Project, into the future.

WAH,
I can't wait for Austria Trip next year.

Time to redeem ourselves, and to enjoy as much as possible.
Note to self: Remember to take more pictures with PEOPLE.

Meanwhile,
I will survive this.

Once Again.

I can feel myself becoming a loner.

Hah is it this period? Or is it just me?

The Usual People

Miss the Year Threes, especially the Usual People.

Life's so different without them around. Miss my hugging trees, miss all those people I could run to when I was upset.

There's hardly anyone around now. Sigh.

Assumptions.

Sometimes, you just have to understand that even though an action doesn't affect you in any way, it hurts me like hell.

Hah, how I've overestimated myself.

I never was, oh never, was one for Lying.

I should have known never to trust you again.

You're an island of reality in an Ocean of Diarrhea.

Details in the Fabric ; Jason Mraz

Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads saying
Breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it
But, if it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way
And everything will be fine
Everything will be fine

Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I'm doing everything

Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
And everything, everything will be fine
Everything

Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?

Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing

Yeah everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything

Hold your own
And know your name
And go your own way

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling? (Go your own way)

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic (Go your own way)
Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine?

Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own, know your name)
Hell no reason go on and scream
If you’re shocked it's just the fault (Go your own way)
Of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold



Beautiful, beautiful song. Jason Mraz is a genius.

HAIYA.

Once in a lifetime, means there's no second chance.
So I believe, that you and me, should grab it while we can.

I MISS WALES.

AND I HATE STUDYING ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

Wow, don't I have great discipline?

Two days into the holidays and I haven't even done much.

Chunks of to-do lists waiting for me :(

MUST STOP PROCRASTINATING!!!

Okay but anyway, HEHE,

here's my wonderful masterpiece.

Enjoy :)

I MISS.

D:

Gravity; Sara Bareilles

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do
I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much
than to drown in your love and not feel your reign.

Set me free, leave me be.
I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall,
just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me
and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while
and all my fragile strength is gone.

Set me free, leave me be.
I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall,
just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me
and all over me.

I live here on my knees a
s I try to make you see
that you're everything I think I need here on
The ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe
though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me
Down

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.

What would you have Me do?

With each day that passes, the pain increases.
Every minute is a test of my edurance and determination.
That's what I get for allowing myself to fall back in again.

So much to do, so little time! Sigh :(
Everyone's chionging for promos already, but I haven't even started.
:(

Some pretty pictures,

I still miss Wales! D:

Llangollen, come back.

I miss Wales/England.
It's so pretty there. Miss the company loads too.
I miss saying good morning to everyone in the morning, and saying goodnight instead of byebye.
Oh well, at least there were good memories this time round.


Outside a teddy bear shop. Yay the girls :)


Spot me!


Our dream house! Haha we're planning to come back here and buy this house when we get married in future (Mel's my laogong, in case you were wondering). Heh.


Outside THE Chirst Church College (the place where Harry Potter was filmed).

Over again, Don't Make Me Change my Mind.

No more choir, now it's time to study.
And to plan for PCC of course.
I know I'm gonna miss singing a hell lot these two months. But thank goodness for the choir room, cos I'll still be able to see everyone everyday :)


It's kinda pathetic how we're both so reluctant to take that step forward to grasp the thing that we truly want, when it's just there hovering between our noses, right within our reach.

It's too Late to Apologise.

I'm sorry for my indecisiveness, sorry I can't seem to make up my mind.
Sorry I can't seem to figure out just what I want.
Sorry I don't have the courage to take that step.
Sorry I made you wait.

But I guess that doesn't matter anymore right?
You're gone (again) anyway.

What about if I told you I miss you?

Life these days with the Choir Year1s has been getting better.

Haha everyone went crazy today in the choir room, at about 5++pm. Haha Wan Ping, Cedric, Steven, Pock Thong, Jia Sheng, Abel and Sherman. We all went crazy in our own way, yeah even me. Haha, which resulted in a whole lot of hysterical laughter :D Super fun, in my opinion. Haha, will treasure these Year 1 days that we have. :)

Yay can't wait for Thursday, hope everyone will be able to go. Then it will be super duper fun :)
Zhi Yang, BE HONOURED HAHA. :D:D

Oh and one more thing, just a random musing, but it's pretty heartwarming to enter the choir room in the morning to see it packed with Year1s :D Although they're pretty darn noisy and no one can sleep inside, but it's nice seeing everyone there and just crapping and talking nonsense with them haha. :) STILL, that doesnt mean we should continue to make so much noise though. Must spare a thought for the Year Twos!


Life's been getting more stressful too, work's been piling up. So many things going on at the same time. Choir meetings yet to be scheduled, H3 lessons starting, teachers becoming more strict with their lessons, PW taking on a more xiong turn, plus everyone else suddenly transforming into a mugger. Kinda scary, but exciting too haha.


Just Acia and Night Festival at National Museum with my favourite girls <3

Still yet to blog about my Wales trip =/ Think I might just lose that drive in the end. Bleah.

Hiatus?

Ah I still want to blog about Wales, but I've really got no time.

Bleah.

Here's a bit of eyecandy first.

Outing today with my darlings today was good.

So sorry for being late! :(

Lazy to upload photo cos Alicea's still sending me now. So haha, check their blogs or something.

Okay that's all tata I've still got meeting minutes to do haha.

Li bu Cong Xin.

Argh, I've been meaning to blog about the Wales trip, but I simply don't have the time!

Meetings every other day, plus tons of work to finish up = No Time At All.

I promise myself I really will sit down and blog about Wales properly. But there simply isn't enough time at this moment.

So much to handle now, argh.
Catching up with work, DSA admin stuff, Exco (+Musico meetings), Vsparks, PW.
BLEAH.

Shall go back to reading my notes now. Tata.

Finally Back.

Firstly, I would like to say sorry to the seniors for letting all of you down. Thank you all for being so proud of us when we didn't manage to achieve what we were supposed to.

Next, I would like to say a big thank you to the Year twos who came on this trip. Sacrificing two weeks of lessons in Year Two to go with the choir for this competition is a huge decision to make, and it was pretty selfless of all of you to have done so much for us. Thank you all for putting in so much for the choir. Like what Mr Kwei said, we really treasure all of you, from the bottom of our hearts. You guys have demonstrated the true spirit of VJchoir - No Man Is An Island. So thank you all very very much.

Lastly, to the Year Ones, we have so much to do and accomplish. It's time we all reflected on our attitudes, and our commitment to the choir. VJchoir is not just any choir, that is something that should be imbued into us from Day One. If you don't already know that, shame on you, and get that into your head asap. We will bring glory back next year, and this is something that we all need to strive towards, together. This is only the start of our VJchoir journey together, let us all achieve what we know we are capable of achieving. We shouldn't wait till it's too late to regret. Let there be no more regrets next year. Year Ones, we can do this:)

Just as a last note, I would like to say this to those who are disgruntled about whatever's been mentioned on this trip.
It is a fact that you guys abandoned us for this trip. You know for yourself if you chose not to come on this trip. Don't be angry just cause your name was mentioned. Even if Mr Kwei didn't say that, the choir knows that deep down inside too. You weren't blamed entirely for our failure, but you guys have to face it, it is partly your fault too. We are one choir, and you guys chose to volunteringly leave us. You were valuable, whether you think this way or not. Mr Kwei didn't conveniently shift all the blame to you, he just mentioned you guys. He knew that we didn't perform well on stage and he scolded us for that. So you guys shouldn't just hear fragments of the story and start ranting about what he said when you don't even know what he actually said and meant. Besides, the fact that you guys are angry shows that you have a trace of 'guilty consciousness' in you doesn't it? Mr Kwei loves this choir, and we all love and respect him too, whatever he said was the truth and you guys know it yourself. It's time to reflect instead of getting angry about small things.


Oh well, other then the losing part.
This trip was a blast. :)
Will upload photos soon!