friends. urghh. >.<

its time ive blogged. yeah. have been too busy with the sistas blog.

i really wanna leave dhs. i really wanna. dhs brings back unhappy memories. i hate the teaching style in dhs. i really wanna leave. before, i was unsure of why i wanted to leave. but now, after thinking it through, i really wanna leave because of a few reasons. ive sorted out my thinking. i know what i want now.

1) i hate dhs' teaching style. i am sick of the way dhs teachers teach. we just sit down in class and we listen to the teachers spoonfeed us the knowledge and the information. they will only teach us the topics that are going to be tested in exams. we are expected to MEMORISE our notes and everything. we only learn the theory, we NEVER know why we learn these theories. yes, we are taught HOW we can apply all these theories to daily use, but once again, its all tok and no play. we dont get to do hands-on work. once again, those explanations are theories again. all we get are theories, theories and more theories.
also, we do everything for exams. i want to learn because i want to acquire knowledge. i dont want to do everything just for exams and in the end forget everything that ive learnt. if that's the case, what's the point? i dont see how and why i should do all these. i dont want a repeat case of wad happened during psle. i mugged so hard. yeah. i got the results i wanted, but in the end, ive already forgotten everything ive learned in primary sch. what is the whole point? i'd rather be smart than be intelligent. i think mr kelvin kew is a real DEEP person and i really agree with wad he says.
anyways, back to dhs. i really hate the way teachers are so uncaring. yeah. i agree, some teachers are good, but it doesnt mean that they are caring. the teachers dont really care for their pupils. they just want their pupils to do well so that they can 'show off' to the other teachers to tell them that they are able to produce such capable students. i think this is really stoopid. i hate this type of teachers.
also, i want an interesting and fun learning experience, i want a lesson which can really let me absorb all the knowledge during class. i normally dont listen to the teachers in class, mainly cos it so boring. they dont command my attention at all. i really cant stand this type of learning. i dont want to go home and mug so hard just for the exams. i want to be able to absorb all the info during lessons and that i dont have to really mug for exams. i just want to revise. yeah. the diff between MUG and REVISE.

2) dhs brings back unhappy memories. i dont uds how friends can fall out in such a short span of time. i dont uds how some ppl in dhs can be so fake. i dont uds how they can deceive other ppl just for their own uses/benefits. i dont uds how they can get past their conscience when they betray their friends and throw them aside when they no longer need them. i dont uds how frenships can change in the blink of an eye. i dont uds why some people enjoy breaking ppl up. i dont uds why some ppl cant get it that the issue is abt THEM and not abt other ppl. i dont uds why they are always so egoistic. i dont uds why people must possess this type of character. i dont uds why the world must be so real. i dont uds why i feel so unhappy in class. i dont uds why frens must be seperated into cliques. i really dont understand everything.

i feel that i hv a sad sad life. the only happy times ive had are with my choir frens. they are the only factor pulling me back. but even so, ive decided to 'sacrifice' choir for vip, nothing matters more to me than vip [other than choir] now.

VIP, HERE I COME!