i just have to say this,

I LOVE JONATHAN.
he will always be my singapore idol.

i swear im gonna buy his album the minute it comes out.


so, tonight marks the end of my singapore idol practices and performances.
much as i am glad that all these is over and that i can finally get on with my mugging,
part of me is sad to let all this go.
it has truly been an experience of a lifetime.
it really felt great to walk around the indoor stadium and be able to chat with some of the top10 finalists and everything.
it was really cool.
and yes, seeing jonathan around really just makes the whole thing perfect.

i like paul,
and jasmine,
and nurul,
and mathilda.
and of course, JONATHAN.

yes these people mentioned above are some of the nice people.
well as for the others.. hm.

i really dont like the way mediacorp works.
its unpredictable and inflexible.
and everything.
this whole experience has just further showed me why i shouldnt even think of joining showbiz.
and yes, im never going to touch this aspect ever.

but the make up,
and the hair,
and the feeling pampered,
well that was cool.
how many people can experience having one guy doing your make up,
and three other guys doing your hair?
not many im sure.

all these memories will be kept within me always,
and i shall be proud to be able to say,
i sang with the singapore idols.

i dont like hady.
he is proud and arrogant.
and cold and aloof.
jonathan is MUCH better,
trust me.

ohwell,
its all over now.
everything's a thing of ytd alr anyway.

jonathan told us to study hard for our exams.
and i shall do precisely that (:

yay i love jonathan!