rather emo day today. haha. choir made it slightly better. ended on a high note (:

wrote down quite a few random stuff today in my small little notebook.
haha its been a long time since i wrote in it.

anyway, i pushed abit too hard today. we were like a semitone sharp for mein kleiner. haha. oh well. i sang until i had no voice.

was disappointed today. it just goes to show that, you really shouldnt expect anything.
i looked forward to it the whole day ok. ahwell.

**

that feeling's back.
youre the first person i think of when i wake up.
youre the last person i think of before sleeping.
its funny how things turn out like that.

i dont know what else will change.
im being a fool for you.

i should have expected this.
i was gullible,
i knew what would happen but i still stepped into it.

**

im hoping this would pass,
but ive had enough of passing feelings.

i want something that can last.

im willing to wait for you,
but you'll never know what can happen.

i want to wait,
but will i?

i always tend to flitter off somewhere else.

**

do you have to let it linger?