it too.
We're going down,
And you know that we're doomed.
My dear,
We're slow dancing in a burning room.
I was the one you always dreamed of,
You were the one I tried to draw.
How dare you say it's nothing to me?
Baby, you're the only light I ever saw.
I'll make the most of all the sadness,
You'll be a bitch because you can.
You try to hit me just to hurt me
So you leave me feeling dirty
Because you can't understand.
We're going down,
And you can see it too.
We're going down,
And you know that we're doomed.
My dear,
We're slow dancing in a burning room.
Go cry about it - why don't you?
Go cry about it - why don't you?
Go cry about it - why don't you?
My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room,
Burning room,
Burning room,
Burning room,
Burning room.
Don't you think we oughta know by now?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
Don't you think we oughta know by now?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
Don't you think we oughta know by now?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
Sunday, March 02, 2008
ByeBye Weekend.
Pig right? But I don't mind being one :)
Alternated between slacking and doing work/studying.
Feel rather happy today actually, because it's relaxing but not too slackish.
On another note, there's choir tomorrow, and I'm quite excited because I kinda like Year1 pracs haha :)
And I prefer lectures to tutorials, I don't know why. Maybe it's cause you don't have to do any work before lectures, just sit there and pay attention haha. And tomorrow's Lecture day, so YAY :)
BUT, there's Mock Interview tmr with Mr Boy and Miss Ngerng, in preparation for the Pre-U MOE Scholarship thing, ahhh, I'm kinda scared =/
Anyway, Mr Boy just sent an Email calling for IP3 assembly on Wednesday, I'm happy cause I finally get to see the whole IP3 cohort together again. And we'll be able to sit as 06v11 again :) I don't know why but I really miss IP recently, miss the T31 especially. Alicea and I went to check it out the other day, they took down our photos on the noticeboard already, Sigh, the classroom feels wierd already :(
I Love it when You Call but You Never Call at all.
All the Missed Opportunities.
I wish I wasn't so anti-social, cos I would have enjoyed myself so much more.
Sigh. Now there'll be no more chances for IP trips. :(
Saturday, March 01, 2008
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all
I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now...
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you....
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
Just hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment here with you
But then again,
Muahaha so I shan't change. Too lazy to do so anyway.
Loads of homework to do tmr. Econs test on Thurs.
DIE.
Eh shit I think I'm quite high now. Think I'm just too amused muahaha.
PFFFT.
AHHHHHHHHHH.
I spent so long trying to sort out the HTML probs, and now I've gotta change it! Total waste of my time, when I could have been doing my work.
I SHOULDN'T HAVE WENT TO THOSE BLOGS LAH.
SPOIL MY EYES AND NOW I GOTTA CHANGE BLOGSKIN, AGAIN! RAHHHHHHHHHHH.
It was amusing though haha, it's funny how people just wanna be wanna-bes.
Okay, not funny. Byebye.
I'm still kinda pissed that I wasted so much time doing this dumb blogskin. I liked it, and now I can't stand the sight of it. RAHHHH.