CHOIR LATER.
and im wearing my dunman high uniform.
super duper excited okay.
i never wear it for more than a year already!

yep and the first choir prac of the year, im so excited!
but i'll be late cos of my stupid gse assessment.
its at 1500, and choir starts at 1500.
what the hell right.
den i cant act as a retarded year 1 already.
i hope the gse thingy takes only like 15mins?
dont waste my time lol.

going to camp from tmr to sat,
which means missing choir pracs again. wth la!
):

im in class now btw.
haha, which explains why i can blog.

. .... ...
those are words i'll never say.

uh lalala.
got so many questions in my head.
now i know what people mean by not thinking too much.
i used to think its impossible.
but now,
just learn to push negative thoughts away when you start thinking about them.
look on the bright side and try not to be negative.
think of happy stuff instead of upsetting things.
yeah.
and im learning to do all that.
am i still your cf? or is she yours now?
but still cant help feeling that things will never be the same.
it'll be a test of my determination later,
i hope i can do it.
rah.

**
this time its done,
never feel the same.
but we had some good times,
guess its sad just the same.

i guess the truth
doesnt matter some how,
but you were living proof,
of what love is about.

cool song right, heh. JONATHAN LEONG sang it hahaha (:

**
sometimes im really sad when people keep saying im a year0 (year-1 for last year).
cos its like,
we're all the same batch what!
i came in at the same time as them.
why arent i a year1?

its like isabelle can command respect from the year1s last year.
they dont insist that she's a junior,
in fact,
they think of a her as a senior.
why cant they do the same for me?
):

so sad lo!
being ip doesnt mean im immature.
in fact,
im considered very mature in ip okay.

):

i belong with the year twos la!
stop calling me a year zero.

**
okay random rantings i know.

i cant help remembering my 'brothers'.
from last year.
its rather saddening that i lost them,
just because of a wrong move i took.
sad.
the pain is still there.
i still miss the friendship i had with them.
but they'll never come back.
which is sad.
and that is why i dont want to regret again.
sigh.

you dont even know all these do you.

**

i kinda dislike you. no wait, i hate you.
dont bother to ask me who the person is.
you all dont know one.

**
i think my classmates are cute.
hahaha.