sometimes, i really dont understand myself. why am i doing all these?

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today was the last day of SCO prac, and also, the last performance of the yeartwos. it wasnt as fun as yesterday, but i really loved the way the choir came together, that feeling of magic, i lost it just before SOV, it hasnt been back until today. i was able to feel those goosebumps when we were singing, and the most fascinating part is that we havent sung those songs for ages. yes, it really felt great to sing those songs all over again, our concert songs, our competition songs. yes. i really love vjchoir. those moments of bondedness are rare, but when it comes, it really leaves you feeling all sweet and warm inside.

somehow, i'll miss the yeartwos. although i'm not very close to them, but seeing them go is equivalent to losing a BIG part of choir. i really dont know how to put what i am feeling into words. words arent enough. but nevermind, i shall try to elaborate. yes, so even though i dont talk much to the yeartwos, at least we are all a part of vjchoir. and yes i'll REALLY miss the sopsies. once again, even though i dont talk to them often, but we ARE the sopsies afterall. we love the yeartwo sopsies, and the yeartwo sopsies love us. choir will feel so empty without all of them.


my snr; john gan
my best friend; wei jie
da de; nicholas
my thunderthighs; jeremy chia
oey; jeremy yeo

although im not really VERY close to these people, they are my crapping partners. they really did brighten up my life in choir. and i really want to thank all of them, for crapping and what not with me. YEARTWOS, WE'LL MISS YOU ALL. seriously.

yes and today is the 'last day' of practice for the yearzeros too. i told myself to treasure these few remaining times, but i did not, and i screwed everything up. and it ended on a bad note, how great yeah. i really am quite heartless and wilful sometimes, ok maybe not sometimes; ALL THE TIME. sigh.

anyway, from this point onwards, it'll be an interesting time for the yearones. according to the yeartwos, this will be a time when the yearones bond and come together as a batch. its the time when we find an identity for ourselves. how exciting! (: seriously, i have no doubts as to whether the year1 batch will sound good. i am sure that we will be able to succeed as a batch, and to be able to be like the yeartwo batch, or even better (: yes i'm looking forward to dialogue on monday.

i feel like im typing crap in this post. all my sentences are incoherent =/

but whatever it is,

I LOVE VJCHOIR.
NO MAN IS AN ISLAND.