forget what we're told,
before we get too old.

**

i still love jonathan.
haha.
(:

mm, been mugging the whole day.
since like 10am
have just been taking small breaks in between.
like for breakfast,
and lunch and etc.
now taking a one hour break.
back to mugging later.

so,
i covered,
digestion
kinematics
mass weight density
statics
redox reactions
and memorised the soluble insoluble salts thingy.

im quite proud of myself. (:
shall attempt to finish up ss till strand 3.(and more if time permits)
and then i shall finish reading the argumentative essay thingy.
and then i shall do some maths practice questions.
and possibly finish up the bio paper.

lalala.
today made me feel better about the exams.
cos i feel optimistic about completing what i need to study.

im rather worried for monday.
what with all the essays.
sigh.
i dont like essays.
give me science structured questions anytime.
mm.
monday is LA paper 1 and 2.
zzz. essay writing, and comprehension(plus summary and aq) =/
and there's chinese paper 1.
shi yong wen and zuo wen.
DIE.

among all the exam days,
this is the exam day that i am most worried about.
nevermind,
its the first one to be over too.
thank goodness.

oh im worried about ss too.
sigh.
i hate ss.
esp vip ss.
its all meaningless stupid stuff.
bleah.
give me science anytime.

LOL.
im so gonna be a science student.
who likes arts anyway.
arts enslaves,
science liberates.
whee.

i wanna do well for bio.
hope all those explanatory skills and application skills i picked up from ms low works.
i hope i dont screw up.
seriously.
im pinning all my hopes on bio.
and maybe chem.
my physics.
bleah. just hope i dont screw up too.

vip is good.
lol.
i realised that it is.
it prepares you for everything.
and although it is stressful,
it really helps us to grow and mature a lot.
afterall, the adult world is all about stress
and submitting good quality work
and meeting deadlines.

i really wanna do well next year.
i will study hard.
and manage my time properly.
no more last minute cramming.
i wanna get 6points for my ip2 year end exam.
woots.
jiayou may! (:

i cant wait for exams to be over.
den i can playplayplay.
and i miss the triplets!
miss going out with them.
too bad they'll be preparing for their o levels after my exams are over.
hopefully they'll spare one day for me?
hopefully.
i wanna cycle at ecp, and go to rr's hse.
and play bridge, and sing.
and play basketball. and play badminton.
(:
i dint really treasure the times spent with them last time.
shall treasure it more now.
lol you really only learn to cherish something,
when you lose it.
for my case, i dint really lose it.
but its more of. a temporary break.
lol.

yes and after exams,
there'll be choir!
im excited about the les miserables musical.
it'll be fun to see how everything comes together.
and there's the malacca trip!
hopefully i can go,
and yeah its fun to go overseas with the choir.
its my first time out w them alright. ((:
and then there's CAROLLING!
whee.
i want my dec hols spent in choir.
yay.

NO R PAPERS!
please.
lol.

ohho.
i have 15 more mins to spend. before going back to mugging.
jiayou jiayou may!

curb your desires.
dont give in.
hold strong.
stay true to yourself.

when i saw it.
i was gloating.
okay so i know i shouldnt be gloating.
but i couldnt help it okay.
everybody's mean when it comes to things like these.
i shant get upset so easily.
i shall wait.
and wait.
and wait.
until it comes,
or i move on.
yay.

i miss rayrin.
LOL.
there i said it.
he'll be super da tou when he sees this.
ah nevermind,
he's always da tou anyway.

and i miss the sistas too.
yeah.
cant wait for the next time we all go out.
LOVE THE SISTAS! (:

nvm,
the hols are coming!

ooh helmsman week sounds fun too.

what with feeling fab,

and the tree top walk.

hah.

im telling you i'll be scared.

but nevermind.

i shall overcome my fears. (:

12 days to play time.

**

those three words,
i said too much.
they're not enough.