咎由自取，
那是我唯一能用来形容过去发生过的一切的字眼。
对于我所做过的事，我感到很抱歉，
应为我现在终于明白你的处境了。
好人难做啊！

On a different note, I've been pretty happy these two days.
It feels good to have something to look forward to again.
:)

Everyone needs a best friend.