wish you'd been

careful with my heart

**

i cant believe.

that im the only one in my class who's online now.

i thought i studied quite a bit today.

seems like its not enough,

cos everyone else is studying.

X.X

althea's sick!

poor her.

throat infection and high fever.

somemore exams coming le, she doesnt get to study!

she really very poor thing.

and im scared i'll fall sick too.

die.

shall drink a lot more water now.

GET WELL SOON ALTHEA.

yeah. been mugging lots too.

ss is killing me.

i really hate ss.

when i touch ss i completely switch off.

zzz.

and i dont like physics too.

felt rather lethargic today.

dunno why.

shall sleep earlier today.

im scared of exams.

vip exams suck even more.

sigh.

why is vip so difficult?

lol ok it stretches us and let's us grow.

but still.

sigh.

tmr i shall mug harder.

yeah.

my singing kinda sucks now.

not that it was good last time.

but im more airy now.

):

it just makes me more depressed.

sigh.

i still cant wait for choir.

all the same.

and i cant wait for the dec activities.

yeah.

we're going to althea's hse.

to watch disney princess movies!

whee.

super cool.

relive our childhood.

(:

i cant wait for exams to be over.

11 days to play time!

ohho,

i still love jonathan.

(:

**

maybe im starting

to get used to life without you.