miss you

sch hols are here! hahas. im quite happy actly. cos like i was so sick and tired of going to school. but haii, so what if sch hols are here? cant even go out lar. have to spend the hols piaing and doing homework.

but anyways, im just happy to be at home lar. hahas. den can wake up late late.(:

i have like a whole STACK of homework lar. should list them down here:

homework:
1) geog newspaper articles. one review, two highlight
2) art thumbnails.
3) art landscape [optional]
4) chi wsh [which i cant find]
5) read animal farm [halfway through]
6) do animal farm overview
7) past year maths exam papers, 2002 and 2004
8) past year geog exam paper
9) past year sci exam paper
10) chi zi tie
11) chi jian bao
12) chi zhou ji

projects/groupwork:
1) chinese oral with leanne

revision:
1) chinese test
2) sci test
3) revise for exams

oh mans. SO MUCH! but seriously speaking, with a little determination, all these homework can be completed within the first half of the week. HOWEVER, i lack the determination and willpower to do it. LOL. so i guess i shall have to take a much longer time to do these homework. hmm i think im gonna tackle one geog article and one jian bao today. plus 5 pages of zi tie, 10 pages if i can manage. oh and i shall finish animal farm today. LOL. wish me luck! if i manage to complete, it'll be GREAT. hahas. im gna be like so proud of myself mans. hahas.

tmr gna go out to white sands and do the exam papers with the sistas. LOL. or rather, half of the sistas? dunno who can go yet larhs, but at least i get to meet them. hahas. sigh i miss the choir famm. ARGH. really miss them lots, its been ages since we all went out. and i meant went out to shopping centres and all that. NOT places like kampong arang, which we went for the very last choir prac. haii. hopefully, we'll get to go out more often after exams. ahh. so sad.

and thinking of it now, i'll NEVER get to go overseas with dhschoir. i'll never get to take the aeroplane with them, i'll never get to see sleeping faces on the coach, i'll never get to stay in the same hotel as choir fam, i'll never get to share rooms with one of the sistas. i'll never get to do so many things with them. really regret it, but what can i do? i cant possibly stay here just for the italy trip. i know i'll regret. haii, thinking of it, there are pros and cons with every choice you make. you just know how to let go and take things easy, but somehow, i just cant let go.

i'll really miss the choir fam, really. this year has been the BEST. really. i mean, as sectwos, we are like kinda the young ones. but we have one year of jnrs to bully xP [joking nia] and like two years of snrs to dote on us and to like teng wo men. den most of us are not in the comm? lol.
even if some of us are in the comm, we dont have to take up the leading roles and to decide on so many things, so things arent so stressful. the snrs were right when they told me that sec2 year was going to be the best year. yeah true, there were some ups and downs, but in choir, i really really enjoyed myself. now im leaving, and i really cant bear to. the people i'll really fang bu xia are going to be the choir fam.

but my mind is set, im comfirm leaving, its been like my dream since sec1. but seriously, sometimes i cant help but wonder why such things as ips existed. why couldnt the whole level like go mainstream together? why cant we lke all just do the same thing as the sec4 batch. why must they like spilt us up and everything? now we have to endure the pain of leaving and the dilemma of choosing where to go. what a lousy thing. bleah.

oh, and the teachers, they more or less suck. but whatever, shant rant and rave about them. they deserve my respect! (: or rather, i should respect them.

what if i dont get into vjchoir? i'll totally like die lar. and i KNOW i'll regret ever going to vj. cos like, choir is my direction in life, if i dont have choir i dont know what i'll do. haii. i cant stand all these lor. and im so nervous about whether or not i can get into vj choir. i know that im not a very strong singer, just maybe average. so its like, haii, there'll be so much competition. i really wanna get into vjchoir, cos its the thing that kinda pulled me to vj. but thinking about it now, what if i cant get in? haii.

guess i shall go and do my work now instead of like sitting here and spouting nonsense. off to my mugger world. ciao.

i miss you. really.

teacher's day celebration

rahhs this is so sick lar. two consecutive entries disappeared! rahh. sick mans!

shall blog about teacher's day den. lol. i mean teacher's day eve. heh. the celebration was super funny lar like can. i mean, really, this celebration is prolly the best celebration i had in dhs so far.

the performances were all real cutes. and man, i LOVE the retro theme. miss seow looked so cute! (: hahas. now the retro theme's got me, sher and wen crazy. hahas. everywhr we go,when we see something retro, we'll go 'SO RETRO! so CUTE!' hahas.

i like the chinese dance. was v dazzling and like vibrant. hahas. i think that was prolly their best dance so far. i mean, it was bright enough to capture my attention. LOL. eds dance was also nubbad lars. i mean, was quite energetic and all. hahas. and i think this year's sec1s are like SUPER enthu lar. i mean, almost all the class performances come from them de lor. they did nubbad anyways.

like the sec4 guys de performance best. cos i think it was SUPER spastic. lol. i mean, its a nice change to see those 'seh' guys acting spastic for once. and somemore they having their prelims, and still took the time to come perform, quite thoughful barhs. LOL. bleah why am i like praising them?! so sick. heh. and i think the 2F03 performance was v cute too. i mean, their class must be very united lors. all sec4s now and in diff classes, but still took the time to come and arange for a performance lar. i mean, the performance wasnt perfect, but none of the performances were perfect anyways. i just really admire their class spirit. so sweet lar.

im like super happy? haha. cos like this is my last year in dhs, and they had such a great celebration, so cools like cans. (: this teacher's day ROCKED. hope next yrs will be like this too! (:


and anyways, went to catch a cab back to red swas wid shirleen, angmian and shirleen's fren. waited damn long like can. so sick lar. hmm reached red swas and walked around. sian lor. had practically nothing to do. saw some people lar. like tracy, lisa, zhengyi, ginn min, felicia, kevin, thongen. after that i left lor. cos was so sianded lar.

went to meet wen and sher at tm. lol. walked arnd toys r us. heh. so fun lar cans. den we all like going gaga over those cute children stuffs. yeaps. hahas. like so funny can. den we went to pastamania to eat. sher was like PILING her cheese on her food lar. hehe. so disgusting. wen tried cheese for like the second time in her life? hehe. and she quite liked it yeah. hehe. den we spent over an hour plus there, talking about stuffs and all. heh. remember our RAINBOWWW? lol. not referring to my chiobu rachel please, referring to SOMEONE else. hehe. so dun get the wrong idea. den we just walked and walked and walked lor. hehe. afterdat went to cs to like eat at the foodcourt.

hahas. a total coincidence, but i saw kevin, thongen, khaicheong, dunyang, shirleen, yahan, jiajun, yangsheng. LOL. big coincidence, when i saw them i got the shock of my life. din expect them to come here barhs. LOL. i think they were quite shocked to see me too? lol. and like wen and sher totally embarrassed me infront of them like can?! heh. so sad mans.

hahas. so i waited for wen to finish her food den we went home. cos wen wanted to catch her superstar. LOL. (:

hmm overall, it was a fun day lar. loved it! hahas. one of the funnest please. hehe.

due to the demand of my dearest CHING, i shall write a special dedication to the sexy fam.
heh. i had a minor fake argument wid ching in the audi on mon i think. LOL. and she said, that i din love the sexy fam? lol. that is NOTNOTNOT true! hehe. i love the sexy fam alot ks. and its like although i dont talk about yall that much, but yall still do stand for something in my heart. yall were the ones that pulled me through my toughest times in twobee, perhaps yall dont even know that. but yall were the ones who gave me the support to get through class times and all. really love yall alot. the times i had with yall are some of my most precious memories and i really wont forget yall ks. love yall lots. thanks for everything! muachs! (:
to ching: i shall schedule a sexy fam outing in my heart, but i might not be able to go out because of my dad. LOL. (:

hmm. felt abit sad yesterday. i think its time i changed, i mean, im really quite an idiot lor. like im bossy and irritatin and like acts like a know it all? i think it just has to do with myself not being able to keep my mouth shut. if i were able to keep my mouth shut and not complain about like EVERYTHING in the world, maybe i wont be so irritating. and im like quite mean sometimes lar. just like wad wen said, people already say sorry already, wad else do you want them to do? yeah that's very true. i guess i always like hold grudges to people and all. maybe i should just learn to forgive and forget barhs. yeah. and i should smile more. LOL. so people wun misunderstand. and im like offending people everywhere and making enemies. maybe i should just learn to be fake. haii. so sad. im such a failure. bleah.

rahh. the long long long entry i typed just now. which i spent FORTY mins to type just now has DISAPPEARED. RAHH!

I HATE BLOGGER! I HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT! BLEAH SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS!! RAHH-

so many things going on these fews days. hmm, really miss choir. i really seriously miss choir alot. at least there's choir tmr! (: but i think its just a very short prac rites? i mean, how long can debriefing get? but looking on the bright side, i may be able to go out with the choir peeps tmr. aint that great? after a whole WEEK of waiting. yeah really wonder how i survived my week without choir after school to motivate me. guess the prospect of having choir tmr pulled me through. see how big the impact choir has on me? (:

life these few days has been quite ok, even fun actually. i realised that my class is actually quite ok. i mean, if you dont go and think about the bad points of people, you wont see them, and it'll prolly make you enjoy your time more in class. been slacking and taking pictures with the sexy famm, and vivian and angmian too. and im actually starting to hangout with the guys sometimes. i guess things are back to normal, with the exception of a new sexy fam. love yall mans. (: yupps.

anyway, today was quite fun, after school. i mean, we were like listening to wendy sing, and i was being one of the juedui cai pan. LOL. im SHUI SHANG PIAO. lol. and audrey's lee wei song. sher's ye pei fen and vivian's i-forgot-wad's-his-name. LOL. yeah and we were like criticizing wendy's singing. hahas. hmm wendy, dont take it to heart ks? we scold you for your own good! hahas. and audrey's like pro lar can. hahas. i think she sing jj's songs v nice. JIAYOU! (:


choir tmr, i cant wait! (:


maybe it was all just a big misunderstanding.
maybe you hadnt meant it.
maybe you hadnt meant to hurt me.

right?

i guess i am just deluding myself.

YOU

hmm i really dont know wad you are thinking abt.

you seem to care for me. but do you really?

i dont matter much to you. do i?

i think not.

what do you want? ive already tried my best. im not going to care about you anymore. FULLSTOP.

choir concert (:

Today is the best day of my life.

omg. choir concert rawked. it really did. to think that i was so worried for it, but i feel that we've really improved alot. yupps. i mean yeah, really. in just a short span of a few weeks, we've improved so much. this shows that dhschoir really does have the potential to do well.

i feel so happy today, really.

im so touched by all the support my frens gave me. really. i never did expect that from yall. yall really have made me seen something different. mayb there really is something that i will miss out of twobee when we all seperate. i am really really touched. i din expect so many people from my class to go. but i guess there are always people i can depend on. lurve yall so much. thanks ok. and i want to say a big thanks to jasvin, leanne, yunching, angmian, vivian, jocelyn for the flowers. thanks so much yeah. (: love yall lots!

today's choir concert was a success. i mean. seriously, i was shocked by how well we did. sure we did flop a few songs, but im sure many people will agree that most of the songs were quite nice. hmm. and this concert is quite touching. i mean, afterall, this is my last concert with dhschoir already. yeah. i was really touched. almost cried when i sang to everything there is a season. i was so happy when all the seniors came up and sang with us. i mean, its been so long since with last sung together with them. im really very happy and very touched. hopefully when i come back next year, i can do the same(:

i went out for a sista supper wid the sistas, except for wenwen, cos she had to go home. yupps. it was very fun talking and gossiping about stuffs. SISTA POWER!

the above reasons are just three of the many reasons i am so happy today. the other reasons are just too personal to disclose here. LOL. yupps. anyway, i really wanna say a big thank you to all those people who came for the concert and all those people who have supported me and dhschoir.

to choir famm, thanks so much. thanks thanks so much for making my life so wonderful. i love yall. yall rock my world (:

and to sexy fam, vivian, angmian and the guys, thanks for not maluating me. (:

time passes really fast. treasure it while you can. cos you might not be able to get that same feeling back again.



no we dont,
we cant,
we wont.
im just not good enough.


i think i am falling in love wit h you.

in schl

lol. hi everyone! im in sch now, for geog lesson. think we're supposed to surf the net or something. dun think we're supposed to hand up. so im here to blog. im such a guaikia ks. LOL.

hmm. tmr's the choir concert. there's choir later. somehow, we are not prepared enough. i mean, everything's in a big rush. and we dont exactly know wad we are supposed to do. but i guess we are gonna sort everything out today barhs. yupps. hmm. there are actions for cuidongcui, but we havent even learnt them yet. hmm. wad exactly is happening?

hmm. im not really feeling anything now, just feel like its an ordinary day. and maybe a bit of wonder that the choir concerts TMR. i mean, everything that we've been working for, these few months, there are all for the concert. but sometimes, i really feel that we need more time. the concert's very messy and everything. but i guess tmr we shall just have to get up there and give a BOOM performance. let's wow everyone! (:

somehow, i dont want the concert to come so soon. this is my last formal concert with dhschoir. and i want it to drag a little longer. i mean, after this performance, there is prolly gna be a break, and then we'll be broken for exams. after that we prolly dont really have a chance to perform. haii. that is so sad lar. and i dont want a break! really. i dont mind choir, no matter how tiring it is. anything is ok for choir. really.

and after this fri[the concert], there will be no more saturday choral workshops for a LONG LONG time i think. and that is SO SAD. no more saturday outings with the the sistas, rayrui, papa, stranger, mama etc. no more fun for me. no more outings. no more going crazy. i'll have to wait a long long time for those saturday outings again. and maybe things wont be the same anymore? i dont know. i really dont know. i want my good times with the choir fam to last a lil longer. just a lil longer. sometimes, time is passin too fast. i want to be able to be with the choir fam for as long as i can. but sometimes, the time passes so fast. ZOOM! and it wheezes away. i really cant bear to leave the choir fam. but i guess change is inevitable?

i can still come back next year, but things will be different. yeah i can still come back and hang out with the choir fam. but i wont understand all the inside jokes, and when they talk about all the things happening in choir, i wont understand too. i will feel so outcasted, that is really saddening. sometimes i envy sher. she still gets to spend another half a year with the sec3s and another year with xuan and fei. true i may be going with dada to vj. but it'll only be the two of us there. haii. everything's so sad now. maybe getting too attached to somethings and some people have a negative impact on you. but i guess right now the only thing i can do is to cherish and grab hold of all the time i can spend with the choir fam. i must always stay cheerful and have fun with the fam. yay choir fam. WE ROCK.

anyways, wen if you are reading this, get well soon and come back to sing. two days never see you le. I MISS YOU. miss you and your spastic expressions. miss your spastic way of walking and running. and i missy your voice! never hear your voice for so long le. come back tmr oks. i really really miss you. <3!

outdated

hmm. sometimes. i feel so out of place. so outdated in class.

was surfing around reading people's blogs when it struck me that all this was due to my own actions. mayb im just concentrating to much on choir ppl. and neglecting my other frens. and at the rate im neglecting them, you cant expect them to stick around waiting for me forever. they just moved on and found new replacements/substitudes, whatever you call them.

i really cannot blame them. but sometimes. i feel a pang of jealousy. is it really me? or is it them. mayb im just the one who's not making the effect to keep up with my friends, to just show them that i care. i dont know, but really. i do regret somethings ive done. im feeling the effects of what i have done wrong now. i dont what this. i feel very terrible. but there is nothing i can do now. things will never be the same. im just that hot-headed gurl who's so rash and will just do ANYTHING. and after ive done it, i'll start reflecting and regretting.

mayb its just my character. im just that type of person. should i change? i dont know. changing is hard. its not something that can be done in a day or two. but seriously, i dont see the point in salvaging the situation now. im leaving. i might as well just make do with what i have.

im really concentrating too much on choir ppl. i tink about them all the time, even in class. my whole world is about them. when i go out, i go out with them. in the morning, i will go out and look for the sistas and just spend the time with them until morning assembly. im hardly ever in class. seriously, i think all this is taking a toll on my social life. i feel that i dont have close frenships in class anymore. at most a few. and even so, im not THAT close to them.

even though i hate my class, i realized that i can get through my class. with just some acting skills and optimism, i really can get through my class. they arent all that bad. as for the people i dislike, i can just treat them as invisible people. im thankful for my frens in 2B. people lke leanne, vivian, angmian, yunjing, shunjie, weiliang, manching. they actually bought tickets for the choir concert. esp the guys, im really surprised they bought. haii. sometimes things are surprising.

but really, mayb of my frenships which have gone sour are all caused by myself. why couldnt i have just controlled myself and not be so rash to rant and rave? if i had the self control, i probably would still have my frenships with me now. this is really such a sad thing. i really regret all those things dat i have did to drive certain friends away from me. and even if we are still frens, the frenship is not as strong as before, and i feel awkward arnd them. i really want to change this, but can i?

long time no see

its been a long time since ive blogged. cos my com was like spoiled? LOL. for over a week. ohmans i so miss the internet lar. yeah. LOL.

went to mountbatten cc for the national day observance thingy today. it was quite fun. but the beginning of the day was definitely NOT GOOD for me.

woke up in the morn and felt unwell. very unwell. like who person aching. had a splitting headache. yupps. but decided to go to sch todae. as in the mountbatten cc lar. cos my fave choir peeps going marhs. LOL. fun ymy. so dragged myself off my bed and got ready. was actly supposed to meet sher and rayrin at bedok interchange de. den in the morn sher sms-ed me and said that rayrin's dad was fetching him there. den asked whether we wanted a lift. we said ok lor. we met at princess. then i was there like at 0640 ldat. den went to macs to like shit lar. so terrible oks. den finish shitting le felt even more terrible lar oks. den had to wait for sher to come. den after dat we went to the carpark behind macs to wait for rayrin lor. yupps. his sis is quite chio. LOL. den after dat we saw this 8days mag on the car. den sher was saying that one of the guys had a strand of hair poking out or something. like so LOL lar. yupps reach mountbatten. we were the earliest lar. so damn sian oks. den wait and wait lor.

after dat everyone came and all that la. den go and line up for our standing positions. mr yeo was SUPER ap. cant stand him. must he be so ap? lke i know he's frustrated. but is there a need for ap-ness? i dont think so. yupps.

newaes, weirui's kids are SO adorable! they were trained the wave their flags the min we started singing. so cute lke cans. LOL. weirui gives birth to UHH-dorable kids! lol. so bimbo. nvm. hahas. louis counted the no of kids. length x breadth arnd 208 ldat. LOL. weirui so pro. can give birth to so many kids yeah. lol.

i almost fainted during singing lar. was already feeling v not well liao. lke whole person no energy ldat. den made us stand for so long lar. i wanted to lke die. sing until the last song i couldnt continue. den just stand there and tried to keep myself standing. after dat the min finish zhuofei look at me wid the scared expression and told me to go rest. cos she said that my lips v pale and everything. LOL, i wld have liked to take a look at myself. i mean, this is the first time ive even come remotely close to fainting lar. LOL. den after dat sherry brought me to rest lor. yupps. den everyone was stuffing food to me. lke so funny lar. i ate my breakfast oks. i really did lar. LOL. but they still keep pushing food to me. LOL. thanks everyone for the concern! really thanks alot. yupps. den after dat some ppl went to play bball. den we went to go watch them lor. i wanted to join in, but i knew i din hv the energy. dno why oso leh. cos i din hv fever lahhs.

yupps. in the end decided to lke da qi jing shen. i mean, no point being so sian rites. so kinda pia-ed lor. and tried to make myself high. went wid the sistas to the playground. den i kinda succeeded getting myself to forget my pains cos we were dancing lor. i mean it was super fun lar. i LOVE the sistas! LOL. and fei's so cute! the best holder ymy. hahas. den i kinda felt better and had more energy. den we were lke dancing the chicken dance and macarena. LOL. its fun twisting butts! LOL. i tink its super fun lar. yupps den we went to do the indian dance thingy. yupps. was quite weird? cos we all din know wad to do. LOL. so funny lar. den was under the hot sun for so long. den we were all lke so hot and sweating. den once again. i couldnt tahan. yupps. so went to the shade lor. den felt v unwell again. squatted at the corner. den everyone started crowding round again. made me felt damn bad lor. so decided to da qi jing shen lai again. cos no point being so sian. den rayrin started dancing munaeru vaaliba. LOL. den i just jumped up and started dancing. den the sistas were lke looking at me wid surprise/shock? LOL. den i just told them i could do it and stuff ldat. yupps. so got high all over again lar.

den after dat went to the bball court there, the sheltered area. den we were all sitting there, sian sian one lar. yupps. den after dat munaeru vaaliba started playing again. den we all jumped up and started dancing. so funny lar. den for all the songs we just kept dancing. lke so funny cans. LOL. its real fun lar. yupps. after dat the carpainting was up. den we went over to take a look at the car. its so nice lor. lol. v v nice lar. den after dat we were cheering. at first only the choir ppl cheering. den we were all so high lar ymy. LOL. imagine 440 hard claps at your vocal cords every sec? and we were SCREAMING. lke pls. wad's gna happen to our voice lar. den after dat the scouts and guides and choir ppl were all cheering tgt. the first time we've seen such unitedness amg the dh ppl lor. really lar. yupps. quite touching lar ymy.

den after dat we were dismissed den we went to eat lunch lor. along the way we went playground again. den after dat i accidently kicked sand all over rayrin. PAISEHH- din mean it! yupps. den we were just kinda slacking arnd. and sher kicked her leg on the stairs. OUCHH. so painful lar. den dada was helping her to lke rub it. den sher was lke practically gna cry liao? dno lar. yupps. den after dat ran for the 30 bus. yupps. decided to go payarlebar. den after dat rayrin said he din wna go lahh. lke so sad lar. but i tink he's grounded or something barh. yupps. so cant blame him lar. den after dat we all went to eat kfc. yupps. fried food. GREAT. yeah. eat finish le den we just went our seperate ways lor. yupps.

in the end went to go tm wid sher. we walked the whole of tm and the whole of century square larh. lol. walked for 2 and a half hrs. yupps. den talkked alot wid sher. real fun lor. LOL. yupps. so i tink todae was quite a fun dae lar. although up until NOW, im still feeling unwell. i wonder how i am gna survive tmr. nvm. there's choir tmr. it'll keep me there. i'll go sch for choir. i dun care even if im gna die le im still gna go sch. and btw, we are gna sing the national anthem tmr. shall sing it wid pride and gusto. cos im feeling quite patriotic! LOL. dun care im gna get maluated to death i dun care. LOL. so funny lar oks. yupps.

tt's all le barh. LOL. yupps.


REACH OUT FOR SKIES

At a time when hope was low
The journey seems unsure
But through it all
We’ve kept the flame alive

Now standing proud and tall
Our spirit strong and free
Building on hopes and dreams
It’s here we want to be


Let’s reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we’ll all achieve
We’ll make our destiny

Let’s reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we’ll all achieve
Let’s soar and reach for the skies


When I think about my dreams
The future it can be
The time has come for me
To strive and to achieve

With hopes within our hearts
As one hand in hand
For family and our friends
Let’s do the best we can


Let’s reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we’ll all achieve
We’ll make our destiny

Let’s reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we’ll all achieve
Let’s soar and reach for the skies


Our dreams we’ll all achieve
Let’s soar and reach for the skies


We can touch the skies




i dont know wad you are thinking.
we will never be.
go awayy.

vjc.

firstly, one piece of BIGG news to announce.

I GOT INTO VIP!(:

fine. i know many ppl will sae that im bragging and that i shud not be like telling every one abt it. but really im very happy lar. as for the people who've not gotten in yet or not had their interviews yet, the only thing i can sae now i good luck. and i dun mean to haolian or anything. what will be will be. no use worrying so much anyways. yupps. jiayou barhs.

newaes. im now kinda like a victorian liao barhs. i dno leh. i mean. i dont hv to pia so much liaos. but i still feel lke working hard. cos i want to know whr i stand. i will feel v disappointed at myself if i get bad results when i end my sec2 yrs. yupps. i must be a hardworking and guai student(: LOL.

i really wna give a big thank you to the people who were TRULY HAPPY for me when i got into vip. really, without yall the support. i prolly wuldnt have gotten so far. & a special thank you to my dearest laogong! dont know wad i will do without you. LOL(:


today had maths test. lol. the killer test as everyone said. im gna flunk it anyway. lol. nvm, everyone's gna flunk it too. -.-''' so much for the amt of work i put in trying to study for the dumb maths lor. LOL. to think that i even roped in rayrin to help me. but in the end it came to no use at all. great. absolutely great. but thanks shifu anyways. you arent shifu for nth!(: LOL.

yupps. chinese was a laugh todae. i tink its partially cos i was so high. i mean, it was after i realised i got into vip. yeah. so during chinese we were all screaming lar. yeah. scream and scream and scream. LOL. i tink that's why i could reach high A todae. LOL. the chinese sub teacher is damn GAY and spastic lar. i can talk across the aisle to viv and he doesnt even care. i mean, its so evident that he saw us. but he doesnt care at all. i mean. lke wth rites. what sort of teacher is he?

ohwells. todae was quite a happy day lar. i mean yeah. i got into vj, and the prospect of going choir later was really a happy thing lar. but yeah i got damn pissed off during choir. which kinda spoiled my day. but i felt better after singing mamamia. cos its such a long an tiring song. i kinda vented all my frustrations. yupps and after dat went off to learn on rising wind. LOL. on rising wind is SUPER nice oks. i love it lots lar. yupps(: and weirui solo SUPER nice! yeah. when she solo i can feel the goosebumps one leh. wasia. so pro rites. LOL(:

hmm. after dat we sang to everything there is a season. sat beside wen. i sang better than i usually did. LOL. dno why oso. den after dat just slack arnd in the music rm until lke 6.45. yeah. the usual bunch of ppl lar. louis, weirui, rayrin, diane, brandon, amelia, me, sherry, jiawen. yupps. den just played, sang, acted spastic and laughed and slackked arnd lar. yeah. stranger is SUPER farnie oks. i dun uds how he can be so farnie de larhs. he shud go be in eds since he acts so well. LOL. but its a good thing he's in choir, otherwise, i wudnt have know him! LOL.

after dat went to eat lors. yupps. went to bedok the burger king. den just ate le jiu went home. a typical day lars. yupps.

something impt to take note of:

-DHSCHOIR CONCERT-

I'M GONNA SING
one heart. one passion. one voice.

19th August 2005
Dhs Auditiorium
6.30 - 8 pm
Tickets priced at $8.

*flowers will be sold at the venue. no outside flowers allowed.
Prices: $1.50 - $2

frenships >.<

frenships are very fragile.

this is not only happening to me, its happeninning to all those arnd me. we must really cherish all the times that we have together as good frens, for you will never know when they may end.

was scolded by leelaoshi todae. she said that my chi was getting worse and worse. and that i hardly paid attention in class. she sounded really angry. and for a moment there, i felt ashamed of myself. of course, she din scold me in front of the whole class, she had confiscated my oral presentation script just cos i left them on the table and had not taken out my ke ben. so i had went to get them back from her. WADEVERR. but really, wad she said struck a chord in me. i realised that my studies are really deproving. and yet i dont know how to get them back. yeah a lot of ppl will sae that im good in studies and stuff. but really, looking at my chinese results, im ashamed of myself. yet, i dont know how to improve. she asked me why my chinese results were liddat. i said that chinese is difficult. she said that it was not difficult. den she asked me whether i understood the kewens. den i said yeah. den she said, she only teaches kewen and not some chim chim stuff in class. so how can it be difficult. and how can i not understand. yeah. true. but the fact is that i just do not understand. what do you want me to do? i dont even know how to improve. also, wad is worrying me is also my maths. ESPECIALLY INDICES. i got back alot of my maths assignments todae. and for all of them, i had less than half the questions correct. sometimes, i wonder why this is happening. i am not someone to be weak at maths. even though maths has not been and will never be my stongest subject. i can generally do alright in maths. however, this time. im really getting worried for my maths now. my maths is an A1. and i want it to stay an A1. i cannot afford to fail another indices test. i really cannot. there's remedial with miss seow tmr. i think she might be able to help me. but really, seeing all those maths questions, my head starts to swirl. i really cant take it. i need help. SERIOUSLY. ive decided to study hard. but i somehow just cant seem to concentrate in class. going into class every morning fills me with a kind of sadness. and somehow it leaves me thinking abt choir and how happy i am in choir. it really distracts me. i feel so miserable in class. everyday, i look forward to recess and to after school. just so i can leave the saddening class. i guess what is saddening me is the people and not the class. but really. i just cant stand some people in class. i feel so miserable. i really should concentrate in class. but somehow i know that if i dont solve this problem with my class, i will never be able to concentrate. and that will only earn me more scoldings from teachers. but one thing i appreciate is that leelaoshi have woken me up. true, no one likes to be scolded. but really, im not someone to be scolded often, so being scolded by leelaoshi have made me seen what i am behaving in class. i write postcards the whole day long in class. if not, i spend my time daydreaming abt choir. this is really bad. and my work is getting from bad to worse.

someone help me.

i hate this. i really do. i hate my class. i will be glad to leave my class. i really will.

dad sucks

my dad is plain unreasonable. ive got nth to sae abt him. i can just say.

HE SUCKS.

thingschange//

ive realised that things change very quickly


conflicts can be dissolved within days;
conflicts can ignite in just a few seconds


that special feeling can come in days;
it can go in miliseconds


you can go from being a favourite;
to being a hated in a matter of minutes


things might be great today;
it might not be tomorrow




things really change easily and it is very important to cherish everything that you have and experienced, all the wonderful memories;
for you dunno if you will be able to have these feelings back.



-confused

thamtham(:

im sorry. im really really sorry.

just wanna tell you that i really luv you alot. really.

forgive me):

LURVE YA
muackks

concert(:

hmm. todae no choir. hahas. cos sec3s had listening. yeah. they said it was quite hard. but nevertheless, JIAYOU! <3>
hahas. got my bdae prezzie todae! whee. hahas. its this really cute piglet cushion lar. dat rayrin bought at mini toons. whee. THANKS RAYRIN. THANKS SO MUCH. i lurve the piglet cushion! hahas. im gna hug it to slp everyday(:

brought my dahling no.1 to sch todae. and its the golden shit! hahas. those who've seen my CUTE shit will know. hahas. its as cute as me! hahas. meant to bring it todae to like play lar. hahas. budden in the end no use. hahas. oh ya. ive got a dahling no.2 le. hahas. and its the piglet cushion! ohmans. so CUTES(:

yupps. den me and jw went to vj to submit our application form. met this TOTALLY ap teacher who was saying that we last min hand up and everything. like WALAU lar. this really is going to be a factor on me deciding to go vj if i can get in. like wth. she v de asshole lar. BLEAH.

yupps. den me and wen tok alot lar. hahas. and crapped abt the different schls lor. and which one to go to. wen still doesnt noe. for me, its either vip or dhp. can get into vip den go, cant get into den go dhp lor. actly, dhp aint that bad also, and since choir's getting a new conductor. mayb staying will be worthwhile. yupps.

den after dat reached kfc at arnd 2 plus? hahas. yeah. den the rest of the sistas were already there le. hahas. den already eating le ymy. yeah. den after dat sher wanted us to help her refill her water wid sprite. den after dat when we refilling, nottie wen go and put plain water inside. den we laugh until wanna die lor. hahas. so farnie lars. and to think that sher din even noe lar! hahas. den afterdat erm me and wen went to buy our food and just like eat lor. hahas. den everyone finish eating le den we two still slowly eating. hahas. sher and da v cute lor. sae they are the 'siao' pair. sae me and wen the 'seh' pair. sae xuan and fei the 'shu nu' pair. hahas. so we make up the 'S' pairs. hahas. so funny lar. like so spastic cans. hahas. yeahs.

yeah. den after dat we just crapped and played and tokked lor. hahas. den went back to sch to see the nanjing ppl perform. yeah. was singing jian ao wid sher. hahas. me as the guy and her as the gurl. lke duh. hahas. i cant sing gurl pop! hahas. yeah. den after dat saw rayrin and bobby first. like 0.0! i mean. we were like RAYRIN and BOBBY? ohmans. hahas. serious lar. yeah. den after dat tok abit wid rayrin then we went to go and like assemble in the foyer lor. yupps. den after dat we went into the auditorium. cos me and wen went toilet. so when we went in everyone seated le lor. den afterdat erm xuan them got chope seats for us lar. yeah. so we got to seat on the seats. budden hor. some of the guys had to sit on the floor. like so poor thing lor. den we felt so bad. hahas.

the performance was v sian lar. i mean. i see until i wanna sleep liao lors. bud dun dare to lie down cos of ribena marhs. yeah. hahas. den me and wen crap and crap lors. den after dat crap wid sher oso. hahas. hmm. our sch the CO and BAND rocks! STAND BY ME ROCKS!(: and the cuidazu izzit? the one wid the cymbals and everything. yeah. that one rocked too. the guy holding the largest cymbals were CHAO seh lar. i mean. like he was really expressive and everything. PROKIA lors. hahas. hmm. after dat wen had to go for the TJ funnight. yeah. den erm was trying to think of a way to get out without feeling paiseh. in the end i decided to go toilet. den erm i got sher to go wid me lors. so we pei wen go out and den we came back to the audi lor. wasia. wen is SUPER CHIO oks. walau she looks so sexy in her home clothes lar. hahas. really. me and sher see until our salive dripped. hahas. nah its exaggerated. but really v sexy lar. she looks so chio lar. hahas.

den went back to the auditorium. den pass by rayrin them. decided to just sit wid them. cos they sitting in the back. then like down there v dark. can play marh. den can tok oso and no one will hear. yeah. den yeah lor. we just sat down there and tok abit lors. after dat rayrin told me to go and get my piglet to play. hahas. so i had to chiong down to my seat and get the piglet. and chiong up again. so maluated oks! hahas. budden i havnt open my piglet yet. den rayrin told me to just open lor. i mean. so kexi! hahas. wanted to keep it closed until i go home. hahas. but nvm lar. open the piglet le den can play wid it marh. so cutes! whee. i lurve my dahling no.2! hahas. after dat started toking porno again. hahas. was asking rayrin how gurls can get horny. hahas. den he was trying v hard to explain? hahas. den the situation is like a parent trying to tell his daughter about like the birds and bees liddat. HAHAS. den he was like quite malu lar. budden i appreciate the effort(: hahas.
no wait. before yall think im like an RA person. i din think of the horny question one. is actly ruixian ask me one. he was like, how do gurls get horny? den i was like, i dno leh. i nv got horny before. hahas. den he was so shocked? hahas. i mean. gurls need to get horny de meh? dun get horny cannot arh. den i was oso wondering. dat's why went to qing jiao rayrin oks. hahas. so spastic lar.

yeah. den after dat tokked and played sommore. den the concert ended le. den i asked sherry whether wanna go payarlebar eat or not marhs. den erm she was like not sure. den i ask louis and rayrin lor. den they sae ok. den sher called her parents and asked and they said ok too. so we all went to eat tgt lar. yeah. den its like we went to eat long john's. O.O! hahas. tmr we got choir and we are like eating FRIED food? hahas. aiyo. yeah. den we ate and toked and yeah. just basically played lor. den after dat louis and sher decided to play their burping game again. den rayrin kept telling them to observe table manners and to stop burping den he like refused to join in their burping game, although rayrin is pro at burping too. hahas. like EEE so smelly lor. they were like burping all arnd the place. wasia. so disgusting. hahas. den rayrin dno because of wad den he laugh and laugh. den he was saying he dun have six pack. but at the rate he laughing can laugh out a six pack liaos. HAHAS. liddat oso can de arh? i really din noe leh. hahas. yeah. den we were just like listening to them burp? den after dat i decided to take out my dahling no.2 to play again while they continue their burping game. hahas. so funny oks. den the rayrin keep laughing lar. i tink he todae chao hyper. dunno why oso. hahas. mayb he drank coffee in the morn? just like ms. yeo. that's why became so hyper. hahas. yeah.

after dat we went popular. den went browsing through those stuffs lor. den the popular close at like 9. den we were like, how come so early de. yeah lar. den rayrin bought some colour pens. yeah. cost 15 dollars? so ex rites. like siao lar. and i realised that he likes pink! yeah. PINKS NICE. but PURPLE nicer lar. hahas. yeah. den after dat went to take mrt and went home lors. yeah.

went home. go and bathe le den decided to call louis. den just crap lor. hahas. tokked abt some things lar. den he oso dno wad to do abt wad i told him lar. yeah. hahas. den he just sae let things shun qi zi ran lor. instead of worrying so much. aiya. dno leh. den he sae he got something one. told me to call him at 12. yeah. so we tokked for already like 2 hrs liao. yeah. den i came online, den just started typing out some stuffs for the elearn proj. and went to the asknlearn portal to go and check my assignments. yeah. den after dat called louis again at 12.30. tokked all the way until 1.50. yeah. so basically i like tokked to him for 3 hrs 20 mins liddat. like siao lar. hahas. den went to brush teeth and everything. den after dat pack bag for choir tmr. den after dat i decided to come online to blog. and yeah. its so great, ive to wake up at SIX AM tmr. nows like 2.45 am. GREAT. 3hrs of sleep. ABSOLUTELY GREAT. yeah i tinl i'll need coffee tmr. even though i dun drink coffee. how am i going to survive choir todae/tmr? OH NO! haii. good luck to me then.

gtg le. ciaos(:

crazee ppl

hahas. had choir todae. din wna go for it one actly. like i wun pon lar. of course. -.- but just felt a bit sick of choir. hahas. imagine that coming from ME! hahas. wen was like 'wah, you oso will say this kinda things?' hahas. den i laugh and laugh lor. i mean like. choir is turning v draggy and tiring. haii. everytime i go choir i will have a backache. cos i had to stand straight. rayrin said that im shaky marhs. so have to stand up straight. den keep getting backache. haii.

yupps. den the bloody ribena came. [louis, if you are reading this, dont laugh! -.-] walau lar. i mean like. haii. but at least its a relief. hahas. lucky nxt week is TLTM! hahas. not so bad yeah. good timing LOL.

hmm. had choir. den i was like forced to stand in the front row. den i was like. siao lar. die liao. cos i stand in the front row like i dun dare to sing. and i din dare to blast. and yeah. just dun dare to do everything. dun dare to sing expressively all that. haii. yeah. den i totally wasnt myself lor. got lost a few times, even though sherr was behind me. just felt weird standing in front. hahas. so ironic. i used to love standing in front. cos like got no one to block me and everything. budden now cos too used to standing behind. den felt weird standing in front. den couldnt concentrate and kept singing wrong. so after the break i decided to tell yuxuan lor. so decided to just let me stand second row. and not to be bhb, i sounded MUCH better. like mayb din sound nice lar. but at least i din get lost so easily and i could concentrate. felt more like myself! hahas. and we sang lion sleeps tonight! whee. hahas. so nice like cans. my favourite! whee. hahas. and out of the 12 songs we are singing in the concert. the sistas are singing 10 of the songs! hahas. whee. cos the other 2 songs are sec1 and sec3 songs lar. whee. get to perform so many times! hahas. YEAH.

after dat had small group! hahas. it rocked. seriously. like it was so much more fun then full choir prac lor. hahas. we sounded much better, and we really had alot of fun together. hahas. that's wad i would call a good choir prac ba. hahas. i mean. dno leh. i tink we sounded nice? hahas. not sure. must ask rayrin. he stand in the centre can listen better. hahas. but i tink shud be nubbad. but ive gotta go mug my songs liao. have to memorise and get the pitching correct lol.

yupps. after choir walked to the 30 bus stop with wen, xuan, sher, da, weirui, louis, rayrin. yeah. rayrin so nice yknows, bought lemon coke for us! hahas. SO NICE. we have such a nice godpapa/sc! whee. lurve godpapa loads. hahas. yeah. den afterthat heard somethings from xuan lar. yupps. feel rather sad. cos all the sisters have problems in their classes. sher oso have, da oso have, wen oso have. i also have lar. like duh. i mean like. why are our classes becoming liddat? haii. so sad lor. why are our friends in class being liddat? haii. lucky we still have choir ba. i mean lke, yeah lor.

hahas. den we reached the 30 busstop. den da, xuan and weirui went to catch 12. hahas. yupp. then they went off lors. den after dat sher, wen, me, louis, rayrin combined lion sleeps tonight! whee! so nice! i lurve lion sleeps tonight! hahas. YEAH. den after dat ruixian was there? hahas. den i kinda like suan-ed ruixian lar. hahas. den he was like so DIAO-DED. den rayrin and louis cos they never see this way of suaning ppl, den they laugh and laugh and like give the diao look lor. den after dat we each took turns 'stepping' on 'rx'. hahas. den afterdat dunno why we ended up stepping on each other's shoes! hahas. so funny lars. den erm mdm sim saw. den she was like 'yall wanna play play inside, later one of you fly out onto the road how? den make a mess of the road. if yall wanna make a mess go furthur away and make lar' and blah blah blah. den i was like -.- MAN SHE SUCKS. ok nvm shant go on abt her. BLEAHH.

yupps. after dat the bus came. hahas. den me and wen got louis to help us carry our bags. hahas. ONCE AGAIN. papa rocks! hahas. so nice lor. owaes help his daughters carry bags. haha. the PERFECT gentleman! thanks papa! hahas. den i think sher got rayrin to help her carry her file for awhile? hahas. not sure oso. yeah. den when we got onto the bus, cos rayrin had many files and books on his hands. than there were 6 seats. den he put those books one by one onto the different seats. den he like 'fake' din wanna let us seat liddat. hahas. den we were all laughing like crazee. hahas. den we were like, ok all dun seat lor. den rayrin went to just seat down lorr. hahas. SO UNGENTLEMENLY! hahas. no lar. he's plain old LAME. hahas.

den on the bus, rayrin and louis decided to ransack our bags. den we were like 'dun anyhow open, later see something you shouldnt see'. den after they dun care and just opened our bags lor. den go and lke RANSACK. den finally they found the pads [if either of you are reading this, DONT LAUGH] ok like so great lar. den they see le laugh and laugh. den i was like DIAO. hahas. den after dat we started talking about menses. HAHAS. so funny like cans. den one of them were like do yall flush it down the toilet bowl? den we were like CANNOT LAR. like DUH. who will lor. den we were saying later the toilet bowl choke den the plumber come and unchoke the toilet bowl see all the blood and everything. hahas. den the guys were like laughing and laughing. den sae wad 'orh the toilet bowl is bleeding!' hahas. so toopid lar.

yupps. den actly wanted to go eat wid rayrin and louis lar. den they said they were going TAMP. like HELLO? tamp? siao arh. SO FAR! hahas. den was trying to persuade them to go like payarlebar or someting. hahas. but in the end din succeed, cos i decided to just go home and not eat lor. LOL. hahas. yeah. den we were just playing and laughing and talking lar. v fun lar. and btw rayrin, IM NOT A XIAO HAI ZI OKS! hahas. and louis, IM NOT A NV REN OK. im a NV HAI ZI! hahas. ok that's crap! hahas.

yeah. had fun todae. choir wasnt as bad as i tot lar. YAY. hahas. tmr going to go for lunch wid yx them. YAY! hahas. but me and wen and da hv to submit the application form for vj lar. yeah. hahas. hope tmr will be as fun as todae! hahas. and yeah. sat have vocal training, by the renowned jennifer tham. hahas. siao. if she dun like us we die liao. but really looking forward to vocal training, just hope she doesnt malu me! hahas. yeah.

cant wait.

lurve the choir famm(: WOOTS!

friends. urghh. >.<

its time ive blogged. yeah. have been too busy with the sistas blog.

i really wanna leave dhs. i really wanna. dhs brings back unhappy memories. i hate the teaching style in dhs. i really wanna leave. before, i was unsure of why i wanted to leave. but now, after thinking it through, i really wanna leave because of a few reasons. ive sorted out my thinking. i know what i want now.

1) i hate dhs' teaching style. i am sick of the way dhs teachers teach. we just sit down in class and we listen to the teachers spoonfeed us the knowledge and the information. they will only teach us the topics that are going to be tested in exams. we are expected to MEMORISE our notes and everything. we only learn the theory, we NEVER know why we learn these theories. yes, we are taught HOW we can apply all these theories to daily use, but once again, its all tok and no play. we dont get to do hands-on work. once again, those explanations are theories again. all we get are theories, theories and more theories.
also, we do everything for exams. i want to learn because i want to acquire knowledge. i dont want to do everything just for exams and in the end forget everything that ive learnt. if that's the case, what's the point? i dont see how and why i should do all these. i dont want a repeat case of wad happened during psle. i mugged so hard. yeah. i got the results i wanted, but in the end, ive already forgotten everything ive learned in primary sch. what is the whole point? i'd rather be smart than be intelligent. i think mr kelvin kew is a real DEEP person and i really agree with wad he says.
anyways, back to dhs. i really hate the way teachers are so uncaring. yeah. i agree, some teachers are good, but it doesnt mean that they are caring. the teachers dont really care for their pupils. they just want their pupils to do well so that they can 'show off' to the other teachers to tell them that they are able to produce such capable students. i think this is really stoopid. i hate this type of teachers.
also, i want an interesting and fun learning experience, i want a lesson which can really let me absorb all the knowledge during class. i normally dont listen to the teachers in class, mainly cos it so boring. they dont command my attention at all. i really cant stand this type of learning. i dont want to go home and mug so hard just for the exams. i want to be able to absorb all the info during lessons and that i dont have to really mug for exams. i just want to revise. yeah. the diff between MUG and REVISE.

2) dhs brings back unhappy memories. i dont uds how friends can fall out in such a short span of time. i dont uds how some ppl in dhs can be so fake. i dont uds how they can deceive other ppl just for their own uses/benefits. i dont uds how they can get past their conscience when they betray their friends and throw them aside when they no longer need them. i dont uds how frenships can change in the blink of an eye. i dont uds why some people enjoy breaking ppl up. i dont uds why some ppl cant get it that the issue is abt THEM and not abt other ppl. i dont uds why they are always so egoistic. i dont uds why people must possess this type of character. i dont uds why the world must be so real. i dont uds why i feel so unhappy in class. i dont uds why frens must be seperated into cliques. i really dont understand everything.

i feel that i hv a sad sad life. the only happy times ive had are with my choir frens. they are the only factor pulling me back. but even so, ive decided to 'sacrifice' choir for vip, nothing matters more to me than vip [other than choir] now.

VIP, HERE I COME!

OUR cheer(:

this is me and ching's new cheer! hahas.



yay yay ching's gay
yay yay ching chingay!

yay yay may may!
yay yay ching may!

yay yay ching's GAY!
yay yay chingay!

yay yay may's GAY!
yay yay maymaygaygay!

yay yay ching!

yay yay may!

yay yay ching and may!

to yunjing

here's a third blog dedication. this time to CHING!

hahas. ok my dearest sexier. hahas.

im sexy. she's sexier. leanne's sexy siren!! whoots. hahas.

ching's a veh nice person. although she's nv helped me out before. but nvm. hahas.
there'll be other chances de. hahas.

i had a fun time wid ching and leanne in the audi. hahas. ching and me were passing msgs on tissue paper. so stoopid like cans. hahas.

and i edited your piggy pics! made them so much prettier rites. hahs. whee.


ching is a gurl who's lovable and fun.



and she likes to sing off-key.




wanna take singing lessons from me?





hahas.




lurve ya.

muachhs(:

to you

i had the most disappointing day todae. im so super duper pissed.

ive something to say to mc here.

you listen up. im SO DISAPPOINTED in you. you actually pangsehhed me liddat todae. it wasnt my fault dat winki din wanna sit in front of me oks. like pls la. i already arranged everything for yall le. the only thing dat yall had to do was to move into those seats. i came so early just to chope those dumb seats for yall lar. den wad. winki refused to move into that seat. is it mah fault? i already tried to persuade him already. you must rmb dat the person who pangsehhed you is winki and not me! i already did so many things for you. wad else do you want from me. and now im stuck in this big mess. its nt dat i dun wanna sit wid xiaoyou. but the prob is that gero wanna sit wid xiaoyou. you are a big coward. why couldnt you hv been a man and just come over to sit wid me? wad is the prob with you? i always tot that you are the responsible one. de one dat i can rely one. i liked you the best. and now you betray me liddat. i hate you. i seriously do. you are such a bigg coward. you dun even dare to catch my eye todae. im telling you. i might not be angry now. but i'll nv forget this matter. youve made me lose my trust in you. im so disappointed in you. i repeat. I HATE YOU.

to zhiqian

hahas. here's a second entry dedicated to someone. after the one i dedicated to selina.

here's to my everdearest.

*drumrolls*[gupped de]

ZHIQIAN!


hahas. zhiqian is my dearest dearest laogong. i love her the most most most. hahas.

hmm. i sat wid her in the 2nd term. and then we'll gossip and gossip abt stuffs. hahas. and i realise wad a sentimental person she is! just lke me(: hahas. whee cans. hahas.

lilaoshi suspects dat we hv something on. cos sometimes i'll lie on zhiqian's shoulder. in chi class. hahas. den lilaoshi will look at us wid the weird look and turn away. HAHAHAS. she so grossed out can. hahas. den everytime we'll do this. like so fun cans. hahas. omgosh we can go and be actresses le. hahas. we are SO PRO at acting! whee. hahas.

yupps. zhiqian is a real sweet and caring gurl/guy who is always there for me. hahas. i tell her the most things and the first person i look for to share abt my days are always my laogong! hahas. my laogong rocks! whee.

hahas. however. my laogong actly has a second wife! and tat's yuxuan. humph. like how can she be liddat hurrhur. hahas. i not enuff mehmehh? hahas. still want a second one. humph! somemore horr write postcard for the second wife hor actly ask ME the FIRSTWIFE to pass to her. humph. my laogong so horrigible terrigible vegetable! hahas. but nvm. now i got a second laogong le! and that's my edison chen! hahas. nxt time i write postcard for edison i ask my laogong to pass it to him! hahas.

laogong really rocks and she writes nicenice postcards for me. like so cool cans. hahas. although i write for her too. but dat's besides the point. hahas.

and laogong always lets me drink from her water bottle cos my bottle owaes no water. hahas. cos hse nv cook water! hahas. no water to drink lorr. lol. hahas.

laogong wants to treat me to a drink tmr! whee~ i shall start thinking of an exex drink to make her buy for me! hahas. nah jkjk. laogong dunnid to bother abt it ok!((:

and oso. laogong wants to sit behind me nxt term. hahas. let's chiong and gupp our seats tmr cans! whoots.

hahas. and laogong is not so hiao to go and wear contacts! hahas. whoots.

and laogong is so blur to actly type in the wrong conv! hahas. so cutes.



i totally totally heart my laogong to bits.

she's my everdearest.

i cant live without her.

i love her like siao.

hahas.




we'll be loving forever!(:




dun hack me up wid a hacksaw arh!

to selina

selina asked me or rather DEMANDED me to blog abt her! so this blog entry shall be dedicated to mahh dearest SELINA!

hahas. shawn's her first husband. and jay's her third. i shall NT mention who's her second. for me, ZHIQIAN's mahh first. and EDISON's mahh second husband!! whee. i lurve edison. he is SO totally shuai. hahas.

selina is a total crappist. who is scarily nocturnal. she's gna slp when her dad wakes up!! hahas. so scary. if I slp when mahh dad wakes up. ill be scolded to death le! hahas.

i dno wad to write abt selina! argh. hahas. she wants me to write nice stuff. but i cant tink of any! hahas. oks. nvm. i shall think hard!


*thinks hard*


-DING- *bulb lights up*


selina intervened for me abt the elis thingy and for tht i realized wad a great person you are!

muachs luv ya so much! hahas.


hahas. that's all? hahas. think so lar. SELINA. i know you are reading this now. hahas. i want an entry dedicated to me oks!!

hahas. SELINA is cute! and she can write with both hands. but im better. i can spin pen with both hands! hahas. whee.

and im nice to selina oks! hahas. im gonna sing for her when sch reopens. hahas. whee.

dmchidmdihdihdmchidm

ok lar. end of blog dedication to mahh beloved selina! hahas.

PEACE OUT! whee.

maymay here once again

hahas. ok. this is maymay once again. finally mahh com is like not spoiled anymore! whee. FINALLY. and much have happened within this few days. as in nt in mahh real life lar. budden on the online world. yupps. much hv happened.

ok. abt the elis and me thingy.

i wld like to extend a heartfelt apology to elis. like erm. seriously. i dont feel dat im in the wrong. cos afterall elis shudnt hv written bad stuff abt a snr. be it me or someone else >.<>
i dont knw wad youve said abt the choir family. but one thing i must say. you can insult me. but NEVER insult the choir family. i repeat. NEVER EVER insult the choir family.

and anyways. i uds your frustration at me misuds-ing your blog entry. and suddenly out of the blue i pop up wid a mean entry abt you. i uds that you must hv been veh pissed. but pls do uds mahh position oso. imagine if i read your blog and the description really fitted me. den its like i see these two words "fucking bitch". like how wld i feel? afterall. i AM your snr. yupps. tht's all i want you to see lar. abt the misuds-ing thingy. hahas. this hasnt happened to me for the first time! hahas. happened lots of time le. hahas. im someone who's veh rash. yupps. and often jump to conclusions. hahas. tht's me lar. hahas. so i hope you wld uds my actions and similarly. i wld uds your actions too.

ohya. and we DO noe how to spell sisters. its just that we like to call ourselves sistas as a way of diferrentiating ourselves. yupps. and we call ppl papa and mama cos they do treat us real well. papa really acts as a papa to us. he really cares abt us in the fatherly way and everything. yupps. but wad i really wanna qiangdiao is that no matter wad happens. DO NOT use the choir family to insult me. cos i'll get real angry. not just pissed. but real angry. cos i love the choir family alot. yupps.

so i suggest that this thing be ended lar. cos it wun be nice to hv a dispute btw snrs and jnrs. hahas. yupps. so i hope we'll just continue being nicenice snrs and jnrs to each other. yupps. anything can come to me ks! hahas. yupps. and if you unsure of anything abt the alto part can oso come to me lar alrights! yupps. lets both jiayou for alto. and for the dhschoir.

jiawen blogging! whaha.

heyys :)

dis is jiawen here.. woo im hacking! haha nah lahs. maymay gave me her psword. ive deleted THAT particular part for the prev blog entry, as requested by her..

her com has been down so im helping her do all that stuffs. i think deres lyk alot of misunderstandings around here recently bahhs. since that person isnt maymay, i think let's just let this matter rest ok? maymay thot it was her that why she was so angry n pissed off.. n this made elis pissed too.. so if this continues, u guys will be more pissed wiv each other isnt it? it's all a misunderstanding lahhs.. so let's forget bout it kays? no use gng on about all these..

indeed, each person got their own ways of writing. we use the term "sistas" cuz we like it. well duh we do knw how to spell sisters da right way. but if we like it to be "sistas", is there anything wrong? there are so many pple modifying words nowadays. time=tyme.. funny=farnie.. da list can go on definitely. correcting them one by one would be so tiring aint it?

the reason why maymay thot it was her because it seemed lyk theres only 1 rather distinct bunch of friends who hang out tgt, and that's us. or at least that's what we think. and maymay was the ony one who really talked to u online before. so we thot it was her too. maymay's com has been down and she dont knw anything that is gng on now, and she realised that she was rather mean in that part of the entry. so she told me to delete it. okay maybe she was harsh in that entry, that's because she was angry. cant blame her for those words right? i mean, when one gets angry, she can do anything. but at least she realised it was mean n decided to delete aint it? :)

cummon. you sure maymay is hated by the whole cls? why then would selina defend her? when you come to sec 2 u will start to have more frenship problems. i think you will uds then.
of course she has neos with her cls friends! it is only that we sistas take more neos with her and sometimes we will also tell her to scan the neos into the com so we can have them too. that's not all the neos she has.. and that doesnt make her despo at all. how are they related anyways?

and yes. calling papa and mama are just part of the dhschoirfamm thing. nothing wrong, isnt it? please. i hope you wont talk about this anymore. you may really get some seniors angry.

and yes. god dint make us perfect. so i guess u guys just jiayou ks? approach snrs if yall need help. and i also hope dis tyng wont continue and cause more unhappiness betwn da jnrs and da snrs le.. it's betta get along happily den to make enemies right?

p.s. as i said her computer is down, so she hasnt been reading your blog. it was only when i thot u were describing her in your blog, so i brought it to her attention. she went to see it using her fren's or neighbour's com i think. yupp.. so i think me, misunderstanding it, has cause all these to happen. im sorry, really.

that's what i think basically.. :)

sorry ppls.

anyways. its been long since ive blogged. cos com was spoiled. correction. ITS STILL SPOILED. im using the com somewhere else.

to the 2B peeps.

like i so totally know that yall have been like circulating my blog. like i dunnoe. like pls lar. i know wad ive been doing. so shut up. those ppl whom i hv mentioned in my blog are now bs that i wrote abt them. yall said that ive been too straightforward. ohwells. ive not been that straightforward. if i were straightforward i wld have wrote down your names. i know some of you are daoing me cos of the blog entry. ohwell. too bad. i dont give a damn. none of you matter to me anymore. yall can do anything yall like. i just have to endure another half year and ill be leaving yall. SAYONARA.

abt MON:

hahas. mon we had choir. yupps. was veh fun yeah. oks. like i so totally admit. choir was NOT fun. hahas. but wadever. jerr came and visited us. but he spoiled our last adapter. hahas. he's so totally CLUMSY. hahas. bud ohwells. he's cute ba. hahas. nvm. he left after a while i tink. yupps.
after dat choir ended. the sistas and weirui. rayrin. diane. amelia. baojia. went to eat at longjohn's. hahas. the sistas sat at one table while the rest of the 'adult' sat at another table. hahas. den its like rayrin and weirui were so swit lar! hahas. they are so cute cans. there's even one incident in which rayrin SQUEEZE SQUEEZE SQUEEZE chilli for weirui. hahas. it was SO SWIT oks. hahas. den we all like imitated the action lor. hahas. den weirui and rayrin were so paiseh like cans. hahas. so funny. hahas. after dat we started playing lar. den we were trying to make zf laugh. hahas. but she refused to laugh. so cutes! hahas. den we started doing the CAROL CAROL JERROLD JERROLD cheer. ahahas. den all the snrs at the other table laugh until siao. den we oso laugh until siao. hahas. so cute lor. after dat we went outside. den erm rayrin started snatching for mahh water bottle. hahas. den we just snatched and snatched lar. den my poor water bottle gonna spoil le lor. hahas. so farnie. in the end when i was snatching my bottle with rayrin i unscrewed the bottle cap. den all the water came out and wet his pants! hahas. so fun. den i had the cap and he had the bottle. without the cap he couldnt like spray water le. so he returned us the bottle lor. hahas. im SO CLEVER! hahs.

after dat we decided to go jiawen's hse. hahas. me. diane. rayrin. weirui. rhoda. sherry. and jiawen(duh) hahas. after dat we went to walk and talk. and we had a TRADEMARK. hahas. yeah our trademark rocks! hahas. after dat we were pulling each other's rubber band off lar. den dunno who pulled mahh rubber band. i tink is rayrin. den he was like. 'i help you tie back' den i let him tie lar. WAHH. he is SO PRO cans. only like tied the middle portion. the side portion all dunnid to tie le lar. new trend yeah. WAHH SO PRO! hahas.

after dat we reach jw's hse. den we went to like kinda walk walk arnd liddat la. den diane keep wanting to see jw's bro. cos she sae he veh shuai. hahas. i dont really think so. hahas. yeah. den we went to see sher and dada out. after dat we decided to play in the pool. hahas. so fun. den we got ourselves all wet. after dat den erm we decided to go play badminton. rayrin and weirui is chao pro de lar. hahas. they rawk man. after dat we took pictures with wen's phone. hahas. was v fun. den after dat we went back to her hse. den we played uno lor. hahas. took like 2 hrs plus 3 hrs to finish. hahas. i was supposed to win twice. but cos they caught me not saying uno game. walau lar. not fair lor. hahas. i was totally misled! hahas. yeah it was fun.

den after dat wen's mum cooked dinner for us. even though we said not to lar. yupps. den we went to talk lor. hahas. eat and talk. den erm after eating rayrin tested weirui's voice to see how low she could go. wasia. she can be a tenor or a bass le. she so biantai lar. can reach so low. hahas. scary arh. after dat we combined awhile den we talk again lor. talk until like 10.15 when mahh dad called me and demanded me to be home by 10.30 if not he'll lock me out. yeah. so we all hurry up siam lor. den they hailed a cab for me and diane like helped me pay lar. luckily i reached home at 1030 on the dot. hahas. so nothing happened to me lar. hahas. yupps.

MON was vvvv fun! argh. ive realised that rayrin weirui and diane RAWKS! hahas. we totally rawk lar. hahas. whee.

tt's all le. ciao.

frens

hmm. ive finally STOPPED procrastinating! hahas. whee` im so satisfied wid mahhself. even though i din do lotsa work. but i did maths lol. hahas. den erm i oso went library and borrowed MOV and the Jane Eyre book for english [ive given up on THE PICTURE OF DORIAN GRAY. its too chim] yupps. hahas. so i tink i did quite some things todae lor. which is good ba. hahas.

hv been thinking abt my frenships and abt whether they are complicated or simple. realised that my frenships in 2B are complicated. frenships in choir are very simple. like not fake at all. which is a good thing lor. i mean. haii. dunno lar.

letme talk abt some of mahh frens in 2B. was just reflecting abt them lor.
1) YOU. you always seem to dislike me. we were close last time. yes. very close. but now. we are so distant to each other. you told other people that you still care abt me. but why is it that i do NOT feel anything? i dont know why this has happened to us. but i find myself NOT caring anymore. fine you can just do anything you want. snatch all my frens. like i care. anyways i like my choir frens more. and i dun think YOU can snatch them away. you tell people you feel left out. and you feel lonely. yes. i can see all that. but are you not forgetting that I feel lonely too. not just YOU. you say that i am self centered. yeah mayb i am. ive always known i was selfish. but can you say that YOU are not selfcentered? YOU are selfcentered too. im not trying to sound spiteful or anything. but seriously. dun accuse ME of things that YOU are doing yourself. i feel so betrayed. AND you always gimme the weird looks when i see you. i dunno wad is wrong. you might not be able to feel it. but yes. i do care for you. you might not feel it. but i do care for you. i noe you care for me too. i admit. i can feel it. but those rare moments when i feel that you like me are covered by those moments when i feel that you hate me. i dont want this happening to our frenship. but what can i do? you say im aloof. but that is just me. and i wont change for anyone.

2)YOU. you are forever the one that everyone likes. yeah. i was close to you. but im no longer close to you now. and you know it. ppl still think we are close. but you and i both know it. we arent anymore. ive tried many a times to get back our old frenship. but its all no use. you are the one whos not trying. and since you dont care. why shud i. everyone compares you with me. and like total duh you win. but im sick of getting compared with you. real sick of it. im just me. fullstop. not someone whos used to compare with you. you can say that i am jealous. and probably i am. i dun tink im inferior to you in any way. but recently. things that are happening make me think that other people dont think so. and thats wad hurts me most. we were SUCH good frens. it hurts me to think that we are no longer that good frens. you are closer to a lot of other people. people who all prefer you to me. i noe that. you might tell me no. just to ease my bruised ego. but i see and hear for myself. i noe who likes me and who does not. you are always the one whos more sociable and more easygoing. cos you dont have much of a temper. i cant blame you for it. but one thing is that im really getting sick of all the comparing thing. and the only way to get rid of it is to not be seen with you tat often. i used to see you online and can chatter away to you for a long time. bt nowadays i see you online and have nothing to talk to you abt. i dont know whats wrong. but wad i noe is that the glory of our frenship is long over. no matter wat. it will nv return. im glad that we had beautiful memories with us. and the only thing i ask for now is that we can still be good frens. even though we will nv return to our memorable closeness. ill nv forget you. as for whether or not you'll forget me. that i do not noe.

3) YOU. i really love you. love you alot and alot. altho ive only been close to you recently. youve been the most wonderful fren to me. we share secrets and the such. and only secrets that the TWO of us noe. which is a good thing! i used to not be able to keep secrets. but now. i can! i can swear that none of your secrets have ever been leaked out and ive NEVER betrayed you. NOT once. and i guess i'll probably NV betray you in my whole life. you are the only one who's willing to listen to everything that i tell you. you are the only one whos ever bothered to make me feel good. the fact that i noe you love me makes me love you even more! i look forward to telling you everything that has happend to me. and i know you will always be there for me, listening to me and all that. i love you for the wonderful person that you are. you even got excited for me over the syf results! hahas. and to think that you werent even from choir. i really appreciate all that youve done for me. really. i noe sometimes ive been moody in class and all that and that ive treated you badly sometimes. but i just want to let you know thatt no matter what. i'll lurve you always!

4)YOU. you are always so nice to me. yeah. youve always been nice to me. but nowadays you are showing me a bit more interest then usual. other people say that you are fake. i nv did think that you were fake. but sometimes what they say realli gets me suspicious and i think that you are realli sucking up to me. but what sets me thinking is why you wld want to suck up to me. i mean. im not popular. and im not clever and im not pretty. so im convinced that you dont suck up to me because there is nothing about me that is worth sucking up about. however. i have to admit that you treat me REAL nice. and seriously, i dont mind it abit. its really nice to know that there's owaes someone there for you. the feelings really nice. and i wun despise you just because of what other people said. i hope i do treat you nice too. because you really are a nice fren to have. and i am thankful to have a fren like you. yeah you are always there for me. and you NV leave me behind on anything. that i really want to thank you. thanks for making me feel loved. as that is a feeling i rarely have. hope that we can continue being such good frens for as long as we can. thank you so much!(:

5)YOU. you give me weird looks sometimes too. and i cant be sure whether or not you like me. wad ive heard from other people is that youve never ever said anything bad abt me. that is probably something im relieved abt as you are VERY critical. it might not be a bad thing though. but i still feel that sometimes you appear to be disgusted by my actions. and you seem to be snatching my fren away from me. yeah. most definitely. you are snatching her away from me. i can totally tell like you know. and surprisingly, im ok abt it. probably cos i dont have such a big opinion of you. like i only tink of you normally. not anything bad and not anything special. i totally have to say this. youve NV been there for me. so you can so totally not expect me to be there fo you. other than all this. i just hope dat we can get along just fine.

6)YOU. as for you. i pity you sometimes. you LURVE to gossip and i dont think its such a good thing. you probably are hurting yourself. you LURVE to pry information out of other people but refuse to give information out to other people. however, everyone KNOWS that you hv a BIG mouth and cant keep anything to yourself. that is really your undoing. knowing too much abt other people will often do you more harm then good. leaking out their information will cause them to hate you. you always ask us whether or not other people dislike you or hate you. but you probably know the answer yourself. many people are starting to dislike you. cos they think you are a hypocrite. i used to like toking to you. cos i tot you were such a nice person. however i really have to say this now. youll never get anything out of me. NOTHING! for as long as i live. youve proved to be an egoistic and hypocritical person. and i'll never trust any of my secrets with you. you can just plain old back off. however. i dont want to be enemies with anyone in the class. therefore i wld still welcome you as a normal fren.

7) YOU. you are a total bimbo. howwever, i dont know whether you are acting or not. are you really such an airhead or are you acting as an airhead. you are someone who puzzles me often. you are as egoistic as [6]. and i know you totally adore [2]. i noe and i can see for myself. sometimes your words carry hidden meanings. which make me fume when i read/hear them. cos i really cant stand it. stop being such a hypocrite. i dont know which is the real you. are you really a bimbo or are you faking it?

oh well. i feel abit better venting out my frustrations. ahh. i probably dont care so much about them ba. as in. i dont really wanna bother with all the trivial matters anymore. ive realised that life isnt about gossips. its about all the goodness and fun that you get from being with frens and fufilling wad you are supposed to do. its abt sharing your happiness with everyone close to you. im thankful for all the close frens i have in choir and also for the few true frens i have in class. as for the people ive mentioned above. you know who you are. i totally have made it clear and im just telling you more abt the things that im sure you yourself have been wanting to know. sure. its all upthere. read for all that i care.

ohwells. im tired already. ta. ciao(:

whee kbox(:

hahas. im like the chairman of the procrastinater's club. ytd nv so any hwk. todae oso nv do. ok fine. ive given up le oks.

newaes. todae went out wid the sistas. a pity rhoda couldn't go. cos her parents din let her go. they only let her go out for choir, sc and projs stuff. so she couldnt go lor. haii. so sad like can. aiya. wad to do. no choice lor. haiis.

newaes. met up wid the rest of the sistas. den after dat went to orchard. we were supposed to meet at 1045 at the city hall platform. bud we decided to meet up at our various stops at arnd 1020 liddat. who noes. we were all late lar. so we only reached bedok mrt at like 1043. hahas. den poor yuxuan was waiting at the city hall platform from 1030 le lor. reached city hall at like dunno wad time lar. veh late lor. poor yuxuan lor.

after dat we went to kbox. hahas. took the lunch set lar. hahas. den we all ordered fish and chips lar. den we just totally sang lar. hahas. it was so damn fun! hahas. like totally fun cans. hahas. den we just sang and sang and sang. after dat den the food was served. den we eat lor. hahas. and guess wad. the fish got bone one. wenwen and sherr eat dao de bone lor. den zhuofei eat dao the fish scales lor. like how scary is that? hahas. budden nvm lar. hahas. after dat we just kept singing jian ao. hahas. SO FUN! den we just continued singing and everything lar. hahas. den me and sher keep hogging the mike. esp when the wong lee hom songs came one. hahas. den we just keep like screaming. esp when we saw his ABS! like so defined can. hahas. rawks!

hahas. actly kbox is quite cheap. each person arnd 8.70 liddat. which is actly quite cheap. i mean. compared to a movie lar. hahas. and we get to spend a longer time inside den a movie. hahas. plus we got a lunch somemore. hahas. quite cheap lar. hahas. it was v fun lor. hahas.

after dat we went to heerens to take neos lor. ahas. den we were just walking arnd lar. yupps. just shopping and talking. hahas. was quite fun. hahas. ok that's an understatement. hahas .it was VERY FUN! hahas. its always fun with the sistas. hahas. only it wasnt SO bimbotic todae. hahas. cos rhoda not here? haii. so sad lor.

yupps. den we took VERY nice neos! hahas. dat's so cool oks. hahas. yupps lor. after dat i went to eat mahh beloved cheese sausage! hahas. and then the gurls keep saying that there was no cheese because they couldnt c any cheese. HAHAHAS. so farnie!

yupps. i LURVE the sistas loads. LURVE them forever! i had so much fun wid them todae! hahas. lurve them like siao. ((:

that's all. hahas. tata. ciao(:

below are the neos i took todae(:

DAMNit

ok. like im TOTALLY STILL procrastinating. omgosh. im such a TOTAL loser. ARGH. ive not touched ANY of mahh hwk except for chengyuchaoxie. like how LOSER is that. freak it man. i keep telling myself to STOP procrastinating and yet im STILL procrastinating. like how crap izit. bleah. i CANT believe that the ONLY hwk ive completed is the chegyuchaoxie. like i totally NV do any hwk at all. i really shud start on mahh hwk. like its ALREADY the second week le lor. haii. die lar. im TOTALLY procrastinating. like how MANY times have i said that? ARGH.

maybe i shud tok about something better! hahas. tmr im going to orchard wid the sistas! whee` this so totally rocks. im like so high over it now. hahas. we had such a hard time trying to find a date so that we can all go out tgt. hahas. we conferenced ytd. on zhuofei's hp. hahas. yeah you heard rite. we conference ytd. ALL SIX OF US! hahas. it was so fun oks. like every one toking at once. hahas. so messy lar. hahas. so FUN! hahas. first time i conference wid FIVE people oks. hahas.

hahas. dunno wad we are going to do at orchard lor. maybe decide were we wanna go to eat. den after dat we mayb go kbox? hahas. sherr wants to go lar. hahas. mayb we'll go? hahas. ive nv been to kbox before. ok like i noe how loser that is. but wadevs. haha. at least tmr i'll hv the chance to go? hahas. yupps. tmr will be a BIMBOTIC day. hahas. its ALWAYS bimbotic being out wid the sistas. whee` they rawkk! hahas. lurve them loads and loads like can. hahas. maybe tmr we can eat MARCHE! whoots! i lurve that place like can. esp the rosti and the cheese sausage. rocks lor! hahas.

yupps. im sure im going to have such a fun time with the sistas. but since im going out tmr. i'd better do mahh hwk today lor. budden i tink i'll still procrastinate. haii. wad to do? i'm such a total slacker lar. like i keep telling myself to do work. but in the end i nv do one. haii. maybe now that my cousins from msia are gone i can concentrate more on mahh work? hahas dunno lar.

tt's all lor. i gtg do mahh hwk le! hahas. i shall TOTALLY STOP procrastinating! that's a promise. hahas. lame. ciao everyone!(:

wth

like wth. a HUGE chunk of wad i wrote in mahh entry just now disappeared. like just totally DISAPPEARED. bleah im totally fuming mad now. idiot. freak it lar. i cant be bothered to type it back le lar. idiot. FREAKING BLOGGER. freak it. screw it. f it. idiot.

SIANN):

ok. like im still PROCRASTINATING. ARGH. why am i wasting mahh time liddat? like wth. haiis.

owells. hahas. godahma! i changed back le lar. hahas. aiyo wad instrument comm. hahas. so farnie liddat. hahas. i already changed back le. hahas. you are in the MUSCIAL comm. hahas. veh mafan lar. wahas. dun ask me change again lar. lame -.-''' hahas. nah im just procrastinating.
went to am's hse todae. like i was saying, we were totally procrastinating YET AGAIN. met at like 11 plus plus plus, when we were supposed to meet at 11! argh. like wad utter total shit lar ok. hahas. den after dat went upstairs. oso dunno wad we did. ok. we PROCRASTINATED again. like we were surfing friendster and we were like logging on to msn and everything. ok like its shit. den we went to eat. hahas. then WINKI WAS TOTALLY NOT EATING HIS GREENS. bleah. not fair like cans. we all help him eat up everything. like all the veggies. den he was eating all the meat. den i saw den i totally like couldnt stand it lar. like how come he dunnid eat his veggies? huh huh huh? ok nvm. i like eating the brocolli anyway >.<>

reach home den started reading the books am lent me. like i was totally procrastinating yet again. DIN touch ANY of mahh hwk like can. ohwells. im gonna totally die. bleah. shit lar. i need to finish my HWK! AND i need to do mahh personal essay. AND i need to comfirm all the outings and stuffs lar. SHIT LAR. ohwell. hahas. nvm. i shall just die before school starts. hahas.

ok. i shall STOP PROCRASTINATING and go sleep so i can wake up bright and early tmr to go do hwk! hahas. ok that's lame. i noe. all crap. &i totally LURVE to eat crabs. hahas. lame.

aniwaes. dunno if you are reading this now. but, LAOGONG: I LOVE YOU! (:

WORK WORK AND MORE WORK

ohwells. maybe i should stop procrastinating. bleah. look at mahh results. its bad. real real real bad. like i totally deproved. totally totally. i oso dunno why liddat lar. budden im real disappointed with mahh results. haiis. wad to do. results so bad. gotta buck up lor. looking at mahh results. i dun tink i can get into vip le lar. so bad. oks. if yall are interested to noe mahh results. FINE. i shall write it down. im not like those type of people who'll get unhappy just cos other ppl know mahh results. results are meant for people to know wad. do well or do badly. just tell lar. if other people wanna noe den tell dem lar. wad's the bigg woo-ha abt keeping results secret. will you die if others noe that you did badly? NO RITES. if will die. i would hv died a long long time ago. so pls ppl. stop being so uptight over your results lar.

PERCENTAGE: 72% (deproved 4.9%)
POSITION: 6th (deproved 1 position)
NO. OF A1s: 2 (compared to last yr mid yrs)[deproved by 2]

omgosh lor. SO BAD RESULTS. haiis.

i realli gotta buck up le lar. haii. so bad rites. haii. so sad like can. haii.

then i gotta do mahh hols hwk. hopefully i can complete them within the first 2 weeks. which leaves mahh last 2 weeks free! yay.

stuff to do:

miscellanous:
VIP application form
TA application form
return/write postcards

english:
book review

chinese:
read chi book
2 jian baos
chengyuchaoxie 161-200

maths:
maths wshs
maths graphs
maths corrections

geog:
2 articles concerning syllables-read and comment

projects:
chi proj- one ke
literature roleplay

look at the amt of mahh work lar. i really should STOP PROCRASTINATING and start doing mahh stuffs now. haii. so sad lar. im only going out for like 4 days during mahh hols. den got 3 days of drumming festival. rest of the days all dedicated to projs. hopefully will have inofficial choirr prac lor. hahas.