chicken invaders2

LOL. so i played chicken invaders 2 again. LOL. but poo! i finished up my twenty minutes. :( looking on the bright side, at least i got to wave 74. and YAY i got past mars and reached earth ks. so i kinda fufilled my wish! yayay. like happiness can. LOL.

chicken invaders 2 is really really nice. and oh, my score was 4 million plus plus plus. so rocks rite? hahas. i rock man. pro sia. hehehe. but on the downside, my fingers are hurting. and wads worse is that my right wrist's hurting too. sad mans. i need my right wrist to do lotsa things. i cant afford to let anything happen to it! hahas. i guess all these are signs of me using the comp too much. guess i should cut down.

oh and i got other games to recommend. yall should try pizza frenzy, diner dash, and barnyard invasion! haha. most importantly, should try chicken rush. its something like chicken invaders 2! only its more cartoon and vibrant and more messy. heehee. but i prefer chicken invaders lar. simple and fun! yay!

ohmans why am i blogging about games? shows how sianded i am like can.

hahas. ok shall blog about hwk. xP

i managed to finish my last maths paper and finish up all my newspaper articles. hahas. this means that im only left with my section C of the last sci paper, zhou ji and most importantly, my art thumbnails. of course im still have to meet neh to do the kou yu biao da and the rest to draw out the final version of the art piece.

hahas. im quite proud of myself, although i din do much. but at least i did something everyday. LOL. finally im no longer SUCH a procrastinator. hahas. but poo, i dont think i have the time to mug liaos. heehee.

basically spent my last few days sleeping late and waking up late. LOLOL. and i holed myself up in another room during the day and finished up my homework while listening to the discman and ocassionally taking breaks and figuring out lyrics. hahas. i also played com and gameboy and slacked around lar. oh and i also read my harry potter books! yay.

what a boring holiday i have, but at least its not too busy. x)

whoopi!

chicken invaders 2

ok, so i finally admit, chicken invaders 2 IS very nice. but i only have the trial version :( so i can only play it for like twenty minutes more. LOL. so i shall make full use of the twenty minutes and get to MARS! whoots.

lol. i use to hate chicken invaders when the rayrin told me to play it, he said it was fun, i thought it was super lame and boring, like you just hit and shoot and shoot those damn coo-coo chickens. LOL. so stupid sia. but i guess ppl change, right - ? ;) its actly quite fun to like shoot the chickens and to avoid the eggs. LOL.

i got to wave 47 and died. like so sad :( my score was over a million plus plus plus. SO LOUSY. argh. i shall do better. but i can only play it for 20 mins. after that i'll have to buy the thing. so sad :( anyone knows the registration key?

i turned on the com in the middle of the night just to play chicken invaders 2. ohh and my fingers are hurting due to overexertion cos i pressed on the mouse too many times. lol. this shows when you are getting addicted. LOL.


LOL. why am i blogging about chicken invaders 2? shows how bored and coo-coo im turning.




maymay's a coo-coo kia!





LOL. its 1.33am now. should i sleep?

guess not.

maybe i shall go and find other games x)

but ciao anyways. LOL.




ohh and one last thing. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! to my youngest sister! (:

whoots we are going to go jack's place in the evening. yehman!((:

noth

todae went for a sistas mugathon. LOL. but a pity only me sher xuan and fei were there. dada and wen couldnt make it. so sad. boo. but anyways, we saw tingpei, bernice, jiahui and zhiqian there. they left for their CO later anyways. haha.

i think studying together is so cool oks. i finished two and 1/3 papers todae within 6 hours! that's so pro lar cans. hahas. and i did EVERY SINGLE QUESTION ok. NO BLANKS! (: haha. yupps. if i did those papers at home, i would have taken 6 hrs to do less than one paper. cos i'll be so distracted by the harry potter books, the tv and the comp. hahas. so a sistas mugathon is VERY effective. LOL.

fei wear until so sexy today cans. hahas. sphaghetti straps. hahas. seh! haha. i tie my hair until so high todae can. tied at like 10am? now is 2.16 am and im still not taking them off. and its a VERY tight ponytail somemore. argh my poor head. LOL. yeah and i just really really miss choir ppl. i miss dada and wenwen and weirui and rayrin and louis and mama and stanger. haii. so long never hang out with them ler.

hmm after i went back home, my dad told me we were going swensens. LOL. seh man! and i was so damn excited can. haha. get to eat expensive food again. after such a long long time. hahas. yeah i ate my beloved sirloin steak. and i ate 1/5 of my sister's pasta and i ate a bigg chocolate icecream. LOL. i rock cans. my appetite is increasing! whoots. (:

yeah and reached home at 10? been online since then, until now. tmr i shall attempt to finish a maths paper and the remaining science paper. oh and 5 pages of zitie. LOL. i shall be a guai kia and mug!

oh and ching and chuck, if you are reading this, we have to meet up for the art! so how arhs? maybe we go neh's house? cos i need to go her house for chi oral. den i go her house in the morn, den yall go meet us in the afternoon cans? LOL. love yall! <3 ((:

ok shall go sleep so that i can wake up bright and early to mug. oh and can ppl gimme some suggestions on how to mug? LOL. im a guaikia. CHEERS! (:

miss you

sch hols are here! hahas. im quite happy actly. cos like i was so sick and tired of going to school. but haii, so what if sch hols are here? cant even go out lar. have to spend the hols piaing and doing homework.

but anyways, im just happy to be at home lar. hahas. den can wake up late late.(:

i have like a whole STACK of homework lar. should list them down here:

homework:
1) geog newspaper articles. one review, two highlight
2) art thumbnails.
3) art landscape [optional]
4) chi wsh [which i cant find]
5) read animal farm [halfway through]
6) do animal farm overview
7) past year maths exam papers, 2002 and 2004
8) past year geog exam paper
9) past year sci exam paper
10) chi zi tie
11) chi jian bao
12) chi zhou ji

projects/groupwork:
1) chinese oral with leanne

revision:
1) chinese test
2) sci test
3) revise for exams

oh mans. SO MUCH! but seriously speaking, with a little determination, all these homework can be completed within the first half of the week. HOWEVER, i lack the determination and willpower to do it. LOL. so i guess i shall have to take a much longer time to do these homework. hmm i think im gonna tackle one geog article and one jian bao today. plus 5 pages of zi tie, 10 pages if i can manage. oh and i shall finish animal farm today. LOL. wish me luck! if i manage to complete, it'll be GREAT. hahas. im gna be like so proud of myself mans. hahas.

tmr gna go out to white sands and do the exam papers with the sistas. LOL. or rather, half of the sistas? dunno who can go yet larhs, but at least i get to meet them. hahas. sigh i miss the choir famm. ARGH. really miss them lots, its been ages since we all went out. and i meant went out to shopping centres and all that. NOT places like kampong arang, which we went for the very last choir prac. haii. hopefully, we'll get to go out more often after exams. ahh. so sad.

and thinking of it now, i'll NEVER get to go overseas with dhschoir. i'll never get to take the aeroplane with them, i'll never get to see sleeping faces on the coach, i'll never get to stay in the same hotel as choir fam, i'll never get to share rooms with one of the sistas. i'll never get to do so many things with them. really regret it, but what can i do? i cant possibly stay here just for the italy trip. i know i'll regret. haii, thinking of it, there are pros and cons with every choice you make. you just know how to let go and take things easy, but somehow, i just cant let go.

i'll really miss the choir fam, really. this year has been the BEST. really. i mean, as sectwos, we are like kinda the young ones. but we have one year of jnrs to bully xP [joking nia] and like two years of snrs to dote on us and to like teng wo men. den most of us are not in the comm? lol.
even if some of us are in the comm, we dont have to take up the leading roles and to decide on so many things, so things arent so stressful. the snrs were right when they told me that sec2 year was going to be the best year. yeah true, there were some ups and downs, but in choir, i really really enjoyed myself. now im leaving, and i really cant bear to. the people i'll really fang bu xia are going to be the choir fam.

but my mind is set, im comfirm leaving, its been like my dream since sec1. but seriously, sometimes i cant help but wonder why such things as ips existed. why couldnt the whole level like go mainstream together? why cant we lke all just do the same thing as the sec4 batch. why must they like spilt us up and everything? now we have to endure the pain of leaving and the dilemma of choosing where to go. what a lousy thing. bleah.

oh, and the teachers, they more or less suck. but whatever, shant rant and rave about them. they deserve my respect! (: or rather, i should respect them.

what if i dont get into vjchoir? i'll totally like die lar. and i KNOW i'll regret ever going to vj. cos like, choir is my direction in life, if i dont have choir i dont know what i'll do. haii. i cant stand all these lor. and im so nervous about whether or not i can get into vj choir. i know that im not a very strong singer, just maybe average. so its like, haii, there'll be so much competition. i really wanna get into vjchoir, cos its the thing that kinda pulled me to vj. but thinking about it now, what if i cant get in? haii.

guess i shall go and do my work now instead of like sitting here and spouting nonsense. off to my mugger world. ciao.

i miss you. really.

teacher's day celebration

rahhs this is so sick lar. two consecutive entries disappeared! rahh. sick mans!

shall blog about teacher's day den. lol. i mean teacher's day eve. heh. the celebration was super funny lar like can. i mean, really, this celebration is prolly the best celebration i had in dhs so far.

the performances were all real cutes. and man, i LOVE the retro theme. miss seow looked so cute! (: hahas. now the retro theme's got me, sher and wen crazy. hahas. everywhr we go,when we see something retro, we'll go 'SO RETRO! so CUTE!' hahas.

i like the chinese dance. was v dazzling and like vibrant. hahas. i think that was prolly their best dance so far. i mean, it was bright enough to capture my attention. LOL. eds dance was also nubbad lars. i mean, was quite energetic and all. hahas. and i think this year's sec1s are like SUPER enthu lar. i mean, almost all the class performances come from them de lor. they did nubbad anyways.

like the sec4 guys de performance best. cos i think it was SUPER spastic. lol. i mean, its a nice change to see those 'seh' guys acting spastic for once. and somemore they having their prelims, and still took the time to come perform, quite thoughful barhs. LOL. bleah why am i like praising them?! so sick. heh. and i think the 2F03 performance was v cute too. i mean, their class must be very united lors. all sec4s now and in diff classes, but still took the time to come and arange for a performance lar. i mean, the performance wasnt perfect, but none of the performances were perfect anyways. i just really admire their class spirit. so sweet lar.

im like super happy? haha. cos like this is my last year in dhs, and they had such a great celebration, so cools like cans. (: this teacher's day ROCKED. hope next yrs will be like this too! (:


and anyways, went to catch a cab back to red swas wid shirleen, angmian and shirleen's fren. waited damn long like can. so sick lar. hmm reached red swas and walked around. sian lor. had practically nothing to do. saw some people lar. like tracy, lisa, zhengyi, ginn min, felicia, kevin, thongen. after that i left lor. cos was so sianded lar.

went to meet wen and sher at tm. lol. walked arnd toys r us. heh. so fun lar cans. den we all like going gaga over those cute children stuffs. yeaps. hahas. like so funny can. den we went to pastamania to eat. sher was like PILING her cheese on her food lar. hehe. so disgusting. wen tried cheese for like the second time in her life? hehe. and she quite liked it yeah. hehe. den we spent over an hour plus there, talking about stuffs and all. heh. remember our RAINBOWWW? lol. not referring to my chiobu rachel please, referring to SOMEONE else. hehe. so dun get the wrong idea. den we just walked and walked and walked lor. hehe. afterdat went to cs to like eat at the foodcourt.

hahas. a total coincidence, but i saw kevin, thongen, khaicheong, dunyang, shirleen, yahan, jiajun, yangsheng. LOL. big coincidence, when i saw them i got the shock of my life. din expect them to come here barhs. LOL. i think they were quite shocked to see me too? lol. and like wen and sher totally embarrassed me infront of them like can?! heh. so sad mans.

hahas. so i waited for wen to finish her food den we went home. cos wen wanted to catch her superstar. LOL. (:

hmm overall, it was a fun day lar. loved it! hahas. one of the funnest please. hehe.

due to the demand of my dearest CHING, i shall write a special dedication to the sexy fam.
heh. i had a minor fake argument wid ching in the audi on mon i think. LOL. and she said, that i din love the sexy fam? lol. that is NOTNOTNOT true! hehe. i love the sexy fam alot ks. and its like although i dont talk about yall that much, but yall still do stand for something in my heart. yall were the ones that pulled me through my toughest times in twobee, perhaps yall dont even know that. but yall were the ones who gave me the support to get through class times and all. really love yall alot. the times i had with yall are some of my most precious memories and i really wont forget yall ks. love yall lots. thanks for everything! muachs! (:
to ching: i shall schedule a sexy fam outing in my heart, but i might not be able to go out because of my dad. LOL. (:

hmm. felt abit sad yesterday. i think its time i changed, i mean, im really quite an idiot lor. like im bossy and irritatin and like acts like a know it all? i think it just has to do with myself not being able to keep my mouth shut. if i were able to keep my mouth shut and not complain about like EVERYTHING in the world, maybe i wont be so irritating. and im like quite mean sometimes lar. just like wad wen said, people already say sorry already, wad else do you want them to do? yeah that's very true. i guess i always like hold grudges to people and all. maybe i should just learn to forgive and forget barhs. yeah. and i should smile more. LOL. so people wun misunderstand. and im like offending people everywhere and making enemies. maybe i should just learn to be fake. haii. so sad. im such a failure. bleah.

rahh. the long long long entry i typed just now. which i spent FORTY mins to type just now has DISAPPEARED. RAHH!

I HATE BLOGGER! I HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT! BLEAH SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS!! RAHH-

so many things going on these fews days. hmm, really miss choir. i really seriously miss choir alot. at least there's choir tmr! (: but i think its just a very short prac rites? i mean, how long can debriefing get? but looking on the bright side, i may be able to go out with the choir peeps tmr. aint that great? after a whole WEEK of waiting. yeah really wonder how i survived my week without choir after school to motivate me. guess the prospect of having choir tmr pulled me through. see how big the impact choir has on me? (:

life these few days has been quite ok, even fun actually. i realised that my class is actually quite ok. i mean, if you dont go and think about the bad points of people, you wont see them, and it'll prolly make you enjoy your time more in class. been slacking and taking pictures with the sexy famm, and vivian and angmian too. and im actually starting to hangout with the guys sometimes. i guess things are back to normal, with the exception of a new sexy fam. love yall mans. (: yupps.

anyway, today was quite fun, after school. i mean, we were like listening to wendy sing, and i was being one of the juedui cai pan. LOL. im SHUI SHANG PIAO. lol. and audrey's lee wei song. sher's ye pei fen and vivian's i-forgot-wad's-his-name. LOL. yeah and we were like criticizing wendy's singing. hahas. hmm wendy, dont take it to heart ks? we scold you for your own good! hahas. and audrey's like pro lar can. hahas. i think she sing jj's songs v nice. JIAYOU! (:


choir tmr, i cant wait! (:


maybe it was all just a big misunderstanding.
maybe you hadnt meant it.
maybe you hadnt meant to hurt me.

right?

i guess i am just deluding myself.

YOU

hmm i really dont know wad you are thinking abt.

you seem to care for me. but do you really?

i dont matter much to you. do i?

i think not.

what do you want? ive already tried my best. im not going to care about you anymore. FULLSTOP.

choir concert (:

Today is the best day of my life.

omg. choir concert rawked. it really did. to think that i was so worried for it, but i feel that we've really improved alot. yupps. i mean yeah, really. in just a short span of a few weeks, we've improved so much. this shows that dhschoir really does have the potential to do well.

i feel so happy today, really.

im so touched by all the support my frens gave me. really. i never did expect that from yall. yall really have made me seen something different. mayb there really is something that i will miss out of twobee when we all seperate. i am really really touched. i din expect so many people from my class to go. but i guess there are always people i can depend on. lurve yall so much. thanks ok. and i want to say a big thanks to jasvin, leanne, yunching, angmian, vivian, jocelyn for the flowers. thanks so much yeah. (: love yall lots!

today's choir concert was a success. i mean. seriously, i was shocked by how well we did. sure we did flop a few songs, but im sure many people will agree that most of the songs were quite nice. hmm. and this concert is quite touching. i mean, afterall, this is my last concert with dhschoir already. yeah. i was really touched. almost cried when i sang to everything there is a season. i was so happy when all the seniors came up and sang with us. i mean, its been so long since with last sung together with them. im really very happy and very touched. hopefully when i come back next year, i can do the same(:

i went out for a sista supper wid the sistas, except for wenwen, cos she had to go home. yupps. it was very fun talking and gossiping about stuffs. SISTA POWER!

the above reasons are just three of the many reasons i am so happy today. the other reasons are just too personal to disclose here. LOL. yupps. anyway, i really wanna say a big thank you to all those people who came for the concert and all those people who have supported me and dhschoir.

to choir famm, thanks so much. thanks thanks so much for making my life so wonderful. i love yall. yall rock my world (:

and to sexy fam, vivian, angmian and the guys, thanks for not maluating me. (:

time passes really fast. treasure it while you can. cos you might not be able to get that same feeling back again.



no we dont,
we cant,
we wont.
im just not good enough.


i think i am falling in love wit h you.

in schl

lol. hi everyone! im in sch now, for geog lesson. think we're supposed to surf the net or something. dun think we're supposed to hand up. so im here to blog. im such a guaikia ks. LOL.

hmm. tmr's the choir concert. there's choir later. somehow, we are not prepared enough. i mean, everything's in a big rush. and we dont exactly know wad we are supposed to do. but i guess we are gonna sort everything out today barhs. yupps. hmm. there are actions for cuidongcui, but we havent even learnt them yet. hmm. wad exactly is happening?

hmm. im not really feeling anything now, just feel like its an ordinary day. and maybe a bit of wonder that the choir concerts TMR. i mean, everything that we've been working for, these few months, there are all for the concert. but sometimes, i really feel that we need more time. the concert's very messy and everything. but i guess tmr we shall just have to get up there and give a BOOM performance. let's wow everyone! (:

somehow, i dont want the concert to come so soon. this is my last formal concert with dhschoir. and i want it to drag a little longer. i mean, after this performance, there is prolly gna be a break, and then we'll be broken for exams. after that we prolly dont really have a chance to perform. haii. that is so sad lar. and i dont want a break! really. i dont mind choir, no matter how tiring it is. anything is ok for choir. really.

and after this fri[the concert], there will be no more saturday choral workshops for a LONG LONG time i think. and that is SO SAD. no more saturday outings with the the sistas, rayrui, papa, stranger, mama etc. no more fun for me. no more outings. no more going crazy. i'll have to wait a long long time for those saturday outings again. and maybe things wont be the same anymore? i dont know. i really dont know. i want my good times with the choir fam to last a lil longer. just a lil longer. sometimes, time is passin too fast. i want to be able to be with the choir fam for as long as i can. but sometimes, the time passes so fast. ZOOM! and it wheezes away. i really cant bear to leave the choir fam. but i guess change is inevitable?

i can still come back next year, but things will be different. yeah i can still come back and hang out with the choir fam. but i wont understand all the inside jokes, and when they talk about all the things happening in choir, i wont understand too. i will feel so outcasted, that is really saddening. sometimes i envy sher. she still gets to spend another half a year with the sec3s and another year with xuan and fei. true i may be going with dada to vj. but it'll only be the two of us there. haii. everything's so sad now. maybe getting too attached to somethings and some people have a negative impact on you. but i guess right now the only thing i can do is to cherish and grab hold of all the time i can spend with the choir fam. i must always stay cheerful and have fun with the fam. yay choir fam. WE ROCK.

anyways, wen if you are reading this, get well soon and come back to sing. two days never see you le. I MISS YOU. miss you and your spastic expressions. miss your spastic way of walking and running. and i missy your voice! never hear your voice for so long le. come back tmr oks. i really really miss you. <3!

outdated

hmm. sometimes. i feel so out of place. so outdated in class.

was surfing around reading people's blogs when it struck me that all this was due to my own actions. mayb im just concentrating to much on choir ppl. and neglecting my other frens. and at the rate im neglecting them, you cant expect them to stick around waiting for me forever. they just moved on and found new replacements/substitudes, whatever you call them.

i really cannot blame them. but sometimes. i feel a pang of jealousy. is it really me? or is it them. mayb im just the one who's not making the effect to keep up with my friends, to just show them that i care. i dont know, but really. i do regret somethings ive done. im feeling the effects of what i have done wrong now. i dont what this. i feel very terrible. but there is nothing i can do now. things will never be the same. im just that hot-headed gurl who's so rash and will just do ANYTHING. and after ive done it, i'll start reflecting and regretting.

mayb its just my character. im just that type of person. should i change? i dont know. changing is hard. its not something that can be done in a day or two. but seriously, i dont see the point in salvaging the situation now. im leaving. i might as well just make do with what i have.

im really concentrating too much on choir ppl. i tink about them all the time, even in class. my whole world is about them. when i go out, i go out with them. in the morning, i will go out and look for the sistas and just spend the time with them until morning assembly. im hardly ever in class. seriously, i think all this is taking a toll on my social life. i feel that i dont have close frenships in class anymore. at most a few. and even so, im not THAT close to them.

even though i hate my class, i realized that i can get through my class. with just some acting skills and optimism, i really can get through my class. they arent all that bad. as for the people i dislike, i can just treat them as invisible people. im thankful for my frens in 2B. people lke leanne, vivian, angmian, yunjing, shunjie, weiliang, manching. they actually bought tickets for the choir concert. esp the guys, im really surprised they bought. haii. sometimes things are surprising.

but really, mayb of my frenships which have gone sour are all caused by myself. why couldnt i have just controlled myself and not be so rash to rant and rave? if i had the self control, i probably would still have my frenships with me now. this is really such a sad thing. i really regret all those things dat i have did to drive certain friends away from me. and even if we are still frens, the frenship is not as strong as before, and i feel awkward arnd them. i really want to change this, but can i?

long time no see

its been a long time since ive blogged. cos my com was like spoiled? LOL. for over a week. ohmans i so miss the internet lar. yeah. LOL.

went to mountbatten cc for the national day observance thingy today. it was quite fun. but the beginning of the day was definitely NOT GOOD for me.

woke up in the morn and felt unwell. very unwell. like who person aching. had a splitting headache. yupps. but decided to go to sch todae. as in the mountbatten cc lar. cos my fave choir peeps going marhs. LOL. fun ymy. so dragged myself off my bed and got ready. was actly supposed to meet sher and rayrin at bedok interchange de. den in the morn sher sms-ed me and said that rayrin's dad was fetching him there. den asked whether we wanted a lift. we said ok lor. we met at princess. then i was there like at 0640 ldat. den went to macs to like shit lar. so terrible oks. den finish shitting le felt even more terrible lar oks. den had to wait for sher to come. den after dat we went to the carpark behind macs to wait for rayrin lor. yupps. his sis is quite chio. LOL. den after dat we saw this 8days mag on the car. den sher was saying that one of the guys had a strand of hair poking out or something. like so LOL lar. yupps reach mountbatten. we were the earliest lar. so damn sian oks. den wait and wait lor.

after dat everyone came and all that la. den go and line up for our standing positions. mr yeo was SUPER ap. cant stand him. must he be so ap? lke i know he's frustrated. but is there a need for ap-ness? i dont think so. yupps.

newaes, weirui's kids are SO adorable! they were trained the wave their flags the min we started singing. so cute lke cans. LOL. weirui gives birth to UHH-dorable kids! lol. so bimbo. nvm. hahas. louis counted the no of kids. length x breadth arnd 208 ldat. LOL. weirui so pro. can give birth to so many kids yeah. lol.

i almost fainted during singing lar. was already feeling v not well liao. lke whole person no energy ldat. den made us stand for so long lar. i wanted to lke die. sing until the last song i couldnt continue. den just stand there and tried to keep myself standing. after dat the min finish zhuofei look at me wid the scared expression and told me to go rest. cos she said that my lips v pale and everything. LOL, i wld have liked to take a look at myself. i mean, this is the first time ive even come remotely close to fainting lar. LOL. den after dat sherry brought me to rest lor. yupps. den everyone was stuffing food to me. lke so funny lar. i ate my breakfast oks. i really did lar. LOL. but they still keep pushing food to me. LOL. thanks everyone for the concern! really thanks alot. yupps. den after dat some ppl went to play bball. den we went to go watch them lor. i wanted to join in, but i knew i din hv the energy. dno why oso leh. cos i din hv fever lahhs.

yupps. in the end decided to lke da qi jing shen. i mean, no point being so sian rites. so kinda pia-ed lor. and tried to make myself high. went wid the sistas to the playground. den i kinda succeeded getting myself to forget my pains cos we were dancing lor. i mean it was super fun lar. i LOVE the sistas! LOL. and fei's so cute! the best holder ymy. hahas. den i kinda felt better and had more energy. den we were lke dancing the chicken dance and macarena. LOL. its fun twisting butts! LOL. i tink its super fun lar. yupps den we went to do the indian dance thingy. yupps. was quite weird? cos we all din know wad to do. LOL. so funny lar. den was under the hot sun for so long. den we were all lke so hot and sweating. den once again. i couldnt tahan. yupps. so went to the shade lor. den felt v unwell again. squatted at the corner. den everyone started crowding round again. made me felt damn bad lor. so decided to da qi jing shen lai again. cos no point being so sian. den rayrin started dancing munaeru vaaliba. LOL. den i just jumped up and started dancing. den the sistas were lke looking at me wid surprise/shock? LOL. den i just told them i could do it and stuff ldat. yupps. so got high all over again lar.

den after dat went to the bball court there, the sheltered area. den we were all sitting there, sian sian one lar. yupps. den after dat munaeru vaaliba started playing again. den we all jumped up and started dancing. so funny lar. den for all the songs we just kept dancing. lke so funny cans. LOL. its real fun lar. yupps. after dat the carpainting was up. den we went over to take a look at the car. its so nice lor. lol. v v nice lar. den after dat we were cheering. at first only the choir ppl cheering. den we were all so high lar ymy. LOL. imagine 440 hard claps at your vocal cords every sec? and we were SCREAMING. lke pls. wad's gna happen to our voice lar. den after dat the scouts and guides and choir ppl were all cheering tgt. the first time we've seen such unitedness amg the dh ppl lor. really lar. yupps. quite touching lar ymy.

den after dat we were dismissed den we went to eat lunch lor. along the way we went playground again. den after dat i accidently kicked sand all over rayrin. PAISEHH- din mean it! yupps. den we were just kinda slacking arnd. and sher kicked her leg on the stairs. OUCHH. so painful lar. den dada was helping her to lke rub it. den sher was lke practically gna cry liao? dno lar. yupps. den after dat ran for the 30 bus. yupps. decided to go payarlebar. den after dat rayrin said he din wna go lahh. lke so sad lar. but i tink he's grounded or something barh. yupps. so cant blame him lar. den after dat we all went to eat kfc. yupps. fried food. GREAT. yeah. eat finish le den we just went our seperate ways lor. yupps.

in the end went to go tm wid sher. we walked the whole of tm and the whole of century square larh. lol. walked for 2 and a half hrs. yupps. den talkked alot wid sher. real fun lor. LOL. yupps. so i tink todae was quite a fun dae lar. although up until NOW, im still feeling unwell. i wonder how i am gna survive tmr. nvm. there's choir tmr. it'll keep me there. i'll go sch for choir. i dun care even if im gna die le im still gna go sch. and btw, we are gna sing the national anthem tmr. shall sing it wid pride and gusto. cos im feeling quite patriotic! LOL. dun care im gna get maluated to death i dun care. LOL. so funny lar oks. yupps.

tt's all le barh. LOL. yupps.


REACH OUT FOR SKIES

At a time when hope was low
The journey seems unsure
But through it all
We’ve kept the flame alive

Now standing proud and tall
Our spirit strong and free
Building on hopes and dreams
It’s here we want to be


Let’s reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we’ll all achieve
We’ll make our destiny

Let’s reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we’ll all achieve
Let’s soar and reach for the skies


When I think about my dreams
The future it can be
The time has come for me
To strive and to achieve

With hopes within our hearts
As one hand in hand
For family and our friends
Let’s do the best we can


Let’s reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we’ll all achieve
We’ll make our destiny

Let’s reach out for the skies
With wings we soar up high
Our dreams we’ll all achieve
Let’s soar and reach for the skies


Our dreams we’ll all achieve
Let’s soar and reach for the skies


We can touch the skies




i dont know wad you are thinking.
we will never be.
go awayy.

vjc.

firstly, one piece of BIGG news to announce.

I GOT INTO VIP!(:

fine. i know many ppl will sae that im bragging and that i shud not be like telling every one abt it. but really im very happy lar. as for the people who've not gotten in yet or not had their interviews yet, the only thing i can sae now i good luck. and i dun mean to haolian or anything. what will be will be. no use worrying so much anyways. yupps. jiayou barhs.

newaes. im now kinda like a victorian liao barhs. i dno leh. i mean. i dont hv to pia so much liaos. but i still feel lke working hard. cos i want to know whr i stand. i will feel v disappointed at myself if i get bad results when i end my sec2 yrs. yupps. i must be a hardworking and guai student(: LOL.

i really wna give a big thank you to the people who were TRULY HAPPY for me when i got into vip. really, without yall the support. i prolly wuldnt have gotten so far. & a special thank you to my dearest laogong! dont know wad i will do without you. LOL(:


today had maths test. lol. the killer test as everyone said. im gna flunk it anyway. lol. nvm, everyone's gna flunk it too. -.-''' so much for the amt of work i put in trying to study for the dumb maths lor. LOL. to think that i even roped in rayrin to help me. but in the end it came to no use at all. great. absolutely great. but thanks shifu anyways. you arent shifu for nth!(: LOL.

yupps. chinese was a laugh todae. i tink its partially cos i was so high. i mean, it was after i realised i got into vip. yeah. so during chinese we were all screaming lar. yeah. scream and scream and scream. LOL. i tink that's why i could reach high A todae. LOL. the chinese sub teacher is damn GAY and spastic lar. i can talk across the aisle to viv and he doesnt even care. i mean, its so evident that he saw us. but he doesnt care at all. i mean. lke wth rites. what sort of teacher is he?

ohwells. todae was quite a happy day lar. i mean yeah. i got into vj, and the prospect of going choir later was really a happy thing lar. but yeah i got damn pissed off during choir. which kinda spoiled my day. but i felt better after singing mamamia. cos its such a long an tiring song. i kinda vented all my frustrations. yupps and after dat went off to learn on rising wind. LOL. on rising wind is SUPER nice oks. i love it lots lar. yupps(: and weirui solo SUPER nice! yeah. when she solo i can feel the goosebumps one leh. wasia. so pro rites. LOL(:

hmm. after dat we sang to everything there is a season. sat beside wen. i sang better than i usually did. LOL. dno why oso. den after dat just slack arnd in the music rm until lke 6.45. yeah. the usual bunch of ppl lar. louis, weirui, rayrin, diane, brandon, amelia, me, sherry, jiawen. yupps. den just played, sang, acted spastic and laughed and slackked arnd lar. yeah. stranger is SUPER farnie oks. i dun uds how he can be so farnie de larhs. he shud go be in eds since he acts so well. LOL. but its a good thing he's in choir, otherwise, i wudnt have know him! LOL.

after dat went to eat lors. yupps. went to bedok the burger king. den just ate le jiu went home. a typical day lars. yupps.

something impt to take note of:

-DHSCHOIR CONCERT-

I'M GONNA SING
one heart. one passion. one voice.

19th August 2005
Dhs Auditiorium
6.30 - 8 pm
Tickets priced at $8.

*flowers will be sold at the venue. no outside flowers allowed.
Prices: $1.50 - $2

frenships >.<

frenships are very fragile.

this is not only happening to me, its happeninning to all those arnd me. we must really cherish all the times that we have together as good frens, for you will never know when they may end.

was scolded by leelaoshi todae. she said that my chi was getting worse and worse. and that i hardly paid attention in class. she sounded really angry. and for a moment there, i felt ashamed of myself. of course, she din scold me in front of the whole class, she had confiscated my oral presentation script just cos i left them on the table and had not taken out my ke ben. so i had went to get them back from her. WADEVERR. but really, wad she said struck a chord in me. i realised that my studies are really deproving. and yet i dont know how to get them back. yeah a lot of ppl will sae that im good in studies and stuff. but really, looking at my chinese results, im ashamed of myself. yet, i dont know how to improve. she asked me why my chinese results were liddat. i said that chinese is difficult. she said that it was not difficult. den she asked me whether i understood the kewens. den i said yeah. den she said, she only teaches kewen and not some chim chim stuff in class. so how can it be difficult. and how can i not understand. yeah. true. but the fact is that i just do not understand. what do you want me to do? i dont even know how to improve. also, wad is worrying me is also my maths. ESPECIALLY INDICES. i got back alot of my maths assignments todae. and for all of them, i had less than half the questions correct. sometimes, i wonder why this is happening. i am not someone to be weak at maths. even though maths has not been and will never be my stongest subject. i can generally do alright in maths. however, this time. im really getting worried for my maths now. my maths is an A1. and i want it to stay an A1. i cannot afford to fail another indices test. i really cannot. there's remedial with miss seow tmr. i think she might be able to help me. but really, seeing all those maths questions, my head starts to swirl. i really cant take it. i need help. SERIOUSLY. ive decided to study hard. but i somehow just cant seem to concentrate in class. going into class every morning fills me with a kind of sadness. and somehow it leaves me thinking abt choir and how happy i am in choir. it really distracts me. i feel so miserable in class. everyday, i look forward to recess and to after school. just so i can leave the saddening class. i guess what is saddening me is the people and not the class. but really. i just cant stand some people in class. i feel so miserable. i really should concentrate in class. but somehow i know that if i dont solve this problem with my class, i will never be able to concentrate. and that will only earn me more scoldings from teachers. but one thing i appreciate is that leelaoshi have woken me up. true, no one likes to be scolded. but really, im not someone to be scolded often, so being scolded by leelaoshi have made me seen what i am behaving in class. i write postcards the whole day long in class. if not, i spend my time daydreaming abt choir. this is really bad. and my work is getting from bad to worse.

someone help me.

i hate this. i really do. i hate my class. i will be glad to leave my class. i really will.

dad sucks

my dad is plain unreasonable. ive got nth to sae abt him. i can just say.

HE SUCKS.

thingschange//

ive realised that things change very quickly


conflicts can be dissolved within days;
conflicts can ignite in just a few seconds


that special feeling can come in days;
it can go in miliseconds


you can go from being a favourite;
to being a hated in a matter of minutes


things might be great today;
it might not be tomorrow




things really change easily and it is very important to cherish everything that you have and experienced, all the wonderful memories;
for you dunno if you will be able to have these feelings back.



-confused

thamtham(:

im sorry. im really really sorry.

just wanna tell you that i really luv you alot. really.

forgive me):

LURVE YA
muackks

concert(:

hmm. todae no choir. hahas. cos sec3s had listening. yeah. they said it was quite hard. but nevertheless, JIAYOU! <3>
hahas. got my bdae prezzie todae! whee. hahas. its this really cute piglet cushion lar. dat rayrin bought at mini toons. whee. THANKS RAYRIN. THANKS SO MUCH. i lurve the piglet cushion! hahas. im gna hug it to slp everyday(:

brought my dahling no.1 to sch todae. and its the golden shit! hahas. those who've seen my CUTE shit will know. hahas. its as cute as me! hahas. meant to bring it todae to like play lar. hahas. budden in the end no use. hahas. oh ya. ive got a dahling no.2 le. hahas. and its the piglet cushion! ohmans. so CUTES(:

yupps. den me and jw went to vj to submit our application form. met this TOTALLY ap teacher who was saying that we last min hand up and everything. like WALAU lar. this really is going to be a factor on me deciding to go vj if i can get in. like wth. she v de asshole lar. BLEAH.

yupps. den me and wen tok alot lar. hahas. and crapped abt the different schls lor. and which one to go to. wen still doesnt noe. for me, its either vip or dhp. can get into vip den go, cant get into den go dhp lor. actly, dhp aint that bad also, and since choir's getting a new conductor. mayb staying will be worthwhile. yupps.

den after dat reached kfc at arnd 2 plus? hahas. yeah. den the rest of the sistas were already there le. hahas. den already eating le ymy. yeah. den after dat sher wanted us to help her refill her water wid sprite. den after dat when we refilling, nottie wen go and put plain water inside. den we laugh until wanna die lor. hahas. so farnie lars. and to think that sher din even noe lar! hahas. den afterdat erm me and wen went to buy our food and just like eat lor. hahas. den everyone finish eating le den we two still slowly eating. hahas. sher and da v cute lor. sae they are the 'siao' pair. sae me and wen the 'seh' pair. sae xuan and fei the 'shu nu' pair. hahas. so we make up the 'S' pairs. hahas. so funny lar. like so spastic cans. hahas. yeahs.

yeah. den after dat we just crapped and played and tokked lor. hahas. den went back to sch to see the nanjing ppl perform. yeah. was singing jian ao wid sher. hahas. me as the guy and her as the gurl. lke duh. hahas. i cant sing gurl pop! hahas. yeah. den after dat saw rayrin and bobby first. like 0.0! i mean. we were like RAYRIN and BOBBY? ohmans. hahas. serious lar. yeah. den after dat tok abit wid rayrin then we went to go and like assemble in the foyer lor. yupps. den after dat we went into the auditorium. cos me and wen went toilet. so when we went in everyone seated le lor. den afterdat erm xuan them got chope seats for us lar. yeah. so we got to seat on the seats. budden hor. some of the guys had to sit on the floor. like so poor thing lor. den we felt so bad. hahas.

the performance was v sian lar. i mean. i see until i wanna sleep liao lors. bud dun dare to lie down cos of ribena marhs. yeah. hahas. den me and wen crap and crap lors. den after dat crap wid sher oso. hahas. hmm. our sch the CO and BAND rocks! STAND BY ME ROCKS!(: and the cuidazu izzit? the one wid the cymbals and everything. yeah. that one rocked too. the guy holding the largest cymbals were CHAO seh lar. i mean. like he was really expressive and everything. PROKIA lors. hahas. hmm. after dat wen had to go for the TJ funnight. yeah. den erm was trying to think of a way to get out without feeling paiseh. in the end i decided to go toilet. den erm i got sher to go wid me lors. so we pei wen go out and den we came back to the audi lor. wasia. wen is SUPER CHIO oks. walau she looks so sexy in her home clothes lar. hahas. really. me and sher see until our salive dripped. hahas. nah its exaggerated. but really v sexy lar. she looks so chio lar. hahas.

den went back to the auditorium. den pass by rayrin them. decided to just sit wid them. cos they sitting in the back. then like down there v dark. can play marh. den can tok oso and no one will hear. yeah. den yeah lor. we just sat down there and tok abit lors. after dat rayrin told me to go and get my piglet to play. hahas. so i had to chiong down to my seat and get the piglet. and chiong up again. so maluated oks! hahas. budden i havnt open my piglet yet. den rayrin told me to just open lor. i mean. so kexi! hahas. wanted to keep it closed until i go home. hahas. but nvm lar. open the piglet le den can play wid it marh. so cutes! whee. i lurve my dahling no.2! hahas. after dat started toking porno again. hahas. was asking rayrin how gurls can get horny. hahas. den he was trying v hard to explain? hahas. den the situation is like a parent trying to tell his daughter about like the birds and bees liddat. HAHAS. den he was like quite malu lar. budden i appreciate the effort(: hahas.
no wait. before yall think im like an RA person. i din think of the horny question one. is actly ruixian ask me one. he was like, how do gurls get horny? den i was like, i dno leh. i nv got horny before. hahas. den he was so shocked? hahas. i mean. gurls need to get horny de meh? dun get horny cannot arh. den i was oso wondering. dat's why went to qing jiao rayrin oks. hahas. so spastic lar.

yeah. den after dat tokked and played sommore. den the concert ended le. den i asked sherry whether wanna go payarlebar eat or not marhs. den erm she was like not sure. den i ask louis and rayrin lor. den they sae ok. den sher called her parents and asked and they said ok too. so we all went to eat tgt lar. yeah. den its like we went to eat long john's. O.O! hahas. tmr we got choir and we are like eating FRIED food? hahas. aiyo. yeah. den we ate and toked and yeah. just basically played lor. den after dat louis and sher decided to play their burping game again. den rayrin kept telling them to observe table manners and to stop burping den he like refused to join in their burping game, although rayrin is pro at burping too. hahas. like EEE so smelly lor. they were like burping all arnd the place. wasia. so disgusting. hahas. den rayrin dno because of wad den he laugh and laugh. den he was saying he dun have six pack. but at the rate he laughing can laugh out a six pack liaos. HAHAS. liddat oso can de arh? i really din noe leh. hahas. yeah. den we were just like listening to them burp? den after dat i decided to take out my dahling no.2 to play again while they continue their burping game. hahas. so funny oks. den the rayrin keep laughing lar. i tink he todae chao hyper. dunno why oso. hahas. mayb he drank coffee in the morn? just like ms. yeo. that's why became so hyper. hahas. yeah.

after dat we went popular. den went browsing through those stuffs lor. den the popular close at like 9. den we were like, how come so early de. yeah lar. den rayrin bought some colour pens. yeah. cost 15 dollars? so ex rites. like siao lar. and i realised that he likes pink! yeah. PINKS NICE. but PURPLE nicer lar. hahas. yeah. den after dat went to take mrt and went home lors. yeah.

went home. go and bathe le den decided to call louis. den just crap lor. hahas. tokked abt some things lar. den he oso dno wad to do abt wad i told him lar. yeah. hahas. den he just sae let things shun qi zi ran lor. instead of worrying so much. aiya. dno leh. den he sae he got something one. told me to call him at 12. yeah. so we tokked for already like 2 hrs liao. yeah. den i came online, den just started typing out some stuffs for the elearn proj. and went to the asknlearn portal to go and check my assignments. yeah. den after dat called louis again at 12.30. tokked all the way until 1.50. yeah. so basically i like tokked to him for 3 hrs 20 mins liddat. like siao lar. hahas. den went to brush teeth and everything. den after dat pack bag for choir tmr. den after dat i decided to come online to blog. and yeah. its so great, ive to wake up at SIX AM tmr. nows like 2.45 am. GREAT. 3hrs of sleep. ABSOLUTELY GREAT. yeah i tinl i'll need coffee tmr. even though i dun drink coffee. how am i going to survive choir todae/tmr? OH NO! haii. good luck to me then.

gtg le. ciaos(:

crazee ppl

hahas. had choir todae. din wna go for it one actly. like i wun pon lar. of course. -.- but just felt a bit sick of choir. hahas. imagine that coming from ME! hahas. wen was like 'wah, you oso will say this kinda things?' hahas. den i laugh and laugh lor. i mean like. choir is turning v draggy and tiring. haii. everytime i go choir i will have a backache. cos i had to stand straight. rayrin said that im shaky marhs. so have to stand up straight. den keep getting backache. haii.

yupps. den the bloody ribena came. [louis, if you are reading this, dont laugh! -.-] walau lar. i mean like. haii. but at least its a relief. hahas. lucky nxt week is TLTM! hahas. not so bad yeah. good timing LOL.

hmm. had choir. den i was like forced to stand in the front row. den i was like. siao lar. die liao. cos i stand in the front row like i dun dare to sing. and i din dare to blast. and yeah. just dun dare to do everything. dun dare to sing expressively all that. haii. yeah. den i totally wasnt myself lor. got lost a few times, even though sherr was behind me. just felt weird standing in front. hahas. so ironic. i used to love standing in front. cos like got no one to block me and everything. budden now cos too used to standing behind. den felt weird standing in front. den couldnt concentrate and kept singing wrong. so after the break i decided to tell yuxuan lor. so decided to just let me stand second row. and not to be bhb, i sounded MUCH better. like mayb din sound nice lar. but at least i din get lost so easily and i could concentrate. felt more like myself! hahas. and we sang lion sleeps tonight! whee. hahas. so nice like cans. my favourite! whee. hahas. and out of the 12 songs we are singing in the concert. the sistas are singing 10 of the songs! hahas. whee. cos the other 2 songs are sec1 and sec3 songs lar. whee. get to perform so many times! hahas. YEAH.

after dat had small group! hahas. it rocked. seriously. like it was so much more fun then full choir prac lor. hahas. we sounded much better, and we really had alot of fun together. hahas. that's wad i would call a good choir prac ba. hahas. i mean. dno leh. i tink we sounded nice? hahas. not sure. must ask rayrin. he stand in the centre can listen better. hahas. but i tink shud be nubbad. but ive gotta go mug my songs liao. have to memorise and get the pitching correct lol.

yupps. after choir walked to the 30 bus stop with wen, xuan, sher, da, weirui, louis, rayrin. yeah. rayrin so nice yknows, bought lemon coke for us! hahas. SO NICE. we have such a nice godpapa/sc! whee. lurve godpapa loads. hahas. yeah. den afterthat heard somethings from xuan lar. yupps. feel rather sad. cos all the sisters have problems in their classes. sher oso have, da oso have, wen oso have. i also have lar. like duh. i mean like. why are our classes becoming liddat? haii. so sad lor. why are our friends in class being liddat? haii. lucky we still have choir ba. i mean lke, yeah lor.

hahas. den we reached the 30 busstop. den da, xuan and weirui went to catch 12. hahas. yupp. then they went off lors. den after dat sher, wen, me, louis, rayrin combined lion sleeps tonight! whee! so nice! i lurve lion sleeps tonight! hahas. YEAH. den after dat ruixian was there? hahas. den i kinda like suan-ed ruixian lar. hahas. den he was like so DIAO-DED. den rayrin and louis cos they never see this way of suaning ppl, den they laugh and laugh and like give the diao look lor. den after dat we each took turns 'stepping' on 'rx'. hahas. den afterdat dunno why we ended up stepping on each other's shoes! hahas. so funny lars. den erm mdm sim saw. den she was like 'yall wanna play play inside, later one of you fly out onto the road how? den make a mess of the road. if yall wanna make a mess go furthur away and make lar' and blah blah blah. den i was like -.- MAN SHE SUCKS. ok nvm shant go on abt her. BLEAHH.

yupps. after dat the bus came. hahas. den me and wen got louis to help us carry our bags. hahas. ONCE AGAIN. papa rocks! hahas. so nice lor. owaes help his daughters carry bags. haha. the PERFECT gentleman! thanks papa! hahas. den i think sher got rayrin to help her carry her file for awhile? hahas. not sure oso. yeah. den when we got onto the bus, cos rayrin had many files and books on his hands. than there were 6 seats. den he put those books one by one onto the different seats. den he like 'fake' din wanna let us seat liddat. hahas. den we were all laughing like crazee. hahas. den we were like, ok all dun seat lor. den rayrin went to just seat down lorr. hahas. SO UNGENTLEMENLY! hahas. no lar. he's plain old LAME. hahas.

den on the bus, rayrin and louis decided to ransack our bags. den we were like 'dun anyhow open, later see something you shouldnt see'. den after they dun care and just opened our bags lor. den go and lke RANSACK. den finally they found the pads [if either of you are reading this, DONT LAUGH] ok like so great lar. den they see le laugh and laugh. den i was like DIAO. hahas. den after dat we started talking about menses. HAHAS. so funny like cans. den one of them were like do yall flush it down the toilet bowl? den we were like CANNOT LAR. like DUH. who will lor. den we were saying later the toilet bowl choke den the plumber come and unchoke the toilet bowl see all the blood and everything. hahas. den the guys were like laughing and laughing. den sae wad 'orh the toilet bowl is bleeding!' hahas. so toopid lar.

yupps. den actly wanted to go eat wid rayrin and louis lar. den they said they were going TAMP. like HELLO? tamp? siao arh. SO FAR! hahas. den was trying to persuade them to go like payarlebar or someting. hahas. but in the end din succeed, cos i decided to just go home and not eat lor. LOL. hahas. yeah. den we were just playing and laughing and talking lar. v fun lar. and btw rayrin, IM NOT A XIAO HAI ZI OKS! hahas. and louis, IM NOT A NV REN OK. im a NV HAI ZI! hahas. ok that's crap! hahas.

yeah. had fun todae. choir wasnt as bad as i tot lar. YAY. hahas. tmr going to go for lunch wid yx them. YAY! hahas. but me and wen and da hv to submit the application form for vj lar. yeah. hahas. hope tmr will be as fun as todae! hahas. and yeah. sat have vocal training, by the renowned jennifer tham. hahas. siao. if she dun like us we die liao. but really looking forward to vocal training, just hope she doesnt malu me! hahas. yeah.

cant wait.

lurve the choir famm(: WOOTS!

friends. urghh. >.<

its time ive blogged. yeah. have been too busy with the sistas blog.

i really wanna leave dhs. i really wanna. dhs brings back unhappy memories. i hate the teaching style in dhs. i really wanna leave. before, i was unsure of why i wanted to leave. but now, after thinking it through, i really wanna leave because of a few reasons. ive sorted out my thinking. i know what i want now.

1) i hate dhs' teaching style. i am sick of the way dhs teachers teach. we just sit down in class and we listen to the teachers spoonfeed us the knowledge and the information. they will only teach us the topics that are going to be tested in exams. we are expected to MEMORISE our notes and everything. we only learn the theory, we NEVER know why we learn these theories. yes, we are taught HOW we can apply all these theories to daily use, but once again, its all tok and no play. we dont get to do hands-on work. once again, those explanations are theories again. all we get are theories, theories and more theories.
also, we do everything for exams. i want to learn because i want to acquire knowledge. i dont want to do everything just for exams and in the end forget everything that ive learnt. if that's the case, what's the point? i dont see how and why i should do all these. i dont want a repeat case of wad happened during psle. i mugged so hard. yeah. i got the results i wanted, but in the end, ive already forgotten everything ive learned in primary sch. what is the whole point? i'd rather be smart than be intelligent. i think mr kelvin kew is a real DEEP person and i really agree with wad he says.
anyways, back to dhs. i really hate the way teachers are so uncaring. yeah. i agree, some teachers are good, but it doesnt mean that they are caring. the teachers dont really care for their pupils. they just want their pupils to do well so that they can 'show off' to the other teachers to tell them that they are able to produce such capable students. i think this is really stoopid. i hate this type of teachers.
also, i want an interesting and fun learning experience, i want a lesson which can really let me absorb all the knowledge during class. i normally dont listen to the teachers in class, mainly cos it so boring. they dont command my attention at all. i really cant stand this type of learning. i dont want to go home and mug so hard just for the exams. i want to be able to absorb all the info during lessons and that i dont have to really mug for exams. i just want to revise. yeah. the diff between MUG and REVISE.

2) dhs brings back unhappy memories. i dont uds how friends can fall out in such a short span of time. i dont uds how some ppl in dhs can be so fake. i dont uds how they can deceive other ppl just for their own uses/benefits. i dont uds how they can get past their conscience when they betray their friends and throw them aside when they no longer need them. i dont uds how frenships can change in the blink of an eye. i dont uds why some people enjoy breaking ppl up. i dont uds why some ppl cant get it that the issue is abt THEM and not abt other ppl. i dont uds why they are always so egoistic. i dont uds why people must possess this type of character. i dont uds why the world must be so real. i dont uds why i feel so unhappy in class. i dont uds why frens must be seperated into cliques. i really dont understand everything.

i feel that i hv a sad sad life. the only happy times ive had are with my choir frens. they are the only factor pulling me back. but even so, ive decided to 'sacrifice' choir for vip, nothing matters more to me than vip [other than choir] now.

VIP, HERE I COME!