i wanna be a harvard duck.

they all look so tranquil and peaceful on the surface,
but they're paddling hard underneath.

that was probably just it-
a beautiful dream.







ily.

that lost rainbow.
when will another one appear?

you shouldnt have.
picked up that damn reciever.
now im left hanging.

hah, and to think i thought i had you figured out.

the worst thing to doubt is your own character.

hope you had a great birthday (:

i was looking at my dp, and suddenly this surge of warmth flooded my heart (i'm serious).

and i realised, i am really lucky to still have rayrin and xianyong. i really really must treasure them haha. one year already guys, still got one more year to go! (: we must treasure okay! thank you both for showing you still care (: study session on sun okay! (: i really think im a very lucky girl xD

and it's 20mins to xy's birthday, happy birthday in advance fish brain! (:

someone go learn and learn the guy part of 你最珍贵!
then can sing with me (:

who's on?

cute right? xD

a picture paints a thousand words. what i want.

"we sat down and wondered what would change.

now we understood.

shadows and regrets"



- taken from xy's blog.






just wanted to say, that there shouldnt be shadows and regrets because everything happens for a reason. maybe the thing you are regretting about is not the triplets and kazua thing, but if you are, be optimistic, cos no matter what at least we had all that before right? and at least 3 of us are still on pretty good terms- way way better compared to the start of this year.








we will survive! rayrin said we should meet up after promos right? haha let's go bugis okay? (:

kazua still loves her ex-boyfriend (:

i remember everything that has happened in the past.
i really do.

there is something wrong with blogger, it doesnt let me post photos.
):

contagious-

when you're around i dont know what to do
i do not think that i can wait
to go over and talk to you
i do not know what i should say

and i walk out in silence
that's when i start to realise
what you bring to my life
damn, this guy can make me cry

i hat it that i always procrastinate.
normally, at the start of the day, i would decide and list down what i want to complete by the end of the day. and i can NEVER complete it. i always get so frustrated with myself. i cant seem to have self discipline.

i realised that im lazy and playful. sigh.

and promos are coming REAL soon. i havent even started revising yet. this sucks man. i know im gonna regret this in 3 weeks time but im still doing it. AH. sigh.

i really need to study hard.

its been proven that instead of making the heart fonder,
absence make the heart further.
sigh.

after having been through so long(and so much),
i still gotta say,
i love rayrin. (:
in spite of all the ups and downs, thank you for everything.
even though we're not as close now, you'll be my laylinsao forever.
3yrs and still counting xD

ah i hate it when i go back and i dont see you around.
it feels empty somehow. ):

that tongue tied feeling and that feeling where your mind goes blank and you dont know what to say?

yeah i get that. when im with you.

oh i was sims-ing today.
and i had this beautiful baby girl called kiera (:
haha i dunno why but i was really happy to see the baby.

i shall make my sims take care of her properly and make sure she gets a good life. haha.
parental instincts man. (:


oh and when you're stressed, or having a mental block when doing homework,
trust me, a few games of o2jam does the trick ;)

i dont wanna fall to pieces
i just wanna sit and stare you,
i dont wanna talk about it.

muaha. guess what, i switched rooms!

im tired and aching all over now, but im really happy, cos i switched rooms! no more sharing room with my sister already (: im getting my new bed tmr, den can sleep in my very own room already! yay. muaha.

ohh i bought new court shoes today. nice white court shoes from charles and keith. double yay.

and i managed to install that sims2 which i hadnt been able to install in the past. triple yay!

hahaha today is generally a good day.
cos it left me no time to fret over you. daoing time tmr x.x
okay i gotta do my eu already, sians! haha.

i hate it that you can affect me so much.
rah.

it's exactly one year since the end of SCO 2006.
i know i shouldnt be saying this,
but i miss the triplets.
as a whole, i really really miss them.

on this day last year, it was the start of a beautiful friendship.
it was really great being friends with them, they were the best guy friends i ever had.
yesyes no matter how suan they were, i always knew they loved me. then.

oh well good things always come to an end.
i read through all my past blog posts and i realised how ungrateful i was to them.

ah nvm, as the saying goes,
不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。

sorry okay triplets?
no matter what the three of you are always on my mind.
i'll never forget you all. (:

argh, i dont know what to do.
someone tell me please?

they are just so retarded (:
listen closely to what althea says and see if what she says is true.
heh.

having to think of you as just a friend.

why are you always like that?
blowing hot and cold all the time.

AH.

i,
i want,
i want you.

it was NDP celebrations today,
the celebration style was quite unique, and some of us got high towards the end, so i think it was quite good (:

but, the highlight of the day is
YEAR TWOS' DINNER.

well it was quite cool (: we basically just stoned around watching tv and watching youtube and laughing our heads off at everything. camwhored a bit also, but not much. haha. hm everyone's like quite old already, M18 alr! haha seems like just yesterday when we all came in as year1s together. haha. well yeah i think i had a nice time la, that warm fuzzy feeling was there, although we dint exactly do any serious bonding. haha. but still, we're bonded already la. hahaha.

yeah love the year twos (:

must treasure!

today is one of those days when i feel happy.
when i feel that maybe you do care.

i know it wont be long till i doubt everything again,
but for now, let me just get lost in my own happiness.

(:

i'm really really excited for tomorrow,
meeting up with the year 2s (:

it's been ages since we've had a really really proper outing, and we're going to jerrold's house tomorrow to cook and have dinner, just like how we always went to dawn's house to cook and bake and stuff.

im really happy that im gonna see them soon. i've missed them loads. (:

im just too excited for words la. (:


oh btw,
HAPPY BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY MR PRETTY LIPS YIZHA,
and
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE MR HUGGING TREE OLIVER!

im enjoying this,
but i know its nothing.
prove me wrong?

Which Hogwarts house will you be sorted into?

Your in-depth results are:

Gryffindor - 12
Ravenclaw - 12
Hufflepuff - 10
Slytherin - 10


MUAHAHAHA.

WTH. i lost my mp3.
my beloved pictures and songs gone.
no more music in the mornings and going home.

SIGH.

i wish i knew what you were thinking.

怎么办,
感觉甜又酸。
偷偷爱你，快乐又孤单。