My Stupid Mouth.

I think there's something wrong with the way I talk, the way my tone just seems to offend people.

Look, I know that's a problem, and I'm trying my best to change. When I know I offended somebody, it probably irritates me as much as it irritates that person, because I know that 99% of the time, I don't mean it.

I'm sorry I always come across as being so stern and mean and bitchy.
I'm trying really really hard to keep a check on my mouth and to think about how my words will come across before I actually speak, but it takes time alright?

So please, cut me some slack. I really promise I'll do my best to change alright?

If you guys ever get offended by whatever I say, just remember this: I don't mean it.

The Usual People.

Met up with The Usual People today, all ten of us together again :)

Well it's supposed to be some super belated birthday celebration for me haha, so..

Here's what happened;
After waiting for them for 20-25 mins, Shuwei, Dawn, YiZha, and WanTing appeared. Apparently, they cooked up some big excuse about the others not being free and having to cancel at the last minute. Obviously, I didn't believe one word of it coz they were trying so hard not to laugh. I played along though, just so they don't have to keep trying to convince me that the others weren't coming haha.

Went to Miss Clarity Cafe for dinner. They reserved a table for 10 people, -_- haha so it was kinda obvious that the rest were all coming later. Yep sat there and talked for a while before the rest of them appeared. They bought 17 donuts for me, haha and passed me a bundle of notes (which turned out to be rubbish heh).

After that, we continued our usual camwhoring and talking about all the random stuff that we usually talk about. Not long after, they passed me my actual present, which is this uber nice scrapbook of The Usual People's past 2 years in VJC, complete with personalised messages at all. I was really touched when I recieved the present, in fact, it's something i've always wanted- a personalised scrapbook of my own :) Yep it was pretty fun flipping every page and seeing all those OHMY comments and captions there haha! Oh oh, they treated me for dinner too, so it was super nice of them :)

Proceeded to Tom's Palette for ice-cream after that. A few of them treated us for the ice-cream. Haha we had 4 cups of ice-cream (with 2 scoops in each). So basically, we bought almost every flavour. There were really cool flavours like Chocolate Stout(Alcoholic), Blueberry Cheesecake, Apple Pie, Salted Caramel Cheesecake etc. Haha it felt really nice to just stand around with everyone and kup the ice-cream from different cups. :)

Most of the Northies went home after the ice-cream coz they were all tired. Yeah, so went to Cartel after that with the Easties + Oliver for half-price cheesecake! Haha it's pretty relaxing just sitting there with all of them and chatting.

So all in all, it was a truly great birthday celebration. Thank you all for bothering to organise an outing to celebrate my birthday haha. I can tell that everyone was pretty tired, so thanks for bothering to come when you guys were tired. It's been a really great 2 years with all of you, and I think I wouldn't be who I am today if not for you guys, so yeah, thanks so much for everything. I really love you all :) Meet up soon yeah!

A twist, pretzel maybe?

I've decided to give it a try. To let go of something that I've been hanging on to like a stubbon bulldog. I'll try my best to try.

Sorry my Didi and Meimei-in-law, I believe I've worried you guys quite a lot. I'm gonna start listening to the two of you, at the very least, I'll try. I'm sorry for making you guys so worried and exasperated, guess I've finally come to my senses.

And to all those who felt scared after to reading my previous post, guilty conscience is it! Haha, but anyway, it's no cause for concern okay. I wasn't angry at anyone or whatever, just pretend you guys never read that haha. Really. :)

Many things have happened over the past few days, and I'm getting increasingly worried about the state of my studies. I don't understand anything starting from parametric equations for Maths. How?

Ah sigh, I need someone to study with me for the Hols.
And I need motivation to study!

Three wishes.

I only had three wishes for my birthday.

Three simple wishes.
1 unattainable, but I still wished nonetheless.

And the other 2?
So simple, so easily fufilled, but they weren't.

It makes me wonder if I'm not worth the effort.

Nevermind.

:)

I finally feel like we're working towards the same goal :)
Jiayou Choir, 5 more days to go.
Let's give our best and put up the best performance ever :)

Don't give up!

<3
No Man is an Island.

AHHH.

SCREAMS-





The Cullen Family looks gorgeous <33
OMG I CAN'T WAIT :DDDDD

Damnit. Why do I feel so confused?
I don't know what to think anymore.

Rah.

And the Booklet's driving me crazyyyy.

And VJChoir, we need to buck up! Jiayou everyone, hope today was a wake up call for all of you just as much as it was for me. 9 days left, if we work hard, we can do it :)
And do try to sell as many tickets as possible. Like Sherman said, don't stop at 10.

Bravery.

Sometimes, what we need is courage.
And it's just that this courage doesn't present itself because it's not worth it to pull everything out just to salvage something that you don't deem important enough.
Isn't that what you think right now?
I can only say I don't know and I don't want to know.

Anyway, I had a great birthday!
Thank you all who made my day :)
I'll blog about the day soon. Thanks again everyone.

And I shall go off to read TWILIGHT.
-Hyperventilates-