101th post!

hello everyone! this is my 101st post! woohoo. so cool. haha.

so anyways its 12.16am now and i am supposed to be sleeping. haha. but i just feel like blogging now larhs.


was just surfing the net when this thought suddenly hit me; am i really a flirt?

ive been hearing people call me a flirt since i was p6. so let me think, in what way am i a flirt? i dont understand why i am called a flirt while others are not.

firstly let me define my understanding of flirt. it is to make people like you. i.e. special actions you to make people fall in love with you.

that is precisely the thing i do not understand. i have never ever had the intention of doing anything to make ANY guy like me or fall in love with me. so why is it that i am called a flirt? is it wrong of me to want to make friends? everything that i do carries no special meaning whatsoever, not even to the person that i like. i asked shunjie this question before, and his response was this, 'it's just cause you are more touchy..' and i was thinking like '!@#$%' its not like i go and anyohow touch a guy whom i dont really know rite? the most i do is just to pat them on their arms. THAT'S ALL! like how often do you see me go hug a guy? the first time i hugged a guy was on the last day of sch this year btw.

and just now i asked kevin, he said, 'youre overly frenly' and i was thinking, how can anyone be OVERLY FRENLY? so i am wrong to be friendly is it? somehow i dont see what is wrong about being friendly. i was just trying to be nice. wad did you expect? like i said, i never had the intention to let anyone fall in love with me.

which leads me to this realization; people are just TOO immature to understand what is the real meaning of a flirt. they just think that if a gurl socialises too much with guys, they are being flirtish. i personally would not deem a person a flirt if i see such a situation, i'll seriously look at the gurl's behaviour first before saying anything. seriously i admit that i like being with guys. i think they're easy to be with and that you dont really have to watch your mouth when you're with them. they are just not as easy to offend as gurls are. but that's dat. i have my fair share of gurlfrens too, for eg, the sistas, the sexy fam.

so i now have come to a conclusion and that is that i am NOT a flirt and that those gurls who call me a flirt are just jealous(:

too bad gurls, if you have any evidence to proof that i am one, you are most welcome to tell me. and maybe i will change my stand. :D


this is just a random post. it is derived from having nothing better to do. lalala.