so this is it.

my last day of choir.

no tears[that's a good thing actly], no goodbyes[well not really]. i dint get to take as many pictures as i wanted, i dint get to hug as many people as i wanted. what was worse was that i ended the day on a bad note. the feeling of being unloved and uncared for, well it was terrible.
how disappointing is that.

what can i say seriously. ohwell let's not go into details..

so anyways, this is the end of my life in choir, and also in dhs. actually, i really did feel sad when leaving dhs. yeah you may call it melodramatic, but when the bus i was on[158] drove away from dhs, i felt veryvery sad. it was a real sadness, like i was closing off a chapter of my life. a totally fun, crazy and dreamlike chapter of my life. everything's over now.


its surprising how much i love choir. according to vivian, i used to hate going to choir. so its really very surprising how i can love choir so much in just a span of one year. i dont exactly remember my sec1 days in choir, it went by in a blur. i could just remember the awe i felt when i went for the first choir practise. haha i remember they were singing ave verum. and i also remember how much i loved daemon. hmm i remember the sentosa performance, that was yeechuin and michelle's last performance, it was super touching, they hugged everyone and yeechuin even cried.. i remember feeling that it was unlikely for me to leave, and now, its my turn already. oh and i remember we sec1s helped out in the decoration for the nxt batch of sec1s. lol that was the first time we interacted with the seniors. haha and we started our whole 'hi seniors, bye seniors' crap. lol. haha the old days..

sectwo is seriously the best year i ever had. all the memories that i've collected this year, its really more than ive ever had in my lifetime.

haha tuanbai! lol it was the first time i ever went to a snr's hse. lol. or rather two seniors' house. went to diane's house first and then we went to rayrin's house. lols. it was super fun there and that was the first time i ever stayed so late out. lols. went home with yuxuan and the car ended up getting tailed by this irritating driver. lol. it was so scary.

i remember the syf experience veryvery clearly. that was when the choirfam was fully formed. i even remember the audition very clearly. how i flopped it and how i was saved by the alto solo line in adnocturnum. lol. the syf practices were the best. they really were, esp the last few, the choir really bonded. during the march holidays, we had choir like EVERYDAY. it was a wonder our voices werent damaged. that was also the week when i first went out with my snrs. i remember that i was the only jnr there, with louis, weirui, diane, kimkeat, gimkoon. it was super fun and i really got to know them better. back to the choir, yeah, the choir sounded very very nice. totally not like what we sound now. i remember the joy we felt when we found out we got gold. haha and the syf outing, it was super rowdy in jack's place. lols. everyone was talking and it was generally very fun. still rmb huping broke a glass and jerrold ordered like a setmeal and a steak. LOL. yeah and we took lotsa neoprints. haha. they were my first ever choir neoprints too. lols. haha the sec4s took a neoprint, and it was like super nice! and the sec3s piled into the neoprint machine too, lol 11 ppl if im not wrong. oh and the choirfam ppl piled in too. haha. so cool. here's one of the neoprints we took:D

haha i remember there was a performance when we were required to perform for some taiwanese. lol. that day huping and rayrin were totally like niaoing me and messing up my hair. lol. and huping was feeding everyone wanton except me-.- lol. it was a very fun day la. and we enjoyed the taiwanese's performances very very much cos we were very struck by their sincerity. lols.

oh and my bdae was like the BEST! i had to go overseas on my actual birthday, so before that the sistas went out with me and we spent an awesome time together. i felt so loved! :D really love their present too! here's a neo:
and then diane and louis took me out another day to eat at cafe cartel. whaha. they treated me youknows! so cool mans. haha. here's a neo too:
and on diane's bdae we went out to celebrate her bdae and at the same time get my bdae present:D woohoo! here's another neo! haha:

haha i remember there was one day when misspoh was performing at the esplanade, and many of us went to support her. it was a VERY fun day. lol. before that we sistas went to buy materials to make the sec4s' presents. haha we had a super fun time at kbox. haha. we were like gaying around. HAHA. me and sherry acted as angels and put on halos, fake wings, and took a wand. haha. jiawen them played with feather boas. haha. so cool! yupp and after that we went to meet the rest at esplanade. haha i remember we got lost. lol, the four bimbos. hehe. and we had a really fun time la. combining sunset and mayitbe towards the sea, with the wind blowing in our faces, it was like WOW. haha. misspoh sang very well too! yupps and after the performance we went to eat with all the seniors and ppl. so cool la. haha. here's a pic we took:D

hmm and we began preparing for the sec4s handover. haha. we sistas combined with cephas to buy&make presents for the sec4s. lols. cephas only paid money-.- yupp and it was a totally fun experience. we spent alot of time sewing the hearts and brainstorming for what else we could do for them. and the times spent at yuxuan's house were super fun. lol. still remember we went into yuxuan's attic and scared the hell out of ourselves. after that we went to play at the playground for a longlong time. haha all the ice and water and stuff. yeah and we ate gorengpisang and stuff. HAHA. now i remember, i got sick because i went to xuan's hse and ate all the heaty stuff. hehe.

handover day was very exciting. haha. cos i remember i missed the handover when i was sec1.