haha ok due to popular demand, i shall blog.


i really love vjchoir. like really really.

yep i never thought i would come to love vjchoir. but yah, i really do love it so. even though there are still times when i feel that i dont really belong, but its really been getting better and better. the choir's really bonded, in a sense. and the people there are really nice. the whole thing about the choir being clique-y and mean, nah its not really true. not when there are people like me :D in the choir. lol omygosh im sounding like yati. =/

im so damn sad i wont be able to go italy. its like, i'll not be having choir for one week and a half. actually wad gets me through school nowadays is choir. without choir, i dont know what im gonna do. everyday after school i siam to the choir room, during that period, there's no point going to the choir room, cos no one's inside! ): sigh. imagine, one week and a half without going to the choir room, without choir practices, and without seeing choir ppl[except yizha]. sigh. it'll be a truly depressing time for me. i wont be able to share the experience of singing, for the grand prize with them, i wont be able to wake up every morning during that period and see choir people. sighh. i'm so sad! ah let me just wallow in my self pity or something. seriously, those people who get to go italy, yall should be so thankful la. sighh.


so anyways, choir on saturday started with a 'sort of' pep talk from marcus. and we were like reciting a pledge or something? heh. but even though its rather corny, the effect was rather good. like it got us all pumped up and ready to go. yep and warm ups were good too. even though i was suffering from a bad bad sore throat, i could really feel my voice getting warmed up. yep and practice was good too :D went to meet mr kwei at siglap at 10am. yep that room was so totally dry, but still, i thought we sounded not bad. our hear my prayer was SO nice. like i could really hear that cry for help. hmm yep. after that we learnt sinsin and mu ge. omygosh i love muge. its damn nice! yep and peaceful and all that. and those two songs are REALLY easy. heh. after that they annouced the musico.

sop sl: shuwei
alto sl: sharon
tenor sl: martin
bass sl: fredrick
male sc: genrong
female sc: debbie

hmm, it was quite a duh thing. but i thought the whole announcing thing was quite abrupt. like it was more of like a 'oh they're the new musico? oh alright then.' sort of thing. yep. haha but anyways, congradulations to them! be nice to us yah :D heh. yep and after that we sang the mixed youth songs. sounded alright too. i think we're really improving :D and after that there was the nomination thingy for the new exco. here are the ten new nominees.

wanting

dawn

huping

yizha
daniel
david
jeremy gan
elroy
jerrold
shixuan

note that there are no sops. OMG la. ))): why ldat. heh but actually, i dint vote for any sops too. haha. look at the overwhelmingly little amount of gurls. sighh. such a disgrace to us gurls la! lols. but anyway, CONGRATS to the people who are top ten. heh i voted for most of them alright! :D

so yep went with danny, sindhu, yuting to study at some cafe in parkway. yep i did like 1 half paragraphs of my zhuowen? heh. mathias joined us later. mainly we just spent our time talking about italy la. and yah i was rather sad.. but ohwell. there's nothing i can do now. sigh. yep after that went home :D


yep anyways, i realised that coming to vj as an underaged student. hmm how do i say? im like more of not here not there? cos im hanging out with people who are two years older than me. but then again, i really enjoy it here. cos people take care of you:D which i love. heh. i really dont want jnrs to come in nxt year! )): sigh, i shall enjoy the rest of my year than. lalala.


ahh and the stress.. omg la. shant think about it. im so totally procrastinating. and guess wad, there's physics test tmr, and i forgot to bring back my file. how great am i. sigh.

there's choir tmr :D lalalalala.

hello people.

its been a long long week. but rather fun, in a way i guess:D


monday
choir practice, it was rather alright la. yep actually i kinda forgot the details of the practice already. haha. bad memory -.-

tuesday-wednesday
CHOIR CAMP! haha yah the morning practice was rather, sianning la. as in people dint really have the mood to sing? yah. so we had practice in the morning and in the afternoon we had amazing race! i thought it was rather fun la. just that the race focused too much on the travelling aspect. the tasks were all rather short and easy too. lol. yep. but it really helped with group bonding la. and on the bus from orchard back to vj, bonded quite a lot with the people too.

after that was nightwalk! ohman it was damn scary la. they showed us juon before the walk. and yah it was the same juon i watched in p6, which left me with nightmares for quite some time. therefore, being the clever me, i decided to not watch it. haha. yep. after that walked the nightwalk with yuting. hmm i really have to say, it was rather scary. the route was well planned. i think i would have just like stood there and shouted chicken nehneh! upon reaching the grandstand. seriously it was damn scary there. haha when me and yuting reached there we were like, OH NO. haha. yep. so anyway we lasted the night walk without fainting. so yep! :D

went to sleep with the altos after that. haha cos we thought sops dint have room. yeh so i slept beside priscilla and we chatted for awhile yepyep. got to know her abit better :D ck if youre reading this, dont be jealous, although i slept beside her, i dint touch her. waha!


next morning, it was choir prac again! yep it was rather sianning too. i was singing the exciting bit of pamugun with my eyes closed la please. and i think i really dozed off once or twice. like so OMG. yah. after that was small group. THANK GOODNESS my group passed la. i mean, we were so stressed la alright. yep. i thought we were gonna fail, but luckily we dint fail la. luckylucky us. yep.

after that was the games. yah it was rather boring la. yep maybe because on daytwo everyone was rather tired and all that. so yep. haha GROUP 5 WON! woots. we so rock right. lalala. i love group5! jamie, oliver, irvin, martin, roy, kenny, me, siying, dawn! yay we so rock. :D yep after that they gave us this piece of paper for people to write about us. i thought that was a rather good idea, yep. i let many many people write. haha yah and my whole paper was full of 'babyish', 'kiddy', and 'little girl'. HAHA. how weird. to think they call me auntie in v11. lols.

yep went for dinner with the family. ok how funny, due to someone's [i dont know who's] big mouth, jeremy yeo officially became the family's eyecandy. HAHA. how funny, and how embarressing -.- lol!

thursday
i slept till two oclock please. therefore i hardly did any work. =/ yah.

friday
woke up feeling sick. yah i was sick anyway. slacked around the house, tried doing a bit of work. yah. and in the afternoon i went back to dhschoir. yep it was italy choir prac on that day anyway. i thought they improved quite alot. here are some comments, highlight only if you want to read: generally great improvement, or maybe its just because ive never head the tour choir before. yep. sops, be careful of your high notes, you all are screaming at your high notes. yah and sounds abit thin, try to open your mouth and lift your cheeks and eyebrows more. altos, generally alright, but sound abit rough. try to sing lighter. and there are some split notes here and there. generally not too bad la. and for the whole choir, some people are sticking out, try to listen more to each other and blend. dynamics are there, but not enough so try to do more. and the expression, its not really there. try to sing with feeling. but good points are that the phrasing is there. and the song is actually of performance standard already. so yep, good job tour choir! :D yep anyway, after that met up with the sistas! it was so much fun luh please. haha. we took lotsa crap photos and laughed and joked and caught up with each other. yep although we were only tgt for like 1hr plus, i really enjoued myself. LOVE THE SISTAS! :D

saturday
had choir in the morn. i thought we sucked. and mr kwei got seriously angry at our pamugun. yah. but anyway i seriously thought we sucked, but mr kwei said that we were alright.. hmm i also dont know. yah but anyway we had a short session ytd. were dismisses at like 1pm? 10-1. wow 3hrs only. haha first time sia. yep so anyway, went with some of the vj choir fam to eat at parkway. slacked there for quite awhile, laughed and joked about lotsa stuffs. haha. yep. it was quite fun la. after that went home and i had a terrible stomache. went to grandma's hse and ate, den i slept for a while. after that den i studied. yah. stuff ldat la. haha.

sunday[today]
woke up and tried to do some work. dint really succeed though. i have decided, from this point on, i shall not procrastinate :D yep so i shall be off to do my hwk then! bye people!

hello everyone!

long time no blog.

alright so yesterday was horny night. it was like OMG-ing horny. and disgusting, and the altos were distasteful.. haha it was really gross la.

yep i kinda forgot alot of stuff. so shant say so much.

btw, i CUT MY HAIR! its like short now. but a sophisticated kind of short. haha i like it! it looks damn nice and straight now. but then again, my hair was just cut, so the hairdresser undoubtly did some styling for me, making it look nice. so i shant be decieved by its niceness now. it'll prolly look horrible after a wash. =/ btw, dont be shocked when you see me. because i totally dont look like may now. haha, i look seher :D

so anyway, had a nice tim with sherry today! we cut hair side by side. and talked quite a lot. i love sherry! caught up quite a lot. and poor her got like cheated 20 bucks? haha aiya nvm la sherry take it as money well spent :D

so yep i havent really done any hwk. just did a bit here and there. there's choir tmr, and choir camp of tues and wed. im quite excited! haha. yep but im so scared of night walk la. i really will be damn scared one. sigh.

so anyway, i think choir's fun! im starting to love choir. the ppl there are like so nice. and they really take care of me and all that. i love singing. and i love choir ppl :D yeps. ge tting ready for a choir week! yay. :D


p.s. i really love my new hairstlye.

I AM SO STRESSED.
pulls out my hair*

choir bbq

today was a nice day :D

haha ok today was a choir day la. went to sch early in the morn for choir, had sectionals, den we had combined. yep after that kwei came and den we had choir again. after that we were dismissed for lunch. ate with jerrold and shixuan at some hawker centre. lol.

ohh i scaled the gate to the classrooms. haha just to get my tie. damn cool la, it was scary and exciting at the same time. waha. first time scaling the gate sia. shall do that more often. haha. :D

yep after that was performance. and yeah it was so weird seeing everyone in vj uniform. haha. dont know leh esp when seeing those people who were in schs with many diff coloured uni. and cat high! haha short pants turn into long pants. haha. and yeah it was weird seeing everyone in a tie too. lol they all looked so guai la. haha.

yep the perfomance was =/ there was like only a few ppl. blah. and its like we screwed up zhuliguan. sigh. yeah after that went to change. haha i changed into my flipflops. and its like i was wearing slippers and sch u la. looked damn sloppy, according to the yati. HAHA. yeap took quite a few pictures.

DEN, we heard mass dance music. haha. den we RAN all the way to the source of the music la. and den started dancing. haha i was still wearing my tie and flipflops la. bet i looked damn weird. haha yeap so had a damn fun time dancing and den we all went to change. haha.

after that went to pit 32, for the choir bbq. haha went there and had a horny talk with the 'wet group'. haha. debbie was like telling answering my question asked yesterday and telling us about how gurls get horny. haha omg that was SO sick la! haha. yep after that we went to the sea and they started dunking ppl. lol. i got dunked =/ haha.

oh afterthat we played some games. i partnered with debbie:D haha yeah some horseman cavalier knight thingy. haha. quite fun la. in the end dawn had to forfeit. and she poledanced around irvin. LOL! how cute la. lol yep and we dunked martin too. LOL. when we were playing volleyball, we were all like hatching up a plan to dunk martin. LOL! damn funny.

so after that went to play this cat and mouse game thing. i lost la. so had to do forfeit. but i thought it was pretty easy for me. lol. i just lie on the sand, and weijie did one push up on top of me. lol. that's all so i thought it was alright. lol lucky me :D

yep and had this bury our legs thingy. was rather alright la. you just see everyone squeezing into one hole and covering our legs with sand. HAHA. so funny. yep i was busy wiping my sand filled hands on genrong's shirt. LOL!

yeap and had this bucket lifting thing. and yeap somemore stuff la. lol after that we played monkey in the sea. LOL damn funny. and den yeah just practically slacked in the sea until like 7. yeap. haha.

after that came back to shore and me and jamie went to 'bathe'. haha just rinsed our selves out outside and applied shampoo and all that. after that we went to change and blahblah. haha. yeap felt so nice and clean after that. haha.

after that me genrong and kenny kupped chicken wings and we went strolling. haha kenny was saying this sick joke, which i heard before, but it made me laugh like a lot a lot all the same. HAHA. yep i thought it was rather nice, walking around and talking. haha.

yeap after that just slacked my ass off. yah and we played the milk game. haha damn fun. and we played killer move and chop chilli. haha quite fun la. den we danced mass dance also lor. lols. hmm i was suddenly proclaimed the baby of the family too. lol. wanting's the mum, johnnie's the dad, shuwei yizha yuting my siblings, sindu the gardener, dawn the cousin, and oliver the grandfather or something ldat. lol was rather funny la. yeap and i was talking my baby talk and all that. LOL! yeap and asik was telling us some sick jokes. lol was rather funny la. and it was like SUPER sick. haha! but it was fun all the same.

yep although im very tired now, i enjoyed myself lots today. think that i'll get to like choir afterall.


and ahh! im so stressed, hwk never do, and i still have to mug my zhuliguan, cos there's voice test. DIE!

hello

well im at home now.

what can i say? the outing wasnt very fun.

watched big momma house 2. was rather funny la, but as althea says it, 'its very predictable'.

yep and after that we just walked around and slacked. seriously it wasnt very fun.

im not trying to be difficult or anything. but its just that none of you even bother about me. esp the two of you. try as i might, you two just always leave me out. i always thought that we'll turn out to be very close friends, being brothers and sisters and all that. but thinking about it now, you two are the ones i have the most problems with. call me oversensitive, call me attention seeking. but i nearly always feel sad when im out with you two. non of you pay attention to me, im like this invisible thing hovering around. i try as hard as i can to talk to you, but you either ignore me, roll your eyes, or just plain ask me to shut up. do you know how hurt i feel? and yet you two just dont think that you are treating me this way. seriously, dont blame me for throwing my temper, i cant help feeling sad and lost. do you think its nice feeling this way?

anyway, and here comes the fun part. we were in taka, when suddenly, we saw this bunch of tj people. on closer look, they turned out to be the ta people. LOL. saw shirleen! cephas saw clarence and althea saw debby. LOL yeah we all saw our friends. and THAT's when i found out that vivian was in taka too! omg that got me so excited and happy la.

lol so yep after they were dismissed, i met up with vivian and the two of us went off for a chat. yep. it was rather fun! haha i mean, it felt good chatting with her and all that. i really needed someone like her then. it feels so great knowing that there are still people who care and love you. yep so chatting with her for like 2 hrs and we went home.

ahh i miss my old friends so much. sigh.

school

hello ppl! haha realised that im always blogging in school nowadays.

hmm im not so depressed anymore i guess. but then, i dont know, somehow i dont feel like i really belong.



i dont really feel like i BELONG to v11. and the gang.. oh well =X

and as for choir, things are getting better. recently ive been going down to the choir room to hang out. things are pretty ok la. i mean, i talk to them, they talk to me. and im starting to get out of my shell already. i realised that the choir people are rather nice actually. and that i dont actually NEED to stick to particular groups of people. yep :D hopefully things will improve more and i'll grow to love choir :D



we have the whole day off today! because the year3s did very well for their a levels. haha. yep that's cool. so anyway we're supposed to be going out. ah damn sian. still in school now, even though its already 10.30am i want to go out! and the gang's like dilly dallying. ahh im so tempted to go out with the choir ppl la, there are two bunches, one going bugis and the other going cycling. sigh i wanna go out with them! rather than stay here and slack =/ sigh.

this is SO shit. and if i make the gang hurry, they'll just ask me to relax and tell me not to be so hiong or whatever. AHH. i really have no patience la. so sickening. bleah. i hate people to dillydally. SUCKS. argh.

somehow, i dont know how you feel. i really dont know. and i dont know how i feel too. sigh.

and i wanna play puzzle fighter! haha. the puzzle fighter in the choir room is damn fun one la. :D