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hello everyone! ohh im quite excited. tmr going to brandon's house. but sad to say, there are only TWO sectwos there. ie. me and jawhen! ohman such a depressing thing. of course its not like we'll feel out of place [i hope]. but still, its really the first time there's only the two of us. most of the time, there are three or more. sobsob. that's so sad! somehow it takes some of the excitedness out. but dunno why im still so excited. maybe it has got to do with getting out of my house. ive been staying at home all week! actually, im quite scared about tmr. ohman. such a lot of problems. im scared that it wun be fun tmr! ahh. so scared larhs.

hmm hopefully i can meet jawhen tmr before meeting the others. i want to go shopping for my sch bag nxt year! haha. should i buy sling or tote? dunno. see first. heheh. but i still havent told jawhen. shall call her later.

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i've just finished sophie's world. its really a very deep book. which makes you think. as in REALLY think. who am i actually? yeah i am mayloo, but so what? what is my purpose in this world? i dont know. many people live through their whole lives without even discovering who they really are. so what if you had loads of money? can it tell you who you are and what your purpose in this world is? NO. of course, i can say that. but we all know for sure that money is very important. i can question the importance of money, but its just all talk and no action. my goal in life is to earns lots of money and to live a comfortable life. im quite sure that i wont be happy without money. i guess im too commercialised. im already one who cannot live without money. maybe im already becoming one of those people who are already living snugly in the rabbit's fur. im becoming one who are only concerned over trivial matters and not about the truly important things happening in the world. however, how can i say that im really living snugly in the rabbit's fur if i am questioning about what is happening in the world?

ohmy im going around in circles. see what philosophy can do to a person? and yet VJ listed sophie's world under science and maths. and its true, philosophy involves mathematics and science. one can even go so far as to say that maths and sci are the by products of the search for the answers to philosophical questions. of course you can also say that philosophy is basically a combination of science, maths and logic, or reason. there are always two sides to a coin. i was surprised to learn some famous mathematicains or scientists were also philosophers. some egs are democritus, aristotle, and darwin.

ive learnt much from this book i admit. but i have to say, this book is a tedious read. i was so relieved when i finished reading it. and note this, its only for the BRIDGING CURRICULUM.

its telling something about how much i will learn in vip and also about how tedious and challenging the curriculum will be. good luck to me i guess.


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i dont really understand what i am saying. ohmy i think im going crazy..