the city goes to bed
and i can live inside my head.

**

ah.
im feeling depressed.

singapore idol prac was quite interesting.
babes is nice
and funny hahaha.
and we saw johnathan!
waha.
he really has that
'i am here.' aura.
woots super cool.

sigh.
ah.
im depressed over exams.
and other things.
i cant wait for it to be over.
and yet i dread it.
im really scared.
its been quite a while since im so scared of exams.

sigh.
its worrying.
nvm i hope singapore idol will be fun.

what's most important is that i dont take r papers.
next year den work hard.
results doesnt matter that much.
may dont worry.

ah.
it hurts so much to know,
that i dont mean much.
i always knew i dint mean much.
but still.
the truth hurts.

im depressed.
i hope it doesnt last long.
results are worrying.
life is worrying.
all the opportunities that i have to take.
all those things i have to fight for.
life's not a bed of roses.
i wish it were.
i wish i could relax.
sigh.

but life's a race.
its a rat race,
that we have to keep running.
nonstop.
stopping will be our downfall.

10 days to finals.

**

you're here,
that's all i need to know.