choir chalet

hello everyone!

lalala tmr's the choir chalet. quite excited actually. i mean, haha i dint go for choir chalet last year. so this is my first time! lalala.

tmr not many sec4s going i guess, cos of their prom. hmm, so im looking forward to the second day! lalala. can play mahjong, though im very bad at it. lol.


hmm half of the hols gone already. sigh, but i think this hols was quite rewarding and slack, spent LOADS of time with the choir ppl too. woohoo so rock! still got december larhs, one more month. but i havent read ANY of the ip books. oopsies im so dead. haii. but hmm, my time with dhschoir is not up yet i guess. hopefully i can get to spend more time with them. there's still caroling! haha. so cool rite. lalala.

haiiya dunno wad to say also. lol.

harry potter

hello everyone. lol. damn super sian. i see jiawen and rayrin online but neither one of them is talking to me, blah. rayrin's prolly mapling, but jiawen.. whr are you?! im super sian leh wenwen arh talk to me lehs.

therefore meanwhile i shall blog to pass my boredom. went to watch harry potter just now, hadnt meant to blog about it, dint wanna spoil everyone's fun, but too bad, since ive got nothing to do now, i shall blog den.

SPOILER WARNING

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there, youve decided to see this, so dont say that i dint warn you. seriously i feel that HP GOF wasnt as bad as what everyone said. i mean, what do you expect? the movie cannot be exactly the same as the book. the movie's commercialised. besides, they made the changes to let the story in the MOVIE flow better. the book is so thick, they cant possibly follow it exactly. who would want to watch a movie that is 3 or 4 hours long, other than a hardcore HP fan that is (like me:D).

like i said the movie's heavily commercialised. like the fact that they made beauxbaton an all gurls school, and the fact that durmstrang was made an all boys school [if im not wrong durmstrang was supposed to also be a co-ed sch]. wouldnt it look weird if boys were wearing the school robes of beauxbatons? i guess they just wanted to even up things abit by making beauxbatons a gurls sch, durmstrang a boys sch and hogwarts a co-ed school.

of course there are other changes that i deem not suitable. like the fact that they made dumbledore a shouting, agitated old man. dumbledore has NEVER shouted at harry before. he's supposed to be a wise, calm old man. not someone who grabs harry around the neck and shouts in his face. the producers prolly just wanted to make the show more thrilling. but still i feel that this is spoiling dumbledore's image. its such a pity richard harris died. the new dumbledore looks like a gypsy. dumbledore's supposed to be tall and grand and white and calm. the new dumbledore is short and common and easily agitated and grey. he's so BLEAH. argh but what to do, the good dumbledore has died. argh.

oh and i was very disappointed in not being able to see sirius. i really wanted to see sirius in this movie, but ohwells, including sirius will just make the movie longer than it already is. but seriously i wouldnt mind sitting there for even four hours. lol.

hmm the show kept the gist of the story, but they really omitted alot of parts of the book. but afterall, the book is still better, i mean, it is more complete. i had never really placed high hopes on the movies before anyway, so it doesnt really matter to me.

i feel that ron and hermione dint really get much screen time, i mean, most of the time when they appear its only in very forgettable scenes. fred and george were the ones who made deep impressions. and ohmy, they are so super seh. tall and with long hair, and they are so damn funny too. they're a very memorable pair. lol. cant wait to see them in the nxt movie, they're very important characters in the next movie. haha. love them!

and cho sucks, big time. hermione is so so so much prettier than cho. argh, cho looks so fat, and so plain. she doesnt deserve harry at all! haii nevermind they dint get together anyways, who really cares.

neville grew up alot too. haha, the whole waltzing thing was damn funny larhs. hehe.

oh and cedric diggory is so shuai! argh why did he die? whywhywhy?! even my sister felt that it was a pity cedric died, cos he wont appear in the next movie then. LOL. but the scene when harry came back with cedric was very touching, esp when fleur screamed. i nearly cried. but dint cry eventually cause the scene progressed very fast to the barty crouch jnr part. speaking of which, i felt that it was very rushed, and they dint really explain things very carefully. if i hadnt read the books i would not have understood what was happening.

so overall, the movie has a rushed feel to it, but i like the middle part, it was very lighthearted and funny. lalala. hehe. so anyways, please people, stop critisizing the movie. its hard enough to compress the book into a 2h 37mins long movie already. i suggest that everyone should just sit back and enjoy the movie, instead of dwelling on and on about its imperfections. that is just a complete waste of time.


haha ohmy what a long post about harrypotter gof. jiawen's gone offline already, and she still hasnt spoken to me. rayrin's not speaking to me too, guess he's still mapling.. should i go and sleep? but im not sleepy yet lehs. haii. sian.

paragon

omgosh i woke up at 2 plus today. dont i rock? LOL.


hmm the past few days were very tiring for me. woke up at friday at 8 to go to school. so dumb of me larh. i thought choir starts at 10. so i reached school at like 9.35? but i dint see anyone there. so i smsed jiawen and asked when she was coming, only to realise that i had looked at the wrong schedule. choir actually started at 1.20! like wth lar. made me wake up so early. ARGH. so wen asked if i wanted to go pasirris as she wanted to return library books, den we can like have lunch together and stuff. LOL. darn dumb of me larhs. so afterdat went for choir. think that choir practice was one of the funnest during this whole hols. haha i was terrorizing chunlong. and just screaming at ruixian and gang. LOL. darn dumb larhs. but yeah quite fun. and we went through all the concert songs, felt so good to relieve all the memories. after choir we mama and rayrin went to play basketball with those guys. so sher, dada and xuan decided to play volleyball. i borrowed a basketball from the guys and shot hoops. LOL. yupps after a while mama and rayrin came by to play volleyball and stuff. so we were all playing together lar. haha sweated quite alot and had quite alot of fun. then it started to rain and we all went home together. haha me and weirui and sher squeezed into one umbrella! in the end me and sher were both wet on one side. LOL.


hmm sat we met in the morn at 9.30 in school to do our makeup and stuff. haha we went to the library toilet, our usual place and started doing our makeup. took us like one hour plus. haha the sistas are always the slowest at makeup. ALWAYS. everytime we have to put makeup we'll be late. haha. we really have a soft spot for makeup hurh. LOL. and sher was busy taking pictures of us. which is why she was the latest. haha. den we went to music room and started practicing for the graduation ceremoney. LOL. the performance was a TOTAL flop. terrible terrible. haha but its over already, so who cares. so after that we went to the canteen for lunch. haha. went to eat at station two, which was fourD, fourE and fourF's table. lol. talked to jasmine, rachel, ghina:D, huping, and maybe dinghong. LOL.

took a few pictures den went upstairs. haha. after dat we were slacking for awhile in the music room, den mslai chased us out. so we had to sit outside the music room. so we had to sit outside and amused ourselves by taking pictures with mama and stranger. LOL. after a longlong time we went back inside the music room and we took more pictures with weirui and we terrorized chunlong into taking pictures with us. LOL. den we started to rehearse for paragon. wasia it was one of the most tiring practices ive ever had, cause i was trying so hard to stand straight. yupps before long we had to go and touch up our makeup and soon we were on the bus to paragon. at the paragon we started taking more pictures and then we started the performance. haha it was so tiring. my feet were aching like siao and when we reached toeverythingthereisaseason i was like cracking at every line. was so glad when the thing was finally over.

after that wen, me, xuan, sher, dada, weirui, rayrin, louis, mama, stranger went to the toilet and us gurls started changing out of our purple skirts and court shoes. ohmans it felt so good to be in flats after being in heels for the whole day. den we took 16 to xuan's house. after walking for quite some time, we reached her house. LOL xuan's house is big and clean and lovely. haha like what i had said before. lol. den we went outside to the bbq. so cool! and xuan's mum and dad are so fun lorhs. haha very nice to converse with. it was quite fun, we were all singing wuding at the top of our voices and irritating stranger. lol. rayrin was acting spastic and retarded, what with his 'wo yao chi yu yuan'. LOL. me and wen were just slacking in one corner. haha. weirui and sher were roasting marshmallows for everyone. dada and brandon were singing their old songs, louis kept playing the piano and xuan was being a very good host. LOL. so cool. overall it was a fun night larhs. talked and laughed and stuff. after dat me wen stranger mama rayrin went home. mama had to take in another direction, poor him/her! haha oh and i love my mama! he's so funny and so nice and so easy to pluck hair. HAHA. i kept plucking his leg hair. lol. me wen stranger rayrin went to the busstop and they were like playing with my hair. haha. stranger was so excited when i let him play with my hair using wax. haha! so funny. yupps and then stranger and rayrin took 10 while me and wen took 31. haha. me and wen got to spend some quality time together. LOL. yupps saturday was veryvery fun larhs.

think im going to sher's house tmr to watch the harrypotter movies. haha that rich gurl has all three movies and she's gonna supply us with snacks and fruits and drinks. LOL another day of pigging out! woohoo cant wait. haha wonder who's going tmr. lalala.

6/4 class chalet

i love class chalets!

its THE place for people to have fun together. haha. went for the 6/4 one today. yeah i only stayed for the morn. but at least i bothered to go rite. haha, so omygosh. haha. had quite a lot of fun for people who have been seperated for two years already. haha. played daidi, heart attack, talked alot and they were throwing this water ball thing around:D yuppyupps.

the biggest shock came when i saw how tall they had become. its like OMYGOSH. as in really omygosh. haha. most of them are like 170plus? like please? haha, yeah and they are like damn gay. haha. but it was entertaining watching them gaying around. i have really like forgotten how gay they were last time. still, it was fun. oh and i couldnt believe it, i was actually suanned until dumbstruck, can you believe it?! i mean, me the suaning queen, actually suaned until dumbstruck? haha. but still, it was 5 on 1. bleah. so mean rite. haha.

haha, but after today, realised how much everyone has changed. the guys are growing up and their characters are getting better, like they are getting sweeter and all. ahha. so cool! ((:

yupps. i think the 6/4 ppl will never read this thing so nevermind. haha. lalala.


im just trying to make my dearest laogong jealous. haha. (:

hello

large font today! =P and lotsa spaces! cos i feel like it. haha.


ahh i am so sian..


ok actually i am not. i mean, i have lots and lotsa things to do.


haha im in a listing mood today blah



things to do at home:

prac scores
read books
write farewell letters
make farewell gifts
cross stitch



outings:

watch GOF
choir pracs [in school and at ppl's hse]
seoul garden with sistas
cut hair
go ppl hse play



chalets:

2B chalet
6/4 chalet
choir chalet



movies:

angmian's house to watch movies
sherry's hse to watch harrypotter movies



performances:

paragon:D
sec4s graduation



books to read:


light reading

harry potter series;
harrypotter and the philosoper's stone
harrypotter and the chamber of secrets
harrypotter and the prisoner of azkaban
harrypotter and the goblet of fire
harrypotter and the order of the pheonix
harrypotter and the half blood prince


trickster's series
jane eyre
i'll be seeing you
tuesdays with morrie


vip materials

the humanities
his dark materials trilogy by phillip pullman;
the golden compass/ northern lights
the subtle knife
the amber spyglass

the life of pi


the sciences and mathematics
the number devil
the short history of nearly everything
E=MC2
sophie's world


readings for IP1 electives
men of tomorrow: geeks, gangsters and the birth of the comic book
comics and ideology
why we do what we do
the code book
biodiversity and conservation
ideas that changed the world




so you see, i really have lotsa things to do. but nowadays, i sleep at like 2plus and wake up at 1plus. that's like 11hrs of sleep. omgosh im turning into such a pig. bahs. im sian only when i come online and find no one to talk to. arghs, such a sickening thing. and im thinking and thinking and thinking so much these days. really confused. hmm am trying to just keep myself busy so i wont think so much. tmr gonna go cut hair, let me hope for the best.
im really in such a mess right now. i dont know what i am feeling. sometimes, its just hard to let go. and i dint cherish you when i had you. not just you actually, but both of you. i dint even notice you when you were around, and now, im pining to just catch a glimpse of you.
and you, i admit i had taken notice of you when you were around. i had always taken notice of you, but somehow i regret not trying to improve our friendship, i had let it fall into ruins. and now i miss you, real badly. it hurts just to think that i might not get to see you anymore. but i guess you dont feel the same way as i do. i seem to be nothing at all to you. sometimes when i realise how close you are to other people, i get so so jealous. but what can i do? i guess we just dont really click. but i had always been closer to you, among all of them, you were the one whom i cared about, but why is it that you dont really care for me? i feel so sad when i think of all the 'could have been's. we were so close to that, but i had let my temper gotten into the way. i am very sorry and i guess no matter what i do, we would never be able to be that close. i am really so so so scared, i dont want the day to come when i dont even remember anything that has happened between us, all the small and sweet things. i want to remember everything that had happened, but if i have a feeling that i might forget. and this feeling i have of you might even fade away. i dont want this to happen. i even envision myself with you. i know this is all a fantasy of mine, but somehow, it really seems so real. with you it had always been different. you were always special to me. somehow after these years of denying, its all coming true. but it had to come true only at the last moment, at the last day. i really regret not doing somethings i had wanted to do. but come to think of it, you always had the power to make me feel shy, to make me hesitate on what i am going to do, i never had this problem with the rest, guess you always had been special to me from the start. i just wish..

2B chalet again!

haha just came back 2 hr ago from the 2B class chalet! hehe.

it was quite fun larhs. haha sang karaoke for the WHOLE day. and shunjie and manching were like sleeping? haha cos they dint catch their sleep last night. they were too scared of the OLD changi hospital i think. LOL.

oh and they saw shooting stars! when they were watching the sunrise. OMG rite? i've never ever seen a shooting star in my whole life! and junya actually saw THREE! omgomg!

yupps and im starting to fall in love with audrey! today's chalet the food was really OMG. there was a BIG plate of fruits, a big plate of cocktail jelly, SUSHI, some rice thingy with tuna on top, beehoon, satay, marshmallows, PLUS barbequed food! omg rites? just the thought of it makes people salivate. it was really one of the best chalet food i ever had. and most of it is done by audrey. REALLY she rocks can, rocks to the maxest core. she did all the sushi thingy and the rice thingy, the jelly also she do one i think. its like, WOW. oh and mingquan fried the beehoon too! (:

yupps. audrey rocks to the maxest core okay. she put in ALOT of effort into this chalet. and she even did the xmas decorations for the chalet, although christmas is more than a month away, but its really the thought that counts. (:

so i most proclaim, i LOVE audrey! and i really love singing with audrey ks. she sings VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY well oks. and is really NO zao sia one knows. and she harmonises veryveryvery well! omgosh can, it feels so nice singing with audrey. got this very shuang feeling. haha. love my leeweisong! haha.

yupps and really must give a lot of thanks to the many people who put in so much effort into the chalet, people like mingquan, junya, gero, audrey etc. they were the ones who made this chalet possible. THANK YALL SO MUCH!

yupps so anyways, i had a great time at this chalet. was one of the best i ever attended. haha, partly cos i got to sing whole day. lalala. but i think i was like hogging onto the mike? im really sorry oks!

and the food really really rocks! heehee took alot of crap photos too! LOL, cool rite.
oh and ms ng, ms seow, and ms yeo came! so happy. and ms ng and ms seow sing really really well lor! really is ren bu ke mao xiang. heehee. the teachers are so fun oks! and i even hugged ms yeo! yay yay! haha. (:

oh and i finally managed to sing my wuding. (: with wendy first and with winki nxt. both of which are disasters i think. haha. but it was still fun(:

yupps. love all the 2b people. take care everyone. i really will miss yall! (:

2B chalet!

hello everyone! i just came back from the 2B chalet 1 hr ago. hahas. damn fun you know.

we were singing karaoke in the night. haha. really darn fun. and winki's FUNNY. yupps. so sad, i had to leave before my wuding. argh i really want my wu ding! hahas. hope i get to sing it tmr. heehee.

hahas its only the first day and its so fun, really excited for tmr! cos almost everyone's coming.

even though the chalet's creepy, im sure we'll all survive it(:

and yupps got a special mention to someone.

THANKS YOU SO MUCH SHUNJIE for accompanying us to angmian's car! omg it was so dark, and changi hospital was just there. creepy. thanks so much for volunteering to accompany us when you were so scared. really appreciate it. thank you! (:

back again

hi im back, again-.-

dont know why blogger is so nice nowadays, let's me get in so easily. hmm sometimes i feel like getting diary-x, den i can lock up the diary sometimes and just put in my personal thoughts, hmm dont know larhs.

supposed to be going for the vip symposium thing, but as nehneh called in sick, and couldnt go, i decided not to go. and besides, i hadnt really felt like going last night. so anyways, i shall just slack at home now.

my mum's godparents came to visit us today, so my dad's taking them out to eat bakkutteh. heheh reminds me of music lesson, teh bak kut teh bak kut. and wad? oh mee go reng mee go reng roti prata thosai thosai. LOL. so cool! so back to the point, im now sitting around waiting for my bak kut teh to be delivered to me.

think im going to ang mian's house to finish up the presents for the 2B people. hahas, its very fun to like sit around and sew and stuff and not have to worry about school work and other stuffs. cant wait to go her house, and it gives me something to do anyway.

ok so my dad said the bakkutteh is not nice, cos its all peppery and stuff, so they're buying rotiprata for me. dots-.-

why am i like just crapping here? argh nonsensical! haiya feel like talking to someone. but no one's online, and its only NINE in the morning, who can i call? bahs.

ohwell shall write something worth reading.

hmm i think my choir mood's returning. i really enjoyed yesterday, and my thinking about choir being unfair is loosening up. i mean, just like what sher said, if we hadnt chosen to go, we wouldnt be in this situation now. and besides, ms tham's really trying very hard for the choir, so we should like understand her and not really complain so much barhs. all true, and what's the point of me complaining? its not going to change anything, so instead of being buaysong during choir, i might as well just enjoy choir and enjoy the singing. and those songs that mstham chose are REALLY really very nice! when the whole choir combines, the sound is like so WOW, and that's without mstham working on it. ohmans so cool!

sometimes i think i change very quickly, like what wen said, i can switch from loving choir to disliking choir, and now loving it again. argh so weird. but anyways, i really hope to find a balance in life, class and choir.

argh so sian at home, no one to play games with, com so weird its hard to play games anyways. argh crap. someone call me please, bahs.



and i really feel like talking to you, too bad youre not very available. bahs.

stuff

hi im back again! LOL, managed to get into blogger(:

anyway, something to add about my last entry. i have NEVER NEVER NEVER regretted joining choir. i am very thankful for everything i have in choir. i do still love dhschoir, its just that i dont ENJOY it so much nowadays, because there are so many things on my mind. the thing i dont like about choir is the discrimination. i dont HATE choir. i love dhschoir, the choir famm, the sistas, singing. i do love all these things. so DO NOT get the wrong idea. i just do not like what is DONE in choir NOW. hope im making sense. hahas.


anyways, went out today, had so much fun! haha. hmm went to eat lunch with rayrin and sher. we wanted to take 30 to a busstop to take 67, but when we arrived at that busstop, which is 3 stops away from kembangan mrt, sher said that she wanted to take mrt cos it was faster. so we started walking, and 67 came when we were walking halfway, like so ARGH. hahas. all sher's fault larh can. in the end we had to walk like a LONGLONG way. and that rayrin was like stomping on puddles and splashing water on us, which made us ran, which in turn made me feel very terrible and all wheezy as i was still abit sick. hahahas. damn dumb can. so anyways, we went to tamp to eat the food court. was just crapping and eating[duh-.-] there. yupps and then i[with the two of them] went to go look for ruixian's present, and sadly, i couldnt find anything! argh, now i dont know what to give him. so sian! oh and sher treated us to mochi! so nice of her, hahas, the rich lady larh hor. so anyways, had quite alot of fun today, crapping about porn stuff and all that. hahas. maybe my choir mood is returning.. today's choir was nubbad actually, we got to combine[finally]. haha, guess i like it better when ms tham's not around, cos it aint so scary. oh and o nata lux, mamayog akun, iddem dem mallida are all VERY nice. mstham's quite good at choosing songs!

so anyways, happy happy! 3 chalets to attend this month. whoots! just hope that i have the money -.-

so yupps, please understand my LAST ENTRY ok and dont misunderstand it, cos sherry brought this up with me larhs. yupps.

(:

tayyoktok!

finally

LOL, finally i can get in. it always seems to be the case, i tell people that i cant get into blogger, but everytime i try after i say that, i can get in. so sickening rites? LOL.

28oct
one of the saddest days of my life. seems like things are passing so fast. i remember that i hated this class last year and the larger part of this year. i thought that we were so ununited and that everyone hated me and that i hated everyone. i was always sticking to the choir people and spent all my time wishing for the year to end soon and for the time for me to fly away.

but all these bad feelings evaporated. towards the end of the year, i started loving 2b more and more. i realised that the class didnt suck as much as i thought it did. i realised that the majority of the people were actually very nice. i realised that the class was very fun. i actually had a lot of fun and enjoyable times with the people in 2B. seems like we only cherish the times as the end draws near. but ohwells, i spent the last few weeks of my 2B times in perfect bliss. i felt so happy and peaceful in class. it was only at that point of time when i suddenly realised how much it would hurt to leave this class.

the last day of school was so sad. almost everyone cried. i dont know, it just feels so sad to know that i will no longer get to see the whole of 2B in this class again. i took a good long look at all the distinctive parts of the class. the class logo, the class board, the traffic light thingy and the dustbin at the corner. all the many many details that make up twoBEE. and i took good long looks at the many people in the class. cried very hard too. guess i was trying to get all the sadness out of my chest. but still, i seem to be unsuccessful. so anyways, we took a great many photos and i hugged a great many people. everyone were friends with each other on the last day.
oh and i let many many people sign on my shirt. i think i got the whole class! im gonna treasure. i think if there's ever any showandtell in vj, i'll talk about this shirt.

so anyways. i LOVE 2b. please please everyone try to go for the class chalet oks. its the last one already. im really looking forward to it, and hey im even ponning choir for it. so im really really hoping that everyone will be there yeah. LOVE YALL MUACKS! 2bonafides rocks forever!


29oct
dint do anything much


30oct
dint do anything much too. just spent all the time being in a bad mood and moping around the house because i couldnt see the twobee people anymore. bahs.


31oct
woke up super late and moped around the house again. felt very sick and unable to sing. so sickening, arghs. oh and i spent the most of my morning poking at my crossstich and muttering the name of a particular person. ARGH. nevermind. therefore this has left me in a bad mood. arrived in school for choir and felt even more in a bad mood. but i was acting super hyper too. guess i was trying to cover up my lethargicness and my badmoodness. but dont think it really worked. got so many things to get off my chest. guess i'll just say it.

firstly, choir is SO unfair! i mean, maybe it was all for the good of the choir, but.. haii. the people who are leaving have to seat in one corner by ourselves? that is like labelling us and saying 'we are the extra people' i mean like, we come for choir because we want to collect more memories and to just spend some more time with our section and everything, NOT to just sit in one corner and feel like the most extra people in the world. but i guess we have to spare a thought for the choir also, and not think that just cos we are going, we have to be the centre of attention. but seriously, all i am asking for is to just treat us normally and not treat us like some traitors and extra people. it takes all the fun out of choir, and singing seriously.

sometimes, i really dont feel like coming back for choir anymore. i can just jolly well stay at home and slack the whole time through. what's the point of coming back when you are treated like an outcast and you dont even get to enjoy fun times anymore? i used to look forward to the after choir outings, but now, no one goes for those outings anymore. only me sher and wen go out after choir. its like, so sian. and all those fakeness that's oozing out of some people, i really prefer 2B now. also, i HATE learning new songs, its like, what's the point of learning all these new songs when i dont even get to sing them next year? i can feel all my enthusiasm for choir draining out. and some discoveries that i have made recently have greatly changed my thinking about choir, guess it has somehow affected me. the only thing that is keeping me in choir is the performance in paragon and the sec4s graduation. i guess i'll probably not be coming back for choir after the performances, ohwell i dont know larhs. haii. perhaps im just in this class mood now and not really in the choir mood, guess it wont be long until i look forward to choir again. hopefully.. =X

oh and some people! omygosh why are they like that? arghs! made me in an even badder mood! you! i really want to say all these to you. i guess you'll know who you are when you read this. but ohwells, im leaving soon anyways. it doesnt really matter that much. can you just stop acting innocent and acting like you dont know why the whole world hates you? you are just so FAKE! who knows what you say behind my back when you are acting all goody and nice in front of me. oh and you were such a complete asshole on monday! i really cannot stand you. everything you say have underlying meanings. it really makes my blood boil when i hear it. stop saying those stuff with double meanings while acting all nice and innocent at the same time. of course, other people who dont know as much will just think you are making a comment, but PLEASE! i, for one, know what you are talking about, as well as many other people. so please, stop acting like you dont know why all these is happening. reflect on yourself! argh i really dont want to carry on anymore. i should just not carry on these rantings.


i think im falling sick, as in really sick. can feel my breathing going all wheezy and stuff. asthma coming on i guess. hope i'll get better before the 2B chalet, if not i'll KILL MYSELF.


so.. tata everyone! that's all to keep yall going until my next update, which will prolly be a long time away:D