hello people.

today is the first day of formal lessons hahaha.
how interesting.
and the first piece of work ive got is the SS task.
that junk'd youth thing.
i shall get it done by wed.

lessons today were fine, haha surprisingly, the time passed quite quickly. yeah and i was listening! three cheers for me (: going to cut hair later with althea and alicea. they're just peing me la haha. so nice of them right. (: my hair's damn bushy man, cant wait to get it cut hahaha.

i should talk about COWPAY (: my camp group! hahaha. we're damn cool okay, and we're really creative. look at our name? its creative enough hahaha.

yo cowpay wassup?
MOO!
cant hear you!
MOO!
one more time!
MOO!
cowpay ke mama
OLEH OLEH AH AH
cowpay ke mama
OLEH OLEH AH AH
shake it up
MOO!
shake it up
MOO!
AYYYYYYYYY COW!

audrey thought of COWPAY KAOBULL. hahahaha interesting right!

hahaha, anyway i really really enjoyed camp. yeah and i think i got to know others much better. and im glad i found an incentive for myself. hahaha. it feels so great to just stare at someone. hahahahahahaha. okay im just going crazy. i was actually excited yesterday yknow? to come to class. hahaha.

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i should be un emo,
but here's a short bit of emoness.

i saw you in school today, i dont think you saw me. and i walked past you, without saying hi. i wanted to, but somehow, i just didnt have the courage to just call out your name. cos i dont think i can stand it if i see a look of disgust on your face. i dont know what to expect, yeah and i guess im just trying to protect myself from more hurt.

choir later.

im quite apprehensive actually. dont know what's gonna happen. but one thing's for sure,
im not gonna bug you anymore.
i've tried my best.
and since you promised me that things will go fine,
i shall hold you to that.

but then again,
even if things dont go fine,
i dont think there's anything i can do.
you're just heartless.
and i know this thing's not affecting you anymore.
i hope in time to come, it wont affect me so much anymore.
i should just learn to be like you.

'i wanna get to know your spouse and children.'
'yeah and i wanna be your children's godmother.'
that was how long we wanted to be friends, what happened to all that?

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anyway, back to being happy. kenickie and alicea were sitting beside me just now. hahaha. so i couldnt blog. yeah and we were watching miss swan. lol the drive thru one and the atm one.

ms swan : you make me feel like a dirty litte whore.
woman: no i wasnt! i didnt call you that.
ms swan : but you were thinking it!

HAHAHAHA. so retarded right. ms swan is funny man.

yeah back to the point, im feeling more and more comfortable with my class, which is a good thing (:

haha my incentive!
LEE LEE. (((((:
<3