ipo

hello everyone! :D

yupps so here i am to blog now, at the request of jawhen, about my ip orientation.


its basically ok la. haha, got to know alot of my classmates better. haha. and some of the activities are very funny. lols.

shant elaborate much. hehe. cos im like super tired.

haha laura wanted to make me and althea kiss the guys i think, during utopia. lols. that's like so eew la. haha in the end the guys ran away. =DD

i liked human cluedo! haha the actors are like so funny. haha. i like the phantom of the opera best, lol, 'son of a bitch'. sia he acted so well la. haha. i thought he was a bit gay when he spoke. haha. and him poking his flower everywhere, lol quite scary lehs.

oh and when we were buying books we talked quite a lot with yirui. we meaning me, althea, beau and guowei[moleking]. haha quite fun. :D


hmm i like the games today too! lol the candle thing was quite sian la. but the wet dodgeball and the water transport thing quite nice. haha. we made the guys take off their shirts. =DD wahaha. i wanted to get all wet btw, but i dint in the end, just the front ): haha the psls were so cute la, pouring buckets of water at each other. ohh michelle came today too! :D

ohh v11 won nearly almost everything. wahaha. i think we so rock la. and we got lotsa team spirit! yay!! :D so cool. i love v11! haha and we did class cheer too:D i think we're the first class to have one, although its quite simple la, but it's quite nice! =DD haha oh and i think our class have a fetish for pole dances. LOL. everytime forfeit must poledance one. haha. so funny:D

yupp went for lunch at pizza hut. lol quite sian la, dint really have much to say to each other, what to do, we have barely known each other for two days. lol. haha we osmoze ppl went with the thor ppl i think. haha. yupps but we sat at seperate tables la. but it was all quite funny, laughed alot. haha. think the snrs are so cute. (:

yupps, basically the ipo was more of funny than fun. as in funny HAHA. lol. like we laughed quite alot. haha. but as for the fun element.. maybe not, cos we all dont know each other very well. but really it was very funny la. yupps and i think i know everyone's name now. wahah.

yupps cant wait for orientation with the jc1s. think that's gonna be so fun. hehe i have elroy, june, jerald, and daifei[paiseh dunno spelling] in my group. haha. YAY Osmoze is gonna rock! :D


yupps wenwen you happy liao marhs? whaha. :D

choir

so this is it.

my last day of choir.

no tears[that's a good thing actly], no goodbyes[okay maybe a few]. i dint get to take as many pictures as i wanted, i dint get to hug as many people as i wanted. what was worse was that i ended the day on a bad note. the feeling of being unloved and uncared for, well it was terrible. how disappointing is that.

what can i say seriously. ohwell let's not go into details..


so anyways, this is the end of my life in choir, and also in dhs. actually, i really did feel sad when leaving dhs. yeah you may call it melodramatic, but when the bus i was on[158] drove away from dhs, i felt veryvery sad. it was a real sadness, like i was closing off a chapter of my life. a totally fun, crazy and dreamlike chapter of my life. everything's over now.


[warning: longlongLONG entry about choir, all non-choristers, unless you love me too much, pls dont read, or you'll bore yourself out(:]


its surprising how much i love choir. according to vivian, i used to hate going to choir. so its really very surprising how i can love choir so much in just a span of one year. i dont exactly remember my sec1 days in choir, it went by in a blur. i could just remember the awe i felt when i went for the first choir practice. haha i remember they were singing ave verum. and i also remember how much i loved daemon. hmm i remember the sentosa performance, that was yeechuin and michelle's last performance, it was super touching, they hugged everyone and yeechuin even cried.. i remember feeling that it was unlikely for me to leave, and now, its my turn already. lol. oh and i remember we sec1s helped out in the decoration for orientation for the nxt batch of sec1s. lol that was the first time we interacted with the seniors. haha and we started our whole 'hi seniors, bye seniors' crap. lol. haha the old days..


sectwo is seriously the best year i ever had. all the memories that i've collected this year, its really more than ive ever had in my lifetime.

haha tuanbai! lol it was the first time i ever went to a snr's hse. lol. or rather two seniors' house. went to diane's house first and then we went to rayrin's house. lols. it was super fun there and that was the first time i ever stayed so late out. lols. went home with yuxuan and the car ended up getting tailed by this irritating driver. lol. it was so scary.

i remember the syf experience veryvery clearly. that was when the choirfam was fully formed. i even remember the audition very clearly. how i flopped it and how i was saved by the alto solo line in adnocturnum. lol. the syf practices were the best. they really were, esp the last few, the choir really bonded. during the march holidays, we had choir like EVERYDAY. it was a wonder our voices werent damaged. that was also the week when i first went out with my snrs. i remember that i was the only jnr there, with louis, weirui, diane, kimkeat, gimkoon. it was super fun and i really got to know them better.

back to the choir, yeah, the choirsounded very very nice. totally not like what we sound now. i remember the joy we felt when we found out we got gold. haha and the syf outing, it was super rowdy in jack's place. lols. everyone was talking and it was generally very fun. still rmb huping broke a glass and jerrold ordered like a setmeal and a steak. LOL. yeah and we took lotsa neoprints. haha. they were my first ever choir neoprints too. lols. haha the sec4s took a neoprint, and it was like super nice! and the sec3s piled into the neoprint machine too, lol 11 ppl if im not wrong. oh and the choirfam ppl piled in too. haha. so cool.

haha i remember there was a performance when we were required to perform for some taiwanese. lol. that day huping and rayrin were totally like niaoing me and messing up my hair. lol. and huping was feeding everyone fried wanton except me-.- lol. it was a very fun day la. and we enjoyed the taiwanese's performances very very much cos we were very moved by their sincerity. lols.

oh and my bdae was like the BEST! i had to go overseas on my actual birthday, so before that the sistas went out with me and we spent an awesome time together. i felt so loved! :D really love their present too! and then diane and louis took me out another day to eat at cafe cartel. whaha. they treated me youknows! so cool mans. and on diane's bdae we went out to celebrate her bdae and at the same time get my bdae present:D woohoo!

haha i remember there was one day when misspoh was performing at the esplanade, and many of us went to support her. it was a VERY fun day. lol. before that we sistas went to buy materials to make the sec4s' presents. haha we had a super fun time at spotlight. haha. we were like gaying around. HAHA. me and sherry acted as angels and put on halos, fake wings, and took a wand. haha. jiawen them played with feather boas. haha. so cool! yupp and after that we went to meet the rest at esplanade. haha i remember we got lost. lol, the four bimbos. hehe. and we had a really fun time la. combining sunset and mayitbe towards the sea, with the wind blowing in our faces, it was like WOW. haha. misspoh sang very well too! yupps and after the performance we went to eat with all the seniors and ppl. so cool la. haha.

hmm and we began preparing for the sec4s handover. haha. we sistas combined with cephas to buy&make presents for the sec4s. lols. cephas only paid money-.- yupp and it was a totally fun experience. we spent alot of time sewing the hearts and brainstorming for what else we could do for them. and the times spent at yuxuan's house were super fun. lol. still remember we went into yuxuan's attic and scared the hell out of ourselves. after that we went to play at the playground for a longlong time. haha all the ice and water and stuff. yeah and we ate gorengpisang and stuff. HAHA. now i remember, i got sick because i went to xuan's hse and ate all the heaty stuff. hehe.

handover day was very exciting. haha. cos i remember i missed the handover when i was sec1. hehe. it wasnt very sad la. haha and we took lotsa pictures that day, just that i never quite got the pics-.- lol.

yesyes, after handover was the holidays already. haha went kbox with the sistas! waha it was so fun! we were like singing our heads off. haha and me and sher were hogging the mike with our wongleehom songs. haha. oh and we were like totally being stupid la. haha. yuxuan actually chose to sing happy birthday to you because she dint know how to sing any pop song. haha so cute! yupps and we went to take some neoprints, haha the best few that i have:D yupp and we just really had a fun time la. love the sistas!

oh i remember there was a small group practice. lol. it was at rayrin's house. lol, his house is THE BEST. whaha. yupp and we learnt cui dong cui there. haha michelle went too. it was quite cool la. and i remember we ate instant noodles and longan at rayrin's hse. haha. and then we sistas were sitting at the swing in the clubhouse. ohman so cool! haha. yupps it was very super fun la. :DD

ohh we went for drumming fest too! ohmy it was tiring. haha. so painful somemore. but the experience was cool, i mean, now i know i can carry a 14" tomtom drum around for very long time and i actually can perform la. like how cool is that? haha. and the meals were all provided. haha so fun! i remember all the family dinners we had and stuff. wahah it was damn fun la. haha and all the choir ppl would gather together and sing 'im gonna sing' haha so cool la can :D

towards the end of the hols, there was a practice when we all ended up going to eat at longjohn's. haha that is our like meeting place la. hehe. i rmb all six of the sistas were there, and weirui, diane, rayrin, amelia and baojia were there too. lol. we had a whole lot of fun there too. haha. what with all the 'carol jerrold' cheer and imitating rayrin squeezing chilli for weirui. haha. it was like damn cool can. hehe. after that we went to jiawen's hse :D haha. we meaning rayrin, weirui, diane, me, jiawen-.-, sherry and rhoda. haha. yupps. sherry and rhoda went home first, leaving the 3snrs plus me and wen. haha. had a lot of fun. we went to play in the baby pool, den went to play badminton, after that we went to back to her hse and played uno. haha for like dunno how long. after that we ate dinner at her place:D and den we talked for a veryvery long time. haha. afterdat i rushed home. haha cos of my dad. lols. but yeah! :D it was very fun too. haha.

haha one big experience is when we watched the co concert for the china ppl. haha.that was the week before tltm week i think, jiawen went for the tj fun night, so she left halfway. then me and sherry went to join louis and rayrin at the back of the audi there. cos down there very dark, so can talk. haha. yupps gayed around, was super fun:D and then the four of us went for dinner too, after the concert. haha. very fun. sherry and louis were like holding a burping competition or something. lols. and rayrin was like laughing like siao. haha. yupps had lotsa fun! oh and that was the day rayrin gave me my super belated bdae present, haha my piglet! yayy.
yupps i remember we went to tm to eat lunch after choir that saturday. haha.

haha on the thursday of the tltm week we went to rayrin's hse! haha me, weirui, louis, sherry and rhoda went to rayrin's hse at first to play badminton. waha so cool la. and then i brought instand noodles to let rayrin cook. haha. so fun. and den rayrin opened durian for us to eat. haha super nice one. ah and on that memorable incident, rayrin hurt sherry! haha he like pulled a nail across her thumb there the flesh or something. and then the blood was all flowing out. lol but of course, it was unintentional, haha cos they were like playing and pulling this broomstick around. lols.

yupps and from then on we had been going out after every choir prac to eat. so cool! :D fun memories they were. haha. like rayrin treating us to food, and we all just walked around for ages.. haha and that time i went to buy my HBP and we all went to the pasarmalam at tm and all that. haha. FUN!

haha yupps and there was the mountbatten cc! haha had like loads of fun too. i remember in the morn rayrin's dad drove me sher and him there. then after that we just sang and den jiu went to play le. haha. i was quite sick that day i rmb. lols. and then we sistas went to that playground and started dancing the dance for reach out for the skies. haha. it was super fun la! and then zhuofei was proclaimed the best holder. lols. yupps after that we sistas went with louis, weirui and diane to eat at kfc. haha. it was quite dumb there too. lol. zhuofei used the cheese of the cheezels to make a cheese lipstick on her mouth, so it turned all orange. lols. super cute! :D

yupps after that was our concert:D yupps had the most fun time! i enjoyed myself during the concert. seriously and totally. haha. i know i was beaming all the way thru it. lols:D i still rmb that the concert day was one of the happiest days in my life. haha. all the good stuff happening at once, whoots so cool! :D after the concert, the sistas, except wen, went to eat at tm. haha. it was the funnest can. :D

hmm yupps after the concert we were broken for exams. so there were no more choir practices. lols. oh but on teacher's day, i met up with wen and sher after going to my pri sch and we spent a day of fun there! :D haha. i even met my pri sch frens at the food court! lols (:

yupps after a long long time we came back for choir:D that was when exams were over, haha. we started our after choir outings again. lols. although i dint stay out so late cos i had a curfew-.- my dad became bs with me over the earlier after-choir outings cos i kept returning home so late.
that time jiawen had chicken pox and missed her eoys. lol. when she came back to school, me sherry and her went to eat lunch and we went out and walk walk walk. lols that was fun too! yay. haha. and we took neos to celebrate her recovery. lols.

i remember there was once when only me, sher and rayrin went out. lols. it was like super fun and super funny. lol, how can it not be fun when im going out with two psychos? lols! they're the most crazy and fun ppl i've ever known. lol. sherry treated mochi too! haha.

yupps. and then there was the paragon performance. lol in the morn we performed for the sec4s graduation ceremoney. so cool yeah, even though we flopped it but nvm:D yupps and then we had a performance at paragon. haha felt quite shuang la, although i was quite distracted throughtout the whole performance. yupps after that we all went to xuan's hse for bbq. yay it was super fun too. lols. took lotsa pics! ((:

yupp there was once when we all stayed back after choir to help out in the decorations. haha it was very fun too! lols. and then after that we went to eat at simei, and then we went to jiawen's hse again! lol it was like so fun la. haha yay!

and next up was the choir chalet! whoots so fun la can. it was like FUNFUNFUN! haha. i learned to play bridge! and i also learnt how to do a lame form of fortune telling. lols. all learnt from huping. lols. yupps played loads of mahjong. and on the second day gossiped very much too! haha sang with my mama too yay! yupps and bonded more with the sec4s. haha like jerrold! :D yupps it was generally very fun la. ((:

on the last day of choir chalet, we went to clean up the chalet and den proceeded to yuxuan's hse. lol that was so fun oks. we were like virtually having a sleepover. haha. and then we were just talking and laughing over there. haha. funfunfun! :DD

the saturday after choir chalet was the vjconcert. yupps went to eat and stuff. haha. den went to eat. haha basically it was an uneventful day la.

hmm the following week, we went to brandon's hse! haha yupps that was super fun too. though on that day we dint really go with the normal gang. went with gimkoon, vivki, mingyi, mingshuan, jiawen, weirui, juntao, huping, jerrold. haha, yupps. it was still super fun too la, even without the normal gang. :D

and then the following week, we ate seoulgarden! haha. met up with the sistas and we exchanged present, and then we ate with weirui and rayrin. eating with them is like eating with parents. haha you just have to wait for them to cook the food. lols! :D yupps and we took pictures too! lol.

and then the following week, we went to rayrin's hse for practice! haha ok i was being extra there la. but nvm:D haha after practice then stayed at his hse play icy tower, and play badminton. haha quite fun too! yuppyupp.

on sat that week, went to sch to help out with orientation. lols. after that took some scary pics! and then me sherry and rayrin went out to eat lunch and slack around. haha. super fun! sherry treated kinder surprise, rayrin treated pastamania and i treated mochi! yay. lols. took some nice pics too:D

haha ok so this is my outings for this whole year. haha, like i said, it was a whole year of fun! (: so wow la. i dint know i had so many outings. hehe.:D after recapping about my whole year, i realised that there are so many things that i have forgotten, so many memories that has left me. now im getting it all back:D and im gonna treasure them for life! anyway, to ppl who have managed to read this far, pls tell me if i missed any event out oks:D

yupps. so this is the end of my dhschoir life. i'll really miss choir nxt year, but not to worry, i'll come back often! =DD

hmm so about orientation this thurs and fri, ohmy im super duper excited la! woots think its gonna be so so fun! yay! haha. been waiting a long time for this. like so totally! haha. ok im so like gushing, but nvm. im super excited. nxt year is going to be an interesting yr. challenging yes, but fun too! :D yay, actually i've had quite enough of my hols. i cant wait till i can go to school! yay.

so this is it.

my last day of choir.

no tears[that's a good thing actly], no goodbyes[well not really]. i dint get to take as many pictures as i wanted, i dint get to hug as many people as i wanted. what was worse was that i ended the day on a bad note. the feeling of being unloved and uncared for, well it was terrible.
how disappointing is that.

what can i say seriously. ohwell let's not go into details..

so anyways, this is the end of my life in choir, and also in dhs. actually, i really did feel sad when leaving dhs. yeah you may call it melodramatic, but when the bus i was on[158] drove away from dhs, i felt veryvery sad. it was a real sadness, like i was closing off a chapter of my life. a totally fun, crazy and dreamlike chapter of my life. everything's over now.


its surprising how much i love choir. according to vivian, i used to hate going to choir. so its really very surprising how i can love choir so much in just a span of one year. i dont exactly remember my sec1 days in choir, it went by in a blur. i could just remember the awe i felt when i went for the first choir practise. haha i remember they were singing ave verum. and i also remember how much i loved daemon. hmm i remember the sentosa performance, that was yeechuin and michelle's last performance, it was super touching, they hugged everyone and yeechuin even cried.. i remember feeling that it was unlikely for me to leave, and now, its my turn already. oh and i remember we sec1s helped out in the decoration for the nxt batch of sec1s. lol that was the first time we interacted with the seniors. haha and we started our whole 'hi seniors, bye seniors' crap. lol. haha the old days..

sectwo is seriously the best year i ever had. all the memories that i've collected this year, its really more than ive ever had in my lifetime.

haha tuanbai! lol it was the first time i ever went to a snr's hse. lol. or rather two seniors' house. went to diane's house first and then we went to rayrin's house. lols. it was super fun there and that was the first time i ever stayed so late out. lols. went home with yuxuan and the car ended up getting tailed by this irritating driver. lol. it was so scary.

i remember the syf experience veryvery clearly. that was when the choirfam was fully formed. i even remember the audition very clearly. how i flopped it and how i was saved by the alto solo line in adnocturnum. lol. the syf practices were the best. they really were, esp the last few, the choir really bonded. during the march holidays, we had choir like EVERYDAY. it was a wonder our voices werent damaged. that was also the week when i first went out with my snrs. i remember that i was the only jnr there, with louis, weirui, diane, kimkeat, gimkoon. it was super fun and i really got to know them better. back to the choir, yeah, the choir sounded very very nice. totally not like what we sound now. i remember the joy we felt when we found out we got gold. haha and the syf outing, it was super rowdy in jack's place. lols. everyone was talking and it was generally very fun. still rmb huping broke a glass and jerrold ordered like a setmeal and a steak. LOL. yeah and we took lotsa neoprints. haha. they were my first ever choir neoprints too. lols. haha the sec4s took a neoprint, and it was like super nice! and the sec3s piled into the neoprint machine too, lol 11 ppl if im not wrong. oh and the choirfam ppl piled in too. haha. so cool. here's one of the neoprints we took:D

haha i remember there was a performance when we were required to perform for some taiwanese. lol. that day huping and rayrin were totally like niaoing me and messing up my hair. lol. and huping was feeding everyone wanton except me-.- lol. it was a very fun day la. and we enjoyed the taiwanese's performances very very much cos we were very struck by their sincerity. lols.

oh and my bdae was like the BEST! i had to go overseas on my actual birthday, so before that the sistas went out with me and we spent an awesome time together. i felt so loved! :D really love their present too! here's a neo:
and then diane and louis took me out another day to eat at cafe cartel. whaha. they treated me youknows! so cool mans. haha. here's a neo too:
and on diane's bdae we went out to celebrate her bdae and at the same time get my bdae present:D woohoo! here's another neo! haha:

haha i remember there was one day when misspoh was performing at the esplanade, and many of us went to support her. it was a VERY fun day. lol. before that we sistas went to buy materials to make the sec4s' presents. haha we had a super fun time at kbox. haha. we were like gaying around. HAHA. me and sherry acted as angels and put on halos, fake wings, and took a wand. haha. jiawen them played with feather boas. haha. so cool! yupp and after that we went to meet the rest at esplanade. haha i remember we got lost. lol, the four bimbos. hehe. and we had a really fun time la. combining sunset and mayitbe towards the sea, with the wind blowing in our faces, it was like WOW. haha. misspoh sang very well too! yupps and after the performance we went to eat with all the seniors and ppl. so cool la. haha. here's a pic we took:D

hmm and we began preparing for the sec4s handover. haha. we sistas combined with cephas to buy&make presents for the sec4s. lols. cephas only paid money-.- yupp and it was a totally fun experience. we spent alot of time sewing the hearts and brainstorming for what else we could do for them. and the times spent at yuxuan's house were super fun. lol. still remember we went into yuxuan's attic and scared the hell out of ourselves. after that we went to play at the playground for a longlong time. haha all the ice and water and stuff. yeah and we ate gorengpisang and stuff. HAHA. now i remember, i got sick because i went to xuan's hse and ate all the heaty stuff. hehe.

handover day was very exciting. haha. cos i remember i missed the handover when i was sec1.

pastamania

firstly,

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

ok now with that over, i shall blog about yesterday:D


yesterday went back to school to help out in the decoration for orientation. i think either im too enthu or im extra -.- what a sad notion, for one thing, im already in ip. which means that i dont need to help out at all. but ohwell.. let's just say imma good responsible chorister:D lol. wad denial. haha.

so yupp, went to sch without bringing anything. waha it feels so SHUANG ok. just stroll into school ldat without carrying anything. hehe. so cool. yupps den saw kangqi, weirui, diane, sherry sitting at the foyer there. went there and sat with them, after a while rayrin came and then amelia came. yupps. so we all went upstairs to the music room to do work :D

the music room looks quite seh lor seriously. with all the strips of crepe paper hanging around and the altar table and the coffin and the spiders and all those stuff. its really so WOW. haha. basically we din do much lars. just pasted some pictures and that's all. lol. weirui them were sorting out the banners to hang in the zhengxinyuan.

yupps played around in the music room and i slept for awhile on sher's lap:D hehe. while i was sleeping i heard them talk about ghosts. so i woke up. and than amelia was saying there were alot of ghosts in bedok. so i went to listen to them talk about all these. so damn scary ok. and then the music room was quite eerie also. ohmanohman. the pieces of crepe paper flying around and stuff. ahhh. so yupps i was kinda scared by them. haha.

after that we went to hand the banners in the zhengxinyuan. so cool rite. wahah. i always wonder who it is that hangs up the banners every year and now i know, its people who volunteer to help out. haha. and its so cool hanging up those stuff. heh. hmm i realised that the zhengxinyuan is really very pretty. haha. so took some pictures of the zhengxinyuan using sher's cam. lalala.

yupps after that we returned to the musicroom and packed up the stuffs. and we took some pictures there too! yay. haha. took with kangqi and diane. and then kangqi and sherry were taking scary pictures using a light that can change colour in the music room. haha. yupps. after that we all jiu left liao. kangqi went home abit earlier than us.

weirui and diane went to escape themepark. haha rayrin me and sherry went to tm. haha. along the way rayrin was talking about ghosts again. and he said last year christmas that time, he was at a busstop somewhere in bedok and he saw a ghost. he said he saw a white figure sitting on top of a lamppost. the figure looked like a lil boy and he was swinging his legs. OHMY that is so scary ok. the busstop has 17 and 168 one. scared me la. i live in bedok leh. walau.

so yeah we waited for 30 to come den jiu went to tamp liao. haha rayrin treated me and sherry to pastamania! yay. that's our christmas present from him. haha. actually quite cheap wad. lols. rayrin only payed around 21.70 for all three of us. its really quite cheap lor. lols. and then we went to ntuc. whaha. we're so terribly influenced by rayrin the auntie. lol. rayrin bought some presents for his family. and i treated them to mochi! haha. sherry treated us to kinder surprise. hahaha! yupps and then we made rayrin change into the converse shirt we bought him. lol. looks so school like. white shirt and bluejeans. HAHA. so so so schoolish la. lol. yupps den we went to find someplace to eat our staff. hehe found a staircase to eat in. quite deserted la. lols. yupps so we sat down and started eating mochi and kindersurprise. hehe. so cool! and then rayrin were trying to break sherry's capsule to get the toy out. hahah. so stupid. den after that we took a picture of our toys. hehe. and then we were all taking pictures la. lols. that stupid rayrin think he such a good photographer. haha take the pictures all so blur one lor. haha. im better:D yupps so anyway while we were taking pictures. we saw berlinda! haha. yupps she helped us take a nicenice non-blurred picture(: yay! haha.

after that rayrin went to the bodyshop to buy cologne for his dad. haha. the line so long la. so when we were queueing we sprayed a whole lot of cologne on sherry. wahah. so she smelled all funny and weird. haha. and we put alot of shiny powder on sherry. wahah. and then i did a manicure for sherry. haha. we realised that there are testers for everything in the bodyshop. so cool! i think its good. cos its so fun. haha. can try on everything. yupps the cologne rayrin bought was like 39.90. WOW la. so ex. what a fillial son. hahah. yupps. after that sherry had to go home so we all went home.

yupps. overall its was a veryveryvery fun day. and i think its such a cosy and warm feeling to be able to like gather together and have fun on christmas eve. its really very nice. gives me a very wenxin de ganjue. hehe. yupps. maybe that is what the spirit of christmas is supposed to be like:D

LOVE EVERYONE! (:

the sistas

hello everyone!

went seoul garden with the sistas and the godparents yesterday. zhuofei dint go la, because she got sc. and jiawen dint manage to eat with us cos she had a cruise to catch.

yupps the sistas met up first, and we went to the playground there and exchanged presents.

fei, yupp she dint come ytd. but i think she's giving us keychains that she bought from china. whaha.

wen, OMYGOSH thanks so so so so so much for your present. it rawked la. so cool can. i was like laughing and laughing when i was watchinng the video. haha. seriously thanks so much, the present is SO meaningful. thanks! :D oh and i love the powerpuff gurl's song. SO CUTE!

xuan, thanks so much for your present too! the bouquet of flowers is SO pretty! and the moomoocow keychain which says i love you! whoots! so rock. wahaha. and practically everything is hand made by you. thanks so much for the effort you put in! thanks. i love everything. and the bracelet fits me very well too! yay. haha.

sher, OHMY im very touched by your present leh. thanks so so so so much. i really appreciate it. can tell that you put a lot of effort into it too. thanks! very de original also. wahaha. cool la. its ok that you dint get me an eeyore or something, it doesnt have much meaning anyways. :D

dada, its ok that you havent finished the pres. haha. you can give us another time de:D im sure it'll be as cool as wad the rest gave(: whoots.

haha yupps we took some pictures that day. but sherry forgot to take pictures of us eating. LOL. haiya nvm la hor. wahaha. :D

I LOVE THE SISTAS:D

nothing to do

haiya i dont know what to blog about.
ive been keeping by my resolution
wad should i say?
im happy to say im still going strong
sob i dont know.
but my laogong's right
lol.
im the one suffering
spent the last few days staying at home and rotting.
ohman wth
ohman im worried, about the vip books.
i really miss you
sob someone help me.
i really wonder
dont ask me why im typing like this
when all this will end
i just like it.

jerks

i know im gonna sound like a bitch here but who cares.

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DONT WE ALL HATE DAOKIAS?

i hate people who dao me, be it face to face, msn, or sms. i just really hate being ignored.

but other than daokias, there is another type of people. the total jerks who make you want to strangle them.

they are the mr. 'goody-goody's who go, 'i dont like to dao people'. and YET they dao your msgs. when confronted, they go, 'sorry i dint know what to say' or 'sorry i forgot to reply you'.
they think they can get off everything with just a mere 'sorry'. well, they're WRONG.

firstly i have to say, why is it that they dunno wad to say? if they dont want to talk to that person, they could go, 'haha ok..' and just find a way to escape, like, 'oh im busy now, talk to you another time paiseh.' THAT would have been enough, rather then leaving the person on the other end waiting for a reply, and wondering when the other person would reply. its sheer TORTURE i tell you.

another point, how can anyone FORGET to reply a msg? ok fine i know of a few examples who FORGET to reply a msg, but they tend to realise that they forgot to reply someone. so if you can remember that you forgot to reply someone, why not reply that person immediately when you remember? instead of waiting for the person to ask whether they replied, and starting that speech of forgetting and saying sorry. that is stupidity. you know the saying better late than never?

so to those mr or mrs or ms 'goody-goody's, stop your idiotic excuses cos they totally dont work. it is wrong in the first place to dao someone. SORRY NO CURE, you know that saying?

and therefore i have to say to those people, KISS MY ASS. shut up you freaks.

and i do know of one such person like that. and i am so bloody pissed of by him/her that i am blogging about such people now. therefore, im making a resolution:

I WILL NEVER SMS HIM/HER AGAIN UNLESS IT IS FOR A VALID REASON.

and i keep to all my resolutions, so SAYONARA to that freaking asshole.

yes yes i know what you people are saying, may and her stupid pride. but do you know how much it hurts when the reply that you are waiting for is from someone special to you?

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brandon's hse!

hello everyone! lalala. so happy. went to brandon's hse just now. lol so fun i tell you! haha.

met up with jawhen in the morn. hehe. den the first thing we did is to go shit and go she. lalala. haha den we went around shopping for my sch bag. hmm went to many places but dint find anything. haha so we actually wanted to go montip to buy. haha however as we were going montip i told jawhen to go op first. cos i liked op. hehe. so went to just take a look. and who knows, i saw my dream bag! haha so cool. new arrival and it costs only $28.80. WOW, furthurmore, it was purple! with this totally cool material outside. ohman i was totally satisfied with my find la. lols. yay! so happy.

after that me and jawhen went to the century square toilet. haha the toilet has a sofa inside it la, so omg. haha den me and jawhen just sat there and talked for quite long. hehe. den we were listening to 'when you believe also'. super cool la can. heheh. den after that went to eat macs. den we just sat there and talked a whole lot! hehe.

after that we left at around 1.50pm ldat to meet the others. hehe. den met up at the mrt station jiu proceeded on to brandon's hse. haha laughed alot! it was super fun la. haha after that we went to cold storage. hehe. that was 'brandon's hse'. haha so funny. and they were deciding how many tubs of icecream to buy. lol. ended up buying two tubs of cadbury icecream. hehe so cool! bought some more stuff den jiu started walking to brandon's hse.

brandon's hse is, OHMY the most seh place on earth la. lols. its really like damn super cool one. words cannot describe it. must see le den will know one. lols. yupps den went into the hse the first thing i did was to go find the dog to play. haha the dog is so cute! like its so tiny and all that. hehe. den i carried it, but it was super hyper la, keep frisking around and all that. i got tired of it after awhile. hehe. so yupps. but i love the dog newaes. hehe.

den afterdat just hung around the place lor. haha did some qingtianwawa for the secones at first. den was laming around with huping and weirui on the couch. lols. den after that sian liao i went inside the room whr there was aircon and kinda just slack hehe. den after a while went to play stress with juntao. hehe i won him oks! i really won juntao la. lalala. den after that jiu went to play mahjong. waha i was craving for mahjong like dunno how long. den so shuang lor, could finally play mahjong. lols. i hu-ed once ok! lol so cool.

yupp den we went downstairs for icecream, which weirui and huping nicely fixed up for us:D hehe. den me and jawhen went outside walk walk abit den jiu talk abit also. lols. after that went upstairs again. played mahjong again. hmm den after that me and jawhen went into brandon's room. hehe den dunno wad happened everyone came in also. haha ok maybe not everyone, but mama, juntao, huping, mingqi, vicki came in la. haha den we started gossiping. laughed alot again! waha so fun la. felt so wenxin. like senior jnr all together can talk and stuff. haha and learnt alot of things too. as in gossip and stuff. heh.

after that jerrold came, den gossip abit more we all went downstairs to 'help' with the fire. haha. basically we were just standing around. lol. the food was so cool la can. got beef, pork, chicken wings, corn, hotdogs, and crabsticks. like so WOW. hehe. yupps. den dunno why me, juntao, mama and huping started talking about harrypotter. lols. den talked for quite long, with huping drifting in and out of the conv. haha.

den during the night we all kinda sat on the benches and the tall chairs that brandon has. haha. den jerrold was saying we look like talkshow. haha! so farny la. den jiu talk and laughed alot. haha. super fun la. haha me and juntao were talking about darwin's theory of evolution and stuff. haha. and the hogwarts stuff just kept coming up. haha think we bored quite a lot of people with all our hogwarts and harry potter talk. hehe. yupp den was talking abit of philosophy with juntao. heh.

after that jiu went home liao. heh. but jerrold was like eating half a tub of the milk chips icecream thing. lols. so cute! heh.

overall the night was very fun la. haha. a big thanks to brandon. waha the super good host la can. heh. love his house! love the night too. lol. i think life should be like this. let us laugh and joke and play, and bond(: its really super cool. heh.

i love choir(x and all the great ppl there:D

ps. technically speaking, i went to brandon's hse YTD.

tmr

hello everyone! ohh im quite excited. tmr going to brandon's house. but sad to say, there are only TWO sectwos there. ie. me and jawhen! ohman such a depressing thing. of course its not like we'll feel out of place [i hope]. but still, its really the first time there's only the two of us. most of the time, there are three or more. sobsob. that's so sad! somehow it takes some of the excitedness out. but dunno why im still so excited. maybe it has got to do with getting out of my house. ive been staying at home all week! actually, im quite scared about tmr. ohman. such a lot of problems. im scared that it wun be fun tmr! ahh. so scared larhs.

hmm hopefully i can meet jawhen tmr before meeting the others. i want to go shopping for my sch bag nxt year! haha. should i buy sling or tote? dunno. see first. heheh. but i still havent told jawhen. shall call her later.

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i've just finished sophie's world. its really a very deep book. which makes you think. as in REALLY think. who am i actually? yeah i am mayloo, but so what? what is my purpose in this world? i dont know. many people live through their whole lives without even discovering who they really are. so what if you had loads of money? can it tell you who you are and what your purpose in this world is? NO. of course, i can say that. but we all know for sure that money is very important. i can question the importance of money, but its just all talk and no action. my goal in life is to earns lots of money and to live a comfortable life. im quite sure that i wont be happy without money. i guess im too commercialised. im already one who cannot live without money. maybe im already becoming one of those people who are already living snugly in the rabbit's fur. im becoming one who are only concerned over trivial matters and not about the truly important things happening in the world. however, how can i say that im really living snugly in the rabbit's fur if i am questioning about what is happening in the world?

ohmy im going around in circles. see what philosophy can do to a person? and yet VJ listed sophie's world under science and maths. and its true, philosophy involves mathematics and science. one can even go so far as to say that maths and sci are the by products of the search for the answers to philosophical questions. of course you can also say that philosophy is basically a combination of science, maths and logic, or reason. there are always two sides to a coin. i was surprised to learn some famous mathematicains or scientists were also philosophers. some egs are democritus, aristotle, and darwin.

ive learnt much from this book i admit. but i have to say, this book is a tedious read. i was so relieved when i finished reading it. and note this, its only for the BRIDGING CURRICULUM.

its telling something about how much i will learn in vip and also about how tedious and challenging the curriculum will be. good luck to me i guess.


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i dont really understand what i am saying. ohmy i think im going crazy..

101th post!

hello everyone! this is my 101st post! woohoo. so cool. haha.

so anyways its 12.16am now and i am supposed to be sleeping. haha. but i just feel like blogging now larhs.


was just surfing the net when this thought suddenly hit me; am i really a flirt?

ive been hearing people call me a flirt since i was p6. so let me think, in what way am i a flirt? i dont understand why i am called a flirt while others are not.

firstly let me define my understanding of flirt. it is to make people like you. i.e. special actions you to make people fall in love with you.

that is precisely the thing i do not understand. i have never ever had the intention of doing anything to make ANY guy like me or fall in love with me. so why is it that i am called a flirt? is it wrong of me to want to make friends? everything that i do carries no special meaning whatsoever, not even to the person that i like. i asked shunjie this question before, and his response was this, 'it's just cause you are more touchy..' and i was thinking like '!@#$%' its not like i go and anyohow touch a guy whom i dont really know rite? the most i do is just to pat them on their arms. THAT'S ALL! like how often do you see me go hug a guy? the first time i hugged a guy was on the last day of sch this year btw.

and just now i asked kevin, he said, 'youre overly frenly' and i was thinking, how can anyone be OVERLY FRENLY? so i am wrong to be friendly is it? somehow i dont see what is wrong about being friendly. i was just trying to be nice. wad did you expect? like i said, i never had the intention to let anyone fall in love with me.

which leads me to this realization; people are just TOO immature to understand what is the real meaning of a flirt. they just think that if a gurl socialises too much with guys, they are being flirtish. i personally would not deem a person a flirt if i see such a situation, i'll seriously look at the gurl's behaviour first before saying anything. seriously i admit that i like being with guys. i think they're easy to be with and that you dont really have to watch your mouth when you're with them. they are just not as easy to offend as gurls are. but that's dat. i have my fair share of gurlfrens too, for eg, the sistas, the sexy fam.

so i now have come to a conclusion and that is that i am NOT a flirt and that those gurls who call me a flirt are just jealous(:

too bad gurls, if you have any evidence to proof that i am one, you are most welcome to tell me. and maybe i will change my stand. :D


this is just a random post. it is derived from having nothing better to do. lalala.

hello!

hi everyone. ohmans i have totally nothing to do.. ok maybe not nothing to do. its just that i dont feel like doing them, which in turn leave me bored. sigh.

went for the vj christmas concert ytd. dint think it was fantastic. jerrold calls it pc, which is pre-christmas concert. which in turn means pian4 qian2. dont ask me why, i dont know. lol!

met the others at parkway first for dinner. haha so stoopid! everyone late. haha dada sms-ed me at 5.35 to tell me they reach already, which means they were five mins late. lol and then rayrin smsed to say he'll be late. louis also smsed to say he'll be late. and when i recieved the msgs i was on the bus. which means to say i was late too. lols. but i was the latest. cos i missed a bus stop. and had to cross the road to take bus back. lols. so stoopid lors! den after dat i dint know whr fish and co was, so jiu anyohow walk, walk until i got abit lost and had to wait for them to come and get me. LOL. so dumb. lalala.

afterdat we went to eat yoshinoya. den jiu gossip around abit den talk bus to vj lors. yeah the concert wasnt very VERY nice la. cos like they dont seem to put in alot of effort. if i dint know better i wont think that they very li hai or something. it was only the later part which was nice. the retro-ish songs were quite nice i guess. lol, for the first part it was quite boring lar. rayrin was falling asleep =/ and during the interval, jerrold came over and started talking about the people's dress sense. lol! he was talking about this gurl who was wearing all black with a yellow scarf, when he was wearing black and yellow himself -.-'' LOL! so the point is that instead of listening to the people sing, jerr was actually looking at the clothes. which showed how boring the first half was. lol. so it was quite funny larhs. den we saw jasmine and her boyfriend! so cool. woohoo. lol. the second part was quite cool though, with all the retro clothes. and some dance movements were very cute too. lols. there were quite a few soloists too. so cool. and i realised that different people solo-ed for diff songs. which showed that the members were all pro. so cool! and the marcus guy, who is the sc i think, his voice is super good la. but very the protruding, as sherman calls it. i just call it stick out -.- yeah. haha but they all have good voices. haha hopefully i can get in =/ if i cant get in then i'll be terribly sad. poo.

but yeah, after the concert jiu went to go look for them and talk abit lors. hehe. actly i dont know the snr snrs very well, so i also dont really know wad to say. haha. just stand there and act spaz. haha. i realised rachel is anti-social! lalala. hahaha. but at least got socialise with us la hor. ((: yupps. stood around abit den jiu went home le. rachel and dada went home by car. den me rayrin jerrold peili took 31 home. yupps. lol as usual we were gossiping la. hahha! ldat den jiu go home liao. quite sian actually. lols.

slacked around today. and finished up half of the sista's pres. which leaves only the decorating and personalizing to do! lalala. so happy. hehe. doing the sista's pres is like super hard work oks. hehe. oh tmr i'm going to meet vivian! lalala so happy. den i can go gaga over someone. hehe. and we can do lotsa catching up. ahh cant wait! lala. missed her so much. love her. haha.

ohh and i miss my laogong too. whr are you hurh. if you see this gimme an sms k? cos i dont know whether you're back. love you! <3

choir chalet!

hello everyone!

omygosh i think choir chalet rawkked. lalala. i mean, quite a lot of people came larhs. hahah was quite cool.

met up with dada and wenwen at pasirris mrt together in the morn first. haha den proceeded to the chalet. when we reached the italy choir already left le, and the guys were all sleeping like pigs. haha. den the place was a PIGSTY. as in it was terrible lar, all the cups lying around and the cup noodles with soup in them, all the plastic wrappings on the floor and stuff. like very dirty lar can. yupp so we cleaned up the place. LOL, come so early in the morn just to clean up the place. right. lol.

after that the people started to wake up, we played mahjong. haha. quite fun lar. i think mahjong is SO fun. lalala. den playplayplay, after that huping came, den baojia came. den play abit more jiu go downstairs foodcourt eat lors. hahah i ate ROAST DUCK NOODLES. lalala. so funny cos im roast chicken, dada's roast pig and huping's roast duck. LOLS. lame -.-

so anyway after that louis juntao huping junboon went to juntao's hse to do dunno wad thing. then left me baojia dada wenwen mama shawn. so me and mama just sat on the couch and started singing. haha. the other four of them jiu play mahjong lor. continued for quite long den mama went to bathe. lols, den he came out and never wear top! omygosh such a flasher can. den he refuse to put on his clothes until dunno wad happened. lol. show off lor!

afterdat jasmine jerrold and diane came. haha den jiu not so sian liaos. cos the rest of the people all at choir. den we all like quite sian ldat. haha. den jasmine and jerrold came and den started talking. haha jerrold and his magic tricks. darn funny. lalala.

yupps den after dat we went to play mahjong again. haha. i 'tutored' jasmine. haha. jasmine is like totally pro. haha. keep zi mo ing. lol. PRO lar. hehe den i was so excited for her. haha. den after that play mahjong somemore den louis them jiu come back laden with all the barbequeue stuff. after a while we went to help with the foodstuffs. haha poking the crabsticks and hotdogs. lol and jasmine found the technique to poke the crabsticks. LOL. everything requires techniques.. lol so funny! den afterthat me da and wen stand there and watch jasmine and jerrold marinating chicken. lol jerrold was like massaging the chicken and everything. damn gross. haha den we three stand there listen to jerrold jasmine huping talk nc16 stuff. and alot of censored stuff larhs. lol. haha and we listened to LOADS of gossip. haha.

while marinating the chickens, louis them went downstairs to start the fire. haha after a while we went downstairs to help with starting the fire. haha or rather for our case, watch the starting of the fire. lols. after a while it started to rain. haha but we all just continue perservering and in the end got quite a good fire. after some time started to cook the food. haha. after quite some time more people come le. den we all just stand around and pig out on the food. lols.

after that jiu took some photos and talked to the seniors. haha gossiped quite a lot too. yupps and we sang toeverythingthereisaseason! haha so cool rites. den after some time we went back to the chalet to play mahjong again. lols. i HU-ed once! with the help of HUping. -.- lols.

yupps after that jiu went home. haha weirui louis chunlong accompanied me to pasiris mrt. haha.

overall i think the chalet was fun larhs. haha quite happy actually. even though got suaned by the roast duck like siao, but i took loads of photos too! haha took with the sistas, and mama and brandon, and huping and chunlong=DD!!! hehe we were totally terrorizing chunlong lors. lalala. haha and it was super fun talking to the seniors. haha went crazy and stuff. lol and listened to a lot of gossip too. haha super!

i want to go tmr! but they're checking out at 11am tmr. so if my dad is able to fetch me, i'll reach there at around 6 pm. which leaves us with quite some time. but if my dad refuses to fetch me, i'll have to wake up at 6.30 am and reach there at 8 am. HOPEFULLY my dad will fetch me there, but knowing him, he might not. haii nvm see first lor. yupps.

so that's all! haha long entry i know. ciao(:

choir chalet

hello everyone!

lalala tmr's the choir chalet. quite excited actually. i mean, haha i dint go for choir chalet last year. so this is my first time! lalala.

tmr not many sec4s going i guess, cos of their prom. hmm, so im looking forward to the second day! lalala. can play mahjong, though im very bad at it. lol.


hmm half of the hols gone already. sigh, but i think this hols was quite rewarding and slack, spent LOADS of time with the choir ppl too. woohoo so rock! still got december larhs, one more month. but i havent read ANY of the ip books. oopsies im so dead. haii. but hmm, my time with dhschoir is not up yet i guess. hopefully i can get to spend more time with them. there's still caroling! haha. so cool rite. lalala.

haiiya dunno wad to say also. lol.

harry potter

hello everyone. lol. damn super sian. i see jiawen and rayrin online but neither one of them is talking to me, blah. rayrin's prolly mapling, but jiawen.. whr are you?! im super sian leh wenwen arh talk to me lehs.

therefore meanwhile i shall blog to pass my boredom. went to watch harry potter just now, hadnt meant to blog about it, dint wanna spoil everyone's fun, but too bad, since ive got nothing to do now, i shall blog den.

SPOILER WARNING

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there, youve decided to see this, so dont say that i dint warn you. seriously i feel that HP GOF wasnt as bad as what everyone said. i mean, what do you expect? the movie cannot be exactly the same as the book. the movie's commercialised. besides, they made the changes to let the story in the MOVIE flow better. the book is so thick, they cant possibly follow it exactly. who would want to watch a movie that is 3 or 4 hours long, other than a hardcore HP fan that is (like me:D).

like i said the movie's heavily commercialised. like the fact that they made beauxbaton an all gurls school, and the fact that durmstrang was made an all boys school [if im not wrong durmstrang was supposed to also be a co-ed sch]. wouldnt it look weird if boys were wearing the school robes of beauxbatons? i guess they just wanted to even up things abit by making beauxbatons a gurls sch, durmstrang a boys sch and hogwarts a co-ed school.

of course there are other changes that i deem not suitable. like the fact that they made dumbledore a shouting, agitated old man. dumbledore has NEVER shouted at harry before. he's supposed to be a wise, calm old man. not someone who grabs harry around the neck and shouts in his face. the producers prolly just wanted to make the show more thrilling. but still i feel that this is spoiling dumbledore's image. its such a pity richard harris died. the new dumbledore looks like a gypsy. dumbledore's supposed to be tall and grand and white and calm. the new dumbledore is short and common and easily agitated and grey. he's so BLEAH. argh but what to do, the good dumbledore has died. argh.

oh and i was very disappointed in not being able to see sirius. i really wanted to see sirius in this movie, but ohwells, including sirius will just make the movie longer than it already is. but seriously i wouldnt mind sitting there for even four hours. lol.

hmm the show kept the gist of the story, but they really omitted alot of parts of the book. but afterall, the book is still better, i mean, it is more complete. i had never really placed high hopes on the movies before anyway, so it doesnt really matter to me.

i feel that ron and hermione dint really get much screen time, i mean, most of the time when they appear its only in very forgettable scenes. fred and george were the ones who made deep impressions. and ohmy, they are so super seh. tall and with long hair, and they are so damn funny too. they're a very memorable pair. lol. cant wait to see them in the nxt movie, they're very important characters in the next movie. haha. love them!

and cho sucks, big time. hermione is so so so much prettier than cho. argh, cho looks so fat, and so plain. she doesnt deserve harry at all! haii nevermind they dint get together anyways, who really cares.

neville grew up alot too. haha, the whole waltzing thing was damn funny larhs. hehe.

oh and cedric diggory is so shuai! argh why did he die? whywhywhy?! even my sister felt that it was a pity cedric died, cos he wont appear in the next movie then. LOL. but the scene when harry came back with cedric was very touching, esp when fleur screamed. i nearly cried. but dint cry eventually cause the scene progressed very fast to the barty crouch jnr part. speaking of which, i felt that it was very rushed, and they dint really explain things very carefully. if i hadnt read the books i would not have understood what was happening.

so overall, the movie has a rushed feel to it, but i like the middle part, it was very lighthearted and funny. lalala. hehe. so anyways, please people, stop critisizing the movie. its hard enough to compress the book into a 2h 37mins long movie already. i suggest that everyone should just sit back and enjoy the movie, instead of dwelling on and on about its imperfections. that is just a complete waste of time.


haha ohmy what a long post about harrypotter gof. jiawen's gone offline already, and she still hasnt spoken to me. rayrin's not speaking to me too, guess he's still mapling.. should i go and sleep? but im not sleepy yet lehs. haii. sian.

paragon

omgosh i woke up at 2 plus today. dont i rock? LOL.


hmm the past few days were very tiring for me. woke up at friday at 8 to go to school. so dumb of me larh. i thought choir starts at 10. so i reached school at like 9.35? but i dint see anyone there. so i smsed jiawen and asked when she was coming, only to realise that i had looked at the wrong schedule. choir actually started at 1.20! like wth lar. made me wake up so early. ARGH. so wen asked if i wanted to go pasirris as she wanted to return library books, den we can like have lunch together and stuff. LOL. darn dumb of me larhs. so afterdat went for choir. think that choir practice was one of the funnest during this whole hols. haha i was terrorizing chunlong. and just screaming at ruixian and gang. LOL. darn dumb larhs. but yeah quite fun. and we went through all the concert songs, felt so good to relieve all the memories. after choir we mama and rayrin went to play basketball with those guys. so sher, dada and xuan decided to play volleyball. i borrowed a basketball from the guys and shot hoops. LOL. yupps after a while mama and rayrin came by to play volleyball and stuff. so we were all playing together lar. haha sweated quite alot and had quite alot of fun. then it started to rain and we all went home together. haha me and weirui and sher squeezed into one umbrella! in the end me and sher were both wet on one side. LOL.


hmm sat we met in the morn at 9.30 in school to do our makeup and stuff. haha we went to the library toilet, our usual place and started doing our makeup. took us like one hour plus. haha the sistas are always the slowest at makeup. ALWAYS. everytime we have to put makeup we'll be late. haha. we really have a soft spot for makeup hurh. LOL. and sher was busy taking pictures of us. which is why she was the latest. haha. den we went to music room and started practicing for the graduation ceremoney. LOL. the performance was a TOTAL flop. terrible terrible. haha but its over already, so who cares. so after that we went to the canteen for lunch. haha. went to eat at station two, which was fourD, fourE and fourF's table. lol. talked to jasmine, rachel, ghina:D, huping, and maybe dinghong. LOL.

took a few pictures den went upstairs. haha. after dat we were slacking for awhile in the music room, den mslai chased us out. so we had to sit outside the music room. so we had to sit outside and amused ourselves by taking pictures with mama and stranger. LOL. after a longlong time we went back inside the music room and we took more pictures with weirui and we terrorized chunlong into taking pictures with us. LOL. den we started to rehearse for paragon. wasia it was one of the most tiring practices ive ever had, cause i was trying so hard to stand straight. yupps before long we had to go and touch up our makeup and soon we were on the bus to paragon. at the paragon we started taking more pictures and then we started the performance. haha it was so tiring. my feet were aching like siao and when we reached toeverythingthereisaseason i was like cracking at every line. was so glad when the thing was finally over.

after that wen, me, xuan, sher, dada, weirui, rayrin, louis, mama, stranger went to the toilet and us gurls started changing out of our purple skirts and court shoes. ohmans it felt so good to be in flats after being in heels for the whole day. den we took 16 to xuan's house. after walking for quite some time, we reached her house. LOL xuan's house is big and clean and lovely. haha like what i had said before. lol. den we went outside to the bbq. so cool! and xuan's mum and dad are so fun lorhs. haha very nice to converse with. it was quite fun, we were all singing wuding at the top of our voices and irritating stranger. lol. rayrin was acting spastic and retarded, what with his 'wo yao chi yu yuan'. LOL. me and wen were just slacking in one corner. haha. weirui and sher were roasting marshmallows for everyone. dada and brandon were singing their old songs, louis kept playing the piano and xuan was being a very good host. LOL. so cool. overall it was a fun night larhs. talked and laughed and stuff. after dat me wen stranger mama rayrin went home. mama had to take in another direction, poor him/her! haha oh and i love my mama! he's so funny and so nice and so easy to pluck hair. HAHA. i kept plucking his leg hair. lol. me wen stranger rayrin went to the busstop and they were like playing with my hair. haha. stranger was so excited when i let him play with my hair using wax. haha! so funny. yupps and then stranger and rayrin took 10 while me and wen took 31. haha. me and wen got to spend some quality time together. LOL. yupps saturday was veryvery fun larhs.

think im going to sher's house tmr to watch the harrypotter movies. haha that rich gurl has all three movies and she's gonna supply us with snacks and fruits and drinks. LOL another day of pigging out! woohoo cant wait. haha wonder who's going tmr. lalala.

6/4 class chalet

i love class chalets!

its THE place for people to have fun together. haha. went for the 6/4 one today. yeah i only stayed for the morn. but at least i bothered to go rite. haha, so omygosh. haha. had quite a lot of fun for people who have been seperated for two years already. haha. played daidi, heart attack, talked alot and they were throwing this water ball thing around:D yuppyupps.

the biggest shock came when i saw how tall they had become. its like OMYGOSH. as in really omygosh. haha. most of them are like 170plus? like please? haha, yeah and they are like damn gay. haha. but it was entertaining watching them gaying around. i have really like forgotten how gay they were last time. still, it was fun. oh and i couldnt believe it, i was actually suanned until dumbstruck, can you believe it?! i mean, me the suaning queen, actually suaned until dumbstruck? haha. but still, it was 5 on 1. bleah. so mean rite. haha.

haha, but after today, realised how much everyone has changed. the guys are growing up and their characters are getting better, like they are getting sweeter and all. ahha. so cool! ((:

yupps. i think the 6/4 ppl will never read this thing so nevermind. haha. lalala.


im just trying to make my dearest laogong jealous. haha. (:

hello

large font today! =P and lotsa spaces! cos i feel like it. haha.


ahh i am so sian..


ok actually i am not. i mean, i have lots and lotsa things to do.


haha im in a listing mood today blah



things to do at home:

prac scores
read books
write farewell letters
make farewell gifts
cross stitch



outings:

watch GOF
choir pracs [in school and at ppl's hse]
seoul garden with sistas
cut hair
go ppl hse play



chalets:

2B chalet
6/4 chalet
choir chalet



movies:

angmian's house to watch movies
sherry's hse to watch harrypotter movies



performances:

paragon:D
sec4s graduation



books to read:


light reading

harry potter series;
harrypotter and the philosoper's stone
harrypotter and the chamber of secrets
harrypotter and the prisoner of azkaban
harrypotter and the goblet of fire
harrypotter and the order of the pheonix
harrypotter and the half blood prince


trickster's series
jane eyre
i'll be seeing you
tuesdays with morrie


vip materials

the humanities
his dark materials trilogy by phillip pullman;
the golden compass/ northern lights
the subtle knife
the amber spyglass

the life of pi


the sciences and mathematics
the number devil
the short history of nearly everything
E=MC2
sophie's world


readings for IP1 electives
men of tomorrow: geeks, gangsters and the birth of the comic book
comics and ideology
why we do what we do
the code book
biodiversity and conservation
ideas that changed the world




so you see, i really have lotsa things to do. but nowadays, i sleep at like 2plus and wake up at 1plus. that's like 11hrs of sleep. omgosh im turning into such a pig. bahs. im sian only when i come online and find no one to talk to. arghs, such a sickening thing. and im thinking and thinking and thinking so much these days. really confused. hmm am trying to just keep myself busy so i wont think so much. tmr gonna go cut hair, let me hope for the best.
im really in such a mess right now. i dont know what i am feeling. sometimes, its just hard to let go. and i dint cherish you when i had you. not just you actually, but both of you. i dint even notice you when you were around, and now, im pining to just catch a glimpse of you.
and you, i admit i had taken notice of you when you were around. i had always taken notice of you, but somehow i regret not trying to improve our friendship, i had let it fall into ruins. and now i miss you, real badly. it hurts just to think that i might not get to see you anymore. but i guess you dont feel the same way as i do. i seem to be nothing at all to you. sometimes when i realise how close you are to other people, i get so so jealous. but what can i do? i guess we just dont really click. but i had always been closer to you, among all of them, you were the one whom i cared about, but why is it that you dont really care for me? i feel so sad when i think of all the 'could have been's. we were so close to that, but i had let my temper gotten into the way. i am very sorry and i guess no matter what i do, we would never be able to be that close. i am really so so so scared, i dont want the day to come when i dont even remember anything that has happened between us, all the small and sweet things. i want to remember everything that had happened, but if i have a feeling that i might forget. and this feeling i have of you might even fade away. i dont want this to happen. i even envision myself with you. i know this is all a fantasy of mine, but somehow, it really seems so real. with you it had always been different. you were always special to me. somehow after these years of denying, its all coming true. but it had to come true only at the last moment, at the last day. i really regret not doing somethings i had wanted to do. but come to think of it, you always had the power to make me feel shy, to make me hesitate on what i am going to do, i never had this problem with the rest, guess you always had been special to me from the start. i just wish..

2B chalet again!

haha just came back 2 hr ago from the 2B class chalet! hehe.

it was quite fun larhs. haha sang karaoke for the WHOLE day. and shunjie and manching were like sleeping? haha cos they dint catch their sleep last night. they were too scared of the OLD changi hospital i think. LOL.

oh and they saw shooting stars! when they were watching the sunrise. OMG rite? i've never ever seen a shooting star in my whole life! and junya actually saw THREE! omgomg!

yupps and im starting to fall in love with audrey! today's chalet the food was really OMG. there was a BIG plate of fruits, a big plate of cocktail jelly, SUSHI, some rice thingy with tuna on top, beehoon, satay, marshmallows, PLUS barbequed food! omg rites? just the thought of it makes people salivate. it was really one of the best chalet food i ever had. and most of it is done by audrey. REALLY she rocks can, rocks to the maxest core. she did all the sushi thingy and the rice thingy, the jelly also she do one i think. its like, WOW. oh and mingquan fried the beehoon too! (:

yupps. audrey rocks to the maxest core okay. she put in ALOT of effort into this chalet. and she even did the xmas decorations for the chalet, although christmas is more than a month away, but its really the thought that counts. (:

so i most proclaim, i LOVE audrey! and i really love singing with audrey ks. she sings VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY well oks. and is really NO zao sia one knows. and she harmonises veryveryvery well! omgosh can, it feels so nice singing with audrey. got this very shuang feeling. haha. love my leeweisong! haha.

yupps and really must give a lot of thanks to the many people who put in so much effort into the chalet, people like mingquan, junya, gero, audrey etc. they were the ones who made this chalet possible. THANK YALL SO MUCH!

yupps so anyways, i had a great time at this chalet. was one of the best i ever attended. haha, partly cos i got to sing whole day. lalala. but i think i was like hogging onto the mike? im really sorry oks!

and the food really really rocks! heehee took alot of crap photos too! LOL, cool rite.
oh and ms ng, ms seow, and ms yeo came! so happy. and ms ng and ms seow sing really really well lor! really is ren bu ke mao xiang. heehee. the teachers are so fun oks! and i even hugged ms yeo! yay yay! haha. (:

oh and i finally managed to sing my wuding. (: with wendy first and with winki nxt. both of which are disasters i think. haha. but it was still fun(:

yupps. love all the 2b people. take care everyone. i really will miss yall! (:

2B chalet!

hello everyone! i just came back from the 2B chalet 1 hr ago. hahas. damn fun you know.

we were singing karaoke in the night. haha. really darn fun. and winki's FUNNY. yupps. so sad, i had to leave before my wuding. argh i really want my wu ding! hahas. hope i get to sing it tmr. heehee.

hahas its only the first day and its so fun, really excited for tmr! cos almost everyone's coming.

even though the chalet's creepy, im sure we'll all survive it(:

and yupps got a special mention to someone.

THANKS YOU SO MUCH SHUNJIE for accompanying us to angmian's car! omg it was so dark, and changi hospital was just there. creepy. thanks so much for volunteering to accompany us when you were so scared. really appreciate it. thank you! (:

back again

hi im back, again-.-

dont know why blogger is so nice nowadays, let's me get in so easily. hmm sometimes i feel like getting diary-x, den i can lock up the diary sometimes and just put in my personal thoughts, hmm dont know larhs.

supposed to be going for the vip symposium thing, but as nehneh called in sick, and couldnt go, i decided not to go. and besides, i hadnt really felt like going last night. so anyways, i shall just slack at home now.

my mum's godparents came to visit us today, so my dad's taking them out to eat bakkutteh. heheh reminds me of music lesson, teh bak kut teh bak kut. and wad? oh mee go reng mee go reng roti prata thosai thosai. LOL. so cool! so back to the point, im now sitting around waiting for my bak kut teh to be delivered to me.

think im going to ang mian's house to finish up the presents for the 2B people. hahas, its very fun to like sit around and sew and stuff and not have to worry about school work and other stuffs. cant wait to go her house, and it gives me something to do anyway.

ok so my dad said the bakkutteh is not nice, cos its all peppery and stuff, so they're buying rotiprata for me. dots-.-

why am i like just crapping here? argh nonsensical! haiya feel like talking to someone. but no one's online, and its only NINE in the morning, who can i call? bahs.

ohwell shall write something worth reading.

hmm i think my choir mood's returning. i really enjoyed yesterday, and my thinking about choir being unfair is loosening up. i mean, just like what sher said, if we hadnt chosen to go, we wouldnt be in this situation now. and besides, ms tham's really trying very hard for the choir, so we should like understand her and not really complain so much barhs. all true, and what's the point of me complaining? its not going to change anything, so instead of being buaysong during choir, i might as well just enjoy choir and enjoy the singing. and those songs that mstham chose are REALLY really very nice! when the whole choir combines, the sound is like so WOW, and that's without mstham working on it. ohmans so cool!

sometimes i think i change very quickly, like what wen said, i can switch from loving choir to disliking choir, and now loving it again. argh so weird. but anyways, i really hope to find a balance in life, class and choir.

argh so sian at home, no one to play games with, com so weird its hard to play games anyways. argh crap. someone call me please, bahs.



and i really feel like talking to you, too bad youre not very available. bahs.

stuff

hi im back again! LOL, managed to get into blogger(:

anyway, something to add about my last entry. i have NEVER NEVER NEVER regretted joining choir. i am very thankful for everything i have in choir. i do still love dhschoir, its just that i dont ENJOY it so much nowadays, because there are so many things on my mind. the thing i dont like about choir is the discrimination. i dont HATE choir. i love dhschoir, the choir famm, the sistas, singing. i do love all these things. so DO NOT get the wrong idea. i just do not like what is DONE in choir NOW. hope im making sense. hahas.


anyways, went out today, had so much fun! haha. hmm went to eat lunch with rayrin and sher. we wanted to take 30 to a busstop to take 67, but when we arrived at that busstop, which is 3 stops away from kembangan mrt, sher said that she wanted to take mrt cos it was faster. so we started walking, and 67 came when we were walking halfway, like so ARGH. hahas. all sher's fault larh can. in the end we had to walk like a LONGLONG way. and that rayrin was like stomping on puddles and splashing water on us, which made us ran, which in turn made me feel very terrible and all wheezy as i was still abit sick. hahahas. damn dumb can. so anyways, we went to tamp to eat the food court. was just crapping and eating[duh-.-] there. yupps and then i[with the two of them] went to go look for ruixian's present, and sadly, i couldnt find anything! argh, now i dont know what to give him. so sian! oh and sher treated us to mochi! so nice of her, hahas, the rich lady larh hor. so anyways, had quite alot of fun today, crapping about porn stuff and all that. hahas. maybe my choir mood is returning.. today's choir was nubbad actually, we got to combine[finally]. haha, guess i like it better when ms tham's not around, cos it aint so scary. oh and o nata lux, mamayog akun, iddem dem mallida are all VERY nice. mstham's quite good at choosing songs!

so anyways, happy happy! 3 chalets to attend this month. whoots! just hope that i have the money -.-

so yupps, please understand my LAST ENTRY ok and dont misunderstand it, cos sherry brought this up with me larhs. yupps.

(:

tayyoktok!

finally

LOL, finally i can get in. it always seems to be the case, i tell people that i cant get into blogger, but everytime i try after i say that, i can get in. so sickening rites? LOL.

28oct
one of the saddest days of my life. seems like things are passing so fast. i remember that i hated this class last year and the larger part of this year. i thought that we were so ununited and that everyone hated me and that i hated everyone. i was always sticking to the choir people and spent all my time wishing for the year to end soon and for the time for me to fly away.

but all these bad feelings evaporated. towards the end of the year, i started loving 2b more and more. i realised that the class didnt suck as much as i thought it did. i realised that the majority of the people were actually very nice. i realised that the class was very fun. i actually had a lot of fun and enjoyable times with the people in 2B. seems like we only cherish the times as the end draws near. but ohwells, i spent the last few weeks of my 2B times in perfect bliss. i felt so happy and peaceful in class. it was only at that point of time when i suddenly realised how much it would hurt to leave this class.

the last day of school was so sad. almost everyone cried. i dont know, it just feels so sad to know that i will no longer get to see the whole of 2B in this class again. i took a good long look at all the distinctive parts of the class. the class logo, the class board, the traffic light thingy and the dustbin at the corner. all the many many details that make up twoBEE. and i took good long looks at the many people in the class. cried very hard too. guess i was trying to get all the sadness out of my chest. but still, i seem to be unsuccessful. so anyways, we took a great many photos and i hugged a great many people. everyone were friends with each other on the last day.
oh and i let many many people sign on my shirt. i think i got the whole class! im gonna treasure. i think if there's ever any showandtell in vj, i'll talk about this shirt.

so anyways. i LOVE 2b. please please everyone try to go for the class chalet oks. its the last one already. im really looking forward to it, and hey im even ponning choir for it. so im really really hoping that everyone will be there yeah. LOVE YALL MUACKS! 2bonafides rocks forever!


29oct
dint do anything much


30oct
dint do anything much too. just spent all the time being in a bad mood and moping around the house because i couldnt see the twobee people anymore. bahs.


31oct
woke up super late and moped around the house again. felt very sick and unable to sing. so sickening, arghs. oh and i spent the most of my morning poking at my crossstich and muttering the name of a particular person. ARGH. nevermind. therefore this has left me in a bad mood. arrived in school for choir and felt even more in a bad mood. but i was acting super hyper too. guess i was trying to cover up my lethargicness and my badmoodness. but dont think it really worked. got so many things to get off my chest. guess i'll just say it.

firstly, choir is SO unfair! i mean, maybe it was all for the good of the choir, but.. haii. the people who are leaving have to seat in one corner by ourselves? that is like labelling us and saying 'we are the extra people' i mean like, we come for choir because we want to collect more memories and to just spend some more time with our section and everything, NOT to just sit in one corner and feel like the most extra people in the world. but i guess we have to spare a thought for the choir also, and not think that just cos we are going, we have to be the centre of attention. but seriously, all i am asking for is to just treat us normally and not treat us like some traitors and extra people. it takes all the fun out of choir, and singing seriously.

sometimes, i really dont feel like coming back for choir anymore. i can just jolly well stay at home and slack the whole time through. what's the point of coming back when you are treated like an outcast and you dont even get to enjoy fun times anymore? i used to look forward to the after choir outings, but now, no one goes for those outings anymore. only me sher and wen go out after choir. its like, so sian. and all those fakeness that's oozing out of some people, i really prefer 2B now. also, i HATE learning new songs, its like, what's the point of learning all these new songs when i dont even get to sing them next year? i can feel all my enthusiasm for choir draining out. and some discoveries that i have made recently have greatly changed my thinking about choir, guess it has somehow affected me. the only thing that is keeping me in choir is the performance in paragon and the sec4s graduation. i guess i'll probably not be coming back for choir after the performances, ohwell i dont know larhs. haii. perhaps im just in this class mood now and not really in the choir mood, guess it wont be long until i look forward to choir again. hopefully.. =X

oh and some people! omygosh why are they like that? arghs! made me in an even badder mood! you! i really want to say all these to you. i guess you'll know who you are when you read this. but ohwells, im leaving soon anyways. it doesnt really matter that much. can you just stop acting innocent and acting like you dont know why the whole world hates you? you are just so FAKE! who knows what you say behind my back when you are acting all goody and nice in front of me. oh and you were such a complete asshole on monday! i really cannot stand you. everything you say have underlying meanings. it really makes my blood boil when i hear it. stop saying those stuff with double meanings while acting all nice and innocent at the same time. of course, other people who dont know as much will just think you are making a comment, but PLEASE! i, for one, know what you are talking about, as well as many other people. so please, stop acting like you dont know why all these is happening. reflect on yourself! argh i really dont want to carry on anymore. i should just not carry on these rantings.


i think im falling sick, as in really sick. can feel my breathing going all wheezy and stuff. asthma coming on i guess. hope i'll get better before the 2B chalet, if not i'll KILL MYSELF.


so.. tata everyone! that's all to keep yall going until my next update, which will prolly be a long time away:D

stuff

have been trying to get into blogger for dunno how long. so damn freaking la. therefore the entry seen below is like dunno how long ago de. was wrote on notepad, waiting to post onto blogger.

ok, exams FINALLY over, but heck, you see that on everyone's blog. LOL. so i shant elaborate on the exams.

hmm spent my time slacking around and playing diablo and stuff. couldnt come online cos the internet was down ): so bleah. quite some things to blog about, but just that i dont really feel like it.

but ohwell, due to popular demand, i shall blog.


hmm, fri was fun! LOL, ok the bimbo us went home to change larhs, meaning me vivian and angmian. LOL. we change to this like young rich lady look? LOL. and vivian was carrying a handbag, like so OMG! hahas. cant imagine that she ever will be carrying a handbag. LOL. and a pink one somemore. den neh ching chuck and bernice dint change, so they just wore class tee and sch u. LOL. yupps and we went longjohn's and stuff larhs. and den we went to heeren and take neos. was quite nice i think, just that they were SO TINY. lol. hmm and den we went to plaza sing to but tickets for corpse bride. and before the movie we were just like sitting down at this place and talking and taking crap photos and just playing around larhs. den we went to watch corpse bride. was quite cute larhs. lol. and i like the music, the choir's good knows. LOL. like so duh, but still, it was damn nice. LOL. after dat we just walked around and den we went home lor. quite satisfying larh friday. hee.


there was choir on mon. hmm, it was kinda, different? yeah. i mean, i personally dont like mstham very much, cos i felt that her style dint work much for my singing. but i really liked wad she did today. i like that solfage (is that how you spell it?) thing. it really helped my pitching. i normally cant even differentiate a semitone and stuff. LOL. but yeah hopefully it'll really help me improve my pitching and stuff. hmm, they were talking about the plans for next year. i was like damn sad. cos i realised that i wun be able to join in everything that is happening next year. its like so damn sad, but ohwell, ppl will always say that its my fault, like i chose to go and stuff. well, i dont have it easy yknows, moving to this new school and leaving my beloved choir and leaving all my close friends to start life anew. im just really sad but what can i do? but anyways, back to the point, i feel that today's choir prac was quite useful. and i like the two songs that mstham chose. its damn nice. and mstham teaches well i guess, and she explains stuff and everything. that's good barhs. and den we went to eat dinner today, just the sistas(without jiawen, cos of her chicken pox) and papa. was quite fun larhs. hee. i love the choir fam! (:

time to slack and stuff. LOL. i cant wait for choir pracs. its fun. though i think its a tad unfair sometimes. but ohwell.


hmm went out with sher ytd. LOL. not exactly what i would call went out lar. we went to have lunch at bedok. yeah cos i couldnt go out marhs. den we had actually wanted to go xuan's hse to like play, but not everyone was free, so we decided not to go lors. den erm me and sher went to eat lunch at kfc. after dat we went to the library and spent a damn long time there. LOL. den we went to ntuc to like walk walk and sher bought someting there larhs. den after dat we just like walked walked around and started talking about harry potter. sher's actually reading it like AT LONG LAST. yeah and i had to explain lots of things to her. LOL. say until i thirsty can. yupps. den we went library again and den we went home. LOL. sher actually accompany me halfway to my house. she turned back cos it was starting to rain. LOL. damn funny cans. yupps and sher helped me borrow two books. so nice of her. LOVE YA SHER! (:


and then today, LOL. was quite a slacking and fun day larhs. afterall, exams over and its just time to get back the results. im quite satisfied with my results actually. yupps. hope i do as well tmr as i did today. yupps. hmm went to xuan's hse today after sch to play. LOL, we ended up borrowing loads of books and spending most of the time piecing the puzzle from hp and jt together. LOL. and xuan and dada went through their scores for tmr's choir.

YAY THERE'S CHOIR TMR! ((:

so i guess afterall,

life is good! (:

note: got back all my results le. all results shown here are only for SA, and not for overall.

eng: 64.5/100
chi: 67.75/100
maths: 80.5/100
sci: 83.5/100
lit: 54/75
geog: 64.5/80
hist: 62.5 or 63.5 /80 [cant really rmb paiseh]
art: 64 for thumbnail, 88 for painting
dnt: 45.5/50
hecons: 34.5 or 36.5/50 [i think]

hmm, overall quite satisfied larhs. but was just VERYVERYVERY disappointed for eng. imagine, a B4! for the first time in my life larhs. haii, damn sad. and was abit disappointed with geog too. cos i wanted a 70. ohwell, no use crying over spilt milk. at least i did fairly well, just hope i'll get into top5. yupps. hope that all these studying wun come to nought. hope and hope yeah. TOP5.. (:

blogger hates me! it seriously does ok, ive not been able to get into it for the past 4 days and thus the stagnant blog. bleah. so therefore i shall blog about something worthy. heehee.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUAN!!
LOVE YOU TO THE MAXEST CORE! (:

yuppies today is xuan's bdae, yay yay! we gave her some nice nice nice presents! whoots(:

hmm, was thinking through stuffs abit ytd, and i got kinda sad larhs. was thinking about the sec4s. haii. i realised that i miss them alot. its like, ages since we've all been in the music room together and having the sec4s sing with us. well frankly, i really miss syf. i feel that that was the ONLY time when we had all strived towards the same goal. sure there were people whom i disliked, but overall, i pretty much loved everyone else. it was only at that point of time when we really tried hard and sang our hearts out. i rmb the few practices just before syf, the one where we sounded super duper nice. the sound was like so 'WOW'. i think everyone really gave it their all. i could feel the elation when i was singing, i really enjoyed myself while singing at that point of time. sure i do still enjoy myself, but there are so many other things on my mind. those pracs before syf were the only ones that i feel were thoroughly enjoyable and fufilling. it felt so good to hear perfect chords coming out of us. i still rmb that time we were slacking, and xueling started playing sunset, we just anyhow sang, and in the end, we had this perfect 'SUN' chord. jerrold and jas.lin were so surprised. LOL. i could still rmb their look. i rmb that time when we sang muranokajiya really really well with miss poh conducting, i could feel all the hairs standing up and everything, and everyone was like really letting it all out, we were all singing expressively and i think we all enjoyed it very much. its just all these little things that makes our times enjoyable.

i rmb all the syf bonding sessions too, although they were not VERY wellplanned, cos they were all sports, but i still rmb how we'll sit around at the basketball courts and talk and just crap. i rmb how we all played volleyball together, the whole lot of us. it was so very fun. i rmb how the snrs were teaching us how to serve, and that's why now, the only thing i can do is to serve XP and i rmb once we had this indoor bonding session where we played murderer(the hold hands one) in the music room. lol, the whole syf choir was playing! although it wasnt exactly very fun, but thinking back, it was quite interesting, imagine playing murderer with 46 ppl? although im sure there are less than that. but still, it was a very unique experience.

and i rmb us going to tuan bai, but it was more of a whole choir thing lar. we went diane's house and slacked for awhile. we were all playing in the play ground and everything and that was actly how the choir famm started. LOL. yeah den afterdat we went to rayrin's hse. the snrs went out to buy food while we childish lil kids just played in the playground again. LOL. afterthat we played mahjong and like daidi and ate some fried stuff for dinner. that was the first time i reached home after 10 am. it was like so super fun. and since there is a first, there will be a second, and a third, and a fourth.. sure enough there were. LOL.

i rmb syf day, when we were all rushing with the makeup, all the gown stuff and everything. and we altos actly sounded horrible on that day, we kept going sharp i think. den like kinda hai the whole choir ldat. and i rmb at the singapore conference hall or something, how we were all so nervous, how we were edging each other on. i rmb that we din sing very well on stage and still rmb that i almost cried when i came out. rmb how the sec4s were so relieved, rmb how ms poh told us to get ready for a silver. i rmb how we were all so dejected and everything. i think everyone thought we'll get a silver. i rmb how me and dada went to long john's to eat and slack our time away, and then someone called and told us we got a gold. i rmb how we ran outside longjohn's and started screaming and screaming. ahh all those memories, good and bad, i feel like its all coming back to me nowadays.

oh and the outing to celebrate the gold for syf. lol. it was very very fun. one of the most fun outings ive ever had. we went jack's place at bras basah(dunno the spelling) to eat. i rmb over 20 of us going in there and eating. and i rmb how we four gurls sat at the long tables with the guy snrs and how we were so sian cos we were so isolated. and i rmb jerrold ordering his steak and offering pieces of it to everyone. i rmb how huping broke a cup when he was trying to make 'fruit punch'. LOL. it was all very fun. and i rmb weirui treating us to neoprints, the altos(: i think we took 3 machines other machines at least [with our own money larhs duh]. it was all so cool. although alot of things also happened on that day, it was really very fun.

its all these small things that is coming back to me, i dont even realise that i had forgotten so many things. i hardly even remembered all these outings we had and everything. it was really very very fun. now, ive realised that i wun be able to add on to my memories with the sec4s any more. i realised that we wun get to sing with the sec4s and the syf choir anymore. its like all very sad, because it really didnt strike me as anything big. i guess i just felt that i could still see the sec4s in school and all, but thinking about it now, its like theyve been a part of choir ever since ive joined. its hard to think that i'll never ever get to sing with them anymore. i mean, yeah i felt this before handover. but during the period after handover, i didnt really feel sad. i was touched for the sake of being touched. i wasnt like sad because i realised all these things. i just did everything for the sake of doing it. but now, i feel this incredible sense of sadness. haii. i guess you might say that im slow hurh, for realising things so slowly. but i really really miss the sec4s. choir feels so different without them around. haii. i guess somethings are really inevitable. i kept saying that i'll treasure them and cherish them, but i feel that i din treasure and cherish them enough. now im so regretting. haii.

and thinking about it, im leaving myself too. into this totally new and different environment. i wun be able to sing with dhschoir again from next year onwards, not as a dhschorister anymore. i'll really miss all the getting ready for concert stuff and everything. i keep saying that i'll cherish and treasure all these things. but seriously, a few months down the road. im sure i'll look back and lament about why i didnt cherish dhschoir and everything enough. i guess when you really miss something, even cherishing it in the past wouldnt help.

ohwell im sorry for boring yall out. LOL. i know many of you think that entries are long and draggy. and since your names are not inside, its pointless for yall to read so much rites? LOL. youre right. heehee. paiseh that yall actly bother reading this whole chunk out. heehee. its actly just me reminscing the past. LOL. just for my own personal pleasure. im sorry if i bored anyone out ks. no more such entries anytime soon. LOL. promise(:

and you hardly ever think about me anymore hurh. do i even matter to you? i dont know if you will be reading this, i guess you will. we used to be quite close, but now, you dont even bother smsing anymore. maybe you just got sick of me hurh, maybe i was just this 'new thing' that you could get to know more about. i dont even know what to do now. i dont know how things can change so much in just a few days. but even though i want to continue being friends with you, what can i do? i dont want to be that pestering thing that keeps hanging on to you. if you really feel that im irritating and have no more wish to talk to me, you know what? i wont talk to you too.

oh and incase i dun get to come online tomorrow,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHER!
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