screw maths.
screw you too.

treating you as just a friend feels much easier.

im going crazy from the stress.
feel like giving up sometimes but i know i cant.
i really have no idea how im going to do well for the exams.
and it'll be reflected on the transcrpit! ah.

i dont remember being this stressed last year.
i dont even know if im absorbing everything i studied.

):
i think i'll get over you soon. it always happens anyway, the desire will go away with time. just give me some time. i'll get over you. and you'll regret it. we'll see.

i smell of babies xD

zomg i love my nephews (:

here's the elder one.

he kissed me on the lips,

TWO TIMES.

muahaha.

even though i bribed him into doing it. LOL!

400th post.

you,
you know how to get me so low
my heart had a crash when we spoke
i cant fix what you broke.

today was a relatively good day (:

went out in the morning to JURONG EAST. haha. far right. the other end of the world man.

yes after that went to paya lebar to meet my dear xy and rr. (: studied for a while den we went to cut hair. haha. it was quite nice. a simple day but i really enjoyed it. thank yous (:

anyway, saw a few pictures in xianyong's phone. i never saw those before haha.



notice xy and i in the background?
haha. xy looks damn cute.
and whr's rayrin haha!

and this was taken in the triplet's apartment. i
i never knew this existed haha.








conclusion, i miss malacca, and the triplets' apartment haha. (:

i wanna be a harvard duck.

they all look so tranquil and peaceful on the surface,
but they're paddling hard underneath.

that was probably just it-
a beautiful dream.







ily.

that lost rainbow.
when will another one appear?

you shouldnt have.
picked up that damn reciever.
now im left hanging.

hah, and to think i thought i had you figured out.

the worst thing to doubt is your own character.

hope you had a great birthday (:

i was looking at my dp, and suddenly this surge of warmth flooded my heart (i'm serious).

and i realised, i am really lucky to still have rayrin and xianyong. i really really must treasure them haha. one year already guys, still got one more year to go! (: we must treasure okay! thank you both for showing you still care (: study session on sun okay! (: i really think im a very lucky girl xD

and it's 20mins to xy's birthday, happy birthday in advance fish brain! (:

someone go learn and learn the guy part of 你最珍贵!
then can sing with me (:

who's on?

cute right? xD

a picture paints a thousand words. what i want.

"we sat down and wondered what would change.

now we understood.

shadows and regrets"



- taken from xy's blog.






just wanted to say, that there shouldnt be shadows and regrets because everything happens for a reason. maybe the thing you are regretting about is not the triplets and kazua thing, but if you are, be optimistic, cos no matter what at least we had all that before right? and at least 3 of us are still on pretty good terms- way way better compared to the start of this year.








we will survive! rayrin said we should meet up after promos right? haha let's go bugis okay? (:

kazua still loves her ex-boyfriend (:

i remember everything that has happened in the past.
i really do.

there is something wrong with blogger, it doesnt let me post photos.
):

contagious-

when you're around i dont know what to do
i do not think that i can wait
to go over and talk to you
i do not know what i should say

and i walk out in silence
that's when i start to realise
what you bring to my life
damn, this guy can make me cry

i hat it that i always procrastinate.
normally, at the start of the day, i would decide and list down what i want to complete by the end of the day. and i can NEVER complete it. i always get so frustrated with myself. i cant seem to have self discipline.

i realised that im lazy and playful. sigh.

and promos are coming REAL soon. i havent even started revising yet. this sucks man. i know im gonna regret this in 3 weeks time but im still doing it. AH. sigh.

i really need to study hard.