happy :D

im happy today! met up with many people.

haha first, met the sistas :D everyone was there! haha. first time in ages please:) haha yeah so we went ikea and camwhored like mad. had lunch there too! we all ate either meatballs or spaghetti. haha yummy. i had a really nice lunch. haha yes and we all just camwhored around the place. took soooo many pictures. haha. yeah and we planned subsequent outings.

there's gonna be a sista picnic and we're also going to watch enchanted together! :D yay, omg im so excited haha. oh we're going for choir chalet together too. yay. haha.

i think its really cool that we're still so close after being seperated for 2 years. i had lotsa fun with them today, laughed like mad. love you all :)

went to meet up with the year2s after that. haha 'the usual people'. LOL! everyone was here too :D yeah was listening to them talk about enlisting into the army and stuff. time really flies eh! it seems like yesterday when they were all still wearing their secondary school uniform. ahh, how sad they're not gonna be around next year anymore :(

yeah but anyway, i had a nice time with them too! it was to celebrate huping's and kenny's birthday haha. so after that we went to esplanade rooftop to sing birthday song haha. yeah so we were just there sitting in a circle and talking. we ended up singing carols. haha and we were singing our old sov songs too. aww it was a nice feeling :D haha.

oh we camwhored a lot too. haha did all those dumb jumping shots. heh. omg i really love these people:D haha.

okay a few more papers left. jiayou all of you! xD

20:10, 20102010, the singapore flier(flyer?)!

yay happy happy day!

i guess it's okay.
cos im trying to take it easy now.

everything will fade away :D

soon i'll be a freeee girl!
muahaha.

im eagerly awaiting for that day.

ohsixveeoneone, i love :D

<3 class chalet!

haha had class chalet the past two days. it was quite fun :D

didnt go for choir in the morning cos felt sick and had a sorethroat.

yeap after resting for a while, i went to join the class at the chalet!

although the chalet itself wasnt exactly up to the standards that we had wanted, the whole experience was indeed priceless. it's the first time i was allowed to stay overnight at a chalet and i found that the memories formed are really quite precious.

from the guitar and sing-along sessions, to mahjong, to talking under the stars, to walking along pasir ris park at 4 in the morning, to getting kicked awake in the morning, to walking to whitesands to shop for bbq stuff, to getting disappointed by basic instint2, to walking with puen to the spider web in pasir ris park, to climbing the playgrounds in pasir ris park together, to the bbq, to the delicious cheesecake that miss low bought for us, to the asshole daidee game, to the talks i had with the different people in the chalet..

well all these will be precious memories that will stay with me and i am really happy that the chalet was fun. yeah, im gonna miss 06v11! :( thank you everyone for the beautiful memories. well it was really a great experience, and even though some of them are still at the chalet now, im happy enough with what i've experienced and so yeah i really wanna thank 06v11 for all these.

hope there'll be more class outings! yeah, if there are, please try to go. we still have the gelare voucher that miss low gave us, which means at least 1 more class outing? haha :D

i think you got it.

and i think i got your reply.

ohwell,
thanks.

its just like a cosine graph.
and the frequency changes from time to time.
so does the amplitude.
i dont know what im actually supposed to do.

eurgh.

went for lunch today.
it was fun :D

haha going for beach blowout later.
have to meet pu ey at city hall! sigh, go all the way there just for her.

PU EY YOU BETTER THANK ME!

haha okay im quite happy now =D

went cycling with the class today. okay or rather, 'class'. haha there was only elroy, debby, althea, cephas and kelvin. haha. but oh well it was rather fun i must say.

but cycling on a public hol is really :S haha. ECP was FLOODED with people! but haha it was fun. i like to cycle, though i cycle slowly. and they kept saying that i was the limiting reagent =/ made me feel so bad. oh but we cycled for 2 hrs, and only stopped for a while. haha so i think that's not bad already. :D

yeah after that we stood around talking for a while. after which kel suggested that we went to some swimming club place to eat, and he said that it was his treat. haha. we were like 0.0! haha, but seeing that there was free food, we all agreed.

alicea, being the typical her, zoomed to the country club upon hearing that it was kel's treat. haha. so yeah we all went for dinner. sat there and talked for quite long too. it was nice :D

haha, i like gatherings like these, we must all meet up more often lah! :)

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what's mine once will not stay mine forever.

ah, the soul society arc in bleach has come to an end.
how sad :(

I LIKE AIZEN!
shant spoil it for people.. but ahh! lol.

i love bleach :D the first 20 episodes werent that good, but the next 40 were like, WOAH. the many different battles, and watching the ryoka growing and becoming stronger.. it was so cool. haha. now i know why so many people are addicted to bleach. heh.

ah im really sad that the whole soul society bit is over for now :(
i loved the soul society bit lah! the captains are all so cool, and it was damn exciting to watch them releasing their bankai. haha. yes and i loved how there are so many stories behind the different characters in the show, and how they are all interconnected.

lol okay i know its weird to blog about bleach.. but i just wanted to okay! haha. yeah everyone, go watch bleach! im serious you wont be disappointed :D

the map of the world is on you,
the moon gravitates you,
the seasons escape you.

is it my overactive imagination?

omg i am so tired now.
yawn.

watched bleach from 7pm to about 10.45 pm. close to 4 hrs. watch until my eyes so pain and everything. lol but its good cause im at episode 31 now! 2 episodes away from jerald, and im ahead of althea already :D heh.

okay so anyway, there's chinese mock tmr! rah. need to go read some fan wens later.. although im very sure i'll fall asleep. ah but who cares lah i shall try at least.

today was a good and a bad day.
i dont really know.
sigh.

**

i think its back to how it was like.
ah how naive i was to have thought that perhaps i was different.
i guess im just one of the lot afterall.
eurgh.

i wish, and i wish, and i wish.
and it never comes true.
damn.

and like i said, when there's an up, there's always a down.
it's a down now.
tmr will be worse,
we'll revert to our old ways.

of ignoring.
ah.

sometimes i wish things were different, that circumstances are not what it's like today.

if i had done things differently in the past, would things have been different? would it have progressed to be how i want it to be? it sucks that i've to sit here and watch, knowing that what i want is so distant and untouchable.

there's little time left now. what's going to happen next year? will everything just fade off? much as i try to drive everything out of my mind, there's this small part of me that doesnt want things to go away. its stupid i know, but that dumb part is hoping for something to happen, that what i want will come true.

i dont even know what in the world is happening right now. its just on and off. i hate having to play mind games, but im doing that everyday.

its exciting i agree, but tiring too. i dont want this to end, but i dont want it to continue too. ah im stupidly contradicting myself. its been going on for a whole year. when will it finally stop? will i have to be the one to put a stop to it, or will you be kind enough to stop everything?

ah i dont know.

huggies dri comfort!

i like :D

does he see what i see,
does he feel what i feel?

in my life,
im no longer alone..
now the love of my life is so near.

find me now,
find me here.


in my life,
she has burst like the music of angels,
the light of the song.

and my life,
seems to stop as if something is over
and something has scarcely begun.

**

things are going well now,
but how long would it last?

happiness,
even if that is only for a short moment.
it's enough to last me for a long long time.
:)

cyber space

sometimes i really marvel at the powers of the computer screen. especially how it helps you to hide your feelings so well. the computer screen provides a safe place for you to talk without betraying your feelings, because more often than not, what you feel is shown through your expression and your tone. and the computer screen is something you can hide behind, to prevent others from reading exactly what you are thinking, for we can only try to infer more about a situation only by the other party's diction, which doesnt really tell much.

for example, you might be holding your head in your hands one moment, and in the next, youre showing a huge smiley face (:D) to the person you are talking to, even though you probably have tears in your eyes. see how the computer screen helps you to stow away all those excess expressions and what not that give away what certain feelings that you want to hide from the other party?

you see, even right now, you dont know what i am feeling. i might be happy and high and yet im pretending to be serious while i might just be sad and emo and trying to express what i feel through this blogpost.

i think nobody will ever know. so, happy guessing. :D