A Few Photos.

Met up with my dear 2B friends muahaha. We should meet up more often my dears:)

Went out to watch Vocal Consort's concert. Cam whored VERY LITTLE :( haha but here's a few.

Donuts and XiaoLongBaos.

Met up with some of the YearThrees today :) Oliver, Yizha, Jerrold, Dawn, Sindhu, Kenny, Yuting. Kinda sad that Shuwei, Huping and Wan Ting didn't join us. But all in all, it was a fun outing :) Really miss those days when they were still in VJ haha. All the stupid evaluating sessions, the 'oh-my'ing, the crazy laughter.

We had dinner at Din Tai Fung, where we spammed XiaoLongBaos. It's nice hearing them talk about their NS lifes, teaching lives, interveiw experiences etc, with the occasional bit of gossip of course haha! Went to buy donuts and cakes after that, and proceeded to the esplanade rooftop to eat and talk. It was pretty fun hearing our dear teachers Dawn and Yuting bitch about their students. Haha I never realised that teachers actually bitched like that! So horrible haha but it was pretty interesting lah:)

Shucks I Really Miss Huping and WanTing. (Shuwei dont be jealous, I can't exactly miss you right, cos I see you quite often, but don't worry, you're still loved heh.)

Helplessness.

Doesn't it suck when you watch everything you've tried for so long to hang on to crumble to pieces?

No matter what you do, you just can't change anything. You can't change people's attitudes, you can't change the way they think. No matter how much you love/care for them, you just can't get their stubborn minds to budge one bit.

And it sucks to see the person you once loved so much become like this. Where did you go? I don't know how I can get you back, back to being how you were like before. It seems so impossible, but I'm willing to try. I can't bear to let you go, not yet.

I promise you that I'll be there for you, so will you please just take that step forward? Just one tiny step and things will improve infinitely. Look inside you and find your courage, you've got it in you, just believe.

Choirr.

There was Choir today.

Felt that prac today was alright. I like the songs we did today, but it's kinda slack now.
One month plus abit left to SOV! Oh man I'm starting to worry, let's all work hard okay? I'm sure we can do it if we all put in the effort.

Anyway, the number of people going to Wales is so small! And that's such a sad thing :( Really hope the Year Twos can join us, that way, the choir will have so much more fun there! Please please please reconsider alright Year Twos, I really think you guys will regret it if you don't go :(

Went out for dinner today with KaSheng, Pocks, Keith, Wayne, HoHo, Zheng Whye. Haha it was pretty fun cause we were talking about ____. Haha stupid one it was like some internal joke cause they refused to tell me what ____ means. It was fun laughing like crazy though HAHA. Oh and CC thanks for pangsehing me man! Haha okay I was joking :) Oh Philip was studying there too so he came to join us after a while heh. We stayed there for quite a long discussing ____. Haha stupid but good fun :)

Went home after that, and chionged out my PI=/ Had to shorten it like crazy though. Hope I didn't lose the essential idea. Okay nothing much to say.

Random, but it's nice to know we've matured :)

Anyway I'm in love with John Mayer because he writes such good music (I'm assuming that he writes his own songs, not too sure whether that's the case). Great thanks to Zheng Yi for intoducing JM's music to me! Slow Dancing rocks, Wheel too :) Shall research more on him next time when I'm free. A post about him coming up(soon)!

I believe that my life's gonna see,
The love I give,
Return to me.

I remember this.

My personal message: Will you catch me when I fall?
Someone (randomly) says: I will =)

Awww.

Btw, don't freak out when you see this. :D

Wheel; John Mayer

People have the right to fly
And will when it gets compromised
Their hearts say "Move along"
Their minds say "Gotcha heart"
Let's move it along
Let's move it along

And airports
See it all the time
Where someone's last goodbye
Blends in with someone's sigh
Cause someone's coming home
In hand a single rose

And that's the way this wheel keeps working now
That's the way this wheel keeps working now
And I won't be the last
No I won't be the last,
To love her

And you can't build a house of leaves
And live like it's an evergreen
It's just a season thing
It's just this thing that seasons do

And that's the way this wheel keeps working now
That's the way this wheel keeps working now
And you won't be the first
No you won't be the first
To love me

You can find me, if you ever want again
I'll be around the bend
I'll be around the bend
I'll be around,
I'll be around

And if you never stop when you wave goodbye
You just might find if you give it time
You will wave hello again
You just might wave hello again

And that's the way this wheel keeps working now
That's the way this wheel keeps working now

You can't love too much, one part of it

I believe that my life's gonna see
The love I give
Return to me
I believe that my life's gonna see
The love I giveReturn to me
I believe that my life's gonna see
The love I give
Return to me

TGIF :)

Ohmygoodness Thank God It's Friday!

This week has been a draining one, am really glad it's finally the weekend! Even so, there's still many things to do over this weekend, and that mainly involves writing the dreaded PI and catching up with the tutorials, plus the concert booklet contents. Well I'm sure I can pull through :)

Today was a relatively good day though, I didn't sleep during GP today, which is a first. Ah but I must qualify this, Dax Young is an extremely interesting and funny teacher, it's just the GP is a subject which turns me off =/

Oh during the double period break today, I decided to go to the choir room to hang out for a while, instead of sticking to my class. And to my surprise I found a lot of people inside there, when I was expecting it to be empty haha. Had a nice, retarded chat with Rhoda, Isabelle and Jian. Haven't had this kind of chat in a long time, guess everyone's busy and all that, so yeah I felt rather happy :)

Wan Ting came back today too, so that made me even happier :) Even though I didn't get to hang out with her, I'm happy enough to see her haha. Okay that makes me sound super les, but I don't care :D

Went to join some of the class people at the igloo afterwards. Played Alyssa's guitar, card tricks, pool for a while. Had a long chat after that with Benjamin and TengHui, haha it was pretty funny cause we were talking about gangsters, and then about TengHui being 'like a girl', and then about break-ups and stuff. It was pretty nice, like I said, TengHui is a talkative guy haha.

Yeah went home relatively early today, so I'm happy:) Watched the first episode of Wish You Were Here Again (recommended by Fong Sun). Haha yeah it's quite an okay show, shall watch more of it when I have the time.

I still have loads more stuff to do. Tutorials, research for PI, designing the posters etc.
Bleah.

I miss 06v11 :(

Sistas! and other random things.

Here's some of the Sistas pictures that we took eons ago. I couldn't post them up soon enough cause spastic Sherry didn't send me those photos haha. Finally got them from her today so yeah :)

Taken during our Ikea trip last November/December :)

Taken during our outing to celebrate our dear Fei's outing :D

Taken during our latest outing to celebrate Wen's birthday :D Haha didn't manage to get a group picture, and Fei and Dada didn't come anyway. Oh notice the black and white things? They're Subway cookies. Haha we're pretty ingenious eh ;)

I LOVE THE SISTAS :D

Muahaha love each and every one of you my dears :)

Oh I caught a Lvl 70 Rayquaka using an Ultra Ball, zai eh! Muahaha okay I'm being random. I'm close to finishing the Elite Four part already, Battle Frontier soon! In case you guys don't understand, I'm talking about Pokemon haha!

I feel slightly childish playing it, but the fun still outweighs everything haha. This kid came up to me to watch me play my Gameboy just now when I was out for dinner, after a while he took out his own Gameboy, and I realised he was using the Emerald Version too. Haha that shows how childish this game is, but I don't care! :D

Oh oh on another note, Congrats to Two Days, Sherwin/Nono/Mel's Vocal Group, Shoulders and Down and Nono/Desmond/Reuben's band for making it into the Musicfest Finals :) Great Job you guys. And to those who didn't make it into the Finals, it's the judges' loss man!

Haha okay I got nothing else to say already. Ciao people :)

More than Words ; Westlife

Saying I love you
Is not the words
I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Dreaming With A Broken Heart ; John Mayer

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for the moment you can hardly breathe
Wondering was she really here?
Is she standing in my room?
No she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The giving up is the hardest part
She takes you in with your crying eyes
Then all at once you have to say goodbye
Wondering could you stay my love?
Will you wake up by my side?
No she can't, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand?
Baby would you get them if i did?
No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone....

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part

Beautiful song, and I didn't copy Yiliang okay, I was the one who sent him the song.
He just posted it up earlier than me. Tsk.

Arts Day etc.

So, today was a slack day!
Maths lecture in the morning and I was talking throughout the whole thing with TengHui haha. It was kinda fun though, talking about all the CO/Choir things and about how his grandma was a gangster before etc haha! I think TengHui is really talkative for a guy haha.

And we were supposed to have PE afterwards, but Mr Seet cancelled it, so went up the tree house with some class people. Haha Jia Min helped me to evolve my Kadabra and Alakazam, and he gave me Feebas too yay:) That makes my pokemon experience so much more exciting now heh.

Yeah and after that, Arts day started. I think The Danger Show was really retarded and full of crap. They made us sit outside at the Parade Square when the sun was was strong, I was practically dying under the sunlight, PLUS the sun was shining from one side, so I was like, tanning HALF of my face! Argh, uneven tanning! Rah nvm shan't bother to talk about it anymore, that show was just plain lame.

Went for Year One practice after that. I think we sucked in LT AVA, so was feeling kinda sad cause we sounded fine in the concourse during the holidays. Well it turns out that LT AVA has bad acoustics =/ Feedback from the Year Twos was that we sounded fine(during the performance itself), so that's good heh! Yay great job Year Ones :)

Roamed around after that with some of the Year Twos. We were watching Stellastory and totally going gaga over the keyboardist with the bandana. Haha he is totally hot omg, but too bad he's married(or so we think) haha!

Went to find S34 people after that. And so I found some of them in the Hall. I think it was prettaye fun in the hall cause the bands were okay, as in at least they could create a bit of the atmosphere. The second one was good haha, can't remember what that band's called. I like some of their songs haha :) Oh and the Lead Singer has a good voice, and HE'S CUTE TOO omg haha! I'm totally going gaga over those guys heh! BUT, that's just for today haha.

Had Choir after that. Well I was pretty down cause I was feeling very tired, plus I couldnt sing properly because my back muscles were aching. Luckily, choir ended early so I had some time to rest. Went for Exco interview after that.. it was fine I guess haha, they were being really serious though so it was a tad scary haha!

Sat around with Wan Ping and Pocks after that and chatted a bit while waiting for everyone to be done with their own things. Haha it was quite nice chatting with them aww haha.

After everyone was done, went with some of the McMuggers to have dinner. I must say it was really fun haha. We were all chatting about random stuff and jumping from one topic to the other haha. Laughed a lot too so that's great :) Had a lot of fun today with them haha yay.
Oh I think Novabelle's sick, Get Well Soon yeah? :)

Anyway, I heard things today that made me go o.O !@#$%^&*!!!!!
I feel sad for you sigh.
And you, stop being a bitch rawr.

Choir People :)

I really think I'm very lucky to have entered choir and gotten to know all these awesome choir people. :)

Thank you Year Ones for all the support and love and encouragement that you all have been giving me. I really really am very thankful for everything. Thanks for always being there for me:)
Thank you Rhoda for being there, it's been 4 years! :) Haha and there's still more to come. Thank you my dear :)
And Twinny! Thank you so much for all your encouragement and understanding too:)
And all the rest of you; Cedric, Pocks, KaSheng, Angel Zhi Yang, Steven, Abel, Philip, thank you all too.
I really love all of you very much, and I think I'm the luckiest person to have gotten to know this batch of fantastic people. I'm sorry for making you guys worry all the time okay? I'll be fine soon, thank you all for helping me through this rough patch. And don't worry okay, I wasn't crying cause I miss the Year Threes! You all are more than enough for me! Haha okay not that I don't love the Year Threes too but you all are not any lousier than them okay:) I think words really cannot express how grateful I am that I got to know all of you. There's still about, 1 3/4 years ahead, hope our friendship will last long and strong:) Oh and of course, I'm not forgetting all the other potential good friends that I can make in this Year One batch:)


Not everyone's here though haha.

Also there's this bunch of Year Twos that have always been there for me for the longest time. Thank you Isabelle my dearest Senior:) Thanks for always being there to give me a hug when I need one, and for lending me a listening ear :)
And also, a whole lot of people that I'm too lazy to list out, like Sherwin, Melodie, HoHo etc. I'm just really thankful to have gotten to know all of you, because you all are really wonderful people. Haha thanks for welcoming me into your batch last year:) And of course, I'm really glad to have gotten to know a few more Year Twos better this year, like Novabelle, ChingChieh, Lix etc:) Haha I'm gonna treasure each and every one of you Year Twos, you all rock :)

And one last thing,
LAYLIN SAO,
May always always always loves you okay? Even though sometimes we might not talk very often, but I've never forgotten our friendship. Thanks for giving me a hug today, it meant a lot to me. And I really hope to get a chance to talk properly to you, cause I really miss you haha. I'm always here alright, :)


Ah anyway I really feel quite bad that I made everyone worried. I'll be fine eventually okay? Thank you all for caring, I really really really appreciate it.
Yay Choir people rock :)

And yeah,
'这种人，不值得!'
I totally agree.

Nervous.

School starts tmr, which sucks.

And tmr will be a triple blow to me.
1) MOE INTERVIEW AHHH.
2) MATHS TEST which I'm totally screwed for.
3) Something I would rather not talk about.

I wonder how everything's gonna go.
Sigh.


Don't even think about it.

Sometimes,

I think both of you are using me.
And I'm stupidly allowing you two to do it.

逃亡 ； 孙燕姿

踩著月光
打开车窗
离开这城市
想找个解放

一路开往
最高那一座山
孤单的想像
寂寞的逃亡

我想是偶尔难免沮丧
想离开想躲起来
心里的期待
总是填不满
我看著山下千万的窗
谁不曾感到失望
就算会彷徨
也还要去闯

关于未来
只有自己明白
不想让心情
被现实打败

一路开往
最高那一座山
孤单的想像
寂寞的逃亡

我站在靠近天的顶端
张开手全部释放
用月光取暖
给自己力量
才发现关于梦的答案
一直在自己手上
只有自己
能让自己发光

TRIPLETS.

(:

Thank you my dear twinny, for everything :)

The Heart Of Life; John Mayer

I hate to see you cry
Lying there in that position
There's things you need to hear
So turn off your tears
And listen

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But I know the heart of life is good

You know, it's nothing new
Bad news never had good timing
But, then your circle of friends
Will defend the silver lining

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But I know the heart of life is good

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
Fear is a friend who's misunderstood
But I know the heart of life is good
I know it's good

I'm waiting.

Cause one day, we'll both look back and laugh.

May feels Loved :)

Yay happy day today!

There was Year 1 prac today, and I'm really glad that we all sounded pretty alright. Not fantastic, yeah, but it wasn't horrible too. Sectionals helped cause we sang one by one and finally figured out all our weaknesses and problem areas :) And I think morale today during practice was kinda high so prac sounded quite okay heh.

JIAYOU YEAR ONES WE CAN DO IT :)

After prac, went with some of the Year Ones for lunch at Thaipan. Lunch was fun cause we were all talking about random stuff, like what cartoons we used to watch. Haha :) Had fun laughing and being random about everything with all these people haha.

After that, some of the Cat High guys went to the airport to study/send EBChoir off. The rest of us went to Wan Ping's house! Anyway, a big thank you to Pocks, Wan Ping, Abel, and Philip for your concern yah, May is fine :) After reaching Wan Ping's house, we all started our mugging haha. It wasn't very productive, but the company was fun and we all talked a lot about random things haha. After that, Jia Sheng and Jia Ling joined us, and we all started playing Wii! Haha, Wii is super fun okay, I played the Boxing game, and I was swinging my arms around madly like a crazy woman haha. Oh Wan Ping's mum's very nice too. And Wan Jun (Wan Ping's Sis) is very cute haha! She's the 'same pattern' as Wan Ping heh.

So at around 6.30pm, I left to go look for the YearThrees at City Hall cause they wanted to go for the Food Fair at Suntec. Met Hu Ping, Yi Zha, Oliver and Jerrold, and we all started walking to Suntec for the Food Fair. Shu Wei was supposed to be there too but she didn't come in the end due to her OT so I was stuck with the 4 army boys in the end haha. The outing was pretty nice though :) I realised army boys can be quite nice. Oliver carried my bag for me because I complained that it was too heavy, AWW so nice right :) And then they all donated 2bucks to me because I was broke, so I had a lot of money to get stuff to eat, I was pretty touched haha xD Yeah and I had fun talking to Yi Zha about POKEMON haha. Damn fun to hear all the strategies and all that heh.

Yep so basically, it was a fun day! :) Not productive though, and I really have to get down to studying already! Maths test on Mon, Die =/

Choir Camp 2008

Choir camp ended yesterday, and it was a really different camp from all the previous two camps.

I guess the biggest difference is that I had a more major role to play this year, because I was in the Day Games Comm. I must say I've learnt a lot, and it was truly pleasurable to work with my dearest comm members; Olivia, Pin Lang, Priscilla and Edmond:) I'm really glad everything turned out fine, even though there were minor hiccups such as the rain, and us running out of masking tape. It felt really nice to hear people telling me that they had fun during the station games, it made the late nights all worth it, thank you people :)

I also helped out during night games with Deborah haha and it was pretty boring waiting there for people to come haha. The company made it bearable though, so yep it's my pleasure to help you Deborah!

Another thing was the singing of No Man. I cried after singing No Man. I guess I'm finally starting to realise the importance of No Man and how much VJchoir means to me. And also, it made me realise that I'll miss the Year Twos a whole lot after they're gone. I never thought I'd miss them, but I guess they've really grown on me, I'll really miss this bunch of super retarded people. :( I'm gonna treasure the remaining 2 months or so with all of you, please go for Wales okay? It will really be a good experience, and you all can treat it was a time for you all to relax and recharge before going full speed for Prelims and A levels.

One thing that needs to be improved is the practices though. I feel that everyone is still not taking Practices seriously. Yes Choir camp's about fun and bonding, but the technical aspect is still important. This Choir camp, everyone's so complacent about the singing. The purpose of small group is to act as a wake-up call for everyone to start working hard on their singing, but I feel that nobody really cares that we sounded so bad for small group. Doesn't that defeat the purpose of small group? There's only two months left to SOV, and I think we've still got a few more songs that we haven't even touched. We should all pull up our socks and do our best for the remaining two months. And look, we're even releasing a CD, shouldn't that tell us that we really need to sound our best? Let's all work hard okay and not be complacent okay? We can do it :)

Also, I've gotten to know a few more people through this choir camp :) And I really think the Year Ones are really nice people, love you all :) Haha so basically, choir camp was pretty alright, and although there were some sian moments, I'm glad I got to know a few more people. And yes, I'm glad I got to catch up with some of my favourite people too :)

Love Vjchoir :)

Anyway, I was really tired so I slept till 1.30pm today. Pig right =/ I've got loads to do this holiday, and they're mainly about mugging and packing my room. Oh and I've got two more things coming up, the first one is the MOE Pre-U Scholarship which is on 17 March. And the second thing is to complete the choir board, yay Cedric did a really good job of drawing up the figures :) I think the Choir Board's gonna look pretty nice :)

Yay okay that's all, I shall go play some games on the comp before mugging, and after which I'll resume playing Pokemon again! Muahaha, I'm at the 4th gym already! Heh okay that's random.

I miss you, and I can do nothing about it.

Is that it?

Is that how it's going to turn out? Do you really want everything to end this way?
I bet you know what to do, you just want to let it go to waste don't you?
I'm sorry but it's not a silly little moment.

Well anyway,
I love the YearThrees :)

I wished you could put your arms around me.

Major Irritant.

And You, are starting to irritate me, big time.
I don't know if it's you or me, but one of us has gotta stop.
Either stop caring, or stop being indifferent.

*


A Level results out tomorrow! I'm very excited cause I'll be seeing the Year 3s again, all of them in one place. :) Can't wait! I hope they all do well so we can go out afterwards haha, all the best to all of you :)


*

Class has been alright so far, with the Exploding Man being our major source of entertainment. Haha! It's kinda fun to keep laughing, even though it's mean sometimes haha. And this is where indifference comes in- indifference to other's feelings. Oops haha.

Of Laogongs and Laopos.

Here's an interesting convo that I had with a friend.

X says:
hihi "lao po"
may says:
AHAHAHAH!
may says:
go do your gp essay!
X says:
lolx
X says: lazy leh...
may says:
go do lar
may says:
finish it this time round
may says:
then no need ot worry alr!
X says:
anyway he not teach us the next term wad...
X says:
dun do he also cannot chase...
may says:
but just do to ease your own conscience!
may says:
hahaha
may says:
i your lao po
may says:
ask you go do, you better go do!
may says:
ahaha
X says:
zzz
X says:
i dun wan play liaoz...
X says:
haha
X says:
u are not my lao po anymore =P
may says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAA
may says:
whr got like that one
X says:
divorce
may says:
want divorce must divorce properly!!!
may says:
hahaa
may says:
must got papers and all that
may says:
dont care, so we're not officially divorced
X says:
foolscap paper?
may says:
you still gotta listen to me!
may says:
HHAHA
may says:
you go write divorce cert lah
may says:
tmr i sign
X says:
zzz
may says:
BUT TODAY YOU STILL MY LAOGONG SO MUST LISTEN TO ME
X says:
then it will be like writing gp essay...
may says:
GO DO GP ESSAY!
may says:
hahahahaha
X says:
lazy lar...
may says:
go larh
may says:
go crap something up
may says:
better than doing nothing!
X says:
nope
X says:
doing nth is better
X says:
he is not gonna give any constructive comments anyway
may says:
ahha you dont feel guilty one ah
may says:
aiya but at least practice?
X says:
doubt he can grade the stupid work properly...
X says:
how to learn if we dunno wad are our mistakes?
may says:
hahaha
X says:
he's too lousy to tell us that...
may says:
but you should still attempt it!
may says:
like you'll know roughly what are some of the things you might need to read up more on
X says:
i no conscience de...
may says:
that kinda thing
may says:
hahaha i be your conscience
X says:
wadever the spelling...
may says:
that's what a laopo is for
may says:
so GO DO YOUR WORK!
X says:
nononononono!!!
X says:
U ARE NOT MY LAOPO!!!
may says:
DONT CARE
may says:
GO DO
X says:
WE ARE NOT MARRIED!!!
may says:
just now you say hi to me
X says:
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!
may says:
lol!!!
X says:
pls note the " "
may says:
dont care!
X says:
T_T
may says:
you got say there alr
X says:
i wanna go jump down the building and die
may says:
finish your gp essay first
may says:
LOL
X says:
'The use of violence is unjustifiable in a civilised society.' Discuss.
may says:
you doing htis one?
X says:
dunno
may says:
define first
may says:
what you mean by violence
may says:
and what you mean by civilised society
X says:
so ma fan...
may says:
JUST DOOOOOOO
may says:
haha
X says:
dun wan do le...
may says:
OMGG SO LAZY
may says: next time how to earn money to support our family??!
X says:
zzzzzzz
X says:
nonononononononononono i wont be married to u!!
X says:
i'll rather die!

Woots, the art of Jitsiao-ing and Nagging combined :)

Slow Dancing In A Burning Room ; John Mayer

It's not a silly little moment,
It's not the storm before the calm.
This is the deep and dying breath of
This love that we've been working on.

Can't seem to hold you like I want to
So I can feel you in my arms.
Nobody's gonna come and save you,
We pulled too many false alarms.

We're going down,
And you can see it too.
We're going down,
And you know that we're doomed.
My dear,
We're slow dancing in a burning room.

I was the one you always dreamed of,
You were the one I tried to draw.
How dare you say it's nothing to me?
Baby, you're the only light I ever saw.

I'll make the most of all the sadness,
You'll be a bitch because you can.
You try to hit me just to hurt me
So you leave me feeling dirty
Because you can't understand.

We're going down,
And you can see it too.
We're going down,
And you know that we're doomed.
My dear,
We're slow dancing in a burning room.

Go cry about it - why don't you?
Go cry about it - why don't you?
Go cry about it - why don't you?

My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room,
Burning room,
Burning room,
Burning room,
Burning room.

Don't you think we oughta know by now?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
Don't you think we oughta know by now?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
Don't you think we oughta know by now?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?

ByeBye Weekend.

I slept at 10pm yesterday and woke up at 10am today.
Pig right? But I don't mind being one :)

Alternated between slacking and doing work/studying.
Feel rather happy today actually, because it's relaxing but not too slackish.

On another note, there's choir tomorrow, and I'm quite excited because I kinda like Year1 pracs haha :)

And I prefer lectures to tutorials, I don't know why. Maybe it's cause you don't have to do any work before lectures, just sit there and pay attention haha. And tomorrow's Lecture day, so YAY :)

BUT, there's Mock Interview tmr with Mr Boy and Miss Ngerng, in preparation for the Pre-U MOE Scholarship thing, ahhh, I'm kinda scared =/

Anyway, Mr Boy just sent an Email calling for IP3 assembly on Wednesday, I'm happy cause I finally get to see the whole IP3 cohort together again. And we'll be able to sit as 06v11 again :) I don't know why but I really miss IP recently, miss the T31 especially. Alicea and I went to check it out the other day, they took down our photos on the noticeboard already, Sigh, the classroom feels wierd already :(

I Love it when You Call but You Never Call at all.

All the Missed Opportunities.

BOOO I MISS JAPAN :(

I wish I wasn't so anti-social, cos I would have enjoyed myself so much more.
Sigh. Now there'll be no more chances for IP trips. :(

Hanging by a Moment; Lifehouse

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all
I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now...

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you....

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

Just hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment here with you

Demolish that brick Wall.

Aye, That's Sad.
But at least I tried.

What in the world am I doing online?

But then again,

EH. Upon closer inspection, it's not exactly the same.

Muahaha so I shan't change. Too lazy to do so anyway.
Loads of homework to do tmr. Econs test on Thurs.
DIE.

Eh shit I think I'm quite high now. Think I'm just too amused muahaha.

PFFFT.

Guess what, I was blog hopping and I just realised some people's blog had the exact same background.

AHHHHHHHHHH.
I spent so long trying to sort out the HTML probs, and now I've gotta change it! Total waste of my time, when I could have been doing my work.

I SHOULDN'T HAVE WENT TO THOSE BLOGS LAH.
SPOIL MY EYES AND NOW I GOTTA CHANGE BLOGSKIN, AGAIN! RAHHHHHHHHHHH.

It was amusing though haha, it's funny how people just wanna be wanna-bes.
Okay, not funny. Byebye.

I'm still kinda pissed that I wasted so much time doing this dumb blogskin. I liked it, and now I can't stand the sight of it. RAHHHH.

And I bid You Adios.

06v11 Outing on Sunday to catch DimSum: A History of Singapore. The play was okay, the company made it great though :) I had fun that day, really missed 06v11. It just feels so comfortable being there, that sense of belonging is something I haven't felt in a long time. It was fun catching up with the girls at New York New York, with us all camwhoring, and suaning each other :) I had fun snatching the DS from Jerald at Macs and Elroy said some funny things again ;) and the way Jerald and I were trying to niao Quek to go to Bedok with us was just plain stupid haha. I know this sounds incoherant, but it was just all the small things that made my day. Yeap hope there'll be more chances for class outings. 06v11 is the love.

*

Sistas Outing yesterday to celebrate Zhuofei's birthday :) Ate at central. It was fun how Sherry and I kept suaning each other.. 看脸的。。HAHA :) And it was really nolstagic how we still kept to our tradition of calling each other to eat and saying grace before eating. Yeah the whole 大姐吃，二姐吃。。 thing was cheesy but heart warming at the same time. It was just really cool how we can still have fun together after being seperated for 2 whole years now. Hope we'll really have our barcelona trip :) <3

*

The only thing constant is Change, how cliche.

And yet, that is absolutely true, for you, of all people, are changing. You, whom I've always thought to be steadfast in your opinions and thinking, are changing, changing into this person that I feel is exactly the kind of person you abhorred in the past. Why is this happening to you? I thought you were special, that you were not like them at all, but now, it seems that you're becoming more and more like them. It's disappointing, and what's worse is that I feel so helpless, because there's nothing I can do to stop this.

It took us such a long time to build up this friendship, and now it's going to waste, cos you've change, and you don't care anymore. Perhaps it was all one-sided, maybe I painted too perfect a picture of you, and I thought you cared when you didn't. Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.


And you. Perhaps I've never known you for who you are, that I only knew a side of you. And now, it doesn't feel good to hear so much about you, to hear that you are not the person whom I knew you to be. I don't want to hear one-sided stories, I want to hear what you've got to say, but how? How do I do that when we hardly talk anymore, when we seem like strangers? You don't seem to want to try, so what am I supposed to do?


Goodbye my friends.

Ice Cream Chefs.

Today was a good day again.

I woke up SLIGHTLY later than I was supposed to, so was about 20mins late for sectionals. Haha, but still, I wasn't late for the actual practice so YAY. haha.

I think I sang quite well today, as in, my voice was actually pretty warmed up, as compared to previous times when I could hardly hit the high notes (not that I actually hit those notes well today, but at least I could hit them). Zhi Yang does good warm-ups :)

Siglap practice was good also (even though almost all the Year 2 basses weren't there), yay so proud of the Year 1 basses. Mr Kwei was happy today, so he started talking about all the different schools with 'extra social activities' haha. Eg, St Nick's and Cat High, VS and Cedar(?!) etc. It's been ages since I heard him digress so much so I guess we're finally sounding good enough for him to start talking about random stuff again instead of worrying about our notes haha.

Went out to Ice Cream Chefs again today after choir. Out of the six guys who went out with us today, five them were from Cat High. Oh Man so terrible right, Cat High overflow haha. Anyway Steven, Zhi Yang and KaSheng are really damn spastic, their 'Lus Trans, Universa' really made me laugh like crazy haha. So yeah I had fun laughing today heh.

Grandma's house today was good too. My two nephews are super cute haha. Jaedon has a huge tummy, so nice to touch :) Toddlers are really very cute heh heh.

And now, I gotta go do my work.
GP Essay intro and Chem Redox & Bonding and Bio Lipids and Maths Trigo and Econs Essay.
There's still DimSum dollies tmr. Best man I think I'm gonna die.
Ciao Bella.

& I missed you, only a Teeny Weeny bit though.

Slow Dancing.

It was a relatively good day.

Class was zzz and kinda sad now cause quite a lot of people from the original S34 left. aw, so yeap think we all gotta take some time to get used to the new S34.

Lightning risk!
Ahhhh..
4.. 3.. 2.. 1..
Tree, Tree, Tree, Tree will Fall,
Tree, Tree, Tree, Tree will Fall,
Tree, Tree, Tree, Tree will Fall,
不三不四 S34!

Okay anyway went to do the Choir Board after school. At least it's not SO under construction anymore haha. It was fun doing the board with the CBC haha, Philip wasn't here today though. Yep we had lotsa fun, just laughing and screaming away (or maybe it's just me heh). But yeah the company was very pleasant so yeah I had quite a nice time.

So sorry okay my dear fellow CBC-ians cos I went to watch the MusicFest band auditions and pangsehhed you guys for so long. I made a promise, so gotta keep it yeah, SORRY DEARS. Anyway, the bands were quite good. Haha Desmond's band was good, the Shoulders and Down sound quite good also haha. I love the songs that both bands played, haha Won't Go Home Without You (Maroon 5) and Slow Dancing in a Burning Room (John Mayer). Yay hope they both get through! :)

Okay after that.. I went home! First time in a long time that I went home so early haha, so I'm kinda happy. Yeap Choir tomorrow, and DimSum on Sun :) Glad to finally be able to see v11 again and I'm pretty excited cause I've never been to the Esplanade for a play before so yep!

Hope tomorrow's prac will be fine, shall go rest in case I can't wake up tomorrow haha.


Random Fact:
Today I saw a girl in the canteen who looked like Wan Ting. I was really excited at first when I caught the first glimpse of that girl and was about to squeal and run to hug her when I looked closer and realised that she wasn't Wan Ting. Ah, that incident made me miss having the Year Threes around, in their VJ uniforms. Now everyone's All Grown Up and I hardly get to see them cause of school and all that.

Year Threes, I haven't forgotten you all ah! :) Sorry if I can't make it for dinner tmr, I'll try to go next time! See You ALL soon! <333

Nothing more, nothing less.

There was O2 today and obviously I ponned the whole thing, think my OG never even saw my face today haha!

Well, reached school at 10plus and climbed in, think I landed wrongly though, hurt my ankle a bit. It doesn't hurt now, and I hope it won't get worse tomorrow=/

Mainly slacked around the place and helped out for the choir booth during CCA walk about. After that, the Choir Board Comm went to start on the choir board :) Yep basically we spent the whole afternoon drawing out the styrofoam words and wrapping them with gold foil. Many people came to help too, and it was quite fun to just sit there and work with everyone else. We were singing while we were working and it was just a really nice and pleasant experience. :)

After finishing some of the things, we decided to go cycling! So Jia Sheng, Wan Ping, Cedric, Philip, Rhoda, Pock Thong and I proceeded to ECP to rent bikes. We were singing chinese songs along the way there haha, so it felt nice too :)

It felt good to cycle. The feeling of having the wind in your face is really relaxing and nice. Even though my knees were killing me, and my butt felt numb after cycling for so long, I still felt happy. Also, there weren't many people at ECP, so it felt like we had the whole park to ourselves :)

The highlight of the cycling trip was Bedok Jetty. I never really went there to sit before, but today, we all just decided to go there and rest out butts haha.

Bedok Jetty is really a very relaxing place. It felt so good to just sit there and feel the wind blowing in your face, and to hear it blowing into your ears. After a while, you start to hear notes coming from the sea, random musical notes that resonate in the distance. At first I thought there was music coming from some place that was far off in the distance and that it was just carried to us by the wind, but apparently, the physics students explained that those notes were sounds created by the passage of wind over the water surface. Those sounds were really magical. To me, they sounded like a symphony of voices, like a mermaid's song coming from the sea. Admist the raging sea waters and wind, I felt that tranquil and peaceful feeling deep within me that was caused by the musical notes emanating from the sea. It was really relaxing and the music from the sea just made me want to sit there forever to ponder about and appreciate life as it is.

Well, after sitting there for about 15 - 20 mins and just listening to the sound of the sea, we decided not to waste our cycling time and continued cycling. So yeap we cycled for quite some time and after about 40 mins we decided to stop cycling.

Yeap had dinner with Jia Sheng, Pock Thong, Ivor, Roger and Victor. It was a nice dinner with LOTS (think 15 pieces of Garlic n Lemon Mussels from Victor, and kuppable Mos Chicken from Pocks and KaSheng, Yummy!) of food and laming around. Haha I had a fun time :)

How I wish everyday could be as carefree and peaceful as today. School's starting soon, :(

& I'm Sorry.

frustrated.

WHY DON'T YOU JUST TELL IT TO MY FACE?

P.S I Love You

Today was a good day.

Went out with my dears (Jing Alicea Althea Puen) to watch P.S I Love You. I think I cried for almost the whole show. It's really saddening, :(

Went to Jing's house after that while Althea and Puen left. Our plans to watch Sweeney Todd failed and so Jing and I decided to sleep while Alicea watched her Romantic Princess.

Alicea and I went to meet the class afterwards at Marina Square.

The day was a fun day generally :)

Like in a Cosine curve, when there's a max, there's a min.
I'm at Min Amplitude now, and I've a feeling it's gonna stay there.
I must thank you, for bothering to comment. Now I finally know what you think, and although it hurts, at least it helps me to move on. It hurts, really badly. But thank you, for finally saying something. Now I know what to do. Give me some time, it'll take time before things can go back to when all these didn't happened. In the meantime, just let me go cry about it.

My dear,
We're slow dancing in a burning room.

smile.

Today is a happy day :)

Choir was alright today, sectionals was fun haha. Had dinner with the bedok people plus some northies (pockthong kahsheng and victor(not sure if he's an eastie or northie)). Dinner was fun too haha.

Watched MusicFest auditions today, Sherwin, Novabelle and Melodie were good. So were Wayne, Jian and Keith. Oh the best today were Victor, Jiasheng, Abel, PockThong, and Randy though haha. Seriously they're all good :)

I don't know why I'm so happy today haha. I think it's cause I got to sleep a lot yesterday, so I didn't fall asleep during any of my lessons today, which is why I don't feel so stupid. Gossiped abit with the class girls too haha so it was fun :) Haha and of course, spillover from yesterday too :)

Oh and I'm excited for tomorrow, P.S I Love You in the morning, probably Sweeny Todd in the afternoon and class outing in the evening. Coupled with the fact that I get to sleep in more than usual, YAY :)

I'm at Max Amplitude now haha.
I can see the way, I see the way you look at me.

ARGH!

JANE LOO, IF YOU'RE READING THIS,
GO AWAY.

I wanna run.

Sometimes I keep trying to guess what you're thinking.
And I realise I can never do it.
I never know what you're thinking, and what the reasons behind your actions are.

And I keep pondering, thinking of all the possibilities, if you ever feel the same way as I do, or if everything meant nothing to you. Or maybe I was over thinking everything.

Sometimes I really wish I could dig my heart out, and stop feeling all these emotions. That heavy and depressing feeling, it really suffocates me. And when I try to approach you, the words don't seem to come out too.

I've been trapped for one year already, it really is time to get out of it. But how?

Maybe you're just seeking for attention, but I never believed that of you, not once. But maybe, just maybe, thinking that of you might help me to forget.

'Since when are normal friendships like sine and cosine curves?' Yeah I really agree with that.

I wish everything was simple, and that I'd stop trying to guess.
But I know it's impossible.

Argh, depressing! And no May is not being an emo emu, she is just ranting.
Goodbye.

Life.

I've been pretty moody nowadays, and frankly speaking, I can't quite place why.
I still don't understand why such a small matter can affect me so much.

But it's okay I guess, everything will be fine soon.
It always will be.

No, no I'm not emo. :)

And I should stop procrastinating and do my work haha ciao.

A Few Things

1. I'm supposed to be studying for the Bio Lecture Test now.

2. I miss LeeLee.

3. I wore 2 and a half inch heels out for the whole day without dying or spraining my ankle.

4. I must must must tidy my room soon.

5. My siblings suddenly got addicted to mahjong and it's just nice cos all four of us can play.

Chinese New Year this year was alright, not good but not bad either.

I wanna say sorry for not replying all the New Year well wishes because my phone was dying on that day so I didn't bother haha.

I guess the Third Day was the highlight for this year.

Met the Year Threes at Dawnie's house.

Had fun chatting, evaluating and camwhoring.

Shall let the pictures do the talking!

Proceeded to Jia Sheng's house after that. And then to WenSiu's house. And then to Ivor's house.

It was pretty alright at all three houses. Ah I really don't have the mood to type so much haha. So I guess there's no need to describe what happened.

Anyway,

Wu Zun is the Prince of all time.

fantastic :)

Firstly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWINNY!

I had a great day today! Because it was my dear Twinny's birthday! Haha, we wanted to surprise her at her house initially, but because she went to the Temple, our plan was foiled. Therefore, we surprised her at Bishan instead :D Well, at least we managed to surprise her haha.

After that, we proceeded to Orchard and met up with the rest. Went to NYDC for lunch haha. We camwhored like crazy, it was super cool cause we took a total of 160 pictures today!

The guys and girls were sitting opposite each other, so it was like, a xiang qin thingy haha!

And of course, our day was filled with spastic/unglam pics :D

Oh oh, I was fiddling around with Philip's camera. It has this super cool Macro function which allows you to take close-ups of still objects. The photos above show the keychain that my choir angel gave me, nice isn't it!

Guy and girl shots again haha.

And this is our birthday girl with her birthday cake :D


And here are some group shots :)

I had fun today! :D

Musings.

I have only one word for choir practice today; Disappointment.

It really sucked to hear Mr Kwei say that we were 'incompetent'. I was expecting him to blow his top, but surprisingly, he was very patient, and only said that we were 'incompetent'. However, the word 'incompetent' struck me more than anything else. It wouldn't have mattered so much if he had gotten downright angry and screamed at us, but the way he said that we were incompetent, coupled with the fact that the choir was really progressing really slowly, really struck me hard.

I guess that everyone is very relaxed about choir right now because the choir hasn't even settled yet, but I really think that it's time for all of us to pull up our socks. 7 months may be a long time, but we should start trying our best for each and every choir practice from now on. I think most people haven't realised the significance and importance of the Choir of the World Competition. We are VJchoir after all, and we need to prove ourselves. Most people just think that VJchoir are very good, but they fail to see all the hard work that we put in to make the sound good. Plus, the songs this year are quite tough, so we'll really need to do our very best to make good music.

VJchoir is not just all about fun and games, it is also about hard work and determination. And though it may still be early on in the year, we do need to work hard from now on. Mr Kwei's comments today should be a wake-up call for the choir. I personally find that the choir is progressing too slowly too, for eg, we shouldn't be repeating things that Mr Kwei did with us last Saturday, like what happened for Zsoltar today.

I will really try my best from now on, and I hope whoever reads my blog will do the same thing too. Let's all work hard, and make good music together, who knows, we might even get a standing ovation in Wales! That'll be a dream come true for me :D Okay, that's beside the point, but let's all do our best for VJchoir yeah?

No Man is an Island.

determined, or not.

The problem with me is that, when I want to give something up, I always want it back.
I never seem to ever have the determination to truly give something up.

I know that nothing good will come out of it, but I can't seem to just snap out of it and stop what I'm feeling about something that I know is and always will be hopeless.

When the heart and the mind clashes, which do you follow?

And I should wipe the slate clean.

It's been a tiring week.
I'm glad it's the weekend. There's choir tomorrow! I'm excited for it somehow, but I don't know why. I guess it's because we're gonna learn and sing cool songs again. :D I can't wait.

A few photos, thanks ah eng!

Don't we look like we're from RJ?


And look, same height!


TWINNY :D

Basically, these are the uniforms I tried on these few days haha. Cool eh? x)
**
So many things have happened these few days.

I'm worried about history repeating itself, but if I'm always scared, I will never be able to step out of the past. Perhaps I'll just have to believe that things will go fine, or at least, try my best to make everything work. I'll know my limits this time, and maybe things will last. There's no point thinking about all these because it just doesn't make sense to be afraid of something that happened in the past.

What's more important is to cherish. Cherish every little bit of happiness. Cherish all my friends :)
That's what I will do.

咎由自取，
那是我唯一能用来形容过去发生过的一切的字眼。
对于我所做过的事，我感到很抱歉，
应为我现在终于明白你的处境了。
好人难做啊！

On a different note, I've been pretty happy these two days.
It feels good to have something to look forward to again.
:)

Everyone needs a best friend.

TWINS!

500th post!

I've found my twin, and she is none other than Wan Ping haha!

We really do look quite alike haha!

And Wan Ping, Cedric and I are like, Triplets haha!

Wan Ping and I are the identical ones while Cedric is the fraternal one.

Coolio isn't it? :D


I've missed you dearly my friend.

Trust, belief, hope.

Haha life's been fine.
JC life sucks. But the Choir Year Ones rock.





Gotta go because there's choir tomorrow so this is just a short incoherent post.
Ciao.

Are we going to be reduced to this?
Maybe I'll heed your advice.
Only time will tell.

rewind.

It's 11.14pm now and I just got home from my outing with the The Usual People who are now officially Year Threes.

How time flies. I was staring at some of them across the table from me and I could still picture them in their Secondary School uniforms. Now, they're all talking about their working lives, driving lessons, and their preparation for army. The things that I am worrying about seem so different(and childish) from what they worry about.

Somehow, after having gone through two years together with them, I'm going back on rewind and the rest of them are still continuing on play. After being a Year Two, I'm going back to being a Year One again, and going through everything that the Year Threes have gone through before two years ago. It feels like I'm trapped in time, while the rest of them are continuing and moving on with the rest of their adult lives. I feel like I know so much about JC life, but there is also still so much more that I don't know.

Deep inside, I know my place is with the Year Ones, but somehow, there is still a part of me that will never forget the Year Threes and all the experiences I've shared with them. I know I'll never find people like them ever again anywhere else, and I feel really really blessed to have been given the chance to get to know them and to spend two years together with them.

Sometimes I wonder, is it really farewell?

And now, the prospect of going to school is rather daunting. It's not so bad tomorrow because there'll be choir. But seriously, I sort of dread going to school. Schoolwork seems to be tough and I am really worried that I will not be able to keep up with the pace of lessons. I also hate having to move from class to class, cause all the classrooms give me a cold and unfriendly feeling.

Besides all that, there is still the process of making friends with and getting to know my classmates. I don't like having to make small talk with people, but it is an inevitable period that is required in the friend-making process. Sometimes, I'll rewind again in my mind and think back to two years ago when I first entered IP, and I'll be wondering if I felt as bad as I do now. I know that in the end, everything will turn out fine, but this period is really one in which you don't know what's going to happen and if the class will be fine.

A new year, a new life, new friends, a new start. I am someone who doesn't like change, who will always try my best to hold on to whatever I can. There are some people whom I would dearly like to hold on to, but who seem to be increasingly slipping out of my grasp the harder I try. Who doesn't want to have friends who will last a lifetime? However, it takes effort to maintain a friendship, and sometimes it's just unfair to expect the other party to put in the same amount of effort as you do.

Or maybe, we should all just let things go, and let it right itself. However, I do not have much faith in doing that, for I believe in our school motto, Nil Sine Labore; Nothing Without Labour. If we do not work hard and put in the effort, how can we expect things to stay the same? Afterall, the only thing that is constant is change.

Ah! It's late and I definitely will have a hard time waking up tomorrow. Sigh, and I haven't mugged my scores and finished my math tutorial. It's only the first day of school. :(

choir og!

Orientation is finally over! No more cheering and mass dancing sessions anymore. Muahaha.

Hmm, I'm kinda glad orientation's over, because I didn't enjoy orientation that much. But well, I guess it's because this is my second orientation, and it's just boring having to go through everything a second time.

I think the choir Year Ones bonded more through orientation. Am really glad I have all of them to tide me through this horribly sian period :D Well, we haven't been really very horrible ponners too haha, due to our guilty conscience, most of us were alternating between choir room and the hall. Orientation's really really tiring, so we just go to the choir room to.. rest and catch our breaths! Haha. And most of the time, we'll try to stand at the back and learn mass dances together and such, really fun! :D We've also been going out for choir dinners after orientation, they're all fun haha.

Today was a great day. I joined everyone for wet games in the morning, I had my hair shampoo-ed :( Kinda gross but fun too haha! After that, I had lunch outside the choir room, and was too tired to really move around a lot.

So throughout the day, we shuffled between the choir room and the cheering sessions and such. In the end, all of us went to join the mass dance session. After a while, I was really too bored to continue, so I sneaked off outside to talk to my dear Neh :D Met Zheng Yi outside (who was hiding from the mass dances too) , it was like, the first time since I talked to him in dunno-how-many-cow-years haha. So basically, I slacked outside until the cheering and mass dances were over.

After that, we went back to join the OGs to watch the final skit and stuff. Ivanhoe won in the end, but oh well, it was no big deal. Then, the mass dances played a second time, and so I sneaked back to the choir room heh. Oh and Jerrold, Dawn and Yu Ting came back to visit! Chatted with the former two for a while, before the rest of the Year Ones returned.

Hmm, after everyone returned, we somehow went to the basketball court to all play basketball together. I got hit by a ball! It's my worst fear please =/ Started crying non-stop, cause it was really painful. I hope I don't get a concussion haha. Well after a while, we went back to the choir room again. I had a nice chat with Sonya :D while the rest were playing bridge and slacking around. The tenors were outside for quite a long time. They were really cute cause they were outside writing songs to entertain all of us! There were stories about everyone haha, it was just really very funny :D

After a while, the McDonalds we ordered finally came! And we all sat in a circle to have our dinner. Nothing eventful happened, but it was kinda cool that there were so many people haha. After dinner, we all dispersed for a while, doing our individual things. At one point, Isabelle and I went to the place near the basketball court and we just laid down and talked :D It's been ages since I last talked to her! So I was kinda glad that I got to talk to her again :)

Soon after, most of us went to join them at the basketball court and played ABC. It was funnn! The tenors are apparently quite good at basketball haha. And there were shouts of Airball Airball! everywhere haha. We played until Jia Ling and Novabelle's parents came to fetch us home :D

Although we did really normal and uneventful stuff, it's still really fun! Yay I think the Year Ones rock :)

Choir tomorrow!

Twothousandeight

New Year Resolutions!

#1. Make sure I do consistent work- Finish tutorials, try to attend every lesson (be it tutorials or lectures.)
#2. Sleep at 11pm every night (same as last year).
#3. Stop being oversensitive, and be more forgiving.
#4. Improve in voice techniques.
#5. Be less exclusive (be it in Class or in Choir).
#6. Be more enthu about family events.

Well, that's about all I have for new year resolutions, can't really think of anything else now. School's starting tomorrow! And seriously speaking, I'm not really looking forward to it. We'll never know what's gonna happen within the next few months. And well, I really hope everything will go fine. At the very least, I'm looking forward to seeing the Year Ones in their Secondary school uniforms!

Speaking of the Year Zeros turned Year Ones, we went to Ivor's house today! Quite a lot of us, went- Philip, Jia Sheng, Cheryl, Ivor, Pock Thong, Wen Siu, Deborah, Sonya, Jonathan Yong, Randy, Joshua, Wan Ping, and Alex. The company was pleasant :D And Ivor's mum cooks very well! Haha okay I'm feeling pretty tired now so I don't have much to say.

School's starting! =/