i dont like to feel sad.
and unhappy.
but sometimes you just realise you dont really mean much to anyone.

although you've always known that all along, but sometimes you just try not to believe it.
and when you are forced to accept it, it really feels very bad. sigh.

i know i shouldnt be feeling sad, but i cant help it.

sigh.

life is boring.


it's sad to feel unloved and uncared for.