ok, so indieventure's over. finally.

yeah i really wanna thank ian and yiling for the hard work they put in last night to complete our slide presentations and the ads. yes, they hardly slept at all if im not wrong. thanks so much yeah (:

anyway, we presented today, and it was alright. i mean, seeing as it being something that was done in one night. i really think we did fine. we dint get into the finals, and i guess ian was a bit upset cos he thought that his effort was kinda wasted. hmm, ian dont be sad already right! we appreciate all your hard work (:

yes today, i realised that im not very involved in ip. im not even helping out for the symposium. i dunno if its a good or bad thing to not be involved, i kinda feel left out of everything. sometimes i think i shouldnt be so 'unenthu' about ip. afterall, im gonna be here for only a year more, and i should really appreciate the times spent in the ip. maybe i should have a more 'go for it' attitude, instead of saying, 'aiya heck la' all the time. hmm, i guess one of my new year resolutions will be to improve my attitude. yes, i shall TRY to be more enthu. but i know myself, i'll give up trying soon after that. haii. see that's the problem with me. im lazy, lazy to change the parts of myself that i know are imperfect. nevermind, i'll see what happens. i'll still try..

anyway, was reading the choir people's blogs. haha most of them blogged about the trip to dawn's house. hahaha. it was really fun, thanks dawn! (: anyway i think vjchoir's full of himbos and bimbos, except me of course (: im too intellectual to be a bimbo please. hahaha. yeah i really have fun with these people sometimes, love you guys :D

anyway, i know i get moody very easily sometimes, and that's very bad, for i'll just give everybody the black face. i know i shouldn't show my feelings so outright.. but yeah most of the time when i get moody, i dont even care about what others feel. sigh. i really should try to hide my emotions more.

i think i have a lot of flaws in my character, but i cant seem to change them. sigh, maybe i'm too used to behaving this way because i grew up like this. i think i've really matured a lot this year. on the same day last year, i wouldnt think that i had so many flaws and imperfections, and i wouldnt be able to see my weaknesses so clearly. sigh.
haizy.
i hope next year will be a better year, for this year has really been a year with a lot of troubling times for me, especially at the beginning of the year. yes. hope people (: